=( bad day.. bad days i mean...
sighs..
ydt .. totally drenched.. liek i was in a shower.. then into mr.t. then to work. thank god i din get sick =/
today more thigns... work stress... store keys matter.. .sighs =(
... ...very sad. very very sad......
but wat can i do.. i can duplicate key mate. i cant. =(
..if ppl wanna blame me for making htem comae back return jey i hae no choice. if i have to come back return key i have no choce .
..sighs
i dunno man...
these tye of negative moments...
..im doing my best man,. hang in there.. do my best.. my rgm nvr praise.. nvr say gd stuffs... only bad stuffs the will blame us...
...gos knows how i wish to.. ishgs..
...what can i do peeps.. waht can i do.. =((((
...andstpid stufdent asked for my numbers. can u imagine that? omg. groupe opf guys.
i rrrly cant stadn it.
when u see a group of ppl, one of them asked for number, thats it. coward.
only cos ur griup pf frens are there, u thoughgt its cool, etc. i get that before when i was at my previous workplace. truth is, u asked for a girsl number when u are alone. not in a bloody goupo think u're so cool.
but anwyay im keeping my numebr to mysel
thers heaps of speelings mistakes everywhere i knw. bear with me. tonight im bloody tired to correct it. i wont correct anythign tonight =/ im so tired, im stress,ed , im sad, im donw. ...i wish for a betetr tmr. =(
sighs
.....im so fuck*** stress out=((((9
very stres.s. .i hope i'll be fine tmr...
sigsh
i dnno hwat to do..
so tired of everythign.
evenat htis quiet place. ....
tch
i don wesn to be alone here.. . but what will it takes for me ot be with hm
besides work and marriage, are there any faster way to get to him>
=/
super stress sad mod.e.
gtg. ...sigs
jaa
31 March 2012
29 March 2012
take control of your own life and destiny
very super tired. =( sighs.
rrly dont feel like bloggin =/
super tired out.
no energy liao
haiz. home but to find food thast ..i dunno. i ust don like ba... =/
thast why always ate abit only. most of my rice wil lget thrown away. hardly will finish up my plate of rice. but at leats i ate something eh
he asked a question today. i guess my reply is simple.
this is my life, i have a mind of my won . i am not a kid.
i knwo what i want, and i knw whats best for me.
i guess perhasp thast why .. i was shouting when my parents advices me not to go to the police.
but i stil lgo on ahead anyway.
back when i was still a child, i woouldnt be able to stand up for myself. or what i thin kits right.
but now, i got all my freedom .
its not about shopping desicions.. to spend more money on a piece os skirt, or not
but if its my life they're interfering , then that owuldnt be right .
they might be able to suggest. but they cant force. wheres all the respect?
..haiz. at least so far my paretns is fine.. cept for htat redz baka case.
so eya.
led your life peeps.
perhaps some parents just couldnt understand when it is time to let go..
mata
28 March 2012
tired me =(
worked so hard today.. all pays off i guess..
..haiz.. super tired. luckily hit target. haiz. .
super duper tired=(
leg hurts.. .
slpy. tired like hell. thoguh wakey to quite a not tired me this moring. but soon tired again .
sighs.
haiz................................
=/
oh din slpt well though. had nightmares again i think. kept wakey here n then. yet so deep in slp.. geez.. .waht a disturbing night.. had difficulty slping too. perhasp cos of work ba. .thinkgin of how to do this n that
anyway,
i think that day when we went to sg flyer?
ha.. .the lights above me and bro flickered. haha .such a coincidence eh. iw as like asking my bro.. then he looked up and yea. haha.
nah.. .i think its jus pure coincidence.
gosh feet hurts=(
man im tired. .kk gtg
mata
its good ba slow paced and all. but still, tired.
o well.. tmr se ehow ba.
sales not everyday gd.. cos yea. .not much ppl come into the store.. haiz
kk. tired liao .need some slp
mata
..haiz.. super tired. luckily hit target. haiz. .
super duper tired=(
leg hurts.. .
slpy. tired like hell. thoguh wakey to quite a not tired me this moring. but soon tired again .
sighs.
haiz................................
=/
oh din slpt well though. had nightmares again i think. kept wakey here n then. yet so deep in slp.. geez.. .waht a disturbing night.. had difficulty slping too. perhasp cos of work ba. .thinkgin of how to do this n that
anyway,
i think that day when we went to sg flyer?
ha.. .the lights above me and bro flickered. haha .such a coincidence eh. iw as like asking my bro.. then he looked up and yea. haha.
nah.. .i think its jus pure coincidence.
gosh feet hurts=(
man im tired. .kk gtg
mata
its good ba slow paced and all. but still, tired.
o well.. tmr se ehow ba.
sales not everyday gd.. cos yea. .not much ppl come into the store.. haiz
kk. tired liao .need some slp
mata
27 March 2012
tired even on off
i am sooo tired even though me aint out todya nor do anytign much =(( sighs... i need another holiday soon huh? huuuuu
anyway, am happy for my fren that she's getitng married this sat =) so glad for her.
she got attached short;y after im with sammy. so yea...
i still remembeer she was like unsure if htat guy is true. .cos he seems to be hiding his ex info.. or his ex msgin him or something i dunno. but yea. im so glad they finally getting married. =)
what an awesome news
gosh tired like hell. ...
anyway,
gonna slp soon ba
haiz.
so slpy.
=/ why ar...
anwyay, gonna slp soon.
mm.... forgot what i wanna blog eh.. haiyo.
cos its 2nd blog of the day. so eya... haha one in morning, another at night.
mm.. .forgo tliao.. .
basically just tired ba
kk gtg
sighs.. me not happy =/
just wanna be right next to him.. my swt pumpkin pie him
mata
anyway, am happy for my fren that she's getitng married this sat =) so glad for her.
she got attached short;y after im with sammy. so yea...
i still remembeer she was like unsure if htat guy is true. .cos he seems to be hiding his ex info.. or his ex msgin him or something i dunno. but yea. im so glad they finally getting married. =)
what an awesome news
gosh tired like hell. ...
anyway,
gonna slp soon ba
haiz.
so slpy.
=/ why ar...
anwyay, gonna slp soon.
mm.... forgot what i wanna blog eh.. haiyo.
cos its 2nd blog of the day. so eya... haha one in morning, another at night.
mm.. .forgo tliao.. .
basically just tired ba
kk gtg
sighs.. me not happy =/
just wanna be right next to him.. my swt pumpkin pie him
mata
26 March 2012
jap jap XD
wow. ytd only had 4 horus of slp. totally so tiredddddddd =( huuu
onw still very tired. gosh. but sfeel like going out. nah i dunno jus too tired. and hate the fact that i kept waking up early. shoot. why can ti wakey late. cos no him huh.
anyway, last night had my jap lesson game. fun. ha. but not sure if i can remember all .but well im doing my best.
mm.. forgot what to blog.
o well, anyway, surprisingly, the time flies... and it was such a relazing experience working at the new environment. lol. if its so near me, i wouldve wish its permanent. but then again, pay wouldnt be as much. haiz. .liek i said. no pain no gain. so yea.
just bear with it ba. naywaym i hope these few months will be easy breezy and easy to get by
dunno what i'll do for hte day... watch youtube. .jap lessons or what.
ha bro started his jap classes liao. i hope he'll persists this time. omg how great huh. thoguh no fren to speak jap with.. (mm have la.. but cant meet everyday ) but imagine if theres bro, i can pratice liao. lol
slowly ba.... wee
haiz. my fren going to visit her gf in mebourne in less than 2 weeks. me sure envy again if he post up pics of them. huu.... me alwso wana go see him =/but have to wait. haiz
,mmm..... im saving up again.. im stating to think. .should i travel around australia?
theres looney world.. .theres my fren in perth and melbourne... but ims cared. .se ehow ba. cso oct perth my fren will be back in sg.. dunno how long.. skali i go see her she not there. ha. well we shall see ba. if have the ability and money, i would lvoe to give it a try. then final stop at syd. mm.. or syd first. i dunno hahaa.
haiz. canot buy playboy lingerie though its on sale now=((( why canot ship to outside australia. huuu....
=((
heh. ytd bought this seemingly very spicy instant noodles at this korea store. yummmm
apity they don have jap spicy instant noodles. but jap is very costly, and soooo delicious. however im looking for spicy now so yea. imma try out koreans spicy instant noodle. later tehn try ba.
gosh me so many instant noodles in the house now =.=
how i wish to spend my off day with him at home chilling out..cook at night... simple thigns liek this makes me very happy .becos got my love one mah ha..
ja amata
25 March 2012
being wronged so many times
aw... just so very sweet of him.. he msg me throughout the night. .really appreciated... =)
thanks to him my sat aint lonely.
and seems like he had a great night too so yea.
gd ba
haiz. today so sad leaving my store=( ... haiz....
another new advanture begin.. scary. but im ready to take up this challenge.. heaps of tasks to be done n see to.. training asm.. tc of store everydays basis.. .
sometimers i wish im working at witchery now =.=
o well.. but anywyay,.. .
haiz..
just hope few months will be over soon=/
what will happen in tampines i wonder.. =/.
u know. it happened again ,rgm asked me do abc.
i did. then now he called to say no its wrong. i shouldve done def. not abc.
i dunno why his memory so bad=(
sighs. .its so bad for the staffs u know.
how can i trust him. how c an i know what im doing is right if he keep changin his mind. then i alreayd did as he told. done abc. then now telling me i made a mistake. i shoudl be doing def.
haiz. why ar=/ why he like that.. .
why teach ppl one thing, then turn around and say thats wrong. but hey. thats what he taught us k.
then i purposely say.. ''but you tol dme to ...etc'' then he nothing to say. he kinda changed topic. then say can discuss another day
sighs.. how am i gonna learn from him.
i dunno man..
this company is good. but with him around, i rrly dunno if im headin gin the right direction
my fren in perth asked me go seek other job. i said me wanna go there work mah. .then she suggested going online n check. but how to.
haiz..
soemtimes just wanna lead a simple life. go pick fruits in austrlia ba=.='
haiz... o well.. more thigns ahead. ha. ironic. me doing manager job for few months. while the new sm pay is higher than mine, but i dunn owhat will he be doing
k ba.. .sianz talk about such down things=./
hauiz. .today onwards no more wakey late. now must wakey early, and slp late. acos retur home late mah
o well
wish me luck peeps. gdluck
haiz
mata
thanks to him my sat aint lonely.
and seems like he had a great night too so yea.
gd ba
haiz. today so sad leaving my store=( ... haiz....
another new advanture begin.. scary. but im ready to take up this challenge.. heaps of tasks to be done n see to.. training asm.. tc of store everydays basis.. .
sometimers i wish im working at witchery now =.=
o well.. but anywyay,.. .
haiz..
just hope few months will be over soon=/
what will happen in tampines i wonder.. =/.
u know. it happened again ,rgm asked me do abc.
i did. then now he called to say no its wrong. i shouldve done def. not abc.
i dunno why his memory so bad=(
sighs. .its so bad for the staffs u know.
how can i trust him. how c an i know what im doing is right if he keep changin his mind. then i alreayd did as he told. done abc. then now telling me i made a mistake. i shoudl be doing def.
haiz. why ar=/ why he like that.. .
why teach ppl one thing, then turn around and say thats wrong. but hey. thats what he taught us k.
then i purposely say.. ''but you tol dme to ...etc'' then he nothing to say. he kinda changed topic. then say can discuss another day
sighs.. how am i gonna learn from him.
i dunno man..
this company is good. but with him around, i rrly dunno if im headin gin the right direction
my fren in perth asked me go seek other job. i said me wanna go there work mah. .then she suggested going online n check. but how to.
haiz..
soemtimes just wanna lead a simple life. go pick fruits in austrlia ba=.='
haiz... o well.. more thigns ahead. ha. ironic. me doing manager job for few months. while the new sm pay is higher than mine, but i dunn owhat will he be doing
k ba.. .sianz talk about such down things=./
hauiz. .today onwards no more wakey late. now must wakey early, and slp late. acos retur home late mah
o well
wish me luck peeps. gdluck
haiz
mata
23 March 2012
youtube wakey me =.=
OMG...!!! its about 330 am!!!!! after work watched movie with bro last min. .then home bath and blog...
watching youtube relaly delays my slp. and ive beenns oooooooooooooooooo tired today omg
... yet im still not aslp =.= dots
anyway,
gonna go slp son ba
gotta just stop watching youtbe liao. lol
ha. anyway,
mm........ gosh. finally off dya. .today so stress with roster.
