Love like there's no tomorrow

i am extremely sleepy.... rrly slpy. slpt late. n wokey early. u know those days when u feel like extra3.. .wanting ur partner badly? u nid them lots. and u wish to be u know.. doing all sorts of thigns with them. haha. gonna blush liao. anyway, yea. .o well. its ok. been years already. i can hold onto it
ha. its always so interesting how so long nvr see each other, and.. u know. .shyness will takeover.. and.. haha .blushing all over. .and the finger poking and finger twirling al lcomes out .lol. so anime XD but its true haha. then once u get used to the momentum, everthign will be back to normal. haha. so interesting.

oh man. so late again.

anyway, so nice. finally get to spedn time with bro. mumnot feelign that well. so me out with bro instead. been way tooooooooo long since i had a chance to go out with him. so was rrly excited n happy to do that. =) and been sooooooooooo long since i had the chance to doll myself up and wear niec dress. i did today ^^ hehe. cos i feel safe with him ard. probably ppl will think he's my bf. (almost all my frens thought that he is=.= cos we dont look alike .thats what they say) anyway, yea. i wont notice guys staring so much cos i'll be talking more to him than my mum. and im sure guys wont dare to approach or stare too long right .though i did caught afew. one of the guy was with his gf. immediately i saw him, he turned his head very fast in otehr direction. lol. argh. guys with gf.. .anyway,
oh yea. .speakin gof that. .sm say.. if women do that, guys wont be bothered. but if gusy do that, yea. .ofc we will be upset n jealous la. what to do.
ok anyway, thats why i feel safe to doll myself up. cos i wont have to worry or care abt other ppl.
but wanted to take pics with him... suddenly became so awkward. so i din take with him.
in fact, i secret took some pics. ahha. so paiseh la . cos maybe too long nvr go out together, nvr take pics together. its weird la. so yea.

ow ell.
anyway, took some pics for u know. memories. keepsake. remind myself of taht day.
but sad la. cos due to lack of slp, i look terrible i think =/ not my best bah. i look so .. puffy tired listless face. i tink so bah.
 haiyo....
but nvm. still had a good day ba
rrly great to finally go out with him.
cos he always went out wtu his frens. then me can only head out with mum
o well

anyway,
mm.. think im missing sumtin.. ...o wlle=.=
cant rememebr

ohh i cooked today!! hehe. bro say its ncie. lalalala. ^^
yea... sometimes i craved for spicy pasta. so i cooked mysefl lor. cooke dfor bro's shares too

thats abt it ba. gosh. so late. oh man.. gtg
rrly cant rememebr what else to type
mm

miss sammy very much.
lvoe my bf to bits.
rrly hope one day.. just one day in future(hopefully not too faraway) .. we'll get to go on a trip for holiday =)
always envy my fren and her bf posted pics when they went for holiday .her bf is v nice to her. and yea im happy for her too.
they went taiwan. then .. bali isit. cant remember.. but so nice ba. explore the place together. i think biggest dream huh... of that holiday trip thing. .
wow.. .if can go disneyland.. (yess disneyland. .my wish too) .. for fun. or jsut scenery... romantic places.. take pics.. lots of pics.. eat... street food also can...
ahh so nice... rrly so nice. =) cos its liek two ppl enjoying mah. then discover new thigns n memories together. havign fun and excitements together.
uh huh. soudns great eh.

another nice one.. this youtuber. gosh. her bf surprises her with hotel booking. and blah3.... then a v swweet romantic surprise! - bathtub, with rose petals, champange, wine glasses, and strawberries.. .dunno still got anything else anot. but literally thats his surprise for her too. imagine u walk in to find that. omg. that guy took time to do all that. and prevent her from finding out. so nice.
its like rrly. seriously a scene out from a movie.
haha. i was like. .whatttt.. omg... so niceeeeeeee
=)

which reminds me.. rrly... every married couple. no matter how long youve been married, shoudl always always forever find time to make do of such sweet lovely romantic gestures.. surprises...for ur own partner. even if there's 4 kids to raise, busy3... but still. its no excuse. i rrly wish. every couple.. will always be in love even after married for few years,decade,.. .etc. in love like the way u do for the first three months. or even nmore in love than those three months.
how ncie isnt it.
i wish everycouple wont forget that feeligns ... even though time passed., yet.. if u rrly awnt to, those feelins , love, wil lstill be as strong as ever before. or stronger.
i believe it exisits
yes.its true. u just gotta look around u sometimes.

but yea. even if you're married, pls do make time for such nice gestures for ur partner.
tiem alone. doesnt need to be extravagant. can be simple as.. making morning breakfast .place rose petals on the bed...floor.. .bathtub.. no champange? jsu tfruit juice with chocolate and strawberries.
but sorry la. if ur partner is the .. u know. want everythign to be expensive high class type,.. then yea. =.= gdluck.

