Quick rant!!!!!! I need to!!!

in a bloody foul mood right now.

like v v v black foul bloody mood =((((((((((((((((((( and so pissed off. though upset is more of what i will say.

i nid to rant this out now.
like im gonna burst. .

look. ive nothing against the lky paying respects et his death etc.
i respetct him alot. im so grateful. i also cried. im sad he's gone but. seriously. allthis happened at a bad time for me.
how i wish its next week .instead of this whole week .
i feel bad saying this . but its just a rant. i feel so frustrated right now.

like. .this most crucial week, cos of this whole thingy, nobody shops alot anymore..etc. it  causes me and my team a winning prize. we were so bloody close mates. without this week of chaos, we couldve done it for sure. now, al lhardwork went down the drain. to be honest. ... i duno what to say.
i rrly thought we couldve won this comp. sighs. and i woke up. still feeling grumpy from last night, and i wanna waatch my fav tv show. guess what.,
oh. lky tv is on again.
not to mention the fact that its been on since many nights for this whole week

now . its raining heavily.

im so freakin gpissed off.

our big prize flew away  just within our grasps. ..'

i wish i could talk abt this but yea. nv,m. just blog. share it with someone.

baka timing.

hate it.

adding woes to my wounds.

ok. so now im feeling better after i had a heavy lunch. cos internet prob couldnt publish.
whilst having lunch i watched youtube too. wow my phones batt rrly gd... anyway. yup. mum asked. dun wanna watch the lky snedin ghim off tv ar. i say. who woanna watch that. yea i was rrly frustrated at that point of time. serioously imnot interested to watch this kind of thing when my days been shit like days

sighs . so yea. that past hour of eating quietly on my own and watching my fav youtube channel, ..been by the the best hour in my entire week. peaceful and such a joy moment.

so yea.
v full now. and slpy. gosh slpt late last night duno what im even doing

anywya,
tv still on... lky.. .omg. ..
sianz....  think  i wanna go out without parents later. im bored to death.

on a side note, u know how i find the love between lky and his wife ever so amazing.. .and recenlty i read this .. .when his wife sufferd a stroke, everynight without fail he will company her sit by her bed and read her poems... read her book and etc.. .massage.. her. omg.
omg. uh huh. tats why ... how can i not teary when i look at them. its one of those couple who proves that true love exists....

mata