friendly japanese conversation

omg.so slpy.. last night knocked out too. me slpy yet again =.= zzzzzzz

not enough rest mah. .knocked out in bus too. thank god im aloowed off super early today. phew. mm... 

oh theres this asian guy..with thick accent.. asked me where to get shot glass... after i'd directed him, he asked me where did i get my accent from. O.o european>? i say 'i dunno'. are u singaporean> ? i say uh huh. 

then quickly shift my attention to another customer who came in. 

i just realized that the most ppl asked me this question are all guys. same questions. * rolled eyes [=.=

anyway heck care ba. but. .european?? wth ..dots. how does europeasn soud like anyway. 

gosh. so need to rest well later. so gonna!

mm... oh. haha. this obasan sat on this stool next to counter. she spoke to me in jap. asking if its ok to sit there. shes's tired form all those shopping. i replied her its ok. (yes i replied her in jap. she knows no english. me just spoke wiht simple jap.. nothing too difficult) . then she explaiend her tiredness... ( yes i can understand somehow. i also dunno why. but glad i did) then i say i understand. lucky she nvr keep talking to me in jap sia. otherwise also dunno wha to say to her liao lol. my jap not like teacer standard k XD

but yea. liek i said. ..it maks me feel good whenver i interact with japanese with their languages. though im not expert or anything liek that, but i  kinda understand what they're saying, and i do my best to reply them with simple words which they can understand me. rrly makes me feel gd =) a pity i dun have al lthe time in the world to concentrate studying on that. =/ too bad bah. ..cos need money and job, hence the time for study must be taken away from me. 

hahaha. reminded me of fullmetal alchemist. sooo nice .one of my fav anime ever =) 

now awatching trinity blood. very nice too good choice bro. tsubasa.. ok. not bad. 

slpy desu.. .wonde rif i missed out on anythign else. .mm.. 

so yea. sm and i can tel lthat rgm is baised with this sm his long time fren and staff long ago .
..

they nvr do anythign much ytd. my sm quite strong. can move heavy things. tough. that sm tell my sm.. rgm say.. dont move anythign yet. wait till my sm is here, then let her move the things. gosh. my sm is pissed after hearing that form that sm. wow. .if its me, i'll be super pissed too =( but.. dunn orela anot. from other ppl mouth mah. htink true ba 

mm.. .need to check out on guild war 2. he say we can play together ba. dunno. mm.. wonder how to dl and all. ahh.. when theres time and energy, i shld check soon. gdluck to me ha. 

jaa mata. 

boa rules

okok. gotta slp soon. need to blog before i forget again =X

ok. so... i;;ll shortcut eveyrthing

ytd? or two days ago. saw this girl. shes not fat. not that chubby.. but... she wore this dress. .short dress. .abit back revealing. ..then... god. u can see abit of her bra back strap =.= not properly dressed up failed. (but its difficult cos yea. .not much cloth to cover up her back)

then. .worse part ic ant stadn is,.. .i thin ku guys shld jbwo me too 

i cant stadn that. .her back..can see her fat. like. . one lump. .amybe her bra too tight, no. i think its her dress. then u can see her back fat accmulate at the bra back part of area. like. .somewhere under armpit area..(back ). so  yea... omg. ruined the dress and herself =/ 

but maybe she cant see ba? dunno. but yea. .i cant stand no figure yet dress tight skirt. gosh.. i hope i will nvr hav that prob.

=X 

gosh. sooo nice. boas new song. the shadow and her dance .omg. omggggggg 

and im so proud of her. she was tlaking about her album. and we have the same thoughts. too much electronic type of songs liao. she decided to do somehting relazing, something ppl listen can understand lyrics, meaning and think its a good song still .too much elec songs nowadasy... haiz =/ too much seriously. nothing special nor new liao=/ so im sooo glad she decided to follow another path=D wee.... and i can listen to her voice more clear nad she can sing. she's not a empty package k. ^^ thast why i like her so much. 

anwyay, yea. but she included one elet song cos in case ppl still liek her sing that. .like that hurrican vcenus type of song. 

so yea. one elec song she said =) its ok. i dun mind. 

gosh. so wish she can sing all that in jap. hey u nvr know. i got a feelign maybe she will! =) rrly cant wait. heh.. then can sing2..

mm... maybe wil ltry out sing the korean song. gotta pratice only ba. but bene listening everyday. lol .shld be ok? XDDD haha. 

ok. sammy in bed liao. me wanna rush for bed too =) 

ok. so.. emr. theres this cust . during closing. sad .. his wife in india. .cos diff clan(in india diff custom ba) then her parents don allow them be together. but his parents are ok. 

they get married secretly. i tell him that he is very bravce and courageous to do that=) rrly awesome. 

and great. but yea. he did say its abit tough and all. cos he's in sg for a year or two. but then again aug he's going back to see her again. my age leh his wife ha

but anyway, me was like giving him encouragements and cases of my frens. .he felt better knwoing theres hope out ther.e im rrly glad to even help him out abit =) im not expert or what. but whne i give advice, i am 100% sincere towards that person. and say what i think is right. if not sur ewill say not sure. i wont pretend im expert or be prooud whatsoever. 

just some simple encouragement. i hope he'll feel better . no frens in sg is kinda sad ya know. .then his wife in india... shld be fin e ba.. dun think his wife will be unfaithful. married alreayd mah 

but he's like yea. in waiting for approvcal one dayform her parents. but i tol dhim that too. in the end, the person you're spend ur life . whoel life down the road with, is ur wife, ur partner. not ur parents. 

not in evil way. don misundstand my meaning... bu yea. it is ur lifetime whoel lifetime happiness. u must be happy isnt it? do it fo rurself. don give up cos of others. i think my words rrly chered him up

anwyay, 

waht els.e gosh. tmr supposed to be my off huuu =( then... rgm say. whoever mon off, will have to come back to work and help out . =(( where got lie that wan. huuu always dis ppl off . always u know .like. .dun care if its our off or waht. so waht if can claim hours? tired still be tired mah. energy cannot claim back in one or two days tiem k

kkk.. .i gtg ba. wana o into more detaisl. but im rushing off to slp . 

