down on my luck =/

so suey ytd =((((( sighs. kena one crazy gay uncle scolded me and called me cho nu ren. like.. stinky woman in translation i purposely didnt look back at him. cos he's crazy anywy. if i look back its like im taking in his words. then in store kena this girl abit crazy also. walked past me so rude and squeeze her way through
subsequently afew others customers also bump into me in order to walk past i was so pissed.
i keep tellin gmyself forgive the man and the girl. cos the girl is sick. maybe borned crazy
the uncle. maybe cos woman turn him into gay? sohe hate women? anyway in bus i alrdy sense he not happy with me. keep turning his head to see me. then wan come out of seat also purposely do it when its my turn.
haiz. so yea. tell myself forgive them cos i was so furious =((
throughout the day so upset and angry and. .haiz.my woes =/

rea ched home tired alrdy. i don feel like talking to anyone. feel so guilty towards my parents=( sighs. jus tneeded to be alone for abit ...few hours .. o well

so cool .im alwasy happy to chat with japanese. this jap lady . i asked her. certain words. and talked to her in certain words. ha. cos she only know how to speak jap. so i understand a lil; and help her out abit.

mm.. forgot wha tto blog again..

my colleague like to lightly smack my butt u kniow. that girl mia alrdy. this time another girl. woman la. girl sounds so teenage. butyea. =.=
so weird. i dun like to smack other girls bum ne. O.o

colleague told rgm shes losing her motivcation. then she cried abit. gd bah. to speak out. even if i do lose it, i don think i will ever speak out. cos i don let them into my world bah .if htat make any sense at all . everyday is just a smiling day

ohhhhh just found out todya .so poor thign =( rrly ne. robin williams had early stage of parkinsons diease =((( sighs. he doesnt deserve that .rrly .. .=( so poor thing. no wonder plus depression, he decided enuff is enuff =/
haiz. .cant blame him. life.. is a hard long journey
..i wonder if his wife done her best to support him anot. or just don know anything and pretty2 smile at camera buy branded stuffs like typical woman. dunno bah =/

oh. painting dropped twice in diff days. middle of nght . shocked me. and dang .its on my foot again =.=
oh what are the chances eh. bruises ofc
haiz. poor feet of mine

feel like cookign my fav pasta tmr. my mean spicy hot pasta. fav.
nothing beats a home cooked meal

i feel guilt.
=/
and i dunno how to change that
sighs
 trying to make thign ard and gd again but thoughts also get swayed ard by
o well ...

jaa