sadness period

been long since i felt this way. .
back to sad kinda mode..

gosh. too much singing or what. my throat hurts.
=/
hava  bad feelign about this .i cant afford to fall sick now

haiz. hopefully in middle o f year, i can go travel overseas. holiday. not travel .lol .can only afford go one place. mm.. but duno .... if leave can be approve on tiem, save on tiem, or wat...
haiz. too long nvr travel. forgot alot of thigns liao ba?

anwyay

yea.. .haiz. sad.
sad sad mdoe
i turned down my fren's job invitation.
it couldbveb een better . but. my heart is thinking otherwise . i followed my heart. but i wonder if i made the right decision..

sighs.
...well. ppl must amke mistakes in order to realise the right way to go huh

im worried about my fren.
im worried of lots of stuffs
im worried of wha tim doing
im worried of ...alot.

heart so heavy

tryign to pull myself together. and think what could be the best fo rme
sighs. but i have no idea
im lost suddenly

back to square one.
sighs
rrly dunno what to do

=(

...i cant wait for sleep. i am slpy i think. just tired abit. but.. brain. .so slpy. cant think straight

haiz.
tlaking here.. didnt make me feel any better
cant speak to family.
not used to open up my heart

mata