creepy guys =.=

so far.. its gd that i didnt have to hear the same words again over the phone with him. those sad heartbreaking words..
anyway.
so yup. i was right

ytd so sick. stil lwork. and yea. . true enuff. even my colleguae also say at night srue hav fever. and yea. i did
still sick though. rrly sick =/
i cant smell nor taste any food.
owell

past few days tried to be
'careful' abit. cos its the seventh ghost month. jsut srtarted. and yea. ppl say sometimes things' wil lattract to u especially when youre feeling down, sad negative and sick
so yea. . jsut. .gotta be careful ba. jsut in case
nvr know

i taste zero. sighs. hoep wil lget better than tmr

slowly ba.. no more crying.. i tink

gosh. again. i hate ppl looking at me without me knowing. god knwos how many times.
my colleague was tellign me how this guy with his Gf in store, was checking me out. my fren was laughing cos whislt making payment(his gf) , the guy keep looking at me bottom to top!!! then quickly look back at his gf then look at me up and down again. OMG thats disgusting .
that is so wrong.
*headpalm
dunno what to say. so creepy
that gf better kicked him out of her life soon i hoope
arhg

and todya. so creepy. maybe it sjsut me la. but was in the lift with an indian man. abt my height. after we got in, he was facing me standing next to me.
from the corner of my eyes i saw.
then nvr move. like dunno got look at me or wat i dunno.
maybe im jsut paranoid.
leme tell u. if he nvr press the floor, and night time, i wouldve thought hes a ghost. no kidding. scary

mm.. k bah. thats abt it.

jsut feel so sick now
work nonstop. in away. .though. .could be a gd hting. i dunno .not g bah. but.. o well
sighs

hope he's doin fine. the other day saw his vid. omg so cute those huskies. they do sell it! how i wish to buy them and lead a life there.
o well
perfect isnt it

i didnt tell my colleagues abt why im feelin sad. only one happened to ask so yea. ..
cos tht day sm just got angry at me. .so.. maybe sm thought itsher who made me sad.
anyway.. .yea. .. i couldnt talk ab tthis to anyone. cos.. scared cry

more than half a decade spent with him .. it'll be weird if suddenly he's gone from my life huh ..

dunno how long will nid to go undercover' for.. hoe pwont be too long. .

o well

mata