u know. i tried. i always. always try to look as unflattering as possible(without bf days) . oon my off days. at work no choice but to dress up. still. u know. i tucked back my haair behind my ears. i appeared aloof etc yet i still get weird stares and guys approaching me
then today. halfway talking to mum i turned and just nice, i saw this (we were at the foodcourt) guy at this roast duck stall. he's a man not uncle. i was tlaking to my mum and tuninig and i caught him there. THERE. he was whistling (or making the zuzu irritating sound i HATE the most n my life) . but i think he was trying to whistle. i said before. im not interested to turn my head and see who did that. if i heard that, i wil lwalk on without a blink of an eye.
but i just happened to turn towards his direction. adn i saw him .then he's sorta. .ya knoow laugh , the way youll react if someone caught u calling out to them while you're trying to hide. then his colleague next to him slap his back playfully saying somehting like. ..i forgot. ..maybe something like. .see la u anyhow.. etcetc (like now i saw it) . tat guy laughed (bothlaughed) while lowering his head.
i dun get it.
im wearing as v v v nromal alrdy .t shirt. shorts. (not the shorts till can see butt type eew)
and wore a specs. and no makeup. hair tucked behind my ear. its just plain normal me. nothing dressy , not pretty... i duno why guys still wanna oogle at me. tat sucks and i rrly hate it.
arghhhh seriously though.
im surprised i didnt lash out at him cos i was in a pretty tired foul mood.
i slpt late again .and yea...
i slpt in mrg in fact.
argh .
watever bah. he's lucky i didnt go up to him and confront him abt it
someitmes i wish i know how to edit vieos and all. haha. cos i like to video .liek vlog.
so fun. but the editing. ..uh huh. yea. i need someone to teach me. lol
as htough i have time too though. lol. .well.. we always do.just nieed t o make time for it
we always hav everyday excuses.. too busy too tired etcetc...... but in fact we can make it happen. ....
will u learn ur lessosn or regrets when u can no longer do the htings u could when u have the chance?
i walked towards this mag section(looking for cooking mag) .. and i saw this jamesboond old lady. the v famous one. i forgot her nameT_T
iconic name. .this white hair short hair old lady. her fa c eon the cover. and u know mag will post the covers star words right. ..
hers was... '' do not take love for granted''
she seems liek a nice old lady... and shes still alive phew! anyway...
yea... tats what alot of ppl are missing out righ tnow... taking love for granted. .
i just love how i walk across the street.. or teres that time in sammys car in syd. .i saw this old couple stil lholding hands...
u know that feeling .. old and all wrinkled up..white hair.. .still holdin ghands loveingly .my goals.
i hhope my husband in future is of that.
though for now i still wanastick to my desperate housewife goals lol. cos im not white hair yet.
i met this custoemr abt.. few weeks back? she looks liek 30s but shes 51!!!!! i was lik whattttmy colleaue was like whatttttttttttttt ... .uh huh for real peeps. no surgery of un naturalness on her face. she say she shares her acesspries with her daughter too.
omg .at51, tats my goal. but sexier !!
haha. anyway yea.. maybe in her blood bah.
even for my mum ppl also say.. wow i tot shes younger!
mm. .maybe i got that from her. actually my dad too. haha. so double the power ehXD
tips:
36. make a point of cuddling or being affectipnate sometimes without being sexual
37 be patient when she is sharing . dont lok at your watch
38 don flick the remote control to different channels when she is watchin tc with you
39 display affection in public
40 [when holding hands dont let ur hand go limp .
wooo.... this 5tips. though. i like. .
39 is v v plsu point to me. i dont care if the author say its all 1 points to all women. but this is plus points. not just 1 =)
37... ahhh tats imprt too guys.
36.. mm.. thats a good point indeed . =) uh huh. guys, learn that.
40... ahh... at times whenever ppl tired or take thigns as normal everyday lil things, they go limp.
i like to someotimes hold his hand tightly. i liek his hand alot. but someitmes yes he went limp on me.
so i understand. 40,, its definitely a PLUS point. todl ya this author is gd.
we used to like. .2 yr abck ? he suddenly shake his hand off. or i do it vice versa.
then jokingly say.. someihing like. .oh u nvr hodl properly or something smiliar. .
haha
so yea.
jaa mata
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