he's back to school starting tmr.. .hmm. .but it has been a great july =) slping togeher, chating wiht him late... (cos he noschool mah) , wakey sometimes about hte same time.. just .. so nice. .to be spend time liek this with him =)) 

kk .gtg!!! 

mata!!! sorry for spellings wrongly.. alot i know. im typign superrr fast to rush this blog jjaaaa

aching leggy

ahh.. ive got a better impression of that rob guy in twilight now.
didnt know he's suhc a faithful guy. just always dislike that kristen girl . actuall. .and that rob guy too ha. but now that he's a victim, yea.. i pity him ba...
haiz.
so stupid isnt it. .for her to did a moment of folly stupid kinda action , ad throw away everything. .. no wonde rhtey say. .it takes years to build trust, but seconds to destroy it =/
oh man... just sad ba=/
but he's a man.. hope he'll be ok . but hard to say. can tell ofmr those news he love her whole heartedly =/ huu

gosh slpy now=(

today fullshift. extremely tired . legs.. omg. achingggggggggggggg soooo badly =(((
huuu...

stress soemtiems when ppl accidentally or purposely tke ur sale.. .haiyo. so mafan for a no commission job

very slpy. think imma go now

surprisingly tonight's show is good.

mata

not in sg please =X

omg. big news? just checked out the fb of .. .this.. long explanation. but she shld be the rgm of nw.. i think. she sorta change here n there. anyway,........ her location now is.. sg=X..................... omg. is she in sg? handling the store in sg> ? or what?? i dunno. been zway cos of my leave. and heard that other store is closing down. but. her location is. live in sg.
from nw. omg. live in sg? i still cant believet his =X............... OMG.
gosh. hate to go back tmr. but. .mm.. will try to find out more tmr bah.

gosh so tired n slpy. huu tmr back to ork =((

mm.. unsure of waht sammy was talking about this dl video web..  dunno how it might be useful for me.. but. .well, seems to be gd i guess? sometimes.. just so .. difficult. .with this kind of thing...
but. wonder will i dl alot.. mm..
gosh. i need songs for my phone too.
come to think of it. vevn my old phne. .yea. also nothing much. ha. abit of apps. .tiny bit of songs .. novideos..
but heapssss of pics. ha. u know me. love to capture. the moment

gosh. its wazrm today =/
though sun is gd. but. .eya still warm.

perhasp i shl dbath again

mm

gonna slp soon ba

haiz.

tmr. .tmr.. .=/ not looking forward to it at all.

serioulsy.. i wonder wahts gonna happen after that store closes down. if its true that is

then hows the sm and asm there.. plus fukltimer gonna be like ... all transfer to our store? mm... dunno

o well .wil ltry not to think so much ba. stressful enough to think of going back to work .what to do. not a boss of my own mah. .neither am i a rich ppl children

kk. jaa mata

almost 5 =)

u guys should know by now how much i detest ppl hiding things from me. even as little things as.. yea.
haiz. .
thats part of life huh.. thigns u need to delat with everyday

mm.. wonder if its true.. that they are closing down one of the store at tamp =X ...maybe they're thinking of opening a new store somewhere else?....

anyway, think tonight imma hit the sack early. ha. last night slpt late again .. oh it was his guys  night out. so didnt wanna dis him. wow. he must be superbly tiredO.o i think tmr.. most likely energy also wont return that fast ba =/
sometimes me too. ha. kept thinking ok wanna go slp when reach home. then end up sit, online. thats it. cannot slp liao

mish him too... =3 mm.. bro heading for bed soon.. .yea. .i should too eh...
another day down.. back to work soon. huuu T_T
o well.
i deserved this rest anyway. though. .been heading out and getting all so tired. ha..
still rrl like that zoo trip. and though garden by the bay is so tiring, im glad i went too.
just. ..missing him by my side thats all.

wow. coem to think of it. it is already 4 years and a half since i met and know sammy ^^ time flies eh. ..soon it'll be five years before u know it.
isnt it amazing how someone can just pop into ur life, adn stay for so long.
yea. .truly amazing indeed. .. though sometimes would love to know abt him and his everyday life.. wat a pity  we cant stay by eaach other side fo rnow.

ahh... finally. .my fren. not close fren. few years back said he wanna go australia. study or somethng. and now, he just went over to sydney . haha. he posted.. finally visa approved! yea. i am happy for him too . how i wish that person is me ha.
o well. who knows eh .what the futur emight bring. maybe sammy get a chance to scored a internship in sg eh. lol.
o well.... unknown future ba
but yea.. if only..

soemtimes i do wonder u know. that other company. gd pay, less work. much more less work infact.
.. i fi din like my job, i wouldve left alreayd .
waht to do. i do like my company mah. but the workload is seriously... ALOT. its stressful, and can get so crazy sometimes.

o well.
with him i'll be strong ba. at least i try to do so everydya.
uh hh
hope he's feeling better now. sick still no slp. haiyo hope he'll be fine

wow boa's album is out,. as in not sg yet. but yea. so glad desu.
and her single. top no1 desu. weee.......

mm.. hair still wet ne. but wanna slp liao. also feel very tired.

wen tto to beautyworkshop todya. ha. surprsingly, the male japan makeup teacher, is not gay' like. get waht i mean> ? usually they're ver sissy...girly. but he, is liek. totally a man lor. lol.
but itss free. so yea. if can gain some knowledge form professional, somemreo im off, why not go? so yea.

