happily ever after

haiz... still feeling so slpy as ever=/ 

dunno why i got such a werid painful black bruise mark on my butt =( and mmy back of head. .so painful... when i pressed it =/ dunno what happened ne ..tch 

haiz... so frustrating. .someitmes off day or mrg shift just  cant tally with sammys, i miss those days when we msg the whole day =/ 

sighs

al labt stupid timings bah. watever 

.. =(( so sad

sighs

sorry. gotta let it out

oh yea. was gonna bklog ytd. but didnt cos too tired or so. its like. .ppl ard me been getting married! engaged. ... everything. then today . i came across this bridal fair. with u know those bridal gowns on display in the open square.etc. i was like. .whattttttttttttttt coincidence or waht? ?

is that a sign? lol .

so weird. like. perhaps its a gd period to get amrried and engaged? i duno. its like. .yea. happening to ppl ard me. .adn now this fair too ? so weird. such conincidence. noep. im not getting married. no one wanna marry me yet ha

o well

liek so sad huh. haha

mm... jsu twanna slp it all away 

tryig hard to change. but so difficult .feels like my lifestyle is weighing a ton on me = /

how shl di do it. .sighs

ah.. bros instant noodles smeels so gd. wanna eat.. .msut tahan.. cos nid lsp liao

jaa mata bah.. 

can i sighs it all away

shoudlve taken my pill just now. nvr thought of it