Sacrifices

Hi guys,

I hate it when my off's on on a weekday(besides the standard monday) ... becos =/ ..that means im still working at the same time!
long story short.
but yea. ..sighs.

its like home office day for me . i had to rush out run errands. abandon the task to clean my room and organize my new closet all becos of my nemesis. the rostersssssssssssssssss
arrghhh aussies u are driving me crazy!!!! always. always!! last minute changes and we have to re do all freaking rosters cos of u ppl in HO!

arghhhh

haiz.. anyway im only left with couoke of hours before i need to slp and work AGAIN

ppl thinks being a rm is easy. like what??  fit urself in this position and sacrifice alot of things before u think its easy.

like.. now i have not much time for my favourite hobbyand one of the things im good at. beauty products,, .makeups.. likke.. .literally i hate to give up on that. i haven. but im starting to drift away frmo that =(
and social medias...
i used to read through Everythigmn .now, someitme si din even have timem to look through.

=/ thigns to saacrifice. alot.

i cant even imagine what if my bf is in singapore.
like.. will i reject his date cos of work> ? will i keep looking at phone while we're having lunch?
like. .its terribke

one of the country manager aka head of rm, she ssingle.
the another, married.
like. i seriously. wonder what if they have dates with bf. not single not husband.. like. how.. will htey be less about work? and trying to push us to work on off?
cos our previous main rm she has a bf . (theyr enow engaged in australia)
so she wont rrly sned alot of msgs.. .etc. work on ur off etc.. i think .

o well... haizzzzz

alot of ppl wish this main rm can get a bf. so she will understadn us better.

haha

mm,.... o well. like that bah,

waht to do.
u have to giv eup something to gain something (rememebr that anime? my fav ;))

but.. is this all worth giving up for> ? thatas the main question .
or am i working too hard

=/

i cant do my fav thigns anymore... only wish... in future i get to go syd and work. but.. (i heard syd worse) . unlike sg, , the team memebrs there will call u about 30times a day asking stupid questions. lol. like wherer this.. .etc...

hahah. my syd rm told me de.

o well.

see how future unfolds itself. ..

wish me luck.
objective.... is to wanna be happier. not stress.
= /

ohhhh almost forgot. . had my hair trimmed again!! arghhhh as much as i hate it being shorter=((( but.
its sooooooo much better now after treatment and chopping off the dead thickness of hair. its like, im me again!!

haiz... sammy sure wont liek me with shorter length... but. .o well. bad itming bah.
cos of that stuoid perm  in cny... haiz. damaged m=y hair T_T

anyway, so glad its better now.

i went to this korean haircut outlet at pp,

omg. sooo disappointed!! just choped my hair in minutes, and liek that.
say wanna leave my curls in . blah3. somemroe cut sso much!

if i'd went to this supercut hair salon ' earlier, i might've been able to avoid cutting off so much length!!

arghh that korean salon.. .NEVER am i going back again!!!!!


erm.. ty guys... like. waht? my recent blog of 'stressed!' liike... had a massive views... O.o wow. erm.. ok... thanks... weird though. how come.. furthermore, its such a short blog! somethign is worng i guess. o well.

mata