wow. what a start of the day..
sammy shows up at my block today!=D omg.
he was telling me to dress us etc.. .i wanted to.. but i ust woke up. ..then i was like.. what if he's teasing me again. so im not sure f he meant it or not. ..liek u know how couples teases each other. ..then.. yea. ..i started brushin abit faster. ..and. ..still unsure if i shld get ready. just when i was abt to.. he skyped me. and yea... =) sob.
this moment that ive been waiting for, is finally here. i am so happy. happiest dady of 2015 so far. and yea happiest since. ...the past coming months aded up together.
he has limited time. .so we watched movie. ..eat.. .and talk laugh.. .im so happy. he laughs and smile so much. i lvoe tat most when he does that=))
i will believe him and trust his words next time he asked me to dress up. haha .
cos outta the blue. .so yea. .
=) i'll trust him when he said tht next time . haha. though the day i lost my phone he msg fly down hug me .how i wish he rrly appear right there n then XD
and he's so swt.
he bought me a dress. but tats not the best part. to me, its the fact that even though he's rushing for time, yet he persuades em to try on the dresses, and massage me while queing. ..and even waited outside of changing room for me11 only him a guy in the store. usually in the past he would be so shy and just stay outta the store.
and yea. im so grateful and happy he actually dd that fo rme .=))
tats so special to me and it meant so much .tat efort and thought, i love it.
i was so nervous and duno what to wear can u beleive it??! lol. althese times i want him to see what i can wear with i go out. .etc. then when its here. i panaicked. cos nid to rush out .i kept him waiting long . huuu.... .so hurrily picked up skirt and top. alamak.
yea. ..tot wanna dress.. .but scared overdressed later he'l lsay i overdress...haha.
anyway. he ended up disliek ht etop haha .i like that he's being frank with me. though. instead of hiding it. othat one of the thing i liek abt him. frankness. =)
so yea. when panicked and shocked,, od not just grabbed something to wear lol
the book says..
when women think s shes giving him care and love byh concerning and askin ghim questions. ..
but they dislike.
then if guys.. .thin ktaht by ignoring her to give her space is what she need, and also to say. ..oh its just a small prob. no big deal;..
but women dislike actually.
cos men does that to his own guy frens. buddies. they din know its didff for women.
same goes for women. women shows love and care by asking wfemale frens questions.. .tryign to help them. but.. .actually. .men dislike it.. =/
so yea. ..
without proper understandings ..no wonder many couples wants a divource
and when men thoguth they had given the enough lov eassurance or fulfilled it to women, they thought nvr do they nid to do it again. but. ..women nids it every now and then. not just once. to feel love by them
this book is gd. my fren said she read it too .its gd.
i was kinda afraid to believe he's rrly here to visit me...at my place for fear of disappointment.. not that i don trust him (he said it in a joking way) .. .but yea. i was so nervous. .and when i see him, my wolrd is all light up again. and i didnt have to wait till april =)
advance see him haha .
this trip with him is our first ba. to other places.. .and yea. its gonan be interesting. and. .im gonna trust hi with all the infos and stuffs.
he's good at those=)
glad today i didnt order the pasta at peppers lunch haha. i was abt to. then he's lie. pasta??? doubtful sound. haha . i rememebr his words in syd. .he knows whats gd in restaurants..etc. so i trusted him .i ordered the non pasta. and i lov eit. omg so gd the salmon!
thigns liek that makes me happy by trusting him correctly. and yea. gosh . im jsut the happiest girl in the world now. tmr at ork i will be extra happy too i bet=))
anyway.
today is such a memorable happy day
and guess what. my weird dream sorta came true. omg O.O weird ehhh
abt him telling me he's here long ago.. etc. but. .thank goodness.. .he didnt leave this weekend or sumtin .phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
tats a relif. if not i'll be liek in the dream v sad.
kk. gtg
hoepfully i can meet up with him soon.
wish us luck
gdnight
jaa mata=))
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