=/
sianz.... ahiz......... really wanna scream out loud. now u know why ppl love to scarem towards the sea or mountains huh.. it helps to desterss in a way
tmr off but................ o well.. perhaps timing just wrong ba.. anyway he's busy most of the time so yea..
haiz. din had dinner. .just some chips =( huu now hungry again thanks to yea...
late night mah
=/
k ba. gtg liao. but. .my fingers still itching for youtube T_T
and sad.. imma leave the store soon.. haiz...
mata
watching youtube relaly delays my slp. and ive beenns oooooooooooooooooo tired today omg
... yet im still not aslp =.= dots
anyway,
gonna go slp son ba
gotta just stop watching youtbe liao. lol
ha. anyway,
mm........ gosh. finally off dya. .today so stress with roster.
=/
sianz.... ahiz......... really wanna scream out loud. now u know why ppl love to scarem towards the sea or mountains huh.. it helps to desterss in a way
tmr off but................ o well.. perhaps timing just wrong ba.. anyway he's busy most of the time so yea..
haiz. din had dinner. .just some chips =( huu now hungry again thanks to yea...
late night mah
=/
k ba. gtg liao. but. .my fingers still itching for youtube T_T
and sad.. imma leave the store soon.. haiz...
mata
22 March 2012
nice song
gosh.. .theres this jap song soooo onice. but huuu.. couldnt find her album ytd =( haiyo..........
but its a very nice song ..
o well.. .perhaps next time will find again ba.. relaly cant wait to sing along ^^
haiz... gonna leave my thsi work place soon. .as in location must change.. kinda sad=/ 2 years le ma.. .huu.. so yea.. .=/
anyway, .. so tired and slpy...
haiz.
hate long day =/
not looking forward to work. =/
kizuiteyo...i love you by lily.
go find this song ba. so nice . my type of singing style. ha.. .XD
mm... hopefully he's ok.. din hear much of any complaints, problems or stress coming from him. .so i supposed was like yea.. kinda shocked whent hings happened.. like. .i din know a thing abou tit.. ..
i begin to wonde rif i'd been talking too much about my problems...
oh yea. me playing that lily song now...
wanna get the album. .but then agin.. dunn owill ahve the time to. .u knwo=/ o well...
tired tired tired.. so little time. .and little time for rest.. huu... =/
..haiz. anyway,
........ oh. ytd went to sg flyer.. .gosh sooo tireddddddddddddddd =.=
but yea... okok. .so so only ba...
hardly will i ever get to go out like this os yea.. .cos usually just malls and all mah so yea.. .
to do something different is nice.. .
everytime i'll wih. .oh how nice if i could bring him here..
oh.. next time i must definitely bring him here.. .
haiz. how best it will be if i can go uss with him.. or just a simple trip back to bedok eat the fishball noodle there.. .
i miss the bp... eh no. its ntuc under his block.. i miss the roads.. ate kfc there...
i think if we go back tehre, i'll cry straight away ba.. .=/ ....
haiz. what to do.. those are the places which brought me so much happy memories
sobx.. .ha. so easy cry oops
anwyay, so yea.... so much to do.. .body only one.
haiz.. .
oh my partimer tell me today that my new hairstyle she like. she thinks it looks cute on me .
but no matter how many ppl say its nice, i still. .well, i don feel like im used to it yet. .i missed my long fringe.. but then again am enjoying this new style.. not enjoy.. but well, at leats it aint bad looking on me
tonight i am veyr glad to keep him company.. though would love to sit right nex tto him now...
well. .i guess this is what ppl called it as huh.. in the hearts...
ha. i used to fall aslp on the couch while waiting for him to finish his game. lol. or if really cannot tahan, will go slp in his room liao.
he slpt liek 3am or so i guess.. no wonde rme so slpy ha.. btu always lov e to wait for him and slp in bed together. ^^ so comfy and heartwarming.. in fact, i think i relaly do look forward to everynight slping with him.
cos so super comfy =)
slpy liao... huu.. .wonde rif he;s still working on his assignment.. hope he'll be fine.. no need to crack his head over it..
jaa amata ne
but its a very nice song ..
o well.. .perhaps next time will find again ba.. relaly cant wait to sing along ^^
haiz... gonna leave my thsi work place soon. .as in location must change.. kinda sad=/ 2 years le ma.. .huu.. so yea.. .=/
anyway, .. so tired and slpy...
haiz.
hate long day =/
not looking forward to work. =/
kizuiteyo...i love you by lily.
go find this song ba. so nice . my type of singing style. ha.. .XD
mm... hopefully he's ok.. din hear much of any complaints, problems or stress coming from him. .so i supposed was like yea.. kinda shocked whent hings happened.. like. .i din know a thing abou tit.. ..
i begin to wonde rif i'd been talking too much about my problems...
oh yea. me playing that lily song now...
wanna get the album. .but then agin.. dunn owill ahve the time to. .u knwo=/ o well...
tired tired tired.. so little time. .and little time for rest.. huu... =/
..haiz. anyway,
........ oh. ytd went to sg flyer.. .gosh sooo tireddddddddddddddd =.=
but yea... okok. .so so only ba...
hardly will i ever get to go out like this os yea.. .cos usually just malls and all mah so yea.. .
to do something different is nice.. .
everytime i'll wih. .oh how nice if i could bring him here..
oh.. next time i must definitely bring him here.. .
haiz. how best it will be if i can go uss with him.. or just a simple trip back to bedok eat the fishball noodle there.. .
i miss the bp... eh no. its ntuc under his block.. i miss the roads.. ate kfc there...
i think if we go back tehre, i'll cry straight away ba.. .=/ ....
haiz. what to do.. those are the places which brought me so much happy memories
sobx.. .ha. so easy cry oops
anwyay, so yea.... so much to do.. .body only one.
haiz.. .
oh my partimer tell me today that my new hairstyle she like. she thinks it looks cute on me .
but no matter how many ppl say its nice, i still. .well, i don feel like im used to it yet. .i missed my long fringe.. but then again am enjoying this new style.. not enjoy.. but well, at leats it aint bad looking on me
tonight i am veyr glad to keep him company.. though would love to sit right nex tto him now...
well. .i guess this is what ppl called it as huh.. in the hearts...
ha. i used to fall aslp on the couch while waiting for him to finish his game. lol. or if really cannot tahan, will go slp in his room liao.
he slpt liek 3am or so i guess.. no wonde rme so slpy ha.. btu always lov e to wait for him and slp in bed together. ^^ so comfy and heartwarming.. in fact, i think i relaly do look forward to everynight slping with him.
cos so super comfy =)
slpy liao... huu.. .wonde rif he;s still working on his assignment.. hope he'll be fine.. no need to crack his head over it..
jaa amata ne
20 March 2012
nice hair?
ah yea... ytd my colleague just arrived at work, then she walked up to me and tell me.. '' your eyes look very big''. she sounded surprised. .liek as though she never sene my eyes before.. lol.
iw as like. .huH? did she say wrong. then she repeated herself. ..erm. .yea. .i duno why she said that either. but its a good compliment ba.. =.= ''
today sammy msg alot of love you. these two swt words. aw.. o well. makes my day at anytime. .
gosh me very slpy and tired. huuu
i think im feeling sick. .huu not runny nose again =((
tmr i off leh huu
ha. i just came across this jap singer. love one of her song man.. so nice. i know which and what kinda songs im most suited to sign for. anyway, i would relaly like to give it a a try when im free and feel like singer. ...mmm god knows when =.=
i hope that i am able to find her album.. well.. dunno. see how ba
kk. i gtg rest soon. soooo tired=(((
oh. even my rgm this morning praises my hair. ''oh new hairstyle! very nice!!'' he said it with a smile. ...i was like. .erm.. ok. .thanks... ...
..really that suit me meh> really nice? geez.. i really didnt expect everyone to say that u know. thought they'l lsya oh its weird.. .mm. .doesnt suit u.. et.. but all been so positive. .gosh .bangs really suit me? to think some hairstylists said no to me. =.=
anywayglad its a posotive reactions ba. ha. wonder what sammy will say if he see me in real person
slpy like mad
jaa mata....
yay glad i like another jap singer
iw as like. .huH? did she say wrong. then she repeated herself. ..erm. .yea. .i duno why she said that either. but its a good compliment ba.. =.= ''
today sammy msg alot of love you. these two swt words. aw.. o well. makes my day at anytime. .
gosh me very slpy and tired. huuu
i think im feeling sick. .huu not runny nose again =((
tmr i off leh huu
ha. i just came across this jap singer. love one of her song man.. so nice. i know which and what kinda songs im most suited to sign for. anyway, i would relaly like to give it a a try when im free and feel like singer. ...mmm god knows when =.=
i hope that i am able to find her album.. well.. dunno. see how ba
kk. i gtg rest soon. soooo tired=(((
oh. even my rgm this morning praises my hair. ''oh new hairstyle! very nice!!'' he said it with a smile. ...i was like. .erm.. ok. .thanks... ...
..really that suit me meh> really nice? geez.. i really didnt expect everyone to say that u know. thought they'l lsya oh its weird.. .mm. .doesnt suit u.. et.. but all been so positive. .gosh .bangs really suit me? to think some hairstylists said no to me. =.=
anywayglad its a posotive reactions ba. ha. wonder what sammy will say if he see me in real person
slpy like mad
jaa mata....
yay glad i like another jap singer
19 March 2012
morning blog
ha. zuan met redz.. can u believe that?
he said he's still looking for a job..
nah. don get me wrong. i really don give a damn about him. just worried how long its gonna take for him to find a job, and then pay my bro.. etc. wonde rif he;'s signed the iou from by bro... haiz. anyway, i hope so ba
just a quick blog in the morning.
so bloody tired. haiz. hope my nose be well soon..
oh rememebr that time i went blubbing? wonder if i ever blog this.. was heading to mc with my fren then at the entrance bumped into this angmoh with his fren smoking n chatting. then the way that angmoh looked at me, .. eew. i just looked down at the floor all the way man.
i think perhaps i did blog about this huh.
but anyway, its relaly not a good idea to be alone dreassing up likek that. nope. nvr like to be alone like that . its the longest and hardest part of the journey to travel alone al lthe from from home to mrt and bus ..walk.. omg.
