i dunno him well.. watched only a few of his movie. i know he's a great man. but u know. like id said i dunn ohim well. i like him. but its not wow im a fan of him and i know everythign abt him
but ..having said that... .my heart goes all out to his family... robin williams =( i cried. yea. .it was.. .sighs.. unexpected. he commited sucide. why cant he die peacefully in his wife arms with grandchildren beside him. he dersrerves it
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then i read on. his dark personal life. hard to imagine eh =/ but yea.
i thought.. his wife and children will be able to make him happy and all... butstill.. sighs. =/ everybody well loved him =/
life so fragile. .depression.. .sighs. he lost the battle against it =(
he lost to the devil... =(
i was reading on and from what his famous close mates said.. .it slike.. 'Williams’ seemed driven to try to take care of everyone around him but himself.'
''Robin looked after everyone. If only he would have looked after himself,''
''He could make everybody happy but himself.''
when i read this. i was like stunned for abit. cos. thats how i feel..of myself
its always abt everyone else. abt him. but.. i dunno what to do abt myself. what to do for myself
i have the greatest advice for others.. but not formyself. doesnt work on me
i tend to make sure others will feel happier. if not i feel guilty .then ssad( if somehow the decision i made makes me happy) = /
sighs. .
im scared
but nobody could tell behind his dark personal life inside.
another noted.. ..''one never knows the interior of someone elses life'' -john green
i thought he was happy with great wife and children. but. .i guess depression surpassed it all .perhaps. .due to his happy smiling cheery nature, not even his wife know of whats hes been going through or battling with
sighs. rip rw
im sure his life up there will be great. he's such a great man
look at michael j fox. why i like him. becos he's so down to earth. grounded. he married his swtheart fo rsooo many years when he's young. he got parkinson diease . yet he founded this foundation or something. to find cures for ppl like him. to treat this illness. cos fo rnow, no treatment available. he could've gotten depression and die now. but he didnt. difft ppl bah. diff way of thinking. diff lives. .diff childhood.etc. his wife is taller than him i think. pretty too. rrly great man. his wife din left him either. so happy for him
and yea.
cant compare to ppl with ppl .theres strengths and weaknesses in all .
...ha. which remidned. me. .his parents only point at my bad .which i dunno even knwo waht they are.. .
if all ppl are able to open up their eyes and hearts, how ebautiful and wonderful this world wouldve been
i wonder how rw killed himself. ..by pills, strangled or what. though. .sadly. if only he'd left a note behind fo rhis family =( so irreponsible. dunno bah
liek that glee guy also .haiz
anyway. how would u say gdbye to ur love ones ..to ensure they wont overgrief for ur death. someties i wonder. but. .seems liek. .no last note will ever help ..
..haiz.. .
early mrg cried liao .sianz. sad sad day fo rme
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ytd keyboard fell onto my foot. so painful alnmost wanna cry. somemore my foot not fleshy ne. its all bones and veins. and now abit swollen and blueblack ofc
then still have to serve cust with smiles. what to do. msut smile everyday. for hte sake of who. customerx. and my job. no. not for rmyself.
to move up a nouth, have to make sure smile is on the face no matter what. thogh they htought im strong, well. .if they think this way. ive succeeded. tears shld be kept at home. nto at wok. though sometimes..its still inevitable
so i was saying the other day. .imma head away for abit.
how scary it is to read news of so many planes crash etc.ppl died etc.
5 cases alrdy within weeks?
then it sliek .ok. don scared myself. then open up news. was liek eyes right on the headlines right away. coach bus crashes down onto mountains or dunno where. ppl died.
was like. .hello .is that a sign. or signs. O.o glups
man. .better don think so much. anyway. death might not be a bad thing after all .
jsut that. the worst part is the ppl you lef tbehind. i will be so upset if i didnt get to say how much i love... u know
u just wanna apologise.. and say i love u. if u didnt get to, and jsut die out of a plane crash etc. then... will u become a wandering ghost?
ligfe is unpredictabel. .o well
k bah. gotta stop here.
took a pill. .so long nvr take that. forgot its causing me slpy.
sharks.
i better onlnie more. prevent slping
shocked.. robin willams birthdate is.. 21st july...
...
u know whats mine..
mata
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