no shopping too much

dunno ive mentioned this before anot. but last week or so, me went to forever new again.
saw this beautiful spring looking flora looking dress. so femine and swt.. can wear for casual going out on a date, or even at night dinner.. pretty elegant. jsut a swt flowy dress. v cut.  but it cost a bombbbbbbbbbb $199.90!! sayy whatttt
i think au its 149
but its abit sexy too. jsut very girly feminine style. =) very nice. like as though it fits the bodys curves. jsu tnicely. i nvr try but i can foretell. haha. just maybe its that kidn of a dress.

then tues i went to bugis, saw this rrly swt cute dress. rrly tempted. but i stopped myself. 89.90.
if samm is here, i would've bought it liao. but if i buy such dress, dunno how many tiems i'll even wear. plus its not cheap. so i brain washed myself into not buying.  it was hard at first. but then yea.. decided to give up. u know me. love at first sight item me usually will buy. but o f course not buy too exp thigns ne.

anyway,
though rrly like it, and its hard for em to come across clothes i like, its better that i don buy cos not cheap either. and usually me always in shorts n casual wear adn im hanging out with my parents most. soyea. even with frens, my frens also wear casual type. they are not the very fake type of girls ba. more of casual type. so yea. cant expect them dress so normal, then i dress up so nicely. i feel bad la. like abit weir dtoo.
anyway, yea. no sammy here, waer so pretty also liek pointless.XD haha.
what to do. o well.

ha. so nice to meet asm of sydney one of the stor ethere.. shes like me lol. she didnt revealed herself. luckily i approacehd her. haha. maybe she wanna do the mystery shopper thing like me eh.
XD but yea. the best part is when u revealed urself. hehehe.

anyway, had suc h a terrible running nose =( my head is heavy. .eyes wanna close. .today wokey rrly tired n slpy. though slpt for 8 hrs. huu,. =(
maybe still not enough rest eh.
o well

anyway, i fonly can be with sammy nearer all the time.. then no nid spend money on hotel , can save the money for  nicer clothes and doll myself up eh. haha. cos soemtimes tot of like. .200 can spend on a night's hotel ne... haha .
might as well save it.

gosh i nid to slp n rest soon. cant believe after med me still not well =/

gosh. so rgm had wanted to chip infor my bday voucher. but sm forgo ti think>??
 she didnt tell him. nor did she tell me.
luckiy i foudn out form rgm.
imagine i didnt thank him. then he thought how coem im rude. imagine she didnt tell him , and say no nid pay back. wouldnt he think oh shes nice to say that?
i dunno la. but i thought she shouldve told either one of us. but yea..
so funny. rgm say no wonder my sm kept pushing away his money when he ask how much must he pay.

hope everythign will go well. be it whichever outcome it is...
in the end, i still hope to be with him.

sm say that rgm things that its not worth me going there for sammy cos he didnt think its worth it for a man who cant make up his mind and say whrthre he wanna be with me anot.. as in he dint know anythign mah. so he's just thinkign that kind of way ya know. so yea.  thats why maybe he say why i stil lwanna go syd (that itme hokiday) not worth it to look for him ..a man who doesnt appreciate me.. take me for granted..
he say thigns liek that ,but he didnt know the situatuion mah .. so yea. mayeb he's jsut concerned.
duno la. true anot. but i can tell he dint talk much gd thign about going over. more of negative thigns. but yea i understand whats he trying to say la. concerns and all..

kk gtg rest ,dying liao. huu

mata