depressing days

just a quick blog here.

gonna slp soon. since nothing much to do anyway

stil lfeeling depressed=( been so many days now sighs. didnt feel any better=/
couldve done so many htings today. btu jsut didnt feel liek it. all i ddi was online

finally had my pics al lup. yea. finally.
but nid to take some pics out in order to protect sammy. so yea. otheriwse if his family or frens foudn out, he'll be in trouble. still, wish i couldve taken more pics. but sa u know. i don rrly like taking pics whilst im walking alone. cos its'll be obvious to ppl that im a tourist. aka danger lurking. then whilst holding hand with sammy, of course cannot take la. haha.
one hand only.

slpy. omg. its such a boring off day=(
online3... im so bored

woke up today first line in my head was ' im so happy to be off''. haha.
yea. cos i rrly thoght i was working .was like. .so slpy n tired whne wakey.. then draggy feeling. .then.. hey im off! haha.

yea. someitmes rrly duno i work or not . everday is the same.
and like i'd said.. its not a gd sign. not a gd sign that im waking up, and not looking forward to work .
still am abit ba.. just not that much.
sighs

mustve been the period time coming nearer n nearer... i feel super depressed=((( nothing can cheer me up.
sighs.
=(

k ba. better go take a rest. cant wait for monday.
even if theres no celebration, at least im still alive.

oh yea speaking of which. this angmoh lady. ordered this photo book. so swt of her. do it for her daughter 21st birthday. studying in london now. got all her pics. .from little to now. frens msgs. .teachers.. from over the world. .she amke so much effort for her daughter. so her daugheter is flying to brisbane for birthdya celebration first.. then come to singapore on her birthdya to meet her partetns as her parents living in sg now.
after which she will fly back to london again .
so happening eh. rlry lucky this girl .

i asked my colleguae if his 21st birthday also like happening as hers?
he say no. jus tnormal. dinner.
me too. plus a 21st birthdya cake.
though nothing fancy.. nothin much. i rrly envy that girl. but ya know waht. i always tell myself. think. think of the poor kids. african children.. .blah3.. there're worst case than me.. who knwos. maybe no cake for them. no family... yea... i try to think this way.. if not.. i'll be really sad. its not nice to envy and jealous too much yea.
rrly .o well.

thats why i hated brats so much.
was telling my other colleague the other of what happened. remember the girl with her fren? put her item on table then jsut walk out of store. whilst i was tlaking baout it, haha. gosh. my anger stil lthere sia.
rrly. still pissed off and getting all worked up talking about it.
sianz.

k ba. saign such thigns only make me depressed more =(

better go slp now.
sighs

will tmr be a gd day... i wonder=/

mata