i duno how. i duno why. my bro. he lightly touches me, like poke me, literally poke me v v v lightly.. and i get bruised days after.
i found this out ater coupl eof times i was like. hey when did i get this bruise? then i realized its my bro. =.=
then he will jokingly not liek previous times he rrly pressed harder. ..now he jokingly press/poke my thigh. and i still get bruise =.= ...im like. wat....
how the hell..
i rrly3 like the plasters sammy got me. i shoudlve bought it before i left. =/ it was that gd. best ive ever used.
must note that down in my july list.
though.. .its so difficult now. cos.. .the dates he might be free, alrdy been booked by my colleagues. so ya.. .see how it goes by.
so.... i was watching this youtuber.. she got married last yr.
her bf proposed to her on a hotair balloon. hha. nawwww
anwyay. they were togeether since 15yrs old. they've been together for 13 yrs .
she was giving tips on realtionships.
she said (between them as couples imprt tips)
trust
frenship
effort
effort and trust equally important u cant do without one and the other
respect
dont treat them jsut as gf/bf. treat them as someone special (as a special person)
make time. movie . date night.
twice a week. same place. second other day
effort is when u make time.
omg. when she said that. im like. on point. EFFORT IS WHEN U MAKE TIME. =)
even if u dont wanna watch the movie that ur partner is watching, just watch it anyway as u know your partner wanna watch.
she say most of the time she rrly hate hte movies his husband is watching. yet. she still watch it with him.
i totally agreed with that. if sammy wanna watch a movie im not interested in, i will still watch it. oh ya. liek the instellar. i liek space. i wasnt sure whats that. but i fell aslp . becos im so tired slpy n he is so omg comfy.
i wont fall aslp cos movie is bboring. unless im freaking tired.
even the hero 6. its so nice yet i think i fell aslp for abit. thank god not a long time.
so ya. as long as he is happy. i will be glad to watch with him at all times=)
do you still do the things you used to do when you first got together?
put in effort
be realistic.
watched too many movies? abt sex, abt proposals, abt surprises? DDONT be fool by movies, dramas, porns, etc....
valentines day.. dont expect to have a new cat/ chocolates/ flowers and teddy.. .
the higher expectations...the mmore youll get disappointed by ur partner
dont set any. no expectations.
expect nothing.
and do not compare. between other couples n other celebrities.
dno say... oh u see this couple of my fren.. he did so n so for her.. she did so n so for him.. etc etc.
do not ever ask. ''how come you nvr do that??''
omg i can imagine. that will hurt so badly=(
it will only make ur partner feel shitty =/
she got heaps of compliments from her fans and frens saying oh how perfect u two are as a couple eetc... (before htey got married)
she said. again. u duno what happens behind close doors.
many times they were rpping ea ch others hair off.
adn there were many times where they nearly breakup for good.
omg
so shock right. but hey thats a normal couple.
every couples bickers. gets mad. etc etc.
like at the bar. sammy askded me orde rdrinks. this man took me over. and i have no experience at ordering drihnks frmo club whrer its dark nosiy n iduno u hav to shout across or get their attention especially when im short et.
i was trying to be polite n queue. and that man. o well. ..then sammy quesiton me . .then ya. i know he was just asking. .but i .. got a lil upset cso he asked me twice.
then he ended up thinking im angry. i told him im not. i rrly am not. just abit rustrateed. but not angry. then ... i think he felt angry> ? id uno .cos after getting dinks. .he walked away simply to his frens leaving me behind his trails............
=/
have i shouted too loud due to music ? then he tot ima angry with him>? i duno...
anwyay.. its over. and .. .ya. .
i love hugging him behind his back when he's brushing. and i still love the fact that he still transfers his halfchewed bubbleteaballs into my lips whenever he kisses me(whislt drinking it) .. .
lil things liek that im so grateful and lucky for.
today as usual. im missing him soso mcuh. you wouldntve understand.
he's working. .and he said he was having dinner.. .now 2hrs plusplus passed he still ahsnt msg me.. .but. ..yea im guesssing he ko in bed.. .i understand though. .rrliy wisehs for him to get mroe rest n replenish his energy
though last sat i was kinda wishing to go to his fren's bday party to meet his other frens. but i udnerstna we are both tired. and he's worried abt his frens abt . .erm.. well.. .jsut. ... not the kinda of frens htey are as his other 2 frens he shown me.. .if that make sense. he was telling htem they are not liek them.. and yeaa h e don rrly wan them to meet me. .so ya but i know he is trying tobprotect me. :).. .
anyway...
im still missing him so mcuh. ,and yea..it sure aint feel gd.
my heart.
for a man, i think maybe with his hectic lifestyle. he might be able to take it better> ?
but fo rme... .im taking it quite hard i think.
and my heart still trying to get over the fact that im in sg now.. .
2015.. i can say for sure. highlight of the yr. in syd. with him. though only few days. though i see him slping all the time.. .yet. every secs counts. every secs is so precious to me. i held onto it so ever tightly n preciously (new word again)
i cant wait to be on the dance floor.
soemtimes u jsut nid to release the wild cat lol .
safe that its=.= with trusted ppl.
though i couldnt dance with hjim liek i wanted to... but ya.
i get to drink withhjim and all. .so yay.
i wwas... oh ya tot of this. i was walking towards him in club at my first toilet trip. i walked out.. and i was looking ard a sec and i saw sammy.iw as smiling n walking towards him. then from cronder of my eyes i saw this angmoh man like literally smiling a tme almost moving towards me. liek for a se he moved his body. thank god i alrdy found sammy.
O.O
i rrly had a fun ngiht with them. so what f music sucks. i stil rrly enjoeyed that sat. that sat of my lift of 2015.
still im praying his frens not hating me. .. cos i thnki might hav a phobbia alrdy.
my frens asking me why u know who disliek me. cos they all like me so mcuh . and my aunties customers liek me also and wnna intro me to their sons etc. =.=
so ya ... i ahv a phobia now.. .kinda. not a phobis that serious.. but just worried.. .wil lthey disliek me cos i tlak lil .cos im so shy . .not liek western country so open etc...
haiz. se ehow ba.. mahybe i shld ask sammy.. he jut replied my msg
im just not that gd with warming up to ppl i just met bah..
liek id said. i can totallyy do fine with new team emmebrs etc. and
if im one on one with stranger.
with groups.. that might not be my forte.. but wiwth one on one. i cna definitely tlak more.
like when im with his fren gf in hotel .
i asked her abt sg and countried she visit. i ask her to lower the aircon cos it might get hot cps it was freezing tha time and i on it and she said yea its fine. (though sammy questones me twice like i nvr tell her..and im to blame.=( ) ...abt roaches be careful..
with his f rne rob he asked abt sammy and me.. i coudl tlak more but cos music is loud and sammy is getting drfinks. .i duno kinda afraid when he's back will he think why ami chatting up with his fren so much. i know dilly right but still i worreid. lol
and his chubby fren the funny guy. todl me abt how he dislike xlub getitng into quuee and drinks cos etcetc.and i was ike. on point. i totlaly udnerstand and i 100% agreed. haha.
oly wish i have more time to talk to them and get ot know them .
jaa mata.
wish me luck peeps
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