new relaxing drink

mm.. thanks to a work call.. ruined my day.. seems lke misunderstandings always occured. .yet they say don assume. dunno ba

anyway, im still in the middle of nowhere. .yet i ned to keep updating my rgm abt the visa. wonder if i shld rrly get an agent. where to find, how much. .etc.. sighs. i dunno where to begin at all =(
i need help

anyway, was so stressed abt the morning call, makes me more unhappier. .couldnt bring myself to smile at all for the day. it is a gloomy day
thoguth i would try this gabalite? hope i spelled correctly .its a daytime drink relazer. drank once fo rthe night before.

it was ok at first.. not bad.. i calmed down abit.. then.. few hrs passed, boom. whoa. is that little thing power anot. to think it says it May casued drowsines. what May. its it Will. its like.. body shutdown
? body weaken.. erm.. like being drunk man.
slowly bit by bit.. it consumed u. but then again its my first tiem drinking this stuff. furthemore, i slpt at 3am .. so yea. perhaps that may be the reason why im so drowsy.
anyway, this thang forces u to slp man. (maybe due to me slpt late and not enuff rest..dunno)
totally knockout. its just liek shutting down ur senses.. forcing u to slp.
tot of drinking it before work.. but.. mm.. not sure if i shld now. anywya bought two more for backups. cos been stressed out so much for few weekks alrdy =/
and i still.. couldnt feel any better =/
dunno whats wrong with me.
sighs
but yea will definitely try that drink again. though the drowsy drunk feeling ..the urge to hit ur head back down to bed..rly aint a very nice feeling =.=

wow . so nice . that youtuber apartment. at bondi rememebr?
it was smaller than i though. but simple enough. bedroom, kitchen and living room all in one.. bathroom.. very simple. narrow, but good enough.
bedroom only consits of bed and closet. dresser table in living roomtoo. behind dinner table. just a good enough apartment for everything.
i think its awesome.
best part is to decorate ur own house ha.
its nice to have the freedom like that.
do waht u want. .no need care abt what ppl think
start all over again.
how nice...

still tired though.. and slpy abit ba.
mm.. shld i slp now i wonder

sighs. sad day eh.
though i tried hard. .to make time for myself.. yet still.. perhaps work stuff is rrly getting into my life and head. so much worries.
plus the visa thing.
even he tea cant help me much now

thinking if i shld take the risk of drinking gabalite at work.. mmm..........
shall see how ba
at one point. .so slpy ..body shuttign down.. need to sit.. talking to mum abt getting guinea pig food. .ended up keep saying dog food. no wonder mum was like huh>? whta dog food.
gosh i din realsied. guess i was dazing ard too much.

felt as thoughi might jsut faint or slp by the road if i din get home fast enuff ha.

trying to breathe..
how to make my days better and happier again ne?
find it so difficult to smile.
yet need to smile at work

apity couldnt apply visa on time ..sept visa application fee gonna rise liao. yup. by sept. haiz. too bad for me ow ell
k ba. wish me luck
hopefully this down mode will go away soon

oh yea! recalled what i'd wanted to blog abt. so theres a few blogges right. i dont read them at all. but somehow u jsut came across their page from news by yahoo or fb.. etc
theres this girl .shes pretty swt looking. married liao ha. i was like..wow. so nice.pretty , rich and famous ar.
but i was no fan of such peraosn anyway. just thinkngoh shes lucky ne.
then recently read.. oh chey......... she undergone surgery. no wonder shes pretty. at first i rrl thought shes so lucky, borned rich and pretty. ha. owell.. .i shoudlv eknown. with money, ppl will change their face and body. shes not natural after all. after that, i was like .ok. dang. i shoudlnt even had think she's 'real 'ya know.
and besides her, alot of bloggers all does the same thing .go under the knife and change their apperance
scary ne. imagine one day their eyes nose or skin falls apart. . gosh. o well. anyway their rich, they will spend their money to do anything. influence more girls to do the same as them huh=/ hmm.. o well. up to ppl ba.

jaa mata