k. abit more fo rmy hair to dry.. not totally though. wanan slp early, though its. =X 119 am now. omg. soon it will be 2am=.= dot


kk jaa mata

frightening industry

mm... thought of continuing waiting for him.. sick still slp y late.. haiyo.. hope his body can take it=/

anwyy,

gosh. imm slping late again =X thought of gettting my slp back on track but.. oops

kk. just a short blogba

mm...... at this point, me very tired liao

abit boring todya. but definitely need a rest. been going out .. no rest sicne my last day of work

oh. wanna blog abt this but kept fiorgetting.

was reading this news about kara's team member.. like.. so sad .. need to under go surgery tbefore she can become a super star. so its true huh.. thats how korean industry are like.. =/ hey wait.. hav i blog about this before?? O.o deja vu ne. mm.... o wlel. strange. nvm. since alreyad type liao
so yea... i can imagine how her parents mustve felt when they heard their daughter gonna changer her face and body just so she can be a pretty star. =/
no wonder so many korean artists now commit suicide. one of the famous one is from boys over flower(drama) .. this small character. poor girl. kena forced to bed  so many men... forced by her company or something. then she left a note.. .revealing more names of those bad ppl who made her bed those men. =(
and she's not the first. haiz. rrly poor thing =( ....
..haiz........
so yea. but her death did help brought justice to a few ppl i think.

such a dark indusry eh =/ and u have to keep it a secret. because she bed them, only then will she get a role or business.. something like that .
haiz. no wonder she wanna die =/

but yea... being a artist not easy of course.

soemtimes even after changing ur whole made up face and body, u only get a small period of stardom. if you're lucky, you get to last long like boa(she's pure natural ^^ ) .. if not, o well. .. just.. disappeared overnight ba... if not. .bed someone, and get popular again or something ba. then get to release a new album...

yea.. so frightennig right= /
gosh.. .dunno how they endure.. .
those scars and pain... .isit rrly worth it?
..dunno bah. .maybeits in their curltural to undergo surgery... so yea.
but.. .in future.. .sometimes ur face will look more and more un natural.. .
...worth it? no. rrly no....
liek demi moore and michael jackson are some good examples ba. so un natural their faces.. .and demi's body. gosh. so.. .fake.

kk. my back hurts now. so late.
last night i slpt at 5 am . OMG.

need my rest

morning angry. maybe cos not enough rest ba. good thign theres sammy to calm me down as always=)

mm.. think he's probably still bz playing game to msg.
wonder i fi'll fall aslp by then eh

kk jaa mata

best boa

super duper late... oh no. kk. just a short tiny post

abit headache now huu

been slping late

anwyay, 

sorry still no time to tlak aboutmy previous days... think i'll forget soon.. but anyway, ... gosh. glad my phoen is with me . went to fix my phoen todya. so yea.. exchanged new charger. ..hopefully things will be fine in future. 

oh yea. boa is back with new song. so cool her dance!!!!!!!! omg. 

and her voice. at first i thought her voice wil lbe liek the other koreans.. liek alot of eletronic voice digital backup...etc(makes singers sound like robots-=.=) but gd thing she din hav that alot. phewwwww i still get to hear her voice, clear true voice, wow. its good as usual =) i cant stand it when singers.. .for those who cant sing, htey purposely make those irritating digital back up double sounds to ur voice. .to cover up those bad singer flaws. 

but good thing with boa. she's still awesome as always=)  

wow. very nice mv. definitely prefers her dance mv version. but still a nice song^^ 

hope u guys will check htta out too. 

so cant wait for her new album to be out. 

kk. gtg. 

mata ne

Happy birthday to me

ok. im rushing to get some rest

huuu phone charger or phoen not gd. .dunno whats wrong. .gonna go check and change or whatsoever=((( pray that i wont have to hando ver my phoen huu

anwayy, gosh. such a tiring dya .no time to say it all here.

yes it is a better birthdya than last year.

and i recived sammys call as usual. just  abit diff ba. cos he's usually right on the spot to call. but due to connect delay, so yea. .. not the first to wish me happy birthdya. but!!! it is stil llvoely to speak with him again. haha .i asked fo ra birthday song form him=P got teary.. ..wil lremember that voice of his forever.. .cute

mm... so... it was till late night.. that finally my family wishes my happy birthdya. it was mum. .after my birthday cake. then she asked bro and dad to wish me. =.= ....... yea. if she hasnt said that, i dont think i'll get a birthdya congrats lor.
=.= dots....
anway, still get my frens and sammy best wishes so yea. though no birthdya pressy from the man i love, at least some memorable birthdya song i got eh. haha. sobz tears of touched.

anwyay, today din spend much time with hin. cos he's working. but. .yea. hes in my heart when im out ba. so yea... just. .a pity ba.
but i understadn too. his tired level. ..me v tired too. mum too. she's grumpy tonight. .cos after zoo extremely tired liao. .but after dinner better alreyad=)

no fancy cake again. ha.. o well...... nvm... .
see.. .when i wil lfinally get a gdone ba
tight budget mah

kk.. thats about it ba. just some small parts. too late n tired to type .rrly need heaps of rest. huuuu

my phoen. .pray that it'll be well. and thank god for the good weather=) though its hot, better than rain

ps. ha. love how he said htat. .one year hotter.. XD cool.

mata!

slping sweet time

okk. gonna quick blog this.
wanna catch up with my darling for slp againb.
feels great to slp and wakey at same time with ur partner isnt it. ha. like msg, and found out oh waking up together or gonna slp together ard the same time

anyway, wow. my birthdya is tmr. =X so fast eh. finally.

my fren very nice too. bought me a branded lipstick =) aww.

so. .well. .due to mis communication, tmr wont ge to go jurong bird park. =/ but.. .well. .nvm ba.... better than nothing...

mmm..... wonder if will have enough time for cake anot... shld i do it earlier? O.o i dunno ba.. ow ell. se ehow

mm........ waht else ne... mmm....

