yes. i shoudl rrly try to control myself from watching horror movies. not helping when insidious 3 is coming soon. and god knows if its coincidence or what... i watched the trailer last night .and.. .i had nightmare last night .twice at that. continous someomre= (
sammy wouldve said it. .i tod u so'' .
it was a rather horrible one. im trying not to reall it. but i rememebr that it was rather real? i duno.. .and... its abit like nightmare before xmas boogie man.. .meaner one. .and i woke up. frightended.. .soon i fell aslp and i dreamt the same dream again. something like tat. i just r ecalled this.
sammy suddenly skype . i was rrlhy surprised and yet v v happy. anad excited. but he couldnt talk much due to his location. and i was trying to think of what to tlak abt.. and. .yea. haha. =) then phone cut off. cant reach him etc.. .then y.ahrs later he's back in msg.
and so... i think im guilty of.. u know how. ppl took for granted. of lil thigns ur partner done for u. no matter how hard u try to appreciate every single lil thng.
still. no one is perfect.
and.. .i was watching this bf tag video. from this youtuber. and. i was so blown away. like how. swt they are. and how he kisses her on her cheeks(not on lips cos she had lipstick on) multiple times. i was like aww... so swt.and so touching. iw as like. how come this looks familiar to me.. .
then it dawns on me that. last week. more of i recalled on the clubbing friday night. sammy he kisses me on my cheeks couplel of itmes i think.
and ruffles my hair too .couple of times.
instead of thinking.. don kiss my blusher off my face or don make my hair a mess..
i shld be rrly grateful of the fact that. he's willing to do that for me.
this is a great example of .. .how even though i rrly do myst best each time. ..to make him happy. .to be the best i can for him.. to appreciate him.. there will bound to have times when. u know. humans aint perfect.
and im so so ggrateful to've watched that vidoe. cos. that reminded me of how lucky i am. though im so touched and into tears somrmeo haha. ..by watching their lovey dovey actions.. .
im so happy that i had a bf who actually does that kissy on my face too.
if theres a video videoing us, i wouldve gone awww too.
and ya.
i just sent him a msg as well.
telling him how i appreciate the lil thigns he done.
u know. who cares. i don c are. if he messes up my hair or rub off my makeup. or wwatever. hes my bf and he c an do watever he wants=)
and . im a lucky girl to deserve his love of actions.
im rrly happy when especially he holds my hand and hug me and rest on the bed in forn tof his frens.
that to me, is rrly... yea. a great feeling.
for a man who aint afraid to show his love and affection for his woman in front of his mates.. .is well worth a praise.
that to me alone, is a mega plus points.
so ya.
agina. im so thankful to watch that vidoe just now. and im so thankful that countless of times the way he loo atm em stare at me and smiles at me.. ruffles my hair. touches my cheek with his hand... etcetc.. .
im so grateful for all those. and yea. i rrly2 appreciate the lil thigns he done fo rme.
and im missing all that right now=(( sobx
so yea.
think back now.
and look at how you mightve missed out o loving the lil thgins which your partner had done for/to u
appreciate those lil moments in life.
cos ppl are pining for it. and they may nvr get it in life no matter how rich they are. how much money they have in their bank.
no amount of money can buy u true ove true feelings true affections. .
so yea.
be v grateful.. treazsure and cherish the moennts u are having with ur partner now.
and dont...ever let them go. .
u wouldnt wan them to show these affections to somebody else now would u...
just watched another vidoe. yea i just edited this. again.
this youtuber spend 7 hrs time at this workshop creating this new wallet for her husband.
there are times like this i wishes i could done for him. lil htngs. big things.. but. .due to family restriction.. i cant send him anything etc.. .and so yea...
its so touchign to watch that . cos. i wouldve done the same. and i understand why she did that.
she was saying her husband was questinong her.. .where is she going.. why so long out... lol. omg. is he suspecting her?? haha.
anyway yea.... things that we don get to do often...will onlhy make us treasure.
3am now... gosh. ...wish he's here. .and why am i still watching youtube lol
jaa mata
no tips tonight. tired.
gomen
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