=.=
nah just odn like ppl staring or looking ya know
hey. so far all my frens been saying my bangs suit me. suits my face. ha. phew im glad. but im just not used to it yet though. haha
gtg!
mata
he said he's still looking for a job..
nah. don get me wrong. i really don give a damn about him. just worried how long its gonna take for him to find a job, and then pay my bro.. etc. wonde rif he;'s signed the iou from by bro... haiz. anyway, i hope so ba
just a quick blog in the morning.
so bloody tired. haiz. hope my nose be well soon..
oh rememebr that time i went blubbing? wonder if i ever blog this.. was heading to mc with my fren then at the entrance bumped into this angmoh with his fren smoking n chatting. then the way that angmoh looked at me, .. eew. i just looked down at the floor all the way man.
i think perhaps i did blog about this huh.
but anyway, its relaly not a good idea to be alone dreassing up likek that. nope. nvr like to be alone like that . its the longest and hardest part of the journey to travel alone al lthe from from home to mrt and bus ..walk.. omg.
=.=
nah just odn like ppl staring or looking ya know
hey. so far all my frens been saying my bangs suit me. suits my face. ha. phew im glad. but im just not used to it yet though. haha
gtg!
mata
17 March 2012
closeness
gosh so slpeey..
ok so glad my eye is fine now.. stil lred.. but diminish liao +)
hee
soyea.. my frens complimented on my new hairstyle. .but im still not sure. .i stil lfeel weird. lol. nt used to it.. .
gosh had so many dreams. .man im beat =/ so tired n slpy... =/ huuuuuu
so ince when sometimes the feeling u get of ur parnet so close to ya through msgins..
=)
though couldnt join in, but felt ask though u know . .ha.
as though you weere there
zzz im so slpy. gtg slp now..
forgot what else to blog.. mm..........
well, nice off.
haiz. .my final week at this workplace. .=/ soon will be transfer liao. huuu .. gonna miss everyoen =/
and the dang roster.. haiz. so diffifult!
cos not enough ppl
=/=
kk gtg ba
mata
ok so glad my eye is fine now.. stil lred.. but diminish liao +)
hee
soyea.. my frens complimented on my new hairstyle. .but im still not sure. .i stil lfeel weird. lol. nt used to it.. .
gosh had so many dreams. .man im beat =/ so tired n slpy... =/ huuuuuu
so ince when sometimes the feeling u get of ur parnet so close to ya through msgins..
=)
though couldnt join in, but felt ask though u know . .ha.
as though you weere there
zzz im so slpy. gtg slp now..
forgot what else to blog.. mm..........
well, nice off.
haiz. .my final week at this workplace. .=/ soon will be transfer liao. huuu .. gonna miss everyoen =/
and the dang roster.. haiz. so diffifult!
cos not enough ppl
=/=
kk gtg ba
mata
15 March 2012
awful health day
today totally awful day=(((
huu.. so worried about my eye.. checked online.. i think should be fine ba.. but iots really like this thick red bloody vessel in my eye.. one side of my eye only =( huu.......
im scared. .very scared....
anway, got such a bad migraine.. then cut hair. .eat.. .drank coffe... and that coffee... caffine .. oh boy.. killed me man.. =/ suffered till now huuuu
what a bad long day..
sometimes it sliek this.. .when u work so hard n long, when u finally got a time day off to rest, ur whole body just collasp like unused to slowing thigns down.. i dunno man. .haiz... hate it =((
either runny nose or migraine on my off day. huuuuu =(
anyway, i miss him huu. so wanna hug him now. .then all my worries will be gone..
im trying to stay relax now. .coxs scared of my eye. .u know=/
anyway, my new hair cut with a bang. ha. ok not so bad. but me relaly need to get used to it. i think i will like it?
from short bangs.. to side fringe. .tehn long fringe. i get three diff styles. ha. so yea. can keep changing
anyway, mm.. .yea.
. i miss him so much.. but am very glad to be able to hear form him ya know. everyday kinda stuff.
lil stuffs too. makes my heart warm by thinking of him .
he's a very special man in my life.. =)
ha.. uh huh... and im very glad i found him. missing him now. .always. though he's far physically, but he's always so near inside my heart whenevr i though tof him, =) its a very special type of feeling =)
how about u peeps... found ur special one n only person in ur life too?
anyway, what a sick day. huu.
so yea.. im hopign tmr my eye wil lbe better ..reduced red blood vessels is what im hoping for now =/
huu.. wish my luck peeps
today finally got a bit of time to revise my jap. =.='' 'yea.. reluctantly ha
but at least betetr than nothing. gotta pull myself to do it ya know...
haiyo.... waht a day!!!
but so glad he brightens up my day.
mm... so yea. just get used to mynew hairstyle ba. but huu.. i don lie my hair so short.. =/ my back hair. .but. .o well. .perhasp its good to cut away the dryness parts ba
kk. .gtg.
watch bro play xombie game. heh
mata ne
huu.. so worried about my eye.. checked online.. i think should be fine ba.. but iots really like this thick red bloody vessel in my eye.. one side of my eye only =( huu.......
im scared. .very scared....
anway, got such a bad migraine.. then cut hair. .eat.. .drank coffe... and that coffee... caffine .. oh boy.. killed me man.. =/ suffered till now huuuu
what a bad long day..
sometimes it sliek this.. .when u work so hard n long, when u finally got a time day off to rest, ur whole body just collasp like unused to slowing thigns down.. i dunno man. .haiz... hate it =((
either runny nose or migraine on my off day. huuuuu =(
anyway, i miss him huu. so wanna hug him now. .then all my worries will be gone..
im trying to stay relax now. .coxs scared of my eye. .u know=/
anyway, my new hair cut with a bang. ha. ok not so bad. but me relaly need to get used to it. i think i will like it?
from short bangs.. to side fringe. .tehn long fringe. i get three diff styles. ha. so yea. can keep changing
anyway, mm.. .yea.
. i miss him so much.. but am very glad to be able to hear form him ya know. everyday kinda stuff.
lil stuffs too. makes my heart warm by thinking of him .
he's a very special man in my life.. =)
ha.. uh huh... and im very glad i found him. missing him now. .always. though he's far physically, but he's always so near inside my heart whenevr i though tof him, =) its a very special type of feeling =)
how about u peeps... found ur special one n only person in ur life too?
anyway, what a sick day. huu.
so yea.. im hopign tmr my eye wil lbe better ..reduced red blood vessels is what im hoping for now =/
huu.. wish my luck peeps
today finally got a bit of time to revise my jap. =.='' 'yea.. reluctantly ha
but at least betetr than nothing. gotta pull myself to do it ya know...
haiyo.... waht a day!!!
but so glad he brightens up my day.
mm... so yea. just get used to mynew hairstyle ba. but huu.. i don lie my hair so short.. =/ my back hair. .but. .o well. .perhasp its good to cut away the dryness parts ba
kk. .gtg.
watch bro play xombie game. heh
mata ne
14 March 2012
lose it, and it will never come back
so stress in moring. glad the nightmare is over now. phew...
gonna slp soon. .been so slpy wakey so early n all.. .haiz
so looknig forward to off tmr onwards
u know my sm said to me todya. .about her ex. she told me he cried for her for 5 years.
men dunno how to cherish when she done so much and nice for them. .then when she broke off with hinm, only then does he know how whats good . but too late. she said that.. ''women ar... once no more feelings, loses the love, no matter how much chocolate, flowers receive, the feeligns will never come back''. she said soemthing like that .but. .well. not sur eif its true. though could be.
i mean.. he is the one who causes her to shut the door and turn away.
of course she wouldnt let him in again no matter how much gifts she received form him.
o well.. true ba.. what to do... too late. sometimes ppl realises it only after they lost something.
but then again. liek this quote i read in fb.. sometime si t could be u knew what you hav. but u just never thought of the face that u may lost it someday. take it for granted. who can u blame?
aw. .sammy was holding this cute lil kushie. yes i just named the panda kushie XD lolllllllllllll wth....
anway, so kawaii. and kushie. XD haha. gosh i missed how he'll play with me or make fun faces and voices of the plushies. i always find that so swt and cute of him =) cos me also do that mah. since young. haha.
so was a swt surprise when i found out he does that ^^ heheh.e
mm.. stomahc nbloated. .not feeling well.. huu.. uncomfy feeling =/
kk. gtg.
haiz. just hope all this stress and fatique will be gone soon...
haiz.. my heart is in aust. wanting to go. but at the same time. wan to save. but to go , i'll feel happy. and i felt that it is all worth it .
so how.. waht should i do.. ..=/ dunno yet.. but for now just save ba. .anyway new phone will be coming out sooon
..haiz.
also dunn ohow.
btu if cant meet him, i think probably i'll travel around australia. llol. visit my frens all over australiaXD gosh. and getting al lost. hahahahaa... .=.=''...nah. not funny. its frightening k.
kk gtg
wish me luck peeps...
haiz...
=/
stresses that could not be told
mata ne
gonna slp soon. .been so slpy wakey so early n all.. .haiz
so looknig forward to off tmr onwards
u know my sm said to me todya. .about her ex. she told me he cried for her for 5 years.
men dunno how to cherish when she done so much and nice for them. .then when she broke off with hinm, only then does he know how whats good . but too late. she said that.. ''women ar... once no more feelings, loses the love, no matter how much chocolate, flowers receive, the feeligns will never come back''. she said soemthing like that .but. .well. not sur eif its true. though could be.
i mean.. he is the one who causes her to shut the door and turn away.
of course she wouldnt let him in again no matter how much gifts she received form him.
o well.. true ba.. what to do... too late. sometimes ppl realises it only after they lost something.
but then again. liek this quote i read in fb.. sometime si t could be u knew what you hav. but u just never thought of the face that u may lost it someday. take it for granted. who can u blame?
aw. .sammy was holding this cute lil kushie. yes i just named the panda kushie XD lolllllllllllll wth....
anway, so kawaii. and kushie. XD haha. gosh i missed how he'll play with me or make fun faces and voices of the plushies. i always find that so swt and cute of him =) cos me also do that mah. since young. haha.
so was a swt surprise when i found out he does that ^^ heheh.e
mm.. stomahc nbloated. .not feeling well.. huu.. uncomfy feeling =/
kk. gtg.
haiz. just hope all this stress and fatique will be gone soon...
haiz.. my heart is in aust. wanting to go. but at the same time. wan to save. but to go , i'll feel happy. and i felt that it is all worth it .
so how.. waht should i do.. ..=/ dunno yet.. but for now just save ba. .anyway new phone will be coming out sooon
..haiz.
also dunn ohow.
btu if cant meet him, i think probably i'll travel around australia. llol. visit my frens all over australiaXD gosh. and getting al lost. hahahahaa... .=.=''...nah. not funny. its frightening k.
kk gtg
wish me luck peeps...
haiz...
