few days posts

ok. i'll try to type out everything ive accumulated over the past few days blog

i gotta say though. .so this is how it feels to love ur own body
. erm. yea. cos over scratched my butt the other day ouchie =.= was looking at the mirror. was like. wow. they're just nice size perky. not too big not too small. i dunno .i like them. i also dunno how i get perky butt. well. perky in my own opinion. at least i dun think they sucks
but yea. its nice. and i rrly like it .amazes me lol
im grateful. and thankful. yea. for that butt=.=
ha

its so cold now. raining again. gosh that wind. i wonder if i was in sg
so cold. and these days so cold due to rain, when i slpt on mat, not matttress. its mat. the fan and cold floor makes me shiver. not gd i know. but. i duno. someitmes im prepared to go back into room. but ..then i dunno. perhaps not ready yet
=/so suffered the coldness lor

my fren say her bf left house at 20. he dropped outta school early. he cant stand his mum nagging all day when he's 18 so yea. he moved out. but dunno why even though he's a hair stylist, he still can afford and like to use branded good stuffs. was like. huh .then he no money pay rent etc. eat.. .then shes liek yea he dropped out early and work.

sounded like his mum. well. my fren's bf mum nag at him from early mrg . nag him wake up early etc.
somemore they'r ekoreans .so yea. u know how fierce they are. i dunn owhy she still wanna stick with him. the way he treated her .omg .wanna slap him for her sia.
dunn ola. blow hot and cold. men =.=
he dislike her nagging . cos reminded him iof his mum. dunno how my fren can tahan this man. haiz. o well
love..is blind indeed. only they'll know(how much in love they are) . we can nvr tell .

oh man. my colleague. pinoy and her huubby. now cos of tighten rules, its like. they're 2yrs old baby nid to go back to phi , at elast 3  week or so, then come back sg 3months max .then gotta go back again. cos must have either mum or dad pay of 4k and above. cannot combine .somemore shesfulltiem.
aw.
but i was rrly surprsied. they got married ard. (they are not pr. so no cpf btw) .. age 23? no. think she's 22. somewhere there. so i always htought her hubby is rich. cos he wanted to marry her so early .though he used ot be a playboy. ha. and cos he came to sg and work. so. .was kinda surprised his pay is less than 4k.
i wonder how they survived ne. cos somemore got children now. wow.
thought he's v rich so have child and marry her. but yea.
then again. i know he rrly wanted a family. a child with her. and he married her so she can come over.
well. i guess.. .sometiems u don have to think so much. as long as youre happy. ur wish came true. jsut work hard. and yea. stil lcan be a happy family
=)
just so intereating still bah. the fact that after playboy. he can be so fullheartedly commit to his wife. but someitmes they still fight. and recently she told me. his manly ego. don wan buy toner. ask his wife buy. somemroe my fren niid to work. then come town early jsutt to search fo rhim. haiyo. inconsiderate ne =.=
tired at work alrdy stil lhav to help him search.
just toner mah
=.=
true man buy tampons and pads for their gf in supermarket k . if ppl ssee,, they wont laugh at them. they will only think .wow. what gentleman and how swt he is. at least tats for me.
i will be very wow. liek .so nice. perfect partner . thinking. lucky gf/wifey
or even babys milk powder

told my fren i kena molested. two of them say.. =.= ' '...yea! meaning you're still attractive even though you purposely dress til lso ugly. still got man wanna touch u''. =.=''''(cos i told thenm how i purposely dress up without makeup and all etc)
they meant it in a compliment way la. but.. omg. that nightmare. argh.

looking at the pics.. i almost forgot... yea. it happened before. i like how i am without makeup on.
abit awkward.. btu i do like it still. =) to be able to lov ehow u lok bareface, i think  its a good thing. cos makeup can only compliment ur features and looks. enhance it. brings u heaps of confidence. but it cant cover any ugly bitchy personaility at all. atts why even when i see any decent looking girls. be it with or without makeup on, with ugly rude personailities, gosh. i cna roll my eyes. =. =
those sure go for rich handsome ppl ones. =.=
but yea. thats it.

mm... seems liek forever since the last time i upload ay albums in fb. imma do it son. three huge albums coming up. omg. i hoep i can get ti tover with
too much pics. gosh. at least 600. and over. most likely 800 liao abt ther.
gosh

part of the reason why me no blig coa lappy havinh same prob.:(again. Robotic sound. Fren Say wan fix for me. But in the end sammy fixed for me throuhh skype.
Sighs i totally forgot what he asked me to do:((
shall i get new lappy?huuu:(dunno how

kk jaa mata