like my ex colleague. i aske dher to place her step son in the hands of baby sitter. ) then she can go out with her fiance. then she say her fiance sister/family will call say. oh u don wan tc of ur father(her father in law)  isit. she  cant even shop properly at ease for more than an hour. =/
and its liek once in a logn while. somemore her fiance ask his sis wanna join honeymooon together anot=.= wth. omg.. .its two person trip. why ask ur sis to join. then nvr ask my fren. say to his sis.but scared she wont like. wah.. u tell that to ur sis abt ur fiance? oh man..=/
sighs

then sm also. got new borned baby. and young child one yrs old. then keep saying cannot la. no time for twosome get away. no time for twosome movie trip. babay sitter they dont liek will cry.. etc.
i was like... =.= ... oh man.. every couple shouldnt face that. .but sadly,. .guess no choice.
but.. sounds like.. its jsut laziness eh. excuses... imagine. if ur partner or if u know... ur partner will die next day, or next few days, will you still say the same thing?
oh cannot la. no time alone. cos need to do housework. cos need to tc of children. =.=
thats why.. sometiomes. .even afters years being together, or married fo rso long, they tend to FORGET. TAKE IT FOR GRANTED. that life is lie this. ohhhh wait till htey grow up then can go holiday la.. etc.
what if.. ur partner met with a mishap day after. or next year. etc. wil lu regret ?
if theres a will, theres a way.
especiall for things thats not so difficult. as in. not extremely difficult.
let baby sitter, or mother in law .or even frens, to help tc. if they cry, then train or talk to children abt it .resolved this prob. then go on a bloody nice swt romantic shopping/mpvie date with ur hubby.
isnt that nice?
no wonder.. ppl divorce .. .etc.
very sad.
haiz.
o well. dont regret before its too late

and theres this latest news. this fatehr ;eft his daughter in van go away for an hour to attned concert or something. then. this girl, kena led away by stranger, brutally rape and murdered.
=/
shes on ly 6 i think .yea. haiz...
but life is unpredictable. rrly. cos. .we all humans. tends to .. take it for granted. .oh its ok. half an hour wait here i'll be back. or u shouted at ur love one before walking away. then skali they kena mishap. car suddenly dashes into the store killing them. or like that case where stranger led her away. or even maybe van pulled up, and push u into the van. then disappeared into thin air.
brr.. .rrly scary. sounds too much right .but its not. its happeneing everyday all ard the world=/
mm.. suddenl thought of my frens case.. where her bf will say f*** you, and walk away,leave her there. luckily he ended up treating her better than before. anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
thats in my previous blog more of that.
but yea...
soemtimes when i walk alone, i also need ot be careful. cso now im wearing more.. skirts.. and u know. femine wears. so yea.
at night. .gotta be careful. especially my area, alwasy got innicents one. like ppl die.. murders alot u know. uh huh. =/
but.. well .u nvr know.
rrly.
scared, also must be careful n alert. but sometimes phone la. distractions hahahha. oops.

so yea. may all couples take time out .. .when is the last time youve done something nice for them? liek i'd said. no need to be expensive. jsut soemthign. that ur partner will like. and appreciates.
cook for her? help her do housework? help her/him massage? or special nighttime treatment? haha. or get her her favourite food? if wanna splurge, ofc that'll be nice. liek that hotel plan.. omg. haha.
or suddenly say. ok in two months time lets go japan. etc. wow. so nice. ha.
but yea. even take time to notice her hair, makeup, dress, etc.. .compliment her/him..
small gestures, rlry goes a long way.
ofc. htis cant be one way clap. two must make the efforts. its not hard. u jsut nid to stop finding excuse, and start on it. but learn to appreciate. even if ur guy or girl bought u wrong size. or wrong colours or bought wrong fav item, still. instead of shoutin gor thinking badly, appreciate it. appreciate her/him.

i wish thats how my love life is gonna be if i do get married one day, will be sad.. imagine if u keep making the efforts, yet somehow ur partner didnt seem to understand.. or notice the lil thigns that youve done.. well. thats when the 'talks' msut come in. ha. its ok to talk isnt it. as long as u respect, and listen . and compromise. but yea. .no heated arguments.
i wanna be like this old hollywood coupole. i dunno who is she. but question for herin a mag was.. how do u amtained such a long.. many years of marriage with ur husband. she say. oen of the rule. if anyting unhapy, they will talk abt it before bed. in bed. before slp time. talk it all out. ALL out, then slp. they never ever leave the problems hanging till next day. it will be settled before they slp. they dont carry it into the bedtime.
i dunno if that'll rlry work. but. well. .thats from many years abck when i read that. i wana rememebr it forever. and to use this mehtod with my future hubby.

im no expert. dunno why suddenly so much to type abt all that ha. jsut my own opnions. anwyay, gdnight.

so yea ^^ omg.. ..type so long. .again gonna slp at 3am T_T huu... tired face.

mata!!!!!