stress about work

sighs.. wish theres rrly such a world to escaped to. like that anime .i wouldnt wven wanna come bck to earth .rather die there.

had such a abad night. sighs.
like i;d said. .expect too much from myself. i dont lkike any single bit of mistake. but its inevitablei know .but yet.. .i hate it.
sighs.
so sad. cried when i reached hom.e was trying to control my tears.
till i get hoem =(
sobz
even now. im still upset.

so late alardy. even withouth the night pill, i still fell aslp on sofa whilst watching tv
didnt had dinner. jsut some nuts n seaweeds.
sobz
so slpy. imma slp with hair damp later. no choice. too late now

sighs. nothing is making me feel better.. though manages to chat abti with him.. yet. .he's not gonna be ard again. .
at leazst better than nothing. ..sighs.
=/

so sad. work stresses. maybe small mater to others. but its big to me. thogh dunno was it me. i dunno .im just thinking it shld be. most probably. yea.
sighs

heart is suffocating .
best thing is to slp now. tmr wakey dunno whats gonna happen though =/
life sucks
hate it.
not worth it

wonder if sammy is heading out alrdy or not..
so late now. but his early morning alrdy. dunno what time he's leavving

but appreciate the fact that he waited fo rme till i get home then slp

luckily he sned me the manga chapter thingy. if not. i dunno where to look from. given up alrdy
ha. o well

sighs... gonna get throghanother few more days.. .
so tired.
stress
slpy. so imma try sllp now.
 by the time i slp will be over 3am alrdy bah. ow ell

mata

jaa