=/
stresses that could not be told
mata ne
13 March 2012
my friend's scary gf =X ?
huuu =( just received news gonna hav aussie peep watchign over in the store the way we serve customersT_T huuu very nervous........ later kena scold how.
but wil ldo my best ba. but very stress. huuu cant wait for the day to be over=(
my fren ar... omg. i knew it.
his gf.. so scary. theres this app called where is my android. and she'll use it to find out where he's at. she asked for his password for his emails access and facebook. etc.
omg...............
so scary.
everyday call him non stop. remember what i said that time? yes its nice and good to call ur up partner. .ask hwere are they. hows their day... eaten? etc. .thast sweet. but not this type of every min keep callign ur partner just to ask where he's at, with who.. few times no harm. but everyday without fail is frightening. somemore she demanded to know. its DEMANDED. not sincerely wanna know where he is.
its like scared he's with god knows who. omg. ... so scary gf =/
and he's so stupid to give her all the passwords. as a gf u don ask for passwords from ur bf. neither does the bf has a right to.
anyway i duno ba some ppl.
for me i relaly don like nor agree to such a way.. get passwords.. check on app to ur location... gosh.
can faint sia
dunno how he can stand that.
=/
i tink shes nuts =X
anwyay, haiz. yea.. he just kept lying to her when the need arises. or when thers a chance. cos no choice. if not she'll keep haunting him.
i told him. a relationship that builds up on lies and deceit wouldnt be happy and long lasting .
he said she asked for it. as in no choice but becos of her actions, he need to lie to her .
sighs. i understadn insecurity... but to her extent, its too overboard.ur partner aint a missing dog. why wanna keep track of his whereabouts on android app?
concerns , cares,. jealous worry for ur partner is one thing. good sweet and nice. but to do the extreme overboard style, its such a turn off
i tried to imagine what if sammy did something like her. liek keep calling throughout my day, ask me where am i now. .do what.. with who.. etc.... will i be happy?
my answer is postive. one hintg, i love him to call me. cos i get to hear his voice and more detaisl of hows he been.. etc.
ive done nothing wrong to him. so i don have to worry about anythign cos i am not lying to him. i trust him to trust me. and i trust him yes. =)
he called meaning he's concern and care about me. so no matter how many times i'll still feel very happy to receive his call.
so u see. its about who you're with. and your intentions.
if wrong person, all the things aboved mentioned wil lseems impossible eh.
but i wouldnt mind. cos i love hinm. i know him. and im very comfortabole with him. =)
so yea.
just pity my fren. dunno why stil lwanna be wit her /= haiz.
soemre slp lia ostil lmust wakey to pick up her phoen call. =.= omg.
but o well. thats their business ba. im just an outsider. i wouldnt know much of anyting so yea.
my fren told me its perhaps cos of their country's women. all like that. very scary'. haha.
well, im jsut contend and happy with my one and only sammy. uh huh.
and im glad im not from my fren's country. haha.
hope he'll be fine ba. ha. so poor thing. like having a fierce policeman watching over him XD
but my sm husband.. received her call .. mm.. said thsoe nasty rude thigns.. perhaps he also kena that type of scary ex gf before eh. maybe thats why when my sm called, he scold her call fo rwhat. trying to question his whereabouts ar.. etc..
so mean right=( how hurting.
anyway, he lloe her in another way. =)
so yea. just watch out what u're saying to ur girl. don misunderstand their love and swt concerns for the scary woman i mentioned above. as in my fren's gf. and that, is very importantr. u might just wronged them and hurt them badly. till if skali they decide to show their concerns to other guys, ahhhh don regret ar!!
huu me still no time revise my japT_T see hwat i mean? me no time huuu
i need time. haiz....
kk jaa mata ne
but wil ldo my best ba. but very stress. huuu cant wait for the day to be over=(
my fren ar... omg. i knew it.
his gf.. so scary. theres this app called where is my android. and she'll use it to find out where he's at. she asked for his password for his emails access and facebook. etc.
omg...............
so scary.
everyday call him non stop. remember what i said that time? yes its nice and good to call ur up partner. .ask hwere are they. hows their day... eaten? etc. .thast sweet. but not this type of every min keep callign ur partner just to ask where he's at, with who.. few times no harm. but everyday without fail is frightening. somemore she demanded to know. its DEMANDED. not sincerely wanna know where he is.
its like scared he's with god knows who. omg. ... so scary gf =/
and he's so stupid to give her all the passwords. as a gf u don ask for passwords from ur bf. neither does the bf has a right to.
anyway i duno ba some ppl.
for me i relaly don like nor agree to such a way.. get passwords.. check on app to ur location... gosh.
can faint sia
dunno how he can stand that.
=/
i tink shes nuts =X
anwyay, haiz. yea.. he just kept lying to her when the need arises. or when thers a chance. cos no choice. if not she'll keep haunting him.
i told him. a relationship that builds up on lies and deceit wouldnt be happy and long lasting .
he said she asked for it. as in no choice but becos of her actions, he need to lie to her .
sighs. i understadn insecurity... but to her extent, its too overboard.ur partner aint a missing dog. why wanna keep track of his whereabouts on android app?
concerns , cares,. jealous worry for ur partner is one thing. good sweet and nice. but to do the extreme overboard style, its such a turn off
i tried to imagine what if sammy did something like her. liek keep calling throughout my day, ask me where am i now. .do what.. with who.. etc.... will i be happy?
my answer is postive. one hintg, i love him to call me. cos i get to hear his voice and more detaisl of hows he been.. etc.
ive done nothing wrong to him. so i don have to worry about anythign cos i am not lying to him. i trust him to trust me. and i trust him yes. =)
he called meaning he's concern and care about me. so no matter how many times i'll still feel very happy to receive his call.
so u see. its about who you're with. and your intentions.
if wrong person, all the things aboved mentioned wil lseems impossible eh.
but i wouldnt mind. cos i love hinm. i know him. and im very comfortabole with him. =)
so yea.
just pity my fren. dunno why stil lwanna be wit her /= haiz.
soemre slp lia ostil lmust wakey to pick up her phoen call. =.= omg.
but o well. thats their business ba. im just an outsider. i wouldnt know much of anyting so yea.
my fren told me its perhaps cos of their country's women. all like that. very scary'. haha.
well, im jsut contend and happy with my one and only sammy. uh huh.
and im glad im not from my fren's country. haha.
hope he'll be fine ba. ha. so poor thing. like having a fierce policeman watching over him XD
but my sm husband.. received her call .. mm.. said thsoe nasty rude thigns.. perhaps he also kena that type of scary ex gf before eh. maybe thats why when my sm called, he scold her call fo rwhat. trying to question his whereabouts ar.. etc..
so mean right=( how hurting.
anyway, he lloe her in another way. =)
so yea. just watch out what u're saying to ur girl. don misunderstand their love and swt concerns for the scary woman i mentioned above. as in my fren's gf. and that, is very importantr. u might just wronged them and hurt them badly. till if skali they decide to show their concerns to other guys, ahhhh don regret ar!!
huu me still no time revise my japT_T see hwat i mean? me no time huuu
i need time. haiz....
kk jaa mata ne
12 March 2012
lovey dovey always!
i am soo otired and slpy to type... =.=
oh today nearly wakey wrong time again. omg. i cant believe this .to think i was quite wide awake.. counting my hours of when to wakey.. i still miscaculated. .haiyo. whe too slpy will like this huh?=/
anway glad i rush off just on time. phew
so tired.. huu
mm............. oh.
it was so nice to hear his voice and chatted todya. =) though at last part of conversation the words were much clearer and louder. nonetheless, its sooo nice to tlak with him always =)
he tol dme his fren just got attached , aww.. .=)
but i understand that feeling. so . its like i'll always make fun of my frens.. .hey stop it! for being aso lovey dovcey in fron of me. sobxxx..... haha
joking sobx. so funny.
anyway yea.. .i still don like xeeing couples in trian bus or escalator.. anywhere XD lol. but i don wanna find someone to anyhow love just because im like living in sg and its convenient or hwat. thats so wrong . -_- cant imagine doing that. so yea.
but im happy to know my special swty is somewhere thinking of me too.and its long lasting swty with me. hehe.
but.. sint that a very specaial feeling to you guys too? to have someone special in ur life. just belong to u and him or her.
isnt that great to find someone like that. one and only. big world. to only come across one as unique and special as ur partner. .aww. ... learn to cherrish peeps =)
its such a wonderful special feeling.
aw... miss him . ha...
huu so slpeey..
love chatting with him too. like those nights. in ns. before he slp, wil lcall. just chat here n there...
i think its very sweet eh. talk abit about each othes day even for a while .cos ns mah. don get to see often.
oh yea. hehe. was palying with my jap app.
yay. my kanji not bad. wont say expert or what. but basic stil lok. cos gd thing i learnt chinese mah. somemore i used to sing while looking at jap lyrics.. so yea. can here n there rememebr abit of the kanji.
wa so happy when i know most of the words. not most. but good enough =)
today not been reading jap much. ytd none too. tired n slpy =/
haiz.
wil ltry to fin dtime to revise later ba.
i hope
ha
oh yea. and one thing i really agreed with sammy.
though 4 years liao... i really like this lovey dovey moments with him everyday =)
very swt. very lovely. hee.
and im very grateful and glad for it.
who says ppl can only be lovey dovey sw stage only in first 3 months of dating. down the roads even after marriage , if both parties work on it, thigns will definitely be well and better, its all about you with ur partner. compromise give in and take.
respect. care. treasure.. pay attention. if u hav them in ur heart, anythign u do or say will always sparks happiness. uh huh.
even old married couple stil lcan hold ahnds and be so swt together =) its all about 2 of u. not others.
kk. gtg. tv rest then slp ba. zzzzzzzzzzz
super slpy
jaa mata
oh today nearly wakey wrong time again. omg. i cant believe this .to think i was quite wide awake.. counting my hours of when to wakey.. i still miscaculated. .haiyo. whe too slpy will like this huh?=/
anway glad i rush off just on time. phew
so tired.. huu
mm............. oh.
it was so nice to hear his voice and chatted todya. =) though at last part of conversation the words were much clearer and louder. nonetheless, its sooo nice to tlak with him always =)
he tol dme his fren just got attached , aww.. .=)
but i understand that feeling. so . its like i'll always make fun of my frens.. .hey stop it! for being aso lovey dovcey in fron of me. sobxxx..... haha
joking sobx. so funny.
anyway yea.. .i still don like xeeing couples in trian bus or escalator.. anywhere XD lol. but i don wanna find someone to anyhow love just because im like living in sg and its convenient or hwat. thats so wrong . -_- cant imagine doing that. so yea.
but im happy to know my special swty is somewhere thinking of me too.and its long lasting swty with me. hehe.
but.. sint that a very specaial feeling to you guys too? to have someone special in ur life. just belong to u and him or her.
isnt that great to find someone like that. one and only. big world. to only come across one as unique and special as ur partner. .aww. ... learn to cherrish peeps =)
its such a wonderful special feeling.
aw... miss him . ha...
huu so slpeey..
love chatting with him too. like those nights. in ns. before he slp, wil lcall. just chat here n there...
i think its very sweet eh. talk abit about each othes day even for a while .cos ns mah. don get to see often.
