frustrating days

still cries.. here and then.. almost every night.. at home.. so wish im living out alone.. .


u know that other day.. i was down again..and i looked terrible. the worst yet. and this cusotmer. she complimented me. i was surprised. cos. when u looked ur worst. , and ppl complimented on the way u look, pretty etc, thats so like. huge.
i was on the other hand. kinda guilty. cos its like. .hello. that wasnt my best after all. but she actually from her heart say that to me. so yea. im grateful

mm.. its like. .i have other things importnat to say dunno why i forgot

oh. one. i found snapchat can actually post video for 24hrs. yea just found out=.= quite interesting . but.. notin much to post anyway =.=

 rgm bf alrdy moved to sg. so nice eh. but sometimes he travels to manila for work. etc.
but still nice. cos they living together.
.. so envy
...guess..thats how that feels like for him too huh

mm.. one more... forgot liao. haiz. watever bah. somehow it will come back to my memory

my colleague jsut brokw up not too long ago. now got guy texting her in twitter she say. then meeting up on sat. ha. so nice.
wish her luck bah
she seems happy
..
so frustrated with this freaking machine i bought . dang exp. use half a time now broke down. sighs. very suey ne.
=/
everything isnt going right.
money wasted liao
dunno what to do with the machine. to throw or wat. keep it in my rrom like its rubbish. sighs
sianz
o well

finding it difficult to smile

jaa