love and life decisions

had flowers in my hair and received many compliments. alot of customers complimented that i look great. my hair is so pretty.
=) made my day. and ofc i sold those too
i even posted it on snapchat. ha.

just watched a video abt this guru .. talking about caught her bf cheating. she caught it. he denied...blah2... he finally broke down and cry his balls out. asking what he can do to make it up to her..etc. don wan her to leave his house. .she made him text her or sumtin abt cant pick up her cos his gf is there.. cant pick the 3rd party up i mean.
so yea... and she tried for a week. still shes thinking everyday abt the cheatin gpart that she decided to breakup with him.
he wtold her the plan.. .at first he lied abt headin gout with his mates.. (said couple of names whos going)... then to where.. .but actually he's picking that bit** up at a party before headin gto her place and slp with her.
thats the plan. but she found out cos that girl called him so yea...
anyway... haiz. heard he's a pretty good guy too.
was like crying and tellin gher dunno what hes doing.. .blah3... seriously. like seriously ?
 sighs. anyway. they were young so yea...
too bad i guess. o well
=/
..haiz

mm... wonder if my typing will be improve after keyoboard changed..

this sm form other outlet kena sacked. cos team members tell on her to aussie side. not to rgm u know. but to aussie. gosh so evil. somemore one of them is the swt spoken kinda malay girl. haiz... v bad. cant believe it. in order ot become sm, do such a thing.
=/

and the ex sm droppe dby todya. haiz. feel so sorry for her. she say im v pretty. i don dare dsay no just shake my head and say thank u
v wasted... heard sm say rgm was htinking of making her the next rgm

gosh. bro bought a handsoap from bath n body works. its the smell of sammys perfume ...o well...

i went out cos my fren in trouble that night.. .
she and her bf of 4 yrs.. or 5?
broke up.
they always hav probs.
and fihgts.
but yea. sm na di v worried.
shes drunk before she asked me out.
i was so afraid other guys will take her home u know.
first time saw my sm crid.
cried. and the silent type.
cos htey been long frens sfor so many yrs.
found her. then she disappeared. again.
she said to me.
hoep u and your bf can be together happily ( something like thath)
then kiss my cheek. say love me. (did she say i forgot)
then she say wan go take phone call. then gone again

haiz

me and sm so scared and worreid.

=( i even cried abit
cried for fren after duno whens my last
scared the blessings hse gave is her last words.
iw a sleft alone in bar again. yea. one person.
got one guy even cheers his drink with me. i wa slike =.= wth. anyway just one sip.
luckily he nvr tlak to me. i was sad mood to the max. so worried. htink i sat alone for an hr or so plus. haiz. cos sm went looking for her . i nvr even touch the drink

found her. and she was crying and shouting wanna die.
her bf ask her borrow from ppl$ 20 000 . wth right. if he's a man he wouldnt do that. not even as a husband.
she cant give him .feels bad. bbut brokeup over fight of other thigns.

when sm called me foudn her, wow thats such a huge relieved. when i reach,ed, they were struggling. she threw herself towards the road with a big lorry coming so near. me sm and two other guys were shocked and pulled her. ofc i couldnt pull much cos they were pulling and all. imagine she pushed one of us towards the lorry instread how??

anwya. sm then slapped her real hard. few times. she ast down crying. she don care for us. but i know socos shes drunk upset and angry
i don blame her
but yea. was like so shocked.. she dashes out liek that.. .then kicked sm in the stomach and stepped on her foot
real hard

cos drunk ba thats why. plus so upset

haiz... then sm called her bf here. .etcetc... dunno what happen between them now.. .hope shes feelign better bah... =/
she say no money alrdy(when she was crying)...
say what she can give will give.. what she cannot, do not blame her..

sighs. .stupid guy. shes pretty and i like her personaiity. stupid. he's fat also u knowo. ugly. (sorry to say tht. ) but cmon. count his loss for losing her. so baka to the max of his life. u have a beauty for ur future wifey(they bought a house together recently) , u wanna breakup just liek taht? dun wanna win her back?
iw as like telling sm... its his big loss if he break up with her.
bloody baka. i dun understand why. somemore he's fat and not gd looking. got such nice gf what more he want. omg.

borrow money on his own s a MAN better aint it

sighs anyway. yea.

her pain i understand. .sm also. sm say when she broke up with bf of  5 yrs, she also tot of commiting sucidie.
she still dreams of her ex to this day. shes also shocked.
haiz...

its the truth when ppl say....

sometimes.... your one true love... only happen once in a lifetime.... once u missed it, u missed it forever.....
it is a blessing and lucky if u met ur true love one  in this planet of billions of humans all ard...

will u be able to keep ur love one. or missed it and regret for the rest of ur life.. .?
the decision it is all up to u.
u made ur own life decisions. .for u are living for urself. .it is ur life. ur own lifetime.. .
what will you do. what would you could've done. ..

i just wanna slp.. .jsut wanna slp all my probs away...
tht is why i wanna slp

jaa mata