long post ?=P

was like reading... then this au youtuber is feeling lonely ..due to duno what prob she didnt share. ..and she was crying in the bathroom alone. .
her bf busy also cos uni started.. .so yea. ..
i totally feel her. but shes living with her bf so yea. at least not that bad.
cry ur heart out in the bathroom? uh huh. i bet most ppl will go through that

this old couple. .i posted in my fb" .. so nice. they married so long (67YEARS)  and died at 5hrs apart. at the bottom end the post says. ."It would be nice if the world got back to the core of marriage," Letson said. "I don't think people realize that anymore. They need to go back to the basics that marriage is forever.

uh hhuh. soooo true. sighs. nowadays ppl don cherish that much anymore=( 
to have that kind of love and marriage, its definitely a bless....  so sweet. ..thats everybodys dream of a lifetime partner.. .sobs. ..so nice. ...haiz.. .what a pity. .love is dying out of this world bit by bit =( 

llifetime dream. bucket list. i hope mine will be like that too.... 

hehe. love it. i took pic of me and sammy holdings after we leftthe hotel =P i duno why i took a couple of pics f us hoildin ghands since years back haha. i just liek it alot bah .=P 

my eye still abit swollen today.. due to m ed prob.. my volleague gave me 
just abit. .but yea. .
i didnt see doc.. but. .shld be alright. hopefully by tmr y eye is back to normal. was surprised today stil abitbit swollen

we ate at hardrock cafe the other day. .and .. when the waiter served us the whiskey shot(so nice btw) , 
i duno why he first, stepped back. stood there. and smile. or watch. then im like. .tlaking and lookign at sammy. ..then i saw him stil lthere. .i was like. .. ok lor he smiled so i smile back. nod my head.. (to sort of indicate we are good) so he can leave. then he smile brightly and left. 
so frenly ar the waiter O. o

today i almost took a long round detour home . 
cos so paseh .theres this store next to us, ok don tlak abt the guy keep looking into the store. then theres this apartment promo open space. ..tand this is why i love to walk fast and be 'fierce expressionless looking' ,,,

when i walked past, i pretend look on my phone as always. .then when came back, theres nothing to look on phone liao. then i was looking at this small contact paper... for my work.. .then look too long, not natural. too late. i put down. ..and attempt to walk fater into the store.then this apartment guy handed me this brochure (i was looking on the floor upfront the wholetimeXD) for u or something he said. i said no thank u. ( allthis whilei nvr look at himXD) then right a way he say' you look good' i replied thank you.

then i wa slike. .omg thats weird. ... 'no thank u.'.( and then) 'thank u'.XD... at the same time. not even a sec apart. ok maybe theres a sec apart.

i duno how he looks like when my collegaue asked if he's handsome =.=
but alot of them wearing black suit so yea. i also duno who.. luckily when i left, most guys alrdy gone(with black suits)
so i was able to get out quickly whilst checking on my phone as always. phew....
hoepfully by tmr the promo spac is gone T_T

so.. .yea. ppl tel lies. .etc. so convincing. .i hate it when pl say such lies wihtout blinking an hr. and somemore pushes the blames to others. .and like..making themself into good beings.
waht to do.. anyway i ve lost my trust in her. and i wont trust her most liekly ever again .
not just me many team memebrs dislike her way of etc also .

the scariest is u gave ur trust,and that person pretended to be gd. but its all lies in the end. .=(

today saw a customer. .young bah. shes malay and fat. (gomen) and. ..her both arms. sighs. .. full of semi freshed cuts. from wrist to her elbow length. =(
i saw. and i maintain my posture. butmy heart. ..felt so much pain for her=((
sighs....
is ppl mocking her of her weight or her personal family probs>? i duno .but thats... by far, in my lifetime, the worse wrist uts ive ever seen. IN mmy life.

its long. .still abit red. ..(quite fresh ba) ... very long slash. .. narrow space. .meaning she slashes alot of times... both arm. ..omg. =/
so poor thing.

may she somehow find her way...into the light or somethign2... =/

haiz.. .hope she snot being abused or what. but seriosuly..when i saw her arms. .my heart so sad for her...
=(

she wanted get chocker.aseked which look the best for her.
in the end she nvr buy..

could it be.. that her frens are mocking her ugly? anyway.. ii duno ba=(

jsu thoep she will be fine. .


this cstome rtodl me. ..melbourbone is so boring. .. lal she did was look at the views.. mountains...u ow etc
thank goodnes.s.. i think gold coast might be better.. at lest just 2 dadys  or so with movies world

kk. .i gtg liao...

isses sammy here. ..so weird.it sliek a dream that... yea he's here.

i ended early today.. but he's not replying.. duno slping early or what.. .anywa hope he get a v good rest. uh huh.. i understand how tired it is. .

oh this custoemr i sereved shays sherrly enjoyed my service and it mades her day!! shhe asked me for my age cos i look so young. and whether im parttimer.  (may cust thought im pt)
i was liek ..hesitated abit.. cos i knew shes gonna say..whtat! u don look ur age. not boasting at all. but so far no one say im older than my age for entire lieftime. anyway yea.... greateful fo rhtat,but i don care abt age.  anwyay. ..i wa slike. .oh im fulltime,
so yea. i dun ;ie to brat o rsay im sm bah...
so yea. .se ehow. hopefully she write in gd reviews for my company=)


k.. jaa mata..