crying.. haha. o well .
always so sad when parting with sammy.
its as thhough it nvr happened. .im in my room now.. .and. .he just dropped by ytd.... out of the blue. .i was so paiseh cos fumbling ard thinking of what to wear for him nice2.. .u know. my room messy.. and yea ..ubt glad he din talk abt it. phew=P
miss him so much alrdy ha.
today can tell he's tired. cos we went out mah. .and yea. .didnt rrly slp alot. that happens whenevr not enuff slp. but ...yea. still he's swt.
we went to pool also =)
uh huh.
i ttok pics of him alot. like while he's taking video n pics of uss. yes we went there. though.. .due to hotel prob, we rushed abit. huu. 3hrs only to uss. didnt managed to go all ne. but mostly yes
we also talked abt the trip bait over dinner. .adn how his fren's gfs are like. ..interesting. .2 diff personailities . mm.. yea. but.. .o well .see how bah. scared sometimes ppl last min changed their mind. like my fren's fren cannot make it last min. so my fren ask me go. .something like that .
im quite shy ard ppl. but once im open, im open.
haha. so yea. see how bah.
it'll be great to meet his frens too
i bgouth along clubbing dresses. but in the end nvr wear cos we didnt go haha. but its cool though. uss and nice dinner plus nice whiskey shot. .yup. anythign great with him =)
whenever im with him in hotel, i will dream of him. at least or usually once. so weird haha .XD
he's bulkier now. .and his hand.. duno why.. but feels liek its bigger tooo.. .and fleshier.. .
when i first know him he's pretty skinny but not too skinny. be it now or then, he always look so good . maybe cos i love him bah. so.. yea. no matter whats his size, im loving it =P
and he whispered v softly in chinese love me =P . haha .so long nvr hear that. so happy desu =))
saw a ice top we both liek. but a pity its over 80 bucks. .so i din get. that top wouldve looked great with a pair of short denim
mm.. what else. .
in the end. .my paretns still didnt get to see him. haha. o well. . .
mm... rrly love how his body is so extra smooth after bath. XD
it sok to say that right. cos anyway no one know who he is. and theres no pic of him. so yea.
i wonder when wil lhe return to sg again... will itt be few yrs again ?=./
if he didnt hav to returned home in a hurry, i actually wanted to go with him to marine life park. o well. ..maybe next time bah...
i todl my mum i do not wish to go down for dinner tonight. ..cos .. not in the mood bah.. still asd and all ..
yay. we took some pics togehther. again .acouple blurred. and he sometimes looking down or something .so yea. ..
still better than nothing. but i craved and wish for more haha. nvr enough =) like. .yea. ..i thin knot enuff. i just want more. .more pics and memores of/with him...
however,.... rrly glad at least theres 3 or 4 niceshots.. proper ones =)
seriously.. now i still wonder if thats all a dream.. just ytd with him.. .this time at hotel queuing...
uss... etc..dinner. ..
smilin gchatting. .
even if no talk also comfy.. .
its all like a dream. .so surreal. .i almost cant believe it. .....
but now here i am alone in my room..
he wont call to say he's dropping by anymore. .as in at least for this year)
wont call to ask where to meet..
wont call to ask e dress nice2 to go out with him...
=/
when i went swimmng today, i was abit worried. wonder eh why im kinda bloated.. then realized. .ive been drinking water since night to middle of night and morning =.= ... dang. if i remembber, i wont drink so much lor. =.= grr.. .
anwyay, luckily not alot of ppl in mrg. nto so sunny too. great idea of sammy to wakey v early for swim
he was so hot and charming when he swims.. omg .
i wanted to stay near him but scaared dis his swimming concentrations.. .
then theres this moment when he burst /split out the water frmo his mouth. wow. HOT. XD hahaha.
love it.plus hte view..and sunlight. apity no cam =.=
anyway ..yea. .. ive always like him regardless when he's skkinner or now bulkier. ..
still feel so smooth adn comfy. to hug as always
finally i get to see him do alilt it of sport =)
polo time he sure sexier than today hahaha. XD can imagine liao
those secs... and mins spend with him. .so.. surreal.. like dream.. yet..its reality. .i cant believe i smiled so much and laugh so much ever since he left. this has been the happiest days of my life.
even my fren was tellin gme i look happy .
whenever im with him, before or after, my frens wil lsay i look so happy
haha
life is so short. and one nvr know hwats gonna hapen ..be it ur health or life. ..
i just.. .hope i have more time with him. .adn am very grateful for now that every seconds soend, be it in tears or happiness, its all well-worth it.
and i sincerely hope that, everyone is able to experience this..
and i noticed.. .when im with him, im fitter. i like that!=)
cherish while u can..
youll know that person is the one among this planet earth with countless of humans.. . then dont let go. happiness will be urs sonner or later..
haha. we took similar snap chats at the same time! XD and oh. we think alike some times too lol. weir dbut amazing XD
ahh took 2 pics of him fullshot pics! haha. wan his pic leh... duno he will send anot XP
oh i videoed him once at uss. hahaa. he tot its pic. so yea=P
mm.. so everytime he took pic.. or video. .i took his back pic. .ahh. cos so difficult to take his front pic. haha. but nice ne
oh yea i said we took smiliar snapchats right... lol. and the thing is. i din even know he took it too!XD =) few times laio hhaaa.. ..wchie his nsapchats then i was like ohhh the same =P''
luckilly for him my phone phone shld be better now...
oh my hair.. he saw also. frizzy cos after bath n blowed dry hair. tats why i don rrly likew to blowdrymy hair so dry
i just realized. my hair so soft n smooth now lol
the shampoo at hotel not too bad ha.
but yea. rather he feel n see it smooth lor.. not tangked at all.
so swt he let me used hus conb today:3
instead of my frizzy sizde haa o well too late-.-
gosh j almist forgot ... the other tine also like this... see his shadows'everywhere... i miss him in my roommetc...:(((sobx n dating too
as though a dream.. i held his hands and hug him ours ago... so real.. .=/
jaa mata...
stay happy and have a blissful life peeps.. .
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