stress now and then

i knew it. ha. he wont msg sometimes for a whoel day or more days. i'd experienced that before. not the first time.
ow ell
busy man .so mcuh to.. u kwno

ha. was suddenly thinking of.. back in he days.. we went for date.. adn after movie how i pulled him aside to kiss him.. at the risk of ppl might see us. haha.but i just rememebr that i rrly wanted to kiss him badly so yea.
but it was exciting. and so swt. and so... yea. ;) u knwo what i mean
. so tempting too

mm.  . so tired.
very slpy still

new job kinda stressed me out here and then. its jsut hte stress im putting on my lysefl i guess=/
too hard on myslef
i dunno
 =/
but yea.
soemtimes i worried too much. stresses too much
but then again.. .what to do. usually i dont share with much ppl. someitmes jus tto myself. i dont liek bringing negative to ppl
or if ppl cant open up to me
what for share then
not a big issue but.. yea .
jsut ..stil lcan be stressed out over this. or yea

im so slpy now. mrg rained.. but ive to work.
man.
mm..

oh ya. gd thgin didnt see that stalker today phew. =.=

mm...   3 weeks. to go.. oh man =/
..o well... just gotta look forward now..

so wanan slp asap
been loving to nap iwth my minion balloon. ha. i'll hold his hand and go lalaland sometimes...when im heading  for a nap. he cheered me up when i se ehis wide smiel face
yea..

hionestly, last month, and of course this early month, been really bad and stressful fo rme=(
sighs
v sressful
thast why shop to destress haiz.
if i have him here, wont need to shop, maybe can save more money

oh yea. .mm. did i mention?
my new workplace xcan wear mostly whatever i wan)
yay.
cos usually i wont buy anything cos im lie htinking. .wear so nice. .buuy so exp dress, no bf to wear for.. whaat ffor then. 5days a week im wearing black ne.
then now, .... yay. wow. can wear whatever i want liao. mostly like i'd said=)
hehe. so yea.. .
wee

and yea. so sa.d. dogs being put down cos. .u kwno =/
especially pit bull. i dun liek them before. but cxos of cesar, i find them to be so gentle and swt. well. they are not. not all of them. but they are good dogs if u rain them well.

i lov ethis line form cesar.. .he's telling one of the ppl.. ''cos you know htere's always this gd side(of the dog) , its NOT LIEK YOURE DEALING WIIH THE HUMAN''./
get it?
meaing dogs can always be good. but u cant deal or predit. notr change a human being.  oh he's so good =)


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