b'day home celebration

ahh... so.. i wont say its the perfect bday ba.

just feeling gloomy.. then yes.. time of month is here=.= feeling extra sianz.
now also =/
then runny nose whole day.

went to hosiptal . glad mum is considered as ok. so see the doc six weeks later. in the meantime, must eat more outside food huuuuuu=/
and se emy aunt. huuuuuuuu sianzzzzzzzzz

so yea. bought ice cream cake. wanted to get small. but bro say bigger better. more worth it. glad i bought the big one. cos its yummyyyyyyyyyy everyone say so. even dad.
ha. bro finally said happy birthday to me this morning=.= like oh he suddenly recalled. then dad.. he nvr say leh. din hear. but yea. awkward for himmaybe?

my very first own birthda cake. hehe. so yummy

so .. no pandora.
bros ay another day.. huu
then me deicede to change my mind and get myself another bday gift. online ebay pandora lor. haha
not bad ba.

gosh so slpy when i got home. cos not enough slp and suddenly wakey by mum plus runny nose whole day. =( what a birthday of mine eh. =/.=
basically its jsut the same.

oh had a grand lunch today at paradise dynansty(i think ) v nice. had always wanted to try there.
so yea

mm.. mum cant see yet.. hopefully soon. very soon

so slpy. nid to slp soon. though say only. haha.

was talkig the toerh day. with my colleague. its like we girls seems to be able to tell the guys thigns that happened.. or tlak about our fren blah3.... but they usually just keep it to themsleve. guess thats just a man thing eh. O.o o well.
 perhaps noting worth tlaking is what they think.

slpyyyy omg.

mm... wanna go out also ..ust think twice. cos feelbad leaving mum alone at honme. haizzzzzzim going bonker. =( been depress for way too long.

then soemmore today voucher thing called by sm.. dunno la.
just rrly bothers me.

tch

its rrly not a gd day eh

now that period is here, i hope i will feel more vibrant soon. happier.
cos now i still dwells on the negative. sad mode. =(
cant cheer up.
sighs

gosh eyhes closing. gonna hit the sack soon

mata