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haiz.
need a dog . think that;kll rrly help me out to destress. no sammy. no doggie. nothing helps is u know.
sammy not here. doggie faraway dream=/ o well
 dunno why been so stress
yea.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

rrly doesnt feel liek blogging=/

but u know. theres this contestant. wow. he cried when he sees his dad. his dad said. .he may not be rich, have any money( as in his son) but he himself( the dad) didnt have money nor wealth either. but he feel the wealthiest when his son stands on stage and perform.
even simon htinks his dad seem sot eb a nice man.
rrly wow. they are poor . even his son at age 37 still struggle. but such a great voice he has. theres also a cute son tooo.
though life's hard nowadasy, but his dad, didnt mind. nvr look down on themselves . which i think its absolutely fantastic.
absolutely.
its the mindset thats important.
and. .yea. lucky him. such a great understanding father there fo rhim.
very nice indeed.
i hope his boy will grow up to be liek both his dad n granddad.
not say he must be poor, but to have backbone. not give up. and dont look down upon themselves.
theres soemthing htats more waelth than money. and for his dather , its to see his son up on the stage to perform .
duno he can win the comp anot. but rrly wish him luck

the other day mum said to me. .in chinese .. ''you shi kan ni heng xin ku''.
translate to.. somethign liek.. soemtimes i see you very feeling troubled ,or in pain.. or terrible.
like.. xin ku.. as in.. something like. .u feel terribel inside ur heart. if that makes sense.
so yea.
was surprised ba. din ..u know. expect she can tell .but.. also din know i've been showing that? whaen? duno also
maybe.. jus tnot happy enough. or learn how to be happier ba
haiz. o well

oh. saw redz working at nex mall the other day =.= arghhhhhhh
quickly pulled mum away. then io tell her. as ezpected. she say if she'd known she wouldve gone up say hi to him. we both ahev a feelign he saw both of us.
but yea. sorry. i still cant forgive a man who hurt me extremely the top. and hurt my bro and family trust.
though my parents still ok with him, but i cant. i cant forgive him .
thats one thign abt cancer horoscope. u dont wanna mess with their fammily. dont talk bad stuff abt their family. and nvr ever try to hurt them. nveer.
ok maybe not all cancerians. .but yea. lol
but yea. anywya he hurt me so deep. to deep .i dont think i can ever forgive him. i'll rather forget his existenec. but somehow. .his name. .his news.. his sight. .jsut appeared time to time. arghhh =.= sianz. everytiem go nex must avoid that store liao

yay... bought bro's pressy finally. but wil arrived late bah. but yay. sooo oglad to finally settled it!! =) im sure he;l lbe surprised. .adn he'll liek it ^^ alot. its from his fav brand hehhe. mm.. yea we shall see then ne ^^

spoke to my gm .. for the last itme in person,... so nice of her. though she's watching our performance on shop floor.. .
very intimatiing
but i was jsu tdoing my best. heard she corredeted. .gave feeback to new staff.
then heard fulltiemr say liek they not smiling on shop floor.
i totally agreed with gm .rrly. she's rrly good. she knows.
so.. eya. so far liek no prob abt me bah. cos i was smiling lotssss talk loud loud. adn no comments given to m,e. so i think ok bah .

was teary when i was thanking her. .for her help with visa info n all.... =/
rlry. liek wanna cry. aw... uh huh. =/
she say shes sure i'll be back. she say rgm say. .im sure pl will be back .
dunno a. but so swt of her. say if im back maybe i can handle my own store.
anyway yea.
if not for. .sm and rgm of sg. .maybe. ..i wouldve stay on..
but. .o well

huu.. .my left eye. shoudlve stop waering lens for abit bah. think somethigns not right .dang. lens.. =.= troubels sometimes. haiyo

mm.. so yea. hoep the redness will subside soon

mata