Taking her for granted

ok. much to blog tonight. lets get started

so sad.. this young girl.. famous youtuber.. after her fight with cancer... sadly.. she left htis world... honestly, i don like her. i find her abit irritating with the way she talk. but . i only once once or twice her video so ya. then.. but i know shes a brave girl. many ppl and youtubers are sad over her passing. =/ but yea..

another one.. cory. the lead actor in glee. he's famous. handsome. nice. great voice. im not a huge fan of gleee nor him. but i know he's a gd average guy. but din know he's a drug addict. he's dead. this news.. .so shocking to the world and his fren. plus his poor gf=/
how could anyone leave behind the ppl they love without explainging?!

news satetd that.. his freinds saw him 2 days before and so. he was happier and healthier. better.
no one knows why he died htis way. herione plus alchole

then
u know. like i'd said long time before. rememebr?
if a person.. who is depressive, thats not the time u should be worried most. the tiem and moment u shld be worried most is when that person suddenly changed to be happier. why? becaus ethey've decided to end their life. carefree alrdy. decision made.
hence they appeared to be happier.
like gotten better, nothgins wrong. everythign's fine. tats when u shld be rrly worried and take note of that person.

anyway, its sad. rrly sad. so wasted. his future... and all. =/
sighs

anywya
haiz

my fren. so this conceirge guy always standing in front of our store like i'd said before. they always changes. so one of them asked for her number.
chinese. my fren's malay but looked like chinese.
blah3.... today she say skali he mistook her fo rme. lol!
cios long story./ basically his congerige colleage got her number when she lost her item and retrieve it. so must leave her name n number etc.
anyway,
yea. cos someitmes ppl mistook me fo rmalay =.= cos im tan ba.,
so yea. anyway, i doubt so baO.o
but shes attached. so jsut making fren only. she will tell her bf soon.

POINT is.
see. this guy is smart. not too pushy. say i love u to her. LOL.
don mistaklen .my fren say too fas.tsomemore she stil llike her bf.
cant imagien be with a chinese nice guy. he's willing ot convert into muslim too haha.
anyway, yea. he's nice she said

she also complain about hopw her bf in army now. then keep going out with fren. third yr anniversayr sat also cnaot copany her whole day. say what at night go woodlands.
wth. taking her for granted again>????
that same guy la. that time smitten with the girl... then blah3... broke off with her abit.. hen soon ask her back. soemmore treat her so well....
now different story. thast the bloody problem with guys!!!!!
nvr cherish!!!! >:(((((

anywya, yea. he's smart. so she told him what happened about sat her bf don wan meet her whoel day...
she see him as her future. so she cant see that chinese guy to be the future.
chinese guy was like.
''u see him as your future, but does he see you as his future???''
then shes liek.. yea he's right.

SEE. i told u he's clever right.
=.=
know how to tackle' girl's heart and weakness.
thats why. ppl liek hin can get in between a relationship easily.  ppl liek her bf doesnt know how to cherish. cherish the first part, 2nd part left her aloen most of the bloody time. pissed off for her i knwo. she sa  nice girl mah. somemore my fren >:(
sianz.
but yea she will tell him about this chinese guy soon.
wth.
gf wan go out with u, u chooses be with ur fren most of the bloody tiem. wth .
argh
jsut so pissed off fo rher

so yea. not gonna be her fault entirely if the chinese guy succeeded. though i doubt so as i cna tell she's not used to guy liek him.
she said he's too nice lol

dunno guys are made of wood or what. sometimes they're so insensitive.. too insensitive.. =/ sighs. o well....
waht to do.. guys mah.
they shld reflect on themselves too. don expect front part being swt n nice, the later on part not so nice will keep u in their heart still.
girls are not stupid.

haiz.

anyway, my fren went taiwan with her bf now. so nice... .expore taaiwan. someitems hear form frens who they go travelling with bf. so niec .ive always wanted to experience that too.

ok . so. i walked past this guy with girl right. think they belong to a giupr of frens.anyway i was serving customer so din noticed. as i wlaked past, i thought from the corner of my eye i saw him turn to look at me.. i was like .ok la. mayb e he's lookign elsehwere. or just look. as u know. guys always sneak peak at girls=. =used to it. but sianz. so i just ignored him and busy my thing.
then i do cashiering. skali this girl with him, pukled him to the counter. apprantly this other girl is fren of this guy and girl.
so yea. she was like pushing him to say somehting. then he tell me. you have a ncie face' .or u have a pretty face. i cant rememebr as i was too shocked. i think he said nice face. hten i was stunned. rlry stunned. O.O i was like. .eh..err...huh? huh? i lok back and forth at his frens. wa slike... what did i just heard?? O.o
then his frens was like.. don mind him., he's crazy. i was liek..hUH//? orh.. huH? still very stunned and confused. lol. of course i kept my eyes on the girls la. =.=
then finish off the transaction. lol
 very weird. i was completely caught offguard and .. my fac.e lol .so funny. tat stunned and surprised look of mine .gosh .classic=.=

sm been staying in backrrom. claimging to do her paperwok. i wonder.
its like. i duno. when i was alone and busy, i also didnt stay in there so long.
maybe she srlry bbusy ba. or is she trying to avoid facing the mystery sho**er?
o well. i dunno. but yea. .still busy in the store room.. dunno do what ne
she's better now compared to in the past..

anyway, haiz.
today whoel day. . dunno what to do. just feelign so damn down =/
sighs. before work still feeling wanna cry. sighs.......... now still feelign terrible =(
dunno what i wanna do ba.
i feel so sianz. about alot of thigns.
nothing seems to resolved. argh. msutve been the period coming. hate it. playing with my head so much. sighs. feel so depressed =(

so much thigns. cant expect me to typ ethese all out to sammy. ha.
o well .
doubt he could too with the thigns happening in his life

sianz. negative thoughts. .so much.. .these days... making me worse=(((
hoep will be over soon

mata ne