gosh worked so hard todya .thoght i will not be able to catch up on my gold star. but i did. phew...
anwyay, yea.........
very tiring.. and abit stressful to be honest. no commision or anything liek that... but yea. =/ need to get that gold result

haiz. if only can be as great as smiggle. can u believe it? my fren said so much nice stuff abt the way they work. omg. and so relazing somemore. ..plus their reg manager started out from fulltimer! wow.
o well....
wa to do. i still like my company.. .mm.. .o well.

ok. i think gtg liao.

hope i'll have a great birthdya, please pray again for yet anothr good weather on my birthdya. plus tmr too.
the day i went uss, no rain. phew... .=) thank god. wow.
but yea. .so tiring... omg.

kk. gtg. time to slp with him at same time ^^

m.. think last night i had bad dremas.. somehow i could feel my brows arching. .and i was turning my head.

wonde rif thats what he meant huh... aww.. .so swt n nice to have someone know ur very personal slping habits nad stuffs =)

mata

extremely tired

doesnt feel like bloggin today=( suddenly runny nose, maybe due to outing too long and over tired=( sighs... i feel terrible. adn slpy. tch =/

haizzzzzzz

=/

anyway, sucha  long story for my day. gona skip it ba., my head cant think right now. too slpy n stupid runny nose=(

anyway, so nice my fren bf fetch her. and so happy for my fren that she;s getting married in 11 montsh time .adn she's younger than me hahaha. so ncie .the one in ldr. though its pretty near ba.. anywya,

gosh .yawning. where am i?
erm... yea. she invited me to go for her wedding .. so eya. hopefully i'll rememebr.

remmeber that colleague of mine? too long to type for recall.. .nvm
anyway, so that guy fren of hers looked for her again. =.= in store. then asked her out fo rlunch. she sa she dunno why she agreed. so she did. he asked. .so you married alreayd> ?still together with him ar ? soemthign liek that. then saw the ring. .asked .whats that? wedding ring? omg. if me, met this kind of guy, asked this kind of questions,.. omg. better dont meet at all liao.
so obviously he got intentions =.=

okk gtg.

fixing cmop. think i need to restart. haiyoo

kk mata

weirdo banker =.=

wow.. aweosme nail polish i have. so cheap!! its so awesome .changes at the sight of light

anway, goshhhh td me just off neeee huuu tired and slpy liao=/

think sammy is back at his game ba.. mm...
nvm. will go slp ba.

today finish my shift earlier.. but yea. still tired.

been so boring. work.. eat.. home. .online =.= haiz. back to those days eh. cant wait for more of my leave to come

mm... oh so... omg. this banker ne. came into our store today cos i ordered coins.. and he asked to change it.. my sm was rrly surprised. she asked him how come come all the way down. he say oh cos same floor mah haha...
=.=
i found it weird too but din think much of it. then my manager say to me.. she think he like me. OMG. holy komoly. pleasee hell no. =X soo oawkward for me to go bank now. somemore its everyday must go lehhhhh =X huuu

T_T how ar. so paiseh. i hope not true la.. but my colleagues like say why cant he just call, nobody from bank will come down personally mah.. .osmreo the coins order form has our store number.

omg. so .. haiz. awkward. luckily tmr no need to go .

oh man.. i hope tmr weather will be bright n sunny. been raining n raining non stop =/
so yea.. hoepfully will get to ride some coaster

v v tired. but since its a birthday outing sort of trip.. then yea. haiz. just go ba...
even though v slpy n tired. think imma head to bed soon. hope i can get to slp easily. and please pray for me tmr will not rain. if wan rain, rain after theme park close.

mm. .wat else. .oh yea. told sammy about that banker guy. cos he asked me to tell him if guy approaches mah. .so eya. if not wil lbe weird to tell him ba. later mistook me sound as though im bragging about guys likingme. .etc. cos u mnow mah. sometimes msgs cannot look at face, hear the tone of voice. .later will have misunderstandings..
but i think he's fine ba. thast why ask me tell him


totally knockout in bus .luckily nvr fall off my chair. on my head kept leaning towards the left.
phew.

kk. gtg ba

mata ne

few days to go for my birthday. how u think will end up hm? =)

mata

oh please let it be a joyous one..

hateful fullshift =/

anwyay, sooooooo freakinnnnnnnn frustrated now. due to card bloody code linking to my previous phone. 
and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
argh. long story

anwyay, ytd was a tough one. sad that i had to stay for a full shift =( (so tired. hiaz. .
due to problematic colleague. always love to mc on weekedn and along with her previous off. or next day off. anwyay yea=( sighs.
tough long day for me =( baka ppl
fullshift. not easy k. maddening. somemore morning was looking forward to end shift early. plus sooooo slpy in mrg =/ huuuuu but yea glad its over now ba. ytd too tired to blog. no mood. so yea. now letting all out ba

today was cold. now. .abit warm. maybe cos i was so frustrated just now.

anyway, so nice to cosy in bed. .but just missing hta one special person.. .wonder when can i get to do that with im eveyrdya

anwyay, k getting late. nid to figure out about my phone huu... hope no major prob. still nid to settle my card thingy. haiz. kk

jaa mata

bad dreams

haiyo.. so stressful. .soemtiems when u wanna hit ur target and all.. then ppl also wanna do the same. .its like battle feild everyday. .whilst need to be careful too might step ion someones elses toes cos you're getting more sale.s. blah3... =/ not easy. haizth

anwyay,

ha. wore this pandora looking necklace today. this china auntie toilet cleaner thought its worth few hundred bucks. she kept saying its very pretty. i emphasize that it is very cheap, and thats not pandora. lol .

but huh? i rrly dont think its that lookalike pandorz ne. O.o why ppl say that it looked like it huh

see. sometimes dislie bloggin. now i forgot again what else to blog about =/

oh man =/ sianz
haiz. cannot remember sia.

