stucked life

it slike.// weird

ha.

... my customers.. like those middle age parents.. they love me. whenever i talked to htem, they'll suddenly change their topi to their own hildren.
opposite sex child imean.
like they wanan mtatchmake me with their children or something cos they liek me.

sad huh. the man i love , his parents standards so high that they c oulnt liek me for who i am
.. soemtiems i wonder why cant hisparents be like my customers.. .others so eager to have me, yet... the important ones, those who matters ones, decided to throw me aside just likethat
..ow ell..

he still.. i can tell. .eh rrly still. .cant make up his mind...
.. in future.. how would he  wan me to be in his life. .et.c.
..
 if lose me,.. .then.. this wo9uldnt be my fault then eh

sometiems i wih the man i love will be brave enough to say. i lvoeu . in future i will stay with you.
i willl be with u.
and we will be together/.

..to sya it without hesitations. without a doubt.
to give me a promise.

... todya i am so stucked with my ;life. =( .. sighs..
long story.. but i dunno what i want anymore...
i rrly dont. im so stucked... ...

=(

sighs

mata