unwell

hey.. just.. a quick update i guess... unsure if im able to blog anytime soon.. o rmaybe i will..

bad things happened to me lately. im not feeling good at all.
its a logng story. perhaps if im ever ready,.. i'll talk about it.
i wish i could.

cant breathe .. so difficult. its like.. somethign is missing already

you know or understand why ppl chooses death over living because of emtional turmoil and pains?
its easy onec u experienced it

met someone new. mutual fren. keep on saying bad stuffs abt my frens .. trying to discord. even though she seem such a swtt person. at first thought she was nice. her voice so swt too.
..rrly scary .keep giving me bad vibes. feel so stress ard her. she sthe perfect example of wolf in sheep clothing. oh no. its devil in  a sheep's clothing.
gosh. .that kinda of person.. rrly. extreme pretencious.
can faint by being ard such person. so mean. talking abt bad stuffs.. tryign to discord us frens. argh

anyway, been washing my face with tears lately. sick of using ice to soothe my swollen eyes .two days now. hopefully tmr no need to do that again. hate crying.
left me look so down. .

talk soon bah.

hungry. but no appetite again.
skipped my dinner.
onl had lunch .
in aftnoon.
next meal.. shld be ard aftnoon again
just tahan bah

life stress work stress stress3...
got home and couldnt find my stuffs cos mum cleaned up my room again. i broke down. slammed real hard at closet. hand red and swollen
shouted abit .rrly cant tahan. wanted to scream like hell.
but yea.
rrly hate to find my thigns been touched and missing
but found it now.
phew

k bah. gtg.

hopefully ..i'll be well again

jaa . mata