brand new day k

felt like a load off my shoulder when i wokey.. guess i jsut nee to vent it out somewhere thats all...
was quite serious last night eh.. yea. .really bad..
but its good. to just thrash out the nonsense into this blog.. like i'd said before.  like my bro, and i.. we dont talk abt person probs to each other.or to parnts.
yea. .so soemtimes. .its rrly difficult for me to release my frustraions /anger;/sadness/stress. .sighs
what to do
 owell
was lookign forward to work today though. so yea. wont focus tooo much on last night .
cried so much.. .kinda destress abit bah.. soemtiems too strong for too long... jsut needs to break down at one point...

anyway, forget about ytd ba. today is another brand new day
i am so beat up man. my legs. .oh my legs...... small store but aches more. i keep telling myself. more work=more pay. jsut focus on that.
need to tip toe la.. walk here n there every sec..  cos short mah. .so cannot rch high place items. huu
but yea.
so pain... so nice to sit down finally
whole day stand ... only makan time less than half hour i was sitting. the rest of day me jjst stand .
yea. if u wan me sit in my room whoel of my off day, its possible.
anyway, so happy to be sitting down.. shoeless now
phew
so shiock. nbut not enough

im like part time stylist ne. seriously. like. .part of my job is to style them up. help them match their items  dresses/ party themes. .etc. wow.
and im proud of myself. its like. .naturally i know what to do.
waht to say. though may not be the best, but yea. i did it.
though no experience in this line, but i did it. =) wow
so nice. nice feeling bah
and guess what. we have male custoemrs. like. 20s.. male customers. though very very few, but yes they do shop for themselves. O.O uh huh. i was like. ..whattttttt haha. but nothing wrong with guys buying accessory la.
but yea. rrly din expect the guys will buy also ha
but of course, also for their frens bah

mm.. yay .glad bro's pressy came in on time. then realized. .shoot .he already have the item .but different brand. yes. u guess it .LV. =.=
bt this brand he like also la so yeah. .
its ok. im sure he wont mind ba hah

sammy slp again liao. ..o well
sometimes .. nah .everydya.. i wishes he's right by my side. .=/
then maybe i also no nid to so sad liao
o well. good things hard to wait ba
eh . its .. meant to wait. ..erm whatever ba

anway.............
sianz. my dress arrived torned and ..all beat up =.=
dunno wanna make the trouble to mail back anot. arghhhhhhhhh
nvm la. maybe jsut sew or waht. ..haiyoooo why like that. ..rrly sometimes so suey u know.
like. .arghhhh
=.=
make me more frustrated only. sighs =/

break time i feel so diff. so lonely.
o well.
somewhere in the heart. .stil lwil lfeel sad bah..
waht to do

k. gotta catch up on my cesar book.

nowadasy ,im looking forward to my bedtime .ye. bed. slp. no reality. just slp. rest .shut the brain dead
i mean out
though... had a very weird quite disturbing dream . last night

dreamt of sammy the other day.. wasnt a nice one though... maybe its my fears..
tats why keep having similar dreams.. of that. .

haiz.
k.. .mata ne