oh yea. hehe. was palying with my jap app.
yay. my kanji not bad. wont say expert or what. but basic stil lok. cos gd thing i learnt chinese mah. somemore i used to sing while looking at jap lyrics.. so yea. can here n there rememebr abit of the kanji.
wa so happy when i know most of the words. not most. but good enough =)
today not been reading jap much. ytd none too. tired n slpy =/
haiz.
wil ltry to fin dtime to revise later ba.
i hope
ha
oh yea. and one thing i really agreed with sammy.
though 4 years liao... i really like this lovey dovey moments with him everyday =)
very swt. very lovely. hee.
and im very grateful and glad for it.
who says ppl can only be lovey dovey sw stage only in first 3 months of dating. down the roads even after marriage , if both parties work on it, thigns will definitely be well and better, its all about you with ur partner. compromise give in and take.
respect. care. treasure.. pay attention. if u hav them in ur heart, anythign u do or say will always sparks happiness. uh huh.
even old married couple stil lcan hold ahnds and be so swt together =) its all about 2 of u. not others.
kk. gtg. tv rest then slp ba. zzzzzzzzzzz
super slpy
jaa mata
11 March 2012
happy birthday sammy salim ^^
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tiredddddddddddd HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU =((((((((((((((((9 veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tiredddddddddddddddd body numbed. ..sore.. .pain... huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu im sooooooo tiredddddddddddddd =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
=(((((
sighs.. .tired till massager counlnt hurt me. .im so tired... to the max.. beyond max.. huuu .. .walked around tampnes mall areas all day with sm ther.. .huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
get to msg him fo ra while ba.. thin khe's busy too with online work and school..
but overall, yea. at least the most i can do is made him a birthday video .eh din say nothing . but i hope he'll like it.
couldnt do much u see... .he's in a restricted xzone given by his parents. .anway................
i think he;es happy today. uh huh
ok. so. ...shoot.. had i ever mention this?
that time went for potluck.. then the lady from australia (one of our staff) mentioned that my leg so skinny where did all my fats gone.. .cos i was having another piece of cake.. i ate alot. i think i mentieodn that eh?
anway, i was then wondering what shes tlaking about. what skinny legs. i hae normal legs mah.
then recently, i saw my pic... i was wearing a casual shorts... and i saw my l;egs. ....skinny. like.... boney. not boney. but... skinn yea. skinny!! omg.... so scary.... liek as though i'd lost so much weight =/
my shorts was looking like so loose.. especially my thighs area. i dunno. my pic looks so skinny... as in m ylegs.
so scary.... but my appetite been gd.. cept for todya ba. but im stil leating though. cos tonight too tired. very hungry, but no appetite.. so forced myself to eat abit.
but yea.. .my eating habits ,time, very irregualr=/
u knwo that day i was just standing there, o rwalking past my fren in store. then suddenly she tell me.. ''haha you looked so cute!''. .... i was like. ..dots. now what did i do??? /=.=''''' O.o
i looked normal.. .i just stand there. whats so cute????
im not posing or doing anythign mate.
then today the tmapines sm when saw me, first thing asked me.. 'why you look so pretty today''. indicating my make up whole look etd.. .i was like.. huh? no. nothing mah.
so weir dne. i don get ti O.o
=.=
so nice ar. stand there do nothign and ppl will think u good+
?
ha. well, am i lucky to be such a person, or its just piure coincidence. -_-
anwyay im so beat up righ tnow.
imma slp soon
...
haiz... how will my birthday turn out to be....
alread thinking abou tit..
ha. oh yea. hope tmr he wont get weird birthday sabotage or somethin from his frens. haha .
if me, i'll be very worried about my crazy frens doing that =.= '' dots. haha.
haiz. k ba. gtg... ...
at least ne.. i can do a lil something for him.. nothign big.. nothign super special.. nothing much.. nothign expensice.. but just a pure heart , the most sincere thoughts,love,and wishes for him. .hope he feel it too..
haiz. though i wish o do so much more than that.....
oh recently found a very nice app to play with from my phone. at least kills my time and all. ha.
so yea.
thought of playing legends . .pocket legends again.. but so far no tiem yet. i have nso mcuh to do u see...
so yea.
will try to play again soon ba. ha.
stil lremmeber the good old times. im sure thigns improved liao.. .so yea. cant wait to getback into the game.
hipefully when time is right, i have openty ofg time to play ba. heh
mata ne
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
=(((((
sighs.. .tired till massager counlnt hurt me. .im so tired... to the max.. beyond max.. huuu .. .walked around tampnes mall areas all day with sm ther.. .huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
get to msg him fo ra while ba.. thin khe's busy too with online work and school..
but overall, yea. at least the most i can do is made him a birthday video .eh din say nothing . but i hope he'll like it.
couldnt do much u see... .he's in a restricted xzone given by his parents. .anway................
i think he;es happy today. uh huh
ok. so. ...shoot.. had i ever mention this?
that time went for potluck.. then the lady from australia (one of our staff) mentioned that my leg so skinny where did all my fats gone.. .cos i was having another piece of cake.. i ate alot. i think i mentieodn that eh?
anway, i was then wondering what shes tlaking about. what skinny legs. i hae normal legs mah.
then recently, i saw my pic... i was wearing a casual shorts... and i saw my l;egs. ....skinny. like.... boney. not boney. but... skinn yea. skinny!! omg.... so scary.... liek as though i'd lost so much weight =/
my shorts was looking like so loose.. especially my thighs area. i dunno. my pic looks so skinny... as in m ylegs.
so scary.... but my appetite been gd.. cept for todya ba. but im stil leating though. cos tonight too tired. very hungry, but no appetite.. so forced myself to eat abit.
but yea.. .my eating habits ,time, very irregualr=/
u knwo that day i was just standing there, o rwalking past my fren in store. then suddenly she tell me.. ''haha you looked so cute!''. .... i was like. ..dots. now what did i do??? /=.=''''' O.o
i looked normal.. .i just stand there. whats so cute????
im not posing or doing anythign mate.
then today the tmapines sm when saw me, first thing asked me.. 'why you look so pretty today''. indicating my make up whole look etd.. .i was like.. huh? no. nothing mah.
so weir dne. i don get ti O.o
=.=
so nice ar. stand there do nothign and ppl will think u good+
?
ha. well, am i lucky to be such a person, or its just piure coincidence. -_-
anwyay im so beat up righ tnow.
imma slp soon
...
haiz... how will my birthday turn out to be....
alread thinking abou tit..
ha. oh yea. hope tmr he wont get weird birthday sabotage or somethin from his frens. haha .
if me, i'll be very worried about my crazy frens doing that =.= '' dots. haha.
haiz. k ba. gtg... ...
at least ne.. i can do a lil something for him.. nothign big.. nothign super special.. nothing much.. nothign expensice.. but just a pure heart , the most sincere thoughts,love,and wishes for him. .hope he feel it too..
haiz. though i wish o do so much more than that.....
oh recently found a very nice app to play with from my phone. at least kills my time and all. ha.
so yea.
thought of playing legends . .pocket legends again.. but so far no tiem yet. i have nso mcuh to do u see...
so yea.
will try to play again soon ba. ha.
stil lremmeber the good old times. im sure thigns improved liao.. .so yea. cant wait to getback into the game.
hipefully when time is right, i have openty ofg time to play ba. heh
mata ne
09 March 2012
lazy guys
ha. my best friedn fianlly called me after soooooooooooooooooooo long!!!! i knew it!! knew sort of his situations and all... but din think it could be that bad. anyway he couldnt take it anymore and got to call me. lol . said he was very stress. .i wa slaughing away at that.
suddenly at so late at ight sia.
but i nvr like to dis my fren who's attach. i understand their situations mah.. some gf can get very insecure.. and i cant afford to lose another one of my fren cos of some girl's jealousy... =/
anway, so long story. .yea. his gf is like erm. .well. .accorind ot him. .even if he called back home to his parents , she'l lbe unahppy too.
i then asked him.
did you msg her the whoel day or something then? perhasp u never msg her, yet u got the spare time to call ur parents, htats why shes mad. not even a simple i miss you msg.. or i love u msg.. .
then he kept quiet =.= . he replied hwat u knwo.. lazy. he replied he's lazy =.= i wa slike. .dotsssssssss then u cant blame ur gf for getting angry over something liek that mah .
he's like.. .well, im lazy mah. .sometimes guys are lazy.. im sure ur boyfren also do the same right.
i kept quiet. well, all humans are different. htey have each to heir own situations.
but yea. at least he admits that he's lazy. =.= dots.
just a simple one msg wil lkill your 5 seconds of time?
omg.
anway yea.. .not entirely her fault.. .but stil lmore or less ba..
asked him to tlak it out with her. .but he doesnt seem to lie the idea. said he wanted to meet us after she went back to her country abit.
so eya.
gosh...
to think having a gf keeping track of ur phone.. thats why ilike i said. i don wan contact much of my male frens who are attached.
anwyay yea. this phone check thingy .is one of the worst thign to do =/
haiz...
but what to do. perhaps shes insecure ba?
i heard alot of couples do that though. .checking phoens and all...
if casual checks maybe still might be ok. but if digging up personal msgs, not gd
oh met this woman form hong kong. holiday in sg.
she said she studies in australia for 6 years. asked her why din she stay there. she said she couldnt find a job ther.e cos osmetimes it depends on who they need.
so eya. i asked her to try onlin esearch. she said she did. but that was 3 years ago. and it was real bad that time. very difficult to find a job there.
wlel, i asked her to try again . it was 3 years ago mah. .perhaps now its better ne.
mm.... so full .stomach bloated =/
haiyoooooo been about a weke liao? stomach not gd. huu
mm... getting soooo slpy....
mm.. what else.. .so yea.. today din get ti read up on my jap book.. haiyo... will i do it?? i hoep i can do this man =/
so slpy. .yet so many stuffs to clean up adn do. if one day go out, that it. no time do other thigns laio. haiz.
kk.. gotta resst my stomach for abit ..take med first ba..
so slpy...
si yea. just rememebr. .don be lazy to ur girls peeps. there are alot more guys waiting to work hard' on ur girl. and if they do work hard on ur girl, don ever regret for you yourself being lazy! ha... it'll all be too late before you know it.
oh yea. today get to msg sammy abit. better than nothing ^^ so yea.
heh.... and so glad his side is ok today .sunny. wee
mata ne
suddenly at so late at ight sia.
but i nvr like to dis my fren who's attach. i understand their situations mah.. some gf can get very insecure.. and i cant afford to lose another one of my fren cos of some girl's jealousy... =/
anway, so long story. .yea. his gf is like erm. .well. .accorind ot him. .even if he called back home to his parents , she'l lbe unahppy too.
i then asked him.
did you msg her the whoel day or something then? perhasp u never msg her, yet u got the spare time to call ur parents, htats why shes mad. not even a simple i miss you msg.. or i love u msg.. .
then he kept quiet =.= . he replied hwat u knwo.. lazy. he replied he's lazy =.= i wa slike. .dotsssssssss then u cant blame ur gf for getting angry over something liek that mah .
he's like.. .well, im lazy mah. .sometimes guys are lazy.. im sure ur boyfren also do the same right.
