home and frustrated

sianz

once reach home getting all frustrated. maybe im too tired ...and worned out. its liek after a weke's long of break, everything back to square one.

i gotta chill man.. .=/ i hate myself like this. why angry so easily.

im not doing this right eh.
for one im not exercising.
i din slp normal ppls time
i bath late
and worst i had my one meal very late in one day
worst if im in night shift.
tday i had my first meal at 617pm
thats my breakfast lunch and dinner. though before i start i hurrily gluped down 3 old chang kee gyoza.

yea i know. its so difficutt for me to change my lifestyle though ive been wanting to badly =/

i dunno how

arghhhhhh forget it.

=/

somemore eve day also cant go back earlier to have reunion dinner. haiz.

all for money huh .

i wonder if HB also liek this anot. ..


i dunno....

haiz

a pity though .today saw valentines day promo. but min nid 2 ppl to go . haiz. nvm.. .see next promo how ba . wish me luck

thankfully sammy cheer me up right away.. if ot maybe me still upset ba..
jaa mata