breakdown

Typing from phone. Too tired. Pardon my spellibgs. Ahh no wonder no one view. Cos it was in a draft! Anuway i postdd it ...though somehow id alrdy posted. Anyway. Shld hav two zame posts. Spellibgs gonna sucjs. Not gd with hp typing

Today dunno why. Begore i step knto workplace. I was teary. Like rrly gonna cry it all out. Then i did. So paiseh soghs. But i couldnt control my emtion. I wanted to cry oug loud. Its like alls thats been holdjng me back,.. just forces me to beeakdown. A nervous mental breakdown. Sm ask me go youket washup. I did. Then forces myself to work again. Still gotta work wat to do. Tears shld only meant for behinclose doors. Anyway. Yea. Haiz. Din know ive been bottling up for so long. Since july..ans. yea. I cant take it anymore. But i have to. I must.

cant believe this sat im getting new lappy. Tot next week. O well.
Mm.. tats it ba.

Hope ill tc.
wish me luck

oh . Just fouiund out.another one ofy school just got married. Hiw nuce eh. .one by one get narried liao.. .. nvm. Forget it. O well. Wish them all the best bah.though not clise at all.

mata