i kept quiet. well, all humans are different. htey have each to heir own situations.
but yea. at least he admits that he's lazy. =.= dots.
just a simple one msg wil lkill your 5 seconds of time?
omg.
anway yea.. .not entirely her fault.. .but stil lmore or less ba..
asked him to tlak it out with her. .but he doesnt seem to lie the idea. said he wanted to meet us after she went back to her country abit.
so eya.
gosh...
to think having a gf keeping track of ur phone.. thats why ilike i said. i don wan contact much of my male frens who are attached.
anwyay yea. this phone check thingy .is one of the worst thign to do =/
haiz...
but what to do. perhaps shes insecure ba?
i heard alot of couples do that though. .checking phoens and all...
if casual checks maybe still might be ok. but if digging up personal msgs, not gd
oh met this woman form hong kong. holiday in sg.
she said she studies in australia for 6 years. asked her why din she stay there. she said she couldnt find a job ther.e cos osmetimes it depends on who they need.
so eya. i asked her to try onlin esearch. she said she did. but that was 3 years ago. and it was real bad that time. very difficult to find a job there.
wlel, i asked her to try again . it was 3 years ago mah. .perhaps now its better ne.
mm.... so full .stomach bloated =/
haiyoooooo been about a weke liao? stomach not gd. huu
mm... getting soooo slpy....
mm.. what else.. .so yea.. today din get ti read up on my jap book.. haiyo... will i do it?? i hoep i can do this man =/
so slpy. .yet so many stuffs to clean up adn do. if one day go out, that it. no time do other thigns laio. haiz.
kk.. gotta resst my stomach for abit ..take med first ba..
so slpy...
si yea. just rememebr. .don be lazy to ur girls peeps. there are alot more guys waiting to work hard' on ur girl. and if they do work hard on ur girl, don ever regret for you yourself being lazy! ha... it'll all be too late before you know it.
oh yea. today get to msg sammy abit. better than nothing ^^ so yea.
heh.... and so glad his side is ok today .sunny. wee
mata ne
08 March 2012
floods
so tired. and yet sooo boring at work =.=
nothing much to blog about i guess? haiz. .just so tired... and dunno what to do. so boring.
oh. imma start on the jap thingy yet again. LOL. o well. maybe i'll stop halfway again huh. haha.
anyway, will give it a try
mm.... so eya.
his birthday is coming up.
mm... dunno waht i can do for him. .basically nothing ba. cant send him aything. so yea. .
o well. .its hte htought that counts ba
so wish i could do something for him to make him feel happy
geez... so really ne. the flood .. .haiz. i hope he'll be fine. at leats he knwos how to swim. if me, sure dorwns. lol
anwayy, yea. i ownder when htis flood thingy gonna end huh.. its not sg mini stores flood. thats a hugeeeeeeeee flood we're talking about here. so eya
haiz. hope he'll be fine ba
=/
im just wondering.. .what can i do..
oh yea. the fierce important big figure is coming to our store soon. very scary. and very strict. huu. i hope everything will be alright .
haiz.
coming soon.........
k ba. gonna rest liao.. supernatural is awesome ^^
mm.........
hopefully wil lget to msg him more tmr ba.. =/
i wonde rif he's excited about his borthday coming huh.
or waht. but im sure his frens will plan something out fo rhim ba.
and a nice family dinner.
gosh.. reminded me of my birthday last year.. diaster.... haiz.
don even wanna think nor talk about it. ... =/ super sad birthday
after that day, i think im afraid of birthdays liao.
just scxared its gonna turn out to be another sad day though been looking forward to it. ..haiz
mata
nothing much to blog about i guess? haiz. .just so tired... and dunno what to do. so boring.
oh. imma start on the jap thingy yet again. LOL. o well. maybe i'll stop halfway again huh. haha.
anyway, will give it a try
mm.... so eya.
his birthday is coming up.
mm... dunno waht i can do for him. .basically nothing ba. cant send him aything. so yea. .
o well. .its hte htought that counts ba
so wish i could do something for him to make him feel happy
geez... so really ne. the flood .. .haiz. i hope he'll be fine. at leats he knwos how to swim. if me, sure dorwns. lol
anwayy, yea. i ownder when htis flood thingy gonna end huh.. its not sg mini stores flood. thats a hugeeeeeeeee flood we're talking about here. so eya
haiz. hope he'll be fine ba
=/
im just wondering.. .what can i do..
oh yea. the fierce important big figure is coming to our store soon. very scary. and very strict. huu. i hope everything will be alright .
haiz.
coming soon.........
k ba. gonna rest liao.. supernatural is awesome ^^
mm.........
hopefully wil lget to msg him more tmr ba.. =/
i wonde rif he's excited about his borthday coming huh.
or waht. but im sure his frens will plan something out fo rhim ba.
and a nice family dinner.
gosh.. reminded me of my birthday last year.. diaster.... haiz.
don even wanna think nor talk about it. ... =/ super sad birthday
after that day, i think im afraid of birthdays liao.
just scxared its gonna turn out to be another sad day though been looking forward to it. ..haiz
mata
07 March 2012
love knows no boundaries
keep forgetting to blog about this...
i think i understand what she's talking about. .my sm.. 2nd marriage. married with this man... good family background. .uni graduate. .her sis in law a doctor... her bro in law a dunno what earns alot of money. .so basically yees. they are one hell of a rich family. and her husband's frens.. = doctors... lawyers.. .etc.. .she was saying to her hubby that next time if thers frens gathering, dont ask her go. lol cos she dunno what to say to his 'big' frens. yea i understand... when you're coming from a so called not same level as htem, more or less.....
this wil lhapppen..
anwyay, glad her husband didnt mind that at all. and neither does his parents.
so eya
good.
but heard he once look down on her.. htat i dunno what happen .maybe before they were even frens? i don wanna ask either
haiz. so tired.
=/
sigsh.. days to go tam is getting nearer=( i don wish to leave... huuu
..soemtimes this job makes me wonder... but.. ...haiz.. will stay on for now ba..
if only i can find a job to get me into that country
anyway,
haiz. i really need ppl t o oush me learn jap language ne.
somehow i couldnt keep the momentum going.. wil lgive up soon after. lol. cos no time and too tired.
ive so much thigns to do.
=/
as little as wanting to read my cookbook, tidy room, tidy lingerie, etc.. sometimes after finishs al lthat, i'l lfeel so slpy n tired.
ahiz.............. =/
o well.............. see how ba.
but... that spark's still there...
and.. uknow u knew something's in you. or u gotta do it. but u just didnt. or couldnt.
due to god knws hwat reason=/=
or excuses. haiz
nothign is easy. but.. .someitmes it makes life tiring
mm. what else...
haiyo slpy n tired.
oh been watching super natural every night with bro. ha. so exciting. supernatural is my fav series of all tiems... so far. yup. bro bought the whole set. weeeee ^^
such an awesome drama ;)
go check it out
oh and that 995 drama? remmeber? from ch 8.
yea.. finished liao... awww.... so swt. everytime i watch my fav actress with pierre png
ha. like. the
perfect boyfren or husband' eh. lol
nah.
and guess what. my ex colleague paid me a visit.. .and yes.. .she went for a hokiday with her bf to korea. she spend 4k. ....on shopping alone. OMG. how did she saved those up and spend them away!?? 2 k i understadn. .but...4??? omg. wow.
i have a feeling her family is well to do type ba.
anwyay, she's engaged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! her relationship is the ldr type. her bf not from sg. form malaysia i think? so yea. his job requires him to travel often.
thats hwy.. .aww.w. .im so glad htigns worked out for them. i think she's younger than me abit u know. mm.... should be.
anyway, his fiance thoguht of coming to sg to work and stay with her here once they get married about march 2014. but since u know.. he need to quit his job and all. .she thinks its better to go over his area instead because his houshe is htere.. no need buy le.
so yea. but her parents alrayd know la.. that she's moving outta sg once she get married.
awww im sooo happy for her.
her bf is short lie her i think. she si very plumb and fat. shorter than me. wear specs. but with a very sweet voice. funny gal. despite her size, she is still lovable.
=) and im so glad that her fiance pops the question =) and tell her to choose the ring herself. lol .awww
so yea.
glad their ldr worked out ^ thgouth i think they see each other a few times a year ba?
kk. gtg,late liao. hair stil lwet.T_T haiyo... wat t do. .watch drama mah...
go check out the rest of 995 episodes k. after 16 17 18 to 20. all very nice. nice whenevr theres scnenes of them . ha. cute couple ^^ their actions reminded me of............
jaa mata!!!!
i think i understand what she's talking about. .my sm.. 2nd marriage. married with this man... good family background. .uni graduate. .her sis in law a doctor... her bro in law a dunno what earns alot of money. .so basically yees. they are one hell of a rich family. and her husband's frens.. = doctors... lawyers.. .etc.. .she was saying to her hubby that next time if thers frens gathering, dont ask her go. lol cos she dunno what to say to his 'big' frens. yea i understand... when you're coming from a so called not same level as htem, more or less.....
this wil lhapppen..
anwyay, glad her husband didnt mind that at all. and neither does his parents.
so eya
good.
but heard he once look down on her.. htat i dunno what happen .maybe before they were even frens? i don wanna ask either
haiz. so tired.
=/
sigsh.. days to go tam is getting nearer=( i don wish to leave... huuu
..soemtimes this job makes me wonder... but.. ...haiz.. will stay on for now ba..
if only i can find a job to get me into that country
anyway,
haiz. i really need ppl t o oush me learn jap language ne.
somehow i couldnt keep the momentum going.. wil lgive up soon after. lol. cos no time and too tired.
ive so much thigns to do.
=/
as little as wanting to read my cookbook, tidy room, tidy lingerie, etc.. sometimes after finishs al lthat, i'l lfeel so slpy n tired.
ahiz.............. =/
o well.............. see how ba.
but... that spark's still there...
and.. uknow u knew something's in you. or u gotta do it. but u just didnt. or couldnt.
due to god knws hwat reason=/=
or excuses. haiz
nothign is easy. but.. .someitmes it makes life tiring
mm. what else...
haiyo slpy n tired.
oh been watching super natural every night with bro. ha. so exciting. supernatural is my fav series of all tiems... so far. yup. bro bought the whole set. weeeee ^^
such an awesome drama ;)
go check it out
oh and that 995 drama? remmeber? from ch 8.
yea.. finished liao... awww.... so swt. everytime i watch my fav actress with pierre png
ha. like. the
perfect boyfren or husband' eh. lol
nah.
and guess what. my ex colleague paid me a visit.. .and yes.. .she went for a hokiday with her bf to korea. she spend 4k. ....on shopping alone. OMG. how did she saved those up and spend them away!?? 2 k i understadn. .but...4??? omg. wow.
i have a feeling her family is well to do type ba.
anwyay, she's engaged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! her relationship is the ldr type. her bf not from sg. form malaysia i think? so yea. his job requires him to travel often.
thats hwy.. .aww.w. .im so glad htigns worked out for them. i think she's younger than me abit u know. mm.... should be.
anyway, his fiance thoguht of coming to sg to work and stay with her here once they get married about march 2014. but since u know.. he need to quit his job and all. .she thinks its better to go over his area instead because his houshe is htere.. no need buy le.
so yea. but her parents alrayd know la.. that she's moving outta sg once she get married.
awww im sooo happy for her.
her bf is short lie her i think. she si very plumb and fat. shorter than me. wear specs. but with a very sweet voice. funny gal. despite her size, she is still lovable.
