away now...

hey guys...

think i might.. just might.. be away for abit..
i dunno. not sure yet... but.. .yea...
just had some chocked and sutff. just somehting bad happened to me.. and yea. .
i was thiking of.. 'dissapearing' for abit u see... jus tbe alone for a while..
i dunno. but i loike to blog so we shall see..

i've been a fool all along. naive.
my fren is right all along. from a guys perspective adn point of view..
.. i couldnt believe how foolish i was.. how naive.. and how hopeful...


weeping all along now.. left me with nothing but scars..

so so oh so foolish girl... hwo can u be so stupid..

there is much to say but i'll rather leave it at that...

o well..

jus t need to clear my head out for abit.. i think once im done, i'll be changed a s a person. lost the used to be and ... yea.. i dunno who im gonna be.. but.. that is life isnt it. forces u to be evenn as a  person who u don even know who u are

things.and /or . events unfolds itself to change ur life and the person u are now.
regrets isfor life
things and ppl u didnt hold onto... the regrets and grey will hang along u to ur grave.

do u live for urself. or do u live for others. live for the sake of happiness for the others. and forskake ur lifelong worth of happiness years ahead

the damage cannot be undone.
scars will be left. blood will be shed .

nothing u do is gonna bring back the dead
 . nor will bring back the pure whom u first knew .

i need time. .


i dont need hurs which will make me cry. no. not tears again. no . pls don give me that again. oh no. pls don

husg from strangers. sympathy from strangers.. commenting how stronog u are from strangers.. thats.. the last thing..i'll ever need.

i think i shld stop now. hope to blog soon again...

u have no idea how much scars there is beneathe the so called strongest person u think he or she is.
..
perhaps i might blog again tmr. i duno. llll

hope to blog here soon..

my fren say.. her ex cheated on her after years of being together. .he wanted to come back but she wouldnt relent.
why does guys always take the stupid chance. . only asking ot come back late.r. aint that too late eh..
 when he's drunk he stil ltexts her...
is that true. .when youre drunk... u know how u feel the most...


jaa...
tc