sick day again

i am so sick. rlry wish i can mc. anyway, .. ytd. since ytd. then dunno. mum wasnt feelign wel either. say dad passed the germs to her. then she was coughing n sneezing abit too. then soon after, i kena. was terrible. maybe weak immune alrdy. then kena the germs.. haiz. no matter how much water i drink, stil lthirsty throat so dry and pain. v v dry. today ive drank more than 8 cups of water bah.overshot liao .shld be. cos rrly drink alot

i feel so weak . dunno at work how ne haiz= /

was jsut doing my own thing. sammy fri again nvr msg me. just. .o well. 

if onl lil things can be apprecitate b someone..

gomen. cant rrly think. cos im feeling so weak and dizzy . even though sick yet i still slpt on floor in living room. 
i jsut cant stand having the thoughts of htingy on my body. and having me for their meal. Omg. that disgusts me =( yet still. .inner thigh of mine. aftnoon i found three red spots. dunno when or how they do it. theyre experts. sighs. =( 

i put lemongrass.. as adviced by  my fren. haiz. .ncie of sammy to help me ask his dad.. yet  my stubborn parents will not agree to throw thigns out. but i understnad too. its newly bought. his first thing bought for us. not cheap. so yea. =/ 
sighs... i rrly kinda enjoy the night alone tiem i hav in living room though. i liek it. peace n quiet. bro holiday. parents slping. im all alone .freedom. 
haiz. the forced me to slp on mat. to be honest i dun wan. cos mat also got small tiny holes=(( sighs. but i know htey meant well.. yet.. i rather slp oin cold floor. even if sick. i dun care

so how. jsut listen to them eh =/ 

when can i live alone. sighs. i need my freedom . they meant well. yet i feel suffocated 
sighs 

life will vr be perfect

mata