bugs battle =/

my whole body is so tired. another asm asked me out to jb. like.. she say lots of cheap stuffs there. so.. yea. since she's familiar.. i was like. .ok. cos we happened to have rare same off. first time actually.watsons v cheap stuffs. can stock up on everyday uses . regret not buying hair conditioner=.= abt 5 bucks or less only. yea less bah. haiz. so yea .v cheap stuffs. 

anyway, eevrynight so tired. having to put up 'barriers'.. powder ard.. don dare use blankie. .dunno why .. haiz. just. .haiz. .tmr bro coming back =/ dunno how am i able to slp in living room. even if slp by light i still wanna slp in living room bah. not v gd for my health since im sick thouigh. and i couldnt get a proper slp =/ . .sobx. .rrly feel like crying when think of these stupid bugs. even keep dreaming of it. =( lil movements wakey me to see i ftheres bugs in my shirt or shorts. sighs. .and those dreams.. dang.. =/ 

eevrynight is a battle. 

anywya,.... dunno when. but hopefully i can get back to my normal slp routine bah ..sooon i hope. 

stomach feels so weird. v uncomfy. not stomach. but whole body uncomfy. think sick then still went out bah.. isit. but.. more of after dinner n med. or took too much med together. cough plus nose.. plus victimin.. wanna take separately. but kinda forgot. then took everything at one time .. quite close. gosh feel more sick than ever. =/ 

huu

still coughing.. dun wanna see doc.. but.. i probably shld eh.. see how first.
huu.. my stomach. so weird. maybe too tired.
thank goodness im off.
tmr. if not. .gonan die at work. a twokr must focus 100% if not.. v difficult. cannot not up to standard. .town area standard.

mm. .heard some stuffs abt rgm. .like. .bveing abit.. mm. .controlling? if that makes sense. i dunno bah. ppl talk .. so yea. .i cant tell for sure. but probably the way she work.. and shes also stress or what bah

dunno sammy still busy studying anot.. or lsp alrdy. .maybe when wanna slp then msg him bah. later he difficult to do his stuff.. ..

u know the opposite side of elbow.. middle part of hand. .the joint.. .lol. yea. .that part. like. .kena injection ne. ha. dunno could it be last night? =/ or waht. .dunno is it bugs bite me or... dunno. but its liek three or so red tiny dots. like kena injection =.=
ha. .so .. ..o well 

k. .think better wait for hair dry. .try to relax.. and slp soon. powder ard me again and my body. when will this stop.. sighs.
=/

wish can stay at his place now. .sobx.. o well.
nah. .later depend too much on him how. ha. .o well 

k. feelign v uncomfortable. need to get my health back in shape. wish me luck tmr. gdnight. 

jaa mata

mish sammy