missing him =/

gosh.. work stuff.. casues stress and headache.. hope its resolved ..

anway.. slpy liao. .waiting hair to dry

was having my break.. sammy wasnt ard.. then eating. .then looking up the sky.. missing him. .wonder whats he doing. .thinking how nice to walk under this sky and sun with him hand in hand.. haiz..
teary abit... o well

and yea had a long intense brain working bad dream. dunno hwy dreamt so long
argh
disliek the dream

my colleagues all thought im 22, 23 .. i was like.. no... im not. i think.. from the way and u knwo. thats why they also find me easy to talk to. but not always a gd thing .cos when u wanna manage them.. yea. nid to show the diff side o fu.

my colleague rcently asked me where i studied. .then ne. shes liek shocked. in fact. my asm fren also. i dunno why. they all say the same thing. the way i talk sounded like from u know. higher education whatever.
i also dunno how i talk. my language.. or the words i used.. .i dnno. i find it amusing that they were all surprised.
O.o
gd thign?

oh dear... getting tired ... zzzzzzzz
just nid to hang on abit longr..

u know my previous sm.. dunno why she always uses the word yaya on me.
=.= adn shes like ..
still saying down side of stuffs abt us. lie. .asking hows sammy. .if he has gf.. oh not yet huh. like. she said that with a straight face. omg. even if close frens, u wouldnt say that to ur close right. wth
so maddeing. sometimes shes ncie. but her words.. like. ..no brainer. i dunno what to say
seriously i dun
v disappointing.. to hear ppl trying to put down on ur rls like that. .=/
sighs
dunno la

mum say she misses him
when i was back. she asked hows him
did he get anythign fo rme. lol
eya. .she wanted me to tell him she misses him too. my family
think sammy cant standmy mum cos she tlaked mcuh. shes just very concern ba. .and care alot. thats why naturally will ask or talk more. i think

ha. i sitll remember one time. .ealry mrg.. he slpy stil lbah. me gotta go work. .mum talk to him or ask him.. thigns. he was like stomping off after wearing his shoes. i was so upset i couldnt talk to him. was liek gonna cry. even in bus. he didnt knot whats wrong. and i was too upset to tell him. think later on i did ba.
anwyay yea. .cos couldnt tel .he also gic eup and din bother. ha. o well. old days.. .
now we both gorwn p even more. .i wonder .. ha. wouldve be.. funy or opeic imagine mum ever see him again .he'll be liek noooooooooooo XD haha.
i think .lol .
imagine

o well..
if he can ever come back that is

wow. to think one more week to my bday. wth. O.o  i din even realised that. liek how my team that day surprised me with cake. shockingn
i wonder whats gonna happen... on my b day . well soemthign alrdy bad happened. ..so eay. .rrly hope nothign more wil lhappen again..
but dunno ba
always liek that

as long as he ownt lie or hide thigns form me again. .i'll be happy bah.. just. .u kwno. alrdy cant wait to se ehim again.. i alwasy try to remember.. recall.. how his hands feel.. his lips face warmth.. height hugs. .and everything. .
ha. makes me wanna cry

k la.
think i better go slp liao

sobx

ha. o well
been hugging dragon everynight to bed. wakey also scratchy him a lil .. lolXD liek he's my real pet hahhaha. ..
ea. his neck thin enough fo rme to hug without being too stuffy and warm . so jsut nice. haha
his head would fit nicely on my shoulder wasit. .uh huh
comfy

kk. .gtg

mata