so yea. sorry fo rthis short pathetic post=.=
memory isnt that gd with certain thigns i guess

ohhh!!! theres this charm. rrly lov eit. i think something if we buy it withour own money, there wont be any much meaning to it anymore eh. wont be as special .anwyay, saw this pandora charm. mm.. forgo whats its called. but its like a ring cushion, with 2 rings on it. but only one bling crystal on the ring. cushion like u know... cinderella? with glass sliper on top of red cushion? yea that type.. then 2 rings on top. very cute and sweet.. meaningful. it'll be relaly special if ur special someone or partner could get it for u =) 


gosh recently had this nightmare of sort. i just din feel comfortable in the dream. like. .ive been to htat place in my dream before. deja vu. but i couldnt remember when. just a deja vu feeling. 
but its creepy errie and death smelling. like. .dead ppl are there. .i dunno .but thank god at least in dream bro adn dunno who are with me. .


then today, had deram about bugs. omg. heapssssssssssssssssss of themmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ants also. inventsin my house. bro was the hero who fought them off. =.= i took pics of him too dots. weird. those bugs lay eggs in our bathroom light. .became small tiny bats=.= yea. dreams are weird. o well
but.. oh dear. hate that dream. glad my alarm woke me up


omg. why does everyone has timeline on their fb now? me dun like timeline =/  
but how coem so many ppl now use it ne? 


kk. gtg


tired liao. 


wow. now im back to that feeling again... legs too tired, arching. .so must sit immediately righ when i just rch home. 


o well...


mata

back at work

.....quite a fien day at work i gues.. .

after this leave.. i realized tht.. .the type of tired i get from work is so different from the kind of tired i get from my leave.. its hard to explan.. .u need to be in my shoes befor eu understand...

but yea. totally different...
that was the reason why i wanted a long leave....

haiz

oh yea. almost wantet to come erlirer today.. but didnt. cos no store key. but good thign i din. anyway today headin gback early. as most of the time, he got something on when yea..
so yea. .glad i din head back at 530pm. cos.. wouldve been wasted anyway
wonder how many times already.. o well.. best not to think about it ba

so tired. ..so late now. guess i need to adjust my slping time again.
dunno how. but.. tiem will pass... and i will get used to it agani ba


oh. almost 2am now.

haiz

..

guess a guy need to have his fun..


a girl deserve the best.
dont u agree

haiz. .. ired. but couldnt insert songs into mys3 phoen. u guys know how? =(

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

what went worng

jaa


walked past pandora .. .again. so tempted...

he is so... =D awesome

so tired.

been a long .. .wasted day... lets skipped the front part ba..

ha. the final part of the day with msging himn.. makes me smile so mcuh.. lol. =) cryied at the same time. hahahah.. cos eya.. .

there are things u cant do together mah.. so yea.. but.. lol. the wy he msg and talk. .so funny.. so cute.. omg.
thinking back. .and looking back at hismsgs, rrly makes me smile... more n more =P

had some singing jus now.. lat eliao. OMG. so late!!?? =X gtg soon

today... or rather ytd, me wokey so late. first tiem in sooo long. wokey at 1 plus omg =X

watser my time but..  o well, slpt late mah...

but.. yea... glad oto do some singing. wihs one day i could sing fo rhim. .so much i wanan do with him. .share with him..

ha.. kawaii baby of mine... =)
so gonna lookie at his msgs one more tiem before i head ot bed

close to my heart dearly. .such a man....
all i nid is for him to treasure him forever..
simple reqeust eh.
ha. betetr than those gf who will request for a prada bag righttttttttttt XD LOL

too bad im not others gf =P

gosh. .headache. .kk .nis to slp soon..

haiz. another day over..

hooefuloyy tmr stil lget to spend a gd day with him

mata ne ^^

namie amuro in sg

eh. so late liao suddenly.. bored. alone. .nothing to do but tv...

anwyay, today bought this gel like pillow,.. limited edition, last pice. abit exp ba=/ .. but its australia brand.. its super duper cool. as in... squashy soft and boucy. v nice. so gonna try it later=) cant wait hehe
but yea.. was like.. asking mum if i should ask dad to buy that for me as birthday present. mm.. didnt know its so hard fo rme to open upmy mouth and ask him that. so in the end. .haiz nvr =/
.. yea... unlike other ppl.. can just open up ask for branded bag, branded shoes, ... nah.. don wan compare. i shouldnt.
glad im not one of those brads ba

anywya, wow. namie amuro is in sg. =) she still looked gorgeous... beautiful and pretty. and cute. wow. she looks great for her age. she's been in j industry for so long now.  so what if she's short? her hair always been super lnog. yea.. should always go with wat u liek or feel huh.. if hairstylist say long hair doesnt suit u, doesnt mean that that'll be true.

but anwayy, she rrly still shines. wow. for her age,.. .ha. i think she looks even younger than fann wong. uh huh. as in bothof them are about 30s.. (fann i think coming to 40s?) but they looked younger than their age. .but namie. .rrly look super young. i think it is her small pixie face .. baby face look.
wow.
so nice ne. the other jjap model i liked, erm.. though she's in her 20s.. with a son also, but super looking good O.o

uh huh. if choose over to look like desparate housewife or namie when i hit my 30s or 40s, i'll definitely choose namie.
rrly so pretty . wow. if she stands next to a teenager, i might think namie is younger. somemore she's very down to earth i think. thast why sh ecan stand in thsi industry for so long(like boa ^^ )
so yea... me just disliek those artists who go for fames and all. .then commit suicides.. .etc(sorry no offense to korean artists. i know recently theres another korean star just commited sucide)
but yea.. back to topic

so shes rrly looking all gd. fresh and vibrant. u wont look at her and think, or she's in a v mature age now.  probably to me ba.. i rrly still think she looked great , and compared to other younger artists, she rrly stand out with her charisma.
im not a huge fan of her, but she is soemone .. i think i'll like ba. liek i said. i like artist who can rrly sing, and perform. i have high standrds for those who can become my idols. lol... not that it matters. but yea. me  hav v high standard.
XD
so eya. honest down to earth, no drug drinking party news, anyhow2 ... u hhuh.
those artists are the bes.t ^^
and i'll support them.
namie's voice is rough but theres still power there. dance... can dance. wont say shes liek super pro like boa, but she still is quite fine .

