In syd now. So sad tmr is my last night here:/
Im gonna miss him so much.
Last night finally get to meet his uni frens and go club with him. But .. well the club music sucks. So ya... however im v thankful i get to spend the night with him n his frens. One of his fren is v funnybthe other is like smart and stable kinda guy.
While sammy was ordering drinks atvthe club his s fren ask me me. Isit tough or hard when sammy isnt around. I was surprised cos nobody ever ask me that before. not even my frens . But ofc immediately i know whats my answer. he then ask me do we skype often or everyday. I say no.he say mdg?i say ya.
Im shy la when it comes to meeting new ppl other than new team member .if nee team member i know wat to talk abt work wat to chat etc cos its like one on one.
But ya... hopefully his frens find me ok.
I din talk much cos im so shy. But i find tat one on one i can openbup more. Like i talk to his fren gf when we are alone. And literally ivtalk more than she talks to me.
But anyway having said tat. I feel happy n lucky .
Abd to be able to know more abt his life and frens.. and whats so happenibgvthingy he nvrv ell me before.. ya. Im always happy to find out more abtbhim.
But..rrly so wanted to dance though.. apity the music nit myvtype..couldnt get me going. And not high enuff from drinks lol.
Anyway its a nice night. So ya :)
Abd im glad he let me meet his frens i rrly do. .
Though even if a night spend woth him again wth movie lappy in bed together aint a bad idea either. Love it
He must be so tired n slpy now.
Cos we slpt atv530am.
His frens left late .
Oh and it was swt n nice when his fren was talking abt parents age gap. And he was saying '..well my future wife here..' whilst pointing to his gf nextvto him whos slping. Like in front of frens,tats a frly rrly nice thing to say!haha.
Theres a moment when i had a dejavu ...flashback. it was when his fren talking halfway n snap2 his fingers i was like. Omg. Its like deja vu in dream or sumtin. So hard to explain the feelin. Its like i dreamt before. Sammy next to me his chubby fren sitting there etc... i was like..quite stunned.
Sonya tats my last night.
Though sammy was v engrossed with his frenz n i did felt left out.. but ya wat to do. Im too shy bah.
But its nice his frens talks to me too. Eh no. Its rob only who started . I think his human relationships is v gd.
Sammy tells mebtat ladies there will ask for free drinks after whichbthey will walk away. His fren bought this lady a drink. And it happened.
Im like.. mm.. wow . If its sammy. I don think i will be happy to know my bf rrly buy a drink for a strange(r) lady. But watvto do. Its their chiices.
Rainibg again.. haiz
I rrly like this hotel locations and the hot air condition. But omg. I shouldve complain earlier abt roaches!! Why didnt ibthink ofbtat earlier till his fren mention! Anyway better late than nvr bah:/
But ya suffered for 5nights liao. Sianz
As always.. today went into libgerie store . Always china staffs there.
Im always thinkjbg.. how i wis i canbtake their place. Like how did thevget theere in the first place... etc. How i wish i could work and just stay here ya know..:/
O well...
Ytd weather was so nice n perfect. Only mrg still abit hot.
Autumn is nice withoutvrain! My skin so smooth . My face felt so smooth n nice..n ya. Wow.
T0day sammys fren bday party. Part of me kinda wish he wll bring me and meet more of his frens.. Part of me wishes he will not go n rest instead.
Haha. Sammy as me bring 3 dresses. In the end i still haven wear themxD cos raining. N clubbing night im alrdy wearing another outfit.
Next time bah.
Gosh i think im getting fat from those instant noodles intake:(( huu.
At first i was kinda frustrated wothbthe techno in club. Then sammy so nic.e say most omprt is the company im with. Ad ya im so touched:)
He reminded me tat. Awws. Hehe
I went out with him waiting for lift.. he kept looking at me im so shy n blushing atvthe same time i love it when hes looking at me... i duno and i might think i know wats he s thinking..butbya..
Which girl wouldnt love the wayvur man look at u.evenbifbyoure shy and says no.
Imma miss everythign abtbhim..
Im certainly not lookjbg my best i think. Cos im on med for my period. . Bound to be bloated. Not helping with instant noodles..
Im trying to rest moe buut jetlag.. o well
My longime fren facing dame thing as me...
See she will go audt to study 2 yrs.
Her frens telling her end now. Better pain now then later.
She broke up with her longtime beau.jerk beau!! Anywa . She found someone better . And ya . I was telling her. P wiill say tat cos they duno. Scared u getbhurt. Etc.
But.. truth is. Only u urself know the best.when u love tat one perosn throuugh billions n billions of humans in this world..how can u let go so easily.
Somemroe they cant rrly visit. Cos he will be in ns. Maybe not even msg much.
But ivtell her. Its only 2 yrs. Time will pass. Its gd hes in ns. Meaninh he wont anyhow meet new girls right. Not high chance tat is.
Furthrmore. My start time of ldr... is the worst cos watsapp sucksssssssss
U tot ur partber received msg but no he didnt etc. In fact ya watsapp sucks tat frwyrs back
Abd im totaly grateful tat its gotten better. Without watsapp. I dunno..how
Sam asked me to shownhim watv i bought at brasnthings.
Im happy. Cos ..to me he cares. Kkdna like..lil thibgs tat coubts for women likeme:)
So yea.i showed him. Cos its my passion. My passions for lingeries.and..for himbto ask what id bought..i feel happy:)last yr he didbtat too.with insominia lingeire tat is.
Oh ya. I resisted honey birdette. Cos... im v sure they will askme to spend 400:/
I like playboy the most. Indominia its becos it gives heaps of oopmhd tobur natural beauty pilloes.
Honey b quality is superb. But. I fin feel as fitting as the others.
Anyway i try to convunce myself ifbtat fact so i wont spend at hb.
Haha.
O well
Jaa mata
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