cesar is still great

soooooooooooo slpyyyy
omg. fell aslp. hten wakey.. the watch little mermaid..
mm... actually.. lil meermaid.. isnt my fav princess show.
u know.. i love beauty n the beast the most.. cos i liek hwo hte fact taht this belle, is normal girl. loves reading, and fell inlove with a beast despite of his look.
thats why.. i go for the feel, and the way my man supposed to treat me. not how handsome he is.
did she inspired me? maybe.
but.. well, ive nvr been a girl to go after a super handsome guy or watsoever. its the way a man ..how they supposed to treat u. not their face or body.
face n body is great, doesnt mean they are true to u. doens tmean they love u deeply. htats why i find nerds are mroe atractive than some bloody super modedls...etc. though they wear thick glasses, buck tooth,(u knwo i have a thing for htat hahaha. i dunno whyXDexp the one from harry potter) ..
yea.
but that aside, i still find my bf the most attractive and lovey of all. so yea. ^^ dont get me wrong haha.
im faithful to him only. my samy darling=P
anywya, so yea. .i dun rlry liek that movei.. mermaid,. .cos..... ..well. .for one. her dada object.. ...the prince nearly amrried the evil witch..
..adn shes not gonna see her dad as often..
but yea. happy ending. .still makes me kinda sad. .cos.. i yearned fo rthat

huuu send a pic of me like. .pout wanna kissy look to sammy. but he say its duck lips T_T huuu
me failed. nv. treat it as a lesson. maybe i shoudlve look like htat whne i kiss him
but yea. .huu.. duck lips.. me dun like T_T
but its awesome. we skype today. his voice. .and the way he reacted.. .. uh huh.. everythign is in my head. i now exactly hwop his expressions are.. haha. so cute and kissable =3
expeciall the part where he say its been a whiel since he spoek to me over skpye. i was like.. a while??? (cos its more than a while duh... hah)
hes like.. 'fumbling wiht his words... and i know exactly his expressions when he does that^^
so miss it. rrly.


wounds on my nhand are healing.. but.. more stocks coming. .so .. ow ell

gosh. i mus tforce myself to read!!
cos i borrowed alot of cesar millan books XD
ohh almost forgot. .speaking of him,
.samy say soemthing abt some pl dislike his way of handling hte dogs.. he was busy so i din ask further. maybe its form news??
anyway,i know what he means. adn what the ppl are thinking.
cos.. displine. .and stuffs.. can be abit diff from what u see on tv.. or frens dogs.. they cuddles.. slp in same bed etc..
BUT. honestly. not 100% ppl are gonna think he's great.
eevry great ppl, normal ppl will bound to have some negative feedbacks.. eitherjealous, or lack of knowledge.. etc.
nobody is perfect. exp: i had some customers who like me alot, and hinted abt introdcuing heir childern to me.. but my bf parents disliek me. so yea.
u cant help that much.
nobody will be like100% by everyone.

potint is, i thoguht abt that before.
cos i wanna spoiled and cuddle my doggie if i have one one day. but .. i would rather \be prepared first. cos.. if i dont, theres a chance they might turn out to be tricky to handle.

now think .of how many dogs cesar had saved.
saved them from being put down by their owners.
thats somethign we cant deny abt.
without him, more humans wouldve givecn up on their dogs, and put them to sleep(= death)
his methods sure works with the problematic dogs(due to humans fauklts)
he saved them. so yea.
its ok.
just that vertain ppl cant see it ba.. and they think its being too straict' with the dogs..
o well
but still, he's a great man. a shame that his wife wanna leave himm.he almost commit scuicide when his wife filed fo rdivource and when is beloved dog daddy died. so poor thing. duno what happen .maybe no time for his wife? bad in bed? i dunno. bu well, its her lose ba?
anywa he got gf now. so yea.. thast great.

gosh. just realized.. not ussed to it. think im losing weight O.O
my legs.. was abit shocked.. then my arms..
dunno bah..
but.. yea.. not used to it.

was having lunch wiht sm on monday. (yea finnaly just recalled)
then thee two malay  guys.. like. checking me out. dunno ba.
from the corner of my eyes.. i sense not right. so i walked very fast as alwasy.. to excape guys. then sm say they were looking at me up and down checing me out.  which i did felt that . argh so irritating.
that same day la. where im wearing specs.. normal looking..
in my previosu post)
rrly dislike la.. that kind of attention =/

so yea. thast abt it. great that i skype with him finally.
and i need to rush through my books! =X
gosh

kk.. super slpyyyy

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