=) and im so glad that her fiance pops the question =) and tell her to choose the ring herself. lol .awww
so yea.
glad their ldr worked out ^ thgouth i think they see each other a few times a year ba?
kk. gtg,late liao. hair stil lwet.T_T haiyo... wat t do. .watch drama mah...
go check out the rest of 995 episodes k. after 16 17 18 to 20. all very nice. nice whenevr theres scnenes of them . ha. cute couple ^^ their actions reminded me of............
jaa mata!!!!
06 March 2012
lovely pen
so slpy. imma slp asap.
same as sammy todya. this mornign totally sooooo slpy huuuu i really didnt wanna wakey =/
so slpy..
nyawya today soo obored and quiet at work .haizzzzzzz
my coleagues were making fun of how my voice changes when i asked my customer to sign up for free members. lol. omg. sounded like so sweet this voice.. well they mimic me . so yea. i wa slike. .huh? did i do that??
lol i rrly have no idea
trust me.
haiz. .jut now abit frustrated.. just found out from dad the pen i bought for him in syd, is gone. =( and come to thinmk of it, my magic stapler i bought form my store, is gone too . sighs.. .i didnt used to think much of it. hten now cos of my dad gib abit sad face that its missing( its a good pen.. .very smooth ) then i realised htat yes. it mustve bene redz who stolen it. i really wanna post soemthing about htat on my fb.. or tell bro.. but.. .i dun wan bro upset.. so i din post anything. .nor say much.
but sighs... =(((
that stapler not selling anymore=( huuuu
and his pen. .sighs. .if i know i wouldve bought one for him when i was there recently =/
just so .. disappointment..
he frowns. .i can tell he like that pen. me too. its very good to write u knwo .sighs.. that idiot.. small thigns also wanna steal .argh!!!!!!
kk.. gotta let it go. .if not im very stress.. .
just happy eenough sammy is happy and cheery today =)
^^ makes my day to just msg him happily. hee.
so slpy.. oh treated myself with a tub of ice ceram todya. stomach today not good=/ but stil lyea. .craved for it. so boguth a small tub. yummy. i alsmot finished up the whole thing XD
yea my appetite is back in a way ba. yay
kk. gtg soon
mata!
same as sammy todya. this mornign totally sooooo slpy huuuu i really didnt wanna wakey =/
so slpy..
nyawya today soo obored and quiet at work .haizzzzzzz
my coleagues were making fun of how my voice changes when i asked my customer to sign up for free members. lol. omg. sounded like so sweet this voice.. well they mimic me . so yea. i wa slike. .huh? did i do that??
lol i rrly have no idea
trust me.
haiz. .jut now abit frustrated.. just found out from dad the pen i bought for him in syd, is gone. =( and come to thinmk of it, my magic stapler i bought form my store, is gone too . sighs.. .i didnt used to think much of it. hten now cos of my dad gib abit sad face that its missing( its a good pen.. .very smooth ) then i realised htat yes. it mustve bene redz who stolen it. i really wanna post soemthing about htat on my fb.. or tell bro.. but.. .i dun wan bro upset.. so i din post anything. .nor say much.
but sighs... =(((
that stapler not selling anymore=( huuuu
and his pen. .sighs. .if i know i wouldve bought one for him when i was there recently =/
just so .. disappointment..
he frowns. .i can tell he like that pen. me too. its very good to write u knwo .sighs.. that idiot.. small thigns also wanna steal .argh!!!!!!
kk.. gotta let it go. .if not im very stress.. .
just happy eenough sammy is happy and cheery today =)
^^ makes my day to just msg him happily. hee.
so slpy.. oh treated myself with a tub of ice ceram todya. stomach today not good=/ but stil lyea. .craved for it. so boguth a small tub. yummy. i alsmot finished up the whole thing XD
yea my appetite is back in a way ba. yay
kk. gtg soon
mata!
05 March 2012
attracting who? O.o
so slpy and tired.
mm...bro bought a new comp today.. luskcily got his fren to help out..
wonde rhows he feeling nwo..
haiz.. work.. so many things to worry about =/...
...
i don feel happy . haiz.. .
try not to think about it ba. .what to do
gosh. my feet hurts=( very badly. pretty hoes wil lbring u pain. uh huh. u got thta right. =.=
its pain was so extreme.. .gosh. if theres a daiso htere, i wold've buy a pair of slippers there and then.
mm..
feb was such a slow one. .march.. mm.. hope it'll be a quickie one..
hoep time flies...
sometimes i really wih theres a hole for em to jump over his side. ha. just reachout a hadn for him to pull me across, or i jump right in.
wouldnt thigns be so much nicer eh.
haiz.. tyr not to think of work... gosh. its killing me =(
anyway, met another weird custoemr that day.
asked fo rmy name. and held up his hand to shake mine. holy crap. but i pretended not to see it. me so bad huh .. haiyo.... but dun wan la...
but so weird. it like.. i thought i saw him kept looking at me.. liek turning his heads back a couple of times when i walked past. but i thought ok. perhasp just looke look' only. then skali intro himself. omg. =.= '''''
wah lao.. .
...
dots.
so awkward.
my colleague was laughing at me.. asked me how many weirdos hav i attracted so far.. liek alot.
i was like. where got alot. . coincidence bah. .the recent one with bro at the store.. and that day this one.. haiyo. yea. why ar. i keep attracting like. .funny2 weird pplne =.= makes me very uncomfortble. huu..
come to think of it.. one month how many liao ar.. i get this type of situations. .omg.
my colleague say maybe im too pretty. =.= i was like. .noooo........
gosh. sooo o.. argh.
but what to do. i have to serve them mah, part of my job. all i can do is to step away. just liek in the store. ha. so lame. my colleague was lauhging so much,,, ''so you're shopping alone today?''
XD omg.
haiz.. some guys.. i dunno what to sya...
mm......... headache abit.. .
pouts*...
very sianz.
....im yearning for a holiday already..
haiz
oh and yup. i buy whatever i need to buy nowadsay .like if i need to use it now, then i buy. if not i'll wait.
=)
good girl eh. ha...
mm.. hope my dad's leg will be fine soon.. haiz.
so much things. .yet the plce to store it all in will enevr be (big) enough..
oh. so scary.. u knwo. .my sm say.. oh btw its her 2nd child. and she's in her 30s.
anwyay, shes' due in april. and soemtimes she can feel her baby moving around very pain.. then.. if the baby's head turn towards her vagina area, it feels like a penknife poking or cutting through ur vagina. =X.. ....... cso it sliek the baby wanna come out laio..(head at that area mah_)
omg. .penknife???... huuuT_T........
having a baby is so ... wah. super pain. sammy said he prefer boys. and he like 3.
erm. .well. .dunno . maybe he changed his mind alreayd? XD lol
anyway,... she said ppl says that if carrying a gril, is more easy.. gentle.. but if boy, will kick2 move2 alot. yup. her unborn is a boy now.
wow. so frightening.. .
but no pain no gain .
imagine the moment ur child is out, the features he'll have of u and ur partner. . the blood flowing in his veins belongs to u and ur partner... .
=)
uh huh. theres nothing but a miracle eh.
something one and only. belongs to both u and ur partner.
but i ownder . .why ppl don cherish them..
and treat them as dirt pest or soemthing they hate.
=/
well.. even if their own parents dislike them, .. im sure they'll always find soemone else out there who'll love htem and cherish them double the amount. =)
i have found mine. how about you?
slpyyyyyyyy
kk. gtg slp soon. last night slpt at about 330 am plus.. zzz
mm..=/
hope my worries wont keep on piling..
=/
i hope there'll be a pleasant surprise in store fo rme. .
or soemthing good wil lhappen soon.. its tiem for one. .for there's too much misfortunes happened within these few months=/
haiz
mata
mm...bro bought a new comp today.. luskcily got his fren to help out..
wonde rhows he feeling nwo..
haiz.. work.. so many things to worry about =/...
...
i don feel happy . haiz.. .
try not to think about it ba. .what to do
gosh. my feet hurts=( very badly. pretty hoes wil lbring u pain. uh huh. u got thta right. =.=
its pain was so extreme.. .gosh. if theres a daiso htere, i wold've buy a pair of slippers there and then.
mm..
feb was such a slow one. .march.. mm.. hope it'll be a quickie one..
hoep time flies...
sometimes i really wih theres a hole for em to jump over his side. ha. just reachout a hadn for him to pull me across, or i jump right in.
wouldnt thigns be so much nicer eh.
haiz.. tyr not to think of work... gosh. its killing me =(
anyway, met another weird custoemr that day.
asked fo rmy name. and held up his hand to shake mine. holy crap. but i pretended not to see it. me so bad huh .. haiyo.... but dun wan la...
but so weird. it like.. i thought i saw him kept looking at me.. liek turning his heads back a couple of times when i walked past. but i thought ok. perhasp just looke look' only. then skali intro himself. omg. =.= '''''
wah lao.. .
...
dots.
so awkward.
my colleague was laughing at me.. asked me how many weirdos hav i attracted so far.. liek alot.
i was like. where got alot. . coincidence bah. .the recent one with bro at the store.. and that day this one.. haiyo. yea. why ar. i keep attracting like. .funny2 weird pplne =.= makes me very uncomfortble. huu..
come to think of it.. one month how many liao ar.. i get this type of situations. .omg.
my colleague say maybe im too pretty. =.= i was like. .noooo........
gosh. sooo o.. argh.
but what to do. i have to serve them mah, part of my job. all i can do is to step away. just liek in the store. ha. so lame. my colleague was lauhging so much,,, ''so you're shopping alone today?''
XD omg.
haiz.. some guys.. i dunno what to sya...
mm......... headache abit.. .
pouts*...
very sianz.
....im yearning for a holiday already..
haiz
oh and yup. i buy whatever i need to buy nowadsay .like if i need to use it now, then i buy. if not i'll wait.
=)
good girl eh. ha...
mm.. hope my dad's leg will be fine soon.. haiz.
so much things. .yet the plce to store it all in will enevr be (big) enough..
oh. so scary.. u knwo. .my sm say.. oh btw its her 2nd child. and she's in her 30s.
anwyay, shes' due in april. and soemtimes she can feel her baby moving around very pain.. then.. if the baby's head turn towards her vagina area, it feels like a penknife poking or cutting through ur vagina. =X.. ....... cso it sliek the baby wanna come out laio..(head at that area mah_)
omg. .penknife???... huuuT_T........
having a baby is so ... wah. super pain. sammy said he prefer boys. and he like 3.
erm. .well. .dunno . maybe he changed his mind alreayd? XD lol
anyway,... she said ppl says that if carrying a gril, is more easy.. gentle.. but if boy, will kick2 move2 alot. yup. her unborn is a boy now.
wow. so frightening.. .
but no pain no gain .
imagine the moment ur child is out, the features he'll have of u and ur partner. . the blood flowing in his veins belongs to u and ur partner... .