was like shocked to see her video featuring after school .was like ...whattttttttttttt =.='' haha... cos recently was tlaking about them with sammy mah.
so yea. haha. such a coincidence.
a pity i cant watch the full version of video, but namie rrly shines through. her poise, her looks, her charisma, .. yea. its liek .u know who's 'da boss' in the video.
her baby face rrly helped i guess.

mmm.. i thinkm her son should be about.. 14yrs old now?
i think so

haiz. my pillow money.. o well. .nvm ba. buy for myself. though on super tight budget now huuu =(

luckily my pay day is before my birthday. phew

good thin i sorta planned out wha i wanna do on my leave. .as for my birthyda.. mm. .what will happen huh.. .
wonder if i''ll be getting my cake with my own money.. cos yea.. bro boght heels lao. .mum also..gib pressy.. only dad not yet.. .but yea.. wont ask him for a birthdya cake ba. me not used to it. i'l lrather buy my own
 o well........ better than none(like last year=( )

kk. so late.

gtg

haiz. lucky ppl out there who got parents to give them almost everything without any efforts..
but at leats im not the poor one who cant afford to get myself anyting at all.. .

at least. .i provide myself with most of the things i own. actually.. its... 100%, yea, i take back my words. 100% of all thigns i own, i bought them all with my own money. except fr hte part where my mum cooked dinner for us. though i can make do without dinner

tough life, but yea.. .liek i said. at least i still cna afford thigns for mysefl...
though sometimes see some customers, or some very young students . .they got parents to pay for them , and they got such expensive looking thigns.. but u know. its ok.
i am not them. and i can provide for myself. just need to work harder thats all.
of course, not say to own miu miu wallet, or lv big handbag.. etc. sort of stuffs. thast too much! haha.
but yea.. even if one charm a month of pandora.. .its ok right.
liek i said. not like one month go buy one branded wallet, bag, purse=.= that one bonker like crazy. need so much branded stuffs for waht dots

kk gtg

. rrly gtg lol

for those lucky ppl out there, dont depend on ur parents too much, be independant .learn how to tc of urself, and cherish the htings u own.
be satisfied. don crave forbranded or new high price items so much.u may, but dont let it ovetake ur life. and change the way u view thigns and matters.

like my colleague.. about 20? partimer.. adopted, but nice girl ba. her parents dote on her alot too. bought her a mac book desktop, and going shop for a car for her cosshe just got her liscence. soem branded makeup she received from her mum.
was liek thinking. .she is so very lucky.
but u know. thats it .stop there. i don wanna think further down.
car , cannot, lappy, cosmetics(i don splurge on branded like chanel etc) and all, i uses my own money.

i think its rrly cool though . to find someone who is doing the same. or perhasp from a better backgroudn than me, yet doing the same.
just.. yea. learn to use ur own money

kk gtg LOL

mataaaaaaaaaaaaa

im sure sammy will liek that pillow alot too ^^ jaa

nice leave

another day passed.... must cherish my ramining few offs.. but a pity tmr gotta head out for meetting.. .mm.. should i trim my hair a little??? =/ i dunno. i hate going for haircuts..
but.. is it time for a trim or something? mm...... .

anwyay, been admiring pandora lately. wow. all those work pthey put into a single small bead or charm.. omg.

tired. ha. doesnt feel like bloggin todya.
sianz for tmr morming.. .haiyo


mm... wat else. .oh yea. i cooked swedish meatbalsl today. yummm =)
hehehe. glad my family like it too ^^ so yea.
wil lgambate de.

mm... what else...
that's about it ba.

lazy to go out today. cos mtr meeting mah.

alot of work i put into cooking those meatballs. my mum said. she can tell mah. ha. but yea.. eating them takes no effort at all .

spending my remaing time with him whilse i can. as well as my family too.

a pity my leave break is limited.

once xmas is over, imma have a break like this too. nov and dec cant make it at all due to xmas... haiz. oct.. mm.. well, lets see if i can tahan for another 5 or 6 montsh ba

finally have tiemto do the htigns ive been wanting to do.. uh huh. awesoem .

mata ne

awesome phone ^^

so yea.. thigns are like. .back to normal again after dad stopped drinknig ..as u guys know form my blog.. 

and todya he handed me this. .its a cheap 2 bucks pink manicure set in a pppouch. but i rrly appreciate it. rrly i do. . =) 

it is small, but the thought and gestures is all that matters to me. no need a big car , diamond necklace or branded prada bag.. etc. just. .u know. small thoughts like that rlry makes me felt touched=) 

and so... uh huh. my bday is ocming. omg. 

coming3... haha. 

so yea.. mm... glad its on a sunda htough. 

dad only off on that day. 

but dunn owhat will i be doing yet

gosh late liao..

these few days been resting and relazing myself. 

but soon need to go for meeting. haiyo. but what to do. they don care. stil lwill ask u come back for meeting though youre on leave

mm... what else

phone is good.... 

so far im rrly liking s3 alot. uh huh =)

mm...... wat else

soyea. oh get to speak with sammy through phone so much easier now. =) v happy desu. 

ok. this is so weird. 

and so... i duno why. is my phoen cam so much better now that.. my pics taken are rrly clear.. .and... i added that to my background.. wallpaper i mean.. and... omg. i dunno. i looked as though i am a korean or japanese gal. O.O... i duno. its that fair skin, big eye(applicable only to few rare korean artists) and innocent look.. i was like. .huh. is that me on my phone? XD lol. so weird. not used to my new better phone cam ba? i dunno. just. .yea. hahah. 

