stressful

so tired and slpy. cant wait to slp. ...days draws near as im about to step into a different timezone of my luife.

to be honest i am not happy at all =/
with everythign. everythign thats happening in my life. or almost. well. i hate it
sighs
=/
i just dislike everything.
and u kow. i think i didnt have a gd rest for that one week leave

sighs.
i feel stucked again in life.
i don know waht i want .
or what im aiming for.
maybe i do. but is that wat i rrly want?
life can be so lonely sometimes.
and worst thign is i cant even tell my family about it. not even to my bro.

dunno why today feel like havign a breakdown ha. maybe too confusde ba .
sighs

life huh. always ups and downs.
make one wrong move, and thats it.

...
sighs

cant seem to cheer up. though i rrly pushed hard to be happy today. i did. happy for abit. then. .i coudlnt force anymroe. was so focus at work. cleaning up the mess left behind
someoen supposed ot help me. but ended up i do everything by myself

haiz

anyway. .more i say more sad eh

k. hope i wont think so much, and have a gd rest.

mata