lucky girl

its nice to slp alil early ytd.. but wokey early though..thsi mrg.. not gd. cos get slpy

anyway,
sammy been sick so yea.. didnt rrly get to celebrate any v day.. not even today.. but at least so glad ot be with him when he's down n sick .
hard to control cos sometimes me closing. but will always worried and care for him even if at work.
just cant msg thats all..
anwyay, hopefully he'll be fine by tmr.. or at least better. much better

why ar... ha. even my colleague say.. her impression of me is im so strong and independant.
say whatttttttttttt O.o.........
why everyone saying im strong?
.... thought on ly at my previous company.. sm alwasy say that. bt.. .
mm.. i think ne. my smile bah?
cos i will always be smiling on the shop floor.
u knwo. liek no problem at all. etc
perhaps tahts why? ...
dunno bah
amazes me O.o

ahh so swt. this youtuber.. .im not a huge fan of her liek others or whatsoever .but someitmes will noticed her new vids .but i don watch all of them( like id said not a fan)
i know shes a nice person / gd life/ love her family..etc.
but dunno. jsu tnot a fan. perhaps. .cos of envy her life?
envy too much = not gd. so better not know her too well .
if that makes sense.
anwyay, finally get to learn of her love story. aw... so swt. she met her now bf in paris. and her story so swt. like.. .happened in a cafe one day...
then talked for hrs. .he helped her out when she cant answer the cafe waiter or owner in french.
then they ended up talked fo rhours.
remidned me of sammy. after sammy called, looking fo rhis fren alex', we ended up chatting for 3 hrs. 12-3am. will never ever forget that day =)))))))
swt.

everybody will have their own love story. some dramatic, some swt, some sad, some touching .i hope bottom line is, all will ahve a good best sweetest ending ever to their love life. =)

but yea... rlry swt. think she mentioend abt something.. he taught her to love or what. cos she was hurt before.. .and thinking true love wont gonna happen to her.. etc. soemthign like that.
but he taught her to love, and he show her that he is serious with her..etc. so yea.

stupid right. can u imagien which stupid guy will abandon her???
now she got everythignm, etc. suc h a ncie girl. which ex of her so stupid enough to throw their love away??
but then again.. when she first started outm, think ive seen her old vids before... she was quite chubby... and.. yea. no so pretty..etc.
okok bah.
but still. stupid ex.

even fann wong also. her ex dumped her .read it in news. see. now shes so successful and rich and pretty and stil lyoung looking. now got a great hubby christopher lee. now expecting her first child after yearssss of trying.

soemtime su jus twonder. why their ex so baka to throw them away. .=.=
ih yea... when fann first started out, she was chubby abit too... but then... dun think shes still chubby when her ex dumped her bah. not sure. but yea. its his loss

kinda nice pretty women, yet kena dumped for bitches.=.=
argh wth.
i bet they;ll regret it for life. serves them right

mm.. think im also chubby when i first met sammy... but he still love me.. im touched. i didnt even realized im chubby then. though.. am i rrly chibby? i rlry dunno. i think abit?? i dunno. or perhaps due to pics bah. anyway,
only realized i lost weight when during that time when he's leaving for sg.. and ppl commenting on it.  perhaps due to sadness and stress bah.. lost abit of weight during that time.. =./ so yea..
cried too much.

anyway. every year i feel like im changing. even in recent polaroid photo... also kind aownder. .wohoa. whos that girl .oh its me.

but all good thign bah.

still remember he said tha tmany years ago... he rrly wish to be liek his colleague.. abt same age. .owns a car.. great income or something. kinda .. sorta..remember him ba.. glasses i think. .dunno. unsure abit.
just felt he's weird htat itme.. .got one time rushing to meet him. i was in heels.. we walk v v fast cos running late. valantines day. think he's getting my pressy bracelt from that guy.
either that or some other work reason or somethign.
then i was sweating v badly. taht guy was like took out his tissue, and gonna wipe my sweat fo rme.
( liek htat psycho uncle) anyway, yea. i was like thinking. .erm.. sammys there.. .. who would dare do that sia. unless he's hte rare type of ppl who rrly nvr thought of that.
maybe he is that type or rare ppl ba=/=
but yea... prior to that i did felt uneasy abit.. more of like.. intuition .. likei'd mentioend before. .gut feeling saying something's not right.

lo. dunno why im tyoping this. anyway thats all in the past.
but... yea.

sometimes i wonder. ..those exs of these nice women,.. are they beating themselves up now??
regreting and everything?
if i were the guy, sure will do so.

ha.. .can laugh at them liao. bakaness.
rlrly

hurt their feelings. yet in the end, they c ame out betterm, triump, awesoem life, looking their best, and even with a better partner.
hwo ncie.
they can cry and regret in their own lil black dark corner forall they care

perhaps they see them as.. being too nice . or nothing  much.. . .then go for the voxy bitchy or whaatevr type... ha. see who has the last laugh now =.=

anyway, both thei new guys showed that not all guys are out to hurt them. and there are still true love out there.
so envy whenever see their pics.. adn all...
but i refrained form watching. .cos later jealous..
but ea. her bf is very handsome. a model. and super tall. ha. like sammy and i.
the height. but yea.. .
my sammy is stil lthe handsome most awesoem looking guy ever. too bad he's taken by me ;)

anyway, happy for her. she's a strangerm, but she s a lucky girl nontheless.
not everyone in this world can own everythign they wan. do waht they love. she did. sxhe has it all. and now, she even have this bf whos so great and loving to her.

some ppl, successful all their lifes, owns evertyhingm, yet.. .failed to find any true love.... shes a lucky girl .found him in paris. more of like. .he found her. he's hte oen who approached her to help her out first=)

but yea.. especially if you're rich, its hard to tell if ppl love u for u, or for ur money ,reputation or status......
awesome for them. think they toggether...2yrs at elast. .or just 2 yrs. don rrly know the details.
she just wrote.. We came from two different worlds, spoke different languages and lived on 2 different continents. We were apart for 2 years, but made it work it was hard, but it's worth it. 

so yea. think he's still in paris bah.. unsure. liek i'd said. im not a fan of her. so i dunno the rest of her story. 
but happy that her life is lucky. 
anyone would lvoe to be in her shoes. .but well. every lives are different. 
k bah. gotta get back to my not so nice reality ha. 

slp soon

another long day ahead. 
cos blogged this for liek half an hr or so bahO.o.. .wow

we are all lucky in our own ways. be it little or big.. .
im lucky enough to have his love.. to've met him.. and know him.. to love him... 
how about yours..

kk mata