Happiness with him =)

heyyyyyyyyyyyyy omg im back!!!!!!
as in my internet is back on phew... but somehow theres still some probs going on so yea..

anyway, i dun even know where to begin! been so many days. felt liek forever .gosh terrible ne to use small phone online.. anyway

am sick today. not so serious. but down with a headache n runny nose=/ just feeling weak and all. huuu terrible. so weak. then just rest in my room all day. haiz... and just liek tahta, my day off is over.
still tired. i need more rest

dunno why my sm said to me.. that i looked tired ytd. and the day before. like very quiet.. she thought something is bothering me. but no leh. im ok.

ohhhhhh hehehheeh so happy =D went into pandora and saw sydney opera house charm!!!!!!!! $71. my fren say its cheap =.=; i was like.. mm... eh.. still exp la... but well pandora mah. what u expect ne.
so yea. ive even went in. my wrist size suits a 17 cm.. wait. inches> ? anwyay, its yea 17. for adult bracelt. the standard one. luckily the lady kind enough to tell em when i asked her which is better and wahts the difference between the bangle and standard type of bracelt. she told me the bangle will. . dunno waht3 . but the orginal one , no matter what, will never what3..... the what 3... stands for dunno i forgot what she said. .dunno isit will dent. .or rust.. i think she meant dent. hahha i was so excited that i didnt pay attention. anyway, yea. was rushing back to work mah. haha. asked whils ti was omw to toilet. cos not much customer there. but soon after, crowded again. rrly u know. everyday full of crowds intheir small store. poor sales ppl there=/ so busy. omg.
they must handle everyone . only 2 or sometimes 3 staffs only. jialet.

mm.. what els.e

oh u know. theres like 10 iut of 10 men all help their wives push stroller, or/and carry the baby on their body. u knwo those carrier thingy.. u wrap ard ur body n put ur baby in it so ur baby is ight in front of ur chest.
sammy doesnt seem to be u know.. willing to do that kind of man . like. .cant rrly picture him willing to do ba. but then i guess its gonna be years before he become a father. who knwos eh. ha. anyway yea. its impressive. like. .they are actually enjoying it! =) help push.. and sometimes carry baby at the same time.. u know right. soemtimes the baby 'pouches' is not the best manly looking design.. though theres balck n alll.. but yea. its liek wow. everytiem i see the men rrly willing to do that for their wives ne. O.o very impressive. and thoughtful plus swt. even my sm husband also. somemore hes; very very tall. and skinny. but he wear the baby pouch and yea with the baby in front of him.

anywayyyyyyyy lol. reminded me of when me and sammy almost step into the baby deparment in supermarket, he's liek nono baby. no looking at baby stuff. somethign liek that. hahaha. so cute la he. very funny. hes so humourous. love him to bits. ^^
rrly miss him.

he asked me send him a pic of me smiling. i wonder if hes feelign down=/ cos few yrs back after work.. he also asked me smile for him.. then he say.. ok , he's feeling better alrdy. huuu... rrly hope he's ok.. =/

its scary to trust someone with ur full heart . i handed mine into his hands.. and yea, 5 years and 5months plus gone, im still very happy. happy now. of course every relationship have its ups and downs.. tears and joy.. but righ tnow, im still feeling very happy. in fact, more tha ever. especially now i know who am i to him. =)
so yea. everyday i think of him. looknig forward to see him again very soon. rlry hope so

haiz. .mum goin for her op soon. she say no nid take leave leh.. to company her. =/ hooep she'll rrly be strong. luckily next day after her op im off. can see her liao

what els.e. mm.. .gosh i cant think liao. but yea. jsut the main thing. .im happy now. he makes me so happy  too. happiness desu =)
rrly cherish desu..
one day, can live with him ne..? i hope soon.. can feel he love me so much. ^^

i rrly enjoyed my australia trip. he did too. =) which is totally awesome. =)

oh ya. huuu lost my opal ring. sighs=( ..... i dunno why no fate with opal isit.. ... haiz.... its rrly nice though. its uniqueness.. the colours. .so magical.. tats why i like.
but ow ell... =/

mata ! so great to blog again =) and sharing my thoughts plus feelings.