shld rrly try on bras when goin to peroid mode. thats when usually my bust will be extra bigger. then more accurate when buying bras. now abit tight. ow ell..
mm,.. anyway.. .last night was quite sad... cos.. haiz. din wish for this to happen. .but,. .yea.. he had a fight with ..u know..
i thought perhaps i could spend the day with him first.. .then didnt.. so thought.. perhasp today then. cos thinking he was with his fren. .so.. didnt wanna bother him. only send him a couple of msg. in case he nid to catch up with fren or something. told myself. .if he can msg then gd. .if not then nvm ba.. don wan make him upset or anything. .and i aint angry at him. if rrly cannot contact for the day then yea... waht to do..
think he got angry.. . plus the frustrations of what haopened ealier on.. i rrly wish.. thigns aint so complicated..
i don wan him sad ..
sighs
i judt don get it.. in what ways am i disrespectful to anyone. ..
u know bac k in the dasy at kikki .. ppl say thigns. then i was like.. wat> when did that ever happened. deja vu eh..
like.. innocently..din even know what mistakes had i made..
of all ppl ofc would wanna respect them. whats their regulations of respect. or lil thigns can triger being as disrepectful?
or isit once u disliek someone u will find 1001 reasons or excuese to dislike.
dunno bah...
all i know is i love their son alot. i love him alot. .
and.. yea.
so wish to be by his side now..
i alsways enjoy the time when he's not at uni
cos can spend more quality time together.
onc euni start. he will be v busy
so yea
at least now i get why his uni takes so many yrs to complete=.=
and thats why i like talks. can understand more of him
fin dout lil thigns of him. .more n mor.e..
anyway.. not gd days.. .cos i rrly wanna make him cheer u again..
bday.. also not looking forward.. so yea.
o well
k bah. gtg.
think first time working on my bday after so long. o well..
nvm ba.
haiz
jaa mata
lovign him is the hapiest thing i can do
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