i look like a star XD ahem thats a joke k. i don mean it =.= '''

mm.. wat else.. but overall, wow. htat fri. so magical. managed to get my phone ^^ oh!!! forgot to say

that fri monring, i had 3 dreams. regarding s 3. (before i bough tit) . was like. .at tamp.. then the person tell me theres stocks .then i bought it...(in dream_ _) then i wakey, foundout thats not real, was like so disappointed. aww.. =/. 3 dreams u know. subsequently

waas disappointed for three times tooo. so yea. was rrly happy when i rlry wen tto tamp, and they do have the stocks for real!!! =) hehhehe. to think singtel ppl say.. oh island wide rrly no stocks. =.= grrrr liars

anwyay, yea. 

done a couple of things. ..as in thigns i rrly been waiting and wanting to do fo ra long time. cos usually me so tired, and not enough itme to do al lthose. .s oyea. 

couple more to go. but we shall se eba

hope meeting is gd and be over asap. 

mm.. shld i be getting a haircut

so gald sammy gave me his opinion about my hairstyle. though my fren gave me another. gosh. but i do side iwht sammy more. but yea.. .we shall see ba. 

he nvr seen me in peson with bangs before. as in this better one .previous one we both dislike ba. like. .flat. cos it was cut right after i rebonded my hair. so yea . and its pretty short. but yea. like my bang now better. but .see how ba. 

might not go for that tis time. 

slpyyy ykk. me gtg

mata ne

mm... am i missin gout on somehting to blog again... O. oi wonder. .see. .that fri post. .now htne remember..

jaa mata

signature soup - ABC soup

argh. not enough slp or waht.. headache. .runny nose.. ate meds. .so yea. gosh. thought of not cooking todya.. but then. .ireminded myself.. must pratice. .somemore my leave.. this is one of those rare time i got for myself to do some cooking.
and good to start praticing now if imagine me am a wifey and ned to cook after cook hehe ^^ i succeeded!! omg. the chiken i cooked was rrly spicy. but yet i like. okok. then the soup, omg. this abc soup.. omg. delicious like maddddddddddddd =D total goodness in it. healthy and super delicious. ye si id it =D weee so gald man. haha. v nice. fragrance too omg.

wow so full.. after dinner had 2 ice creams. now cant wait to get back into bed

oh. my work plac. company. form out outlet. theres this sales person. she shared with us her customer story. cos she askedher cusomer if she had any romantic interesting story to tell. turn out she did =)

so. shes in ldr. her bf from... perth or melb? i think melb> ? but shes in darwin now.
so somehow her bf say he's abt to slp or sumtin. then 6am she received in her inbox to go somewhere? then it appeared that he travel all the way to darwin. with communcations her parents and friends of course

then yea. blah3... theres memory bok and dunno what. .will u marry me words on the floor or something. then he's with a ring. waiting or her. to surprise her. she said yes. they are to be married in 2014. she's hoping to be able to join him in melb one day soon
so yea.
so romantic huh. and thsoe plannings and all. ha . oh yea. thinkhe took a pic of that place or soemthing. .so whne she turn around, he's there. soemthing liek that ba

gosh the small patch of skin gone from my wrist hurts badly. ouch...

sensitive area ba=/

slpy.. omg. and so tired. thogh on leave, yet yes v tired still. liek when me in syd also like that

cant remember wha else mm

oh enjoying  bro talking with his fren through bluetooth headset and watch him play resident evil 5

kk. gtg.

tired

mataaaaa

may my nose be fine tmr

ps. my s3 phone is awesomeeeeeee omggggggggggg woo hoooooooooo fastttttttttt =DDD

where is da phone

sooo tired. good that it has been raining these dasy. its cooler now the weather and all. no nieed on fan ha

but yea. so tired. .gosh.

haiz.. just read online. .found out certain stores still has the s3 phones. grr.... but me came across all out of stocks. haiz. dunno ba... should i order online or waht. mm..

will try not to think so much. tmr then decide ba.
but need to make a long call again =.= grr..
mafan desuuuu

oh. so happy found a great buy. saw this bra.. so awesome looking .sexy, and great for nice wear. wow. though size is abit small, =/ but yea. .still can make do ba
hee.. so glad desu.

gosh.. feet aching...

slpy

v tired

need to rest well. .tmr then decide what to do. had wanted to stay home and res.t. but.. te phone thing is bothering me .. so yea.
wonder should i go all over sg to find or not .XD lol.
o well. duno. see how ba

kk gtg

mata

leave starts!

slpy n v tired. wot say its a v good dya. started off not so gd i gueess? but i kept looknig forward towards my bath . bubba bath.. hhaha. so yea. v excited to use it. and i did. v nice. .stayed for soo long . i rrly didnt wanna get up haha.
but ened up more tired. dunno whyXD

mm.. sometimes u wonder if there are thigns uor words u should trust again..
once bitten, twice shy
erm. sort of

so yea... work htingy. .colleague relationships.. so much to handle.

im very tired. but u know what. this leave coems at the right time. i am glad i applied for it. though meeting i gotta go back=.=

hopefully he c an come in jan huh.. sianz. nov n dec cannot take leave=/
haizzzz
o well.. dunno what to say

mm.. waht else.. so yea. im alreyad htinking of what to do... thought of going zoo and all. but bro say he can go in for free... and yea... nid till my birthday period then can

but anwyay, mm... im glad to be awya for work.. for abit.
been long since i spend more time at home for leave. usually when i take one week leave, its like goign to syd  . so yea. finally im at home. gonna explore sg abit ba. erm. ...kinda?
ha .  o well

mm.......

