listening to my boa's album now.. .though i do feel bad for not purchasing her album.. dunno how or where he get this link... anyway...
did i mention abt her album? most of her songs i rrly liek them alot. best album ever.
maybe just one song its like okok. but . actually all her songs are superb. i rrly enjoy them =)
been obsessed with slping lately. as i'd said in my previous blog. ..(i did right) .. thought wanna slp early. but bro will be back abit late so yay. freedom on my own whilst my parents are aslp
so yup. owning the space for my own..just for abit. better than none.
it feels great to slp away with all probs in this world.. .
anyway. best to type blog whilst listening to boa's album.
lappy off alrdy. but.. i still feel soemthing aint right. so i nid to get it off my chest. somehow.
actually after last night's blog, i rrly did felt better . O.o like. huge part of my stress are gone. its amazing.
yea ive been having some tough days. didnt help either due ot time of month coming. and its here so yea=.=
anyway. o well.
mm.. somethings aint right though. i've lost interest in alot of things. i didnt even care abt doing lil thigns i used to.
just realized. .was listening to boa's song right.. in amidst of it, i realized i understand what she's singing about. even though its jap. and its a good feeling ne. its diff. its like. u listen, and then your brain is translating the line fo ru.. and it just appeared in my head. its interesting =)
cos i know what shes singing. yea. nice. nice feelig
ahh. watched liam neeson movie todya.
abit reminded me of taken.. the way he talk.. and the movie. .erm.. yet well, its still gd.
jsut pretty smiliar abit here n there with the movie taken
but yea. heard taken 3 is coming. woo hoo how cool is that=)
and .. ok back to this movie.
scary ne ,.if u actually think abt it. anytime ppl can stop their van at ur doorstop adn take u in.
kidnap u.
no wonder that case in melbourne also kena van =.=
yea thats how easy to kidnap a woman=.= gosh. even in carpark. .guess thats even worse.
v svcary ne
oh. he told me before. first thing is to get into the car and close door,.
now i know why. he was like rrly adamant . number one rule.
ha
yea. .thats what he said. .
anyway,
kidnappers are sick. argh .
though thats just a movie. but.. .gosh.
so yea. it shows how easily u can be a target for ppl like them.
luckily here so far pretty safe .unlike in overseas.
even if i have to get through the night alone walking after work, though scared, but .. .chances are lower
its not safe. but its lower.
so yea..
erm.. i know. not a gd thing .
but at leas ti dun have to bring ard a perpper spray with me everywhere i go
liek in australia. ha. my rgm did. not just her,. alot of aussie women does that.
reminded me of the nice time i had at my ceo million dollar yacht
so nice. he's so nice too. though old yet he has this charm to himself. v v nice man,
and when he cam eto store visit at p.p, wow. its my honour to see him again =) haha .stil lfeel so honoured to get his compliment personally. =) like yea. wow.
ceo ne.
though sammy didnt liek that in pic his hand was near my butt.
when i told him he didnt rrly care. then he saw the pic and called him waht.. i forgot. somehting relating to old geezer?
XD erm .. i think so. gosh
anyway. yup. its true. sg biggest yacht goes to him.
but.. for me. its okok bah. like. im not into this kinda thing.
though i like it alot. but lets be real. whole life lusting over this kind of life, its not real =.= it may be, but cmon. what are the chances. so
yup. im ok wihtout those thigns.
saw this aussie blogger ... btw, hte more i watch, the more i liek their accent. though i don rrly liek listening to it from rgm. cos she says impt things and her accent somehow, v thick n abit diff form normal aussie. ok abck to blogger.
not blogger soory .youtuber =.=
caught a glimspe of her apartment. think her outside theres like... green field.. erm.. i duno . abit liek that. not like our hdb kind. so yea.
and her apartment, its small. its like. literally, grey carpet ,and her bedroom, its only a few steps to her living room! =)its rrly small .like how its all connected. i was like . huhO.o it looks like big and spacious. bt actually its all connected.
perhasp jus tlike my home. but somehow their outside ' is more spacious ? with the greens?
reminded me of the smaller version. the hotel .
i blogged abt remember>?
its so small. literally one room size. yet theres enuff room for basic, seprate toilet, shower room, desk chair (where i can use as kitchen table)
if have portable stove, i can even cook!
ha. just got distracted by boa's only one song. htat time i learnt. then forogt liao .gotta learn again. cos the karaoke only have her latest song. few of her old songs. haiz. =.= but theres shadows and only one. i was like .dang! wish i rememebr the lyrics.
anyway. sorry
back to hotel .yea. who nids sofa when i have a tv in front of my bed. somemore the bed is jap style liek thick v thick mattress type.. .so hard to describe. but theres. like. ..wood floor.. can sit.. on the ledge.. .erm .yea.
gomen. ha.
anyway, that hotel rrly gib me soem great ideas. if ever one day in future i have my own small place, this is gonna be great. i dun nid a big basin. don nid a huge closet. .well.... erm. can also get drawers haha.
and yea.
its pretty gd.
ah.. noather nice song. i shld learn!
boa. kk. next tiem can sing.
erm. yea.
was like. how nice if u can live with the one u love. or even alone. . just so simple and.. yea.
so iwas saying ..i wasnt beig myself.. and losign all interest... .and. .i was just bringign up the self of my hardworking cheery side to the work ./when it edned, or before it start, ... its diff story.
and.. i think .. ..nah ..no... i dun .. i don understand..
i nid a gd holiday man =./
but.. perhasp another 5 or 6 more months.. .. sighs. will i go crazy by then?
if i know this stupid policy, i wouldve apply more leaves=(
sighs
its hard to stay sane ya know...
sane. not same.
how great if club hav the song of shout it out.. sure dance so happily
ha.
anyway. yup.
the life of .. using diff personailities.
im rrly thinking of perming my hair . like soft wave curls. since ivce always liek it. and ppln do compliment it often when i curled my hair. mm. ..sitll deciding.. .but probably ne
wat do u htink
small house. ncie and compact. even fit for extra doggie.. what mroe can u ask for..
now the most serious par tof my blog...
oh. jsut to mention... one of my fren i used ot be close with, i threw him outta my life. even when he wanna come back, i wouldnt budge. some ppl.. .they just aint worth the time in ur life. once hurt, get out. wont relent.
nah. not redz. but yup. redz is part of those group. not without a gd reason. some ppl. they made terrible mistakes to u. and yup. i wont ever let them in ...ever again. no 2nd chance.
am i cruel? .... sighs .dunno bah. but .. .thats just how it is. .who wanna risk getting hurt twice...
thast why they are out of my life forever. even though memoriers were gd.. but. ..nah .they didnt cherish our frenship. so why shld i.
once over its over. theres no way im having them back into my life.
cruel as it may sounds, but. .thats just me.
this side of me.
once its over. its over.
i dun wanna get hurt again
and u know how badly i can get hurt easily.. =( ..
..
i rrly feel like telling my sm... i nid someone to talk to.. cos i think im breaking down anytime soon. cant take it anymore... inow im only talking' to my blog the most. ha. silly eh
wah. zero views for my last night blog ne. ha. i wonder why
jaa mata
you'll know if someones impt to u at the end
but whens the end?
will it be too late
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