things at work

loading soooooooo slooowwwwwwww=.= gosh.

got thigns to blog . luckily noted down into my memo. so i wont forget so much of what nid to be blog.

had a bad dream of samm the other day. long vivid cdream..kinda. but it was bad cos its like he's tryig to flirt iwth the sales girl or something behindmy back and trying to hide it .then i was so unhappy inside. somethign like that ba. sad.
hate dreams like this

ytd dunno why so many attentions.. one of whihc. this guy with think his gf bah. and another female frne. i was doing cashiering. from corner of my eyes can see as though he turned his head towards me. or sumtin. then i thought of nothing. then his gf give him a nbudge from her elbow. lol. then he say. what!? i wasnt looking. like drama ne. =. = then their fren laugh.
and this old man. waiting at entrance. can look me up and down. i saw him does that u know. like literally up and down. omg .i dunno. im still not v comfortable with all these stares. especially with partners de, me always try to stay far far away. i dun like to serve those.

me trying to stop wearing certain dresses cos. abit low cut will become as htough im wearing v low cut dress=.=  today hapened that this bra kidna like.. rrly pushed up my boobs? i dunn ohow to describe. but .. yea. and i din know. and my colleague . one of htem was like. telling each other. i didnt know paulien u have such big u know. =.= i was like ..erm.. .its jsut a gd bra bah. and i shouldntve wear that dress. haiz. wat else can i wear
my colleague like to pat lightly on my bum whenever i wear tight fitting skirt or dress. haio. v weird ne. though she's ok de.

so slpy . gotta go slp soon

so nice. rrly envy of my part timer. she wen to syd settled some stuffs or something .her bf there. she studied there for four yrs. so yea. her bf will be picking her up. she's stayin gthere for a month . at her aunt place. haiz.. .so nice. rrly so  wish to go back there too =/

my sm reminded me and our fren to book for al .i rrly nid to submit asap. mm.. whihc dates ne. feb and july ar. gosh. i haven decided yet. man. shouldve done it today. but no time. couldnt find shoes. nid one badly cos mine broke. and my feet hurts badly.and toes.. .=/ from the covered shoes. i nid sandal
rrly couldnt find the one i like

oh yea. haha .i asked my colleague to buy things. i gave her money .she shld be landing in mrg. .. haiz. rrly jealous. wish im the one in plane now =/  o well

jaa mata