forgot ehat else

ohhh did i mentioned this before> when i wa sat that other outlet.. abt this guy bought memory book .. then a swatch watch for his gf.. very very nice looking watch . very swt looking watch. my colleague also like.
mm.. yea. he was saying it cost more expensive than it looks. i think i did right>? mention here. then i say must be a new relationship. htats when gusy tend to shower more gifts n attentions.. oh yea. .i think i did... mm...... sorry my memory ben .. yea. weird

ow ell .typed alreyad so be it

mm.. so yea. dunno why pandora though its expensive, yet alot of ppl still buy. cos of special meaning to it? or its cute. well.. it is very special though. there is only one pc in each world. cos it is handcrafted . and so there is no way you cna get an identical one. maybe its unique so ppl buy. or becasue of hte story it tells
mm... curious to know

but i boght this necklace.. lo. look abit liek pandora. my fren actually asked me. is that pandora? she thought when i bought pandora sia.
lol. but rrly> i thiought it looked normal. rrly lok like pandora ar?
weird

kk. slpy... leg hurting

gtg.

cant htink alreayd. zzzzzzzzzzzzz

still happily msging him for the day ^^
uh huh... now on leave, hope can spend more time too with him
thank god for wats app

its been raining!! yay
mata

superstars

omg. late again. getting slpy now. quick blog again. sorry.

mm... so much to blog. but forget3... haiyo

anwyay, today saw this customer. .omg. looks like the actor i like. O.o almost the same features sia... my colleague asked me served him =.='''' dots. was like.. huhhhhhh... haiyooooooooooooooo but anyway, big sale so yea.
i had great sale today too. phew

anwyay, was talking with sammy.. and also about.. oh yea.i like my words.
 talked about things u arent sure of whether ur partner could accept.. then i was like.. if u aim to be with someone for a lifetime expecting no flaws from them, then you're wrong. nobody is perfect. no relationship nor marriage is perfect. but along with mistakes and trials, these makes relationships build up stronger, chearishing more. u learn, and u get back stronger, and happier.
that is what htey meant huh. compromise, love the flaws as well as the good.
nothing will ever be perfect. but u need to pick urself up, and get back stronger. leanr form mistakes, and get better
so yea..
its true isnt it.
there'll be bound to be one lil or big issue u cant stand from each other . but so? the love and other positive issues, can cover that up isnt it.
look at the bigger pic, not the small issues.
soemteims, ppl tend to focus too much on the bad, they neglect the good from ur partner.
remmeber those happy, sweet loving times u had with one another? uh huh. focus on that.
but lie i said.. as long as ppl reat me good, i'll definitely treat them even better. and longer. ppl cherish u, then u shld cherish them more tiems back .
thats how i think it shloud be. fairness.
 if ppl ignored u, then so be it.

oops slpy

ok. on to another.
so yea. was like. .shoudl i find out which superstar he like? but i wanna know him better . so i asked hahaha.
well.. abit surprised. but yea. still ok ba haha.
firs time watched these two girl groups videos. omg. i swear to god. if they shave their head, or even worse, no makeup on, i definitely cant tell who are they. wonder if their fans could. seriously. all the same faces =X wow. koreans have single eyelids, small v small eyes.. mm... quite fair ba.
bt hten again most of them had surgerys so yea. maybe thats why same also ba

mm... phone.. delayed again.. haiz.. =/ o well.

so yea. so baka. .duno what they thinknig. what training sm. (tsm i called it) i can be one isnt it. omg. no knowledge can becoem tsm. dotss...=.= what the..
then yea.. haiz. and new store oepning.. mm.. whast gonna happen ne
..

anwyay, gonna slp soon so yea.
ha. all new discovery about my swty =P

gosh so nice and fun. bro play resident evil game with his frne. as in online .as in his fren not a tmy place. but they playing together (bro in living room) through bluetooth ba. bro was like talking to him... how nice if cna do tat with sammy eh

kk. gtg

lateee omg. one day to go. holiday!!! weee

mata!!

boyfriend does makeup fun

omg. ive been slping late. =X

was watching all these my bf does my makeup videos tag by youtubers. soooo funny. lol.
the guys are so interested suddenly.. and so into it. hahaha.... liek all curious about the makeup stuffs.. trying to draw paint on their gf face, or whatever u called it. haha.
was like laughing. .so funny.

its like.. women are the experts here. guys should stick to their gadgets XD haha. its like. .theres finally soemthign a guy cant do that well. cooking still quite ok. but doing makeup for ppl, terrible XD
oops =P
but yea. such interesting videos. ha.
nice memory!!!
to keep of course
but yea. its liek they have absolutely zero knowledge of whats what. haha. so .. interesting. to see that guys finally.. finally theres something a guy cant do well. but then again, perhaps with heaps of pratice ba hahaha

wouldve been soooooo interesting for sammy to do fo rme huhXD i think he might not. but hey, he's pretty good with painting my nails k =) who knows. he might be good at htose. but hten again... years ago, he once looked through my makeup pouch. and... i gotta say.. his reactions is smiliar to those guys in video. like.. asking. .wahst this for? whats that? .. u knwo questions liek that. or.. how do u apply this? it slike. .they din even know this cosmetic item exists
most interesting part i guess. its liek theyve got almost. .just almost zero knowledge of doing makeup

but i gotta say.. .my makeup area now is.. .erm.. pretty much .. er. .blossom.. lol . . not quite. but ive got heaps of stuffs. i wonder if he sees it one day, ..lol. i dunno what he'll say . maybe jsut heaps of questions eh. but then again. nah. not so bad. just more products only. not say expert area=.=
but yea.

bt yea. certainly nice if he could do my makeup one day huh..
so curious how i'll look like hahahahaha.
wouldve been the most treasureed video of all tiems i guess =P

coem to think of it.. fo rhtose women who knwos hwo to do proper grooming makeup on themselevs, i could say that they are no less than a man who knows how to cook properly. erm. .yea sort of liek that.. erm yea..

v late. im slpy n tired. plus runny nose again =((

kk gtg.

but had fun watching. forgot to blog some stuffs again but no time . late. gtg slp!!

mata