=)
uh huh. theres nothing but a miracle eh.
something one and only. belongs to both u and ur partner.
but i ownder . .why ppl don cherish them..
and treat them as dirt pest or soemthing they hate.
=/
well.. even if their own parents dislike them, .. im sure they'll always find soemone else out there who'll love htem and cherish them double the amount. =)
i have found mine. how about you?
slpyyyyyyyy
kk. gtg slp soon. last night slpt at about 330 am plus.. zzz
mm..=/
hope my worries wont keep on piling..
=/
i hope there'll be a pleasant surprise in store fo rme. .
or soemthing good wil lhappen soon.. its tiem for one. .for there's too much misfortunes happened within these few months=/
haiz
mata
03 March 2012
dreaming of going there
is it cos odf sale ending soon thats why sooo busy???
anyway....
so tired.. .busy non stop for hours. almost liek xmas coming
haiz.. sianz.. .thought of transferring out.. =( huuuu
..haiz.
anwyay ne. .=/
mm... yea. today feels liek a weekdya. not sat. dunno why. everyday basicaly is the same ba
oh that dya out with bro right. after walk2 abit in the store, this sales man approaches me and ask ''oh so you're shopping alone?''
omg.... htta . is. so. lameeeeeeeeeeee. -_-
....... dots............
then i just say no. im with my bro.. .hten i hurried to my bro side. omg. sooo weird n paiseh la. lijke. .eewww =.=
anyway, very onmg. so llame. if my bro not around, i wonder hwat would i have done. runN? lol
so....
mm.. found out that redz lied somemore to our mutual frne. like stole money cos ot pay bill. then stole my bro's tickets for what???? crazy. liar.
i wont believe redz ever again./
kk. .enough abou thim
mm.. .forgot hwat to blog ne...
eh.. as always.. mm... .what else ar....
haiz. htats abou tit ba.
sometime wanna say.. but.. dunno hwo
oh. heard sammy say sg about 1000 pay can buy house le.
ha. so nice n easy eh =)
how i wish hee's here. or if things are so easy over there.
oh yea. now it'll be easier for couples.. especially young couples ot buy house and settle down soon eh. nice.
haiz... =./ so bored man...
sianz...
soooooo slpy like hell. u know me. not been slping well and resitn gwell.. .sick. stress... im still stress actually. .just not as much laio
just worried about family and if he'll lie again.. thigns like that.. trying not to but.. =/ haiz.
i try to spend time with bro too ba ..but not every time our off will be same
..but i prefer spend my time with sammy
was tlaking with colleague about wanting to go work in aust again.. ha. i always tlak baou tit. lol.
tyring to find tips and solutions at the same time form ppl who lived there.
anwyay, guess still the same ol dhting.. need heaps of money to study n work there... or work there plucking fruits... easiest i think.
or the same old standards.. get married dfrom a man there, or my job puts me through there. even if its a year or so. im willing to. at leats betetr htan nothign. and form one year, i can request for longer period. .till longer and longer. .then wee...
anwyay, heard my fren say chinese are too hardworkign . so mayeb they scared we earn all their aussie money ba.
haiz. in any case, im gonna be saving hard. dunno for what also. so many thigns i wanan do. but to make me happy, i know what i want. i wanna go australia again.
soemitmss.. to save up so much, and long yet not happy one bit,... thistype of life is.. .veyr poor thing=/ ..very stressful... like. .no lights at all.. .cos its too far. and the lights are out.. .
i dunno ba. see how.
imreally looking forward to go back one day.
if only he can coem back for hokliday.. haiz.
woudl so take him to uss. ha.. ...haiz.
o well. its liek that mah
so yea.. wil ldo my best to save this month... hopefully i'll achieved my target .then moving on and saving3.... will see how thigns go ba... anyway even if im back ... liek he said. .perhaps who kwnos. he really cant take me around anymore.
but wil lbe prepared..(kinda0 fo rhta ba.
like how i walk around th ecity. though perhaps wil lforget le ba.. all the thigns he taught me. .streets.. .ha. might forget abit here n there?
but anyway, ... mm.. ...alone.. should still be fine ba.. ....... mm......... i dunno. what do u think?
but this time, hotel relaly frightens me out. huuuuuuu..........
mm.... yea... ....whgat if i suddenly walk to kingston? or what king something.. .the very bad street? that time whiel looking for qvb building, i almost headed that way. lol. erm. .not near, but its further down. .somethign like that. XD
i still don get their st.
ha
mm..........
a pity i din get to learn how to take train ride form him =/ haiz....
oh eya.. and i missed eating that fried rice.. super spicy one. .huu.. din get to eat before i go....
huu....
but couldnt find my way there... dang. must relaly walk so much. geting lost, then walk3... till tired and frustrated. haiyo. really ne...
i cant imagine beign alone do ing all those. i'l lrrly be lost there for gd. i mean.. emr.. must ask ppl again n again ba. but not safe. i felt so uneasy doing that first night i was lost. somemroe ppl there alot drinking outside bars n stuffs...
one lok and they can easily tell you're lost. thats why i was very uneasy. but so glad when i finally find the way home.
phew.
nope. no one follow me ba. =X
well im safe now aint i. XD ha
phew
its nice. bt.. yea. even if other country, ... i think also will be dangerous.
same mah.
not liek sg.
anyway, somehow i do lie the idea of travelling alone. not with frens or family. of course it snice. but alone, has its sense of excitment and freedom to do what ever i want. .shop where i wan. but. my shoopping. haiz.. no one to control me sia. lol
no wonder spend so much this time=.='''''
cos sammy not with me most of the time. gosh. but nice to shop. i derserved it.
so eya
o well.
wil ldo it again one dya. soon i hope. se ehow ba
ha was telling bro. how nice if we could stay at hardrock hotel for 2 night sor soemthing. first sday whole day stay at uss... the other day can go snetosa explore or something. so realaxing n cheaper
but.. he don dare to take the rides. .so... now no redz.. i wonder.. .if i'll ever ge to go there take the rides again =(
ahiz....
wanna arrange with fren salso difficult. either they not enough money tight budget, or not free. or only free on weekend. but i don like. cos crowded and long queue. mm.. dunno ba.
o well
transformer ride. .huu.. i wan.....
=/
who wil leb tkaing the first ride with me eh. mm... i wonder
oh and the madgadascar
haiz. k ba...
that abou tit..
i just hope...
yea.. moments to happiness will surface soon enough..
a pity his parents dont allow him to come here alone. he's a man and an adult now. .but... o well. .. what to do if they wanna control him.... ...so yea.. if not. .pay fo rhis tickets to come here so much easir and cheaper than to go there
..and yet stil lge to see him, and spend some quality time together.
now they allow ppl transfer money overseas ne. at the post!!! amazin gright O.O i was like. .huh. to think i was wondeirng how to do it..(before he said his parents said no).
anway,
o well
....
will envy my frne when he go melb se ehsi gf ba. hee.
but lie i siad. one day wil leb my turn
mata =)
02 March 2012
case closed
and so... very longgg story...
i got my money back.
i was so nervous.. .so worreid.. and all. .etc... in my mind i kept cursing him.. imagine how i woulda scold him.. but when i relaly met him to get my money, he din say a word. im glad too. cos otherwise i wouldve flare up at him
very glad my fren very ncie kept me company all the way through msging. really appreciated, was supposed to meet up with another fren.. btu sadly last min she say cannot go.. something crop up. but anyway, yea... then soon after bro last min msg woill meet me up. he last min took off after he sarted work shortly after.
im very glad. os yea.
anyway... i can tell htat bro was in a daze todya= /
..sighs... im very sad fo rhim too... yes i got my money. im glad. but the painsand hurts left behind by that jerk... cannot be healed instantly =(
..what a trauma.. .i hope bro will be fine soon.. .sighs.. i relaly do efeel very sad.. =( but.... u know. he did the right thign by suggesting me go police. i got my money now.
and we know who that jerk rrly is
now i can eat my dinner again. these past dasy perhasp lack of proper meal, my stomach hasnt bene well.
so yea..
been a very long day out.
i just hope.. bro will be fine soon =/
haiz..
...as for rez.. well. .hoep he'll really keep to his words and slowly repay bro his money
i cant believe he stil ldare lied to policeman about how he stole my money.
long story i rrly don wish to tlak about it now.
i really hate this feelign when i thought of him.
..places we went together.. sighs.. so sad.. =(
its liek hwo when u part with ur love one... but he's more of a kin .. and .. sighs.. .just so sad. happy times are over.
trust are no longer htere.
nothign will ever be he same again....
...
he brought this upon himself.
sighs..
tch.. so much happened.. but.. i can only say this much. soryr. i mean type.
typing and tlaking are two different higns.
=/ haiz..
well.. though he's not with me, but i know his heartt will be..
just liek him. wish thigns couldve be easier.
but well. tough period is almost over now.
to have someone important in my life is the mnost important thign to me now
but after this incident, .. i really have alot of doubts and questions..
haiz... so wish i can celebrate his happy day with him.. but.. cant do anytingmuch now. no pressise and all =(
but whats more important ,is the love that binds us together.
thast somehting nothing could ever be bought with
i rrly wish to be with him one day soon.
...haiz.
o well...
gonna hug bloster tonight again ba.
as long as i can feel his heart with me.. thats all it matters at the end of the day... not other stuffs that money can buy u with.
mata
i got my money back.
i was so nervous.. .so worreid.. and all. .etc... in my mind i kept cursing him.. imagine how i woulda scold him.. but when i relaly met him to get my money, he din say a word. im glad too. cos otherwise i wouldve flare up at him
very glad my fren very ncie kept me company all the way through msging. really appreciated, was supposed to meet up with another fren.. btu sadly last min she say cannot go.. something crop up. but anyway, yea... then soon after bro last min msg woill meet me up. he last min took off after he sarted work shortly after.
im very glad. os yea.
anyway... i can tell htat bro was in a daze todya= /
..sighs... im very sad fo rhim too... yes i got my money. im glad. but the painsand hurts left behind by that jerk... cannot be healed instantly =(
..what a trauma.. .i hope bro will be fine soon.. .sighs.. i relaly do efeel very sad.. =( but.... u know. he did the right thign by suggesting me go police. i got my money now.
and we know who that jerk rrly is
now i can eat my dinner again. these past dasy perhasp lack of proper meal, my stomach hasnt bene well.
so yea..
been a very long day out.
i just hope.. bro will be fine soon =/
haiz..
...as for rez.. well. .hoep he'll really keep to his words and slowly repay bro his money
i cant believe he stil ldare lied to policeman about how he stole my money.
long story i rrly don wish to tlak about it now.
i really hate this feelign when i thought of him.
..places we went together.. sighs.. so sad.. =(
its liek hwo when u part with ur love one... but he's more of a kin .. and .. sighs.. .just so sad. happy times are over.
trust are no longer htere.
nothign will ever be he same again....
...
he brought this upon himself.
sighs..
tch.. so much happened.. but.. i can only say this much. soryr. i mean type.
typing and tlaking are two different higns.
=/ haiz..
well.. though he's not with me, but i know his heartt will be..
just liek him. wish thigns couldve be easier.
but well. tough period is almost over now.
to have someone important in my life is the mnost important thign to me now
but after this incident, .. i really have alot of doubts and questions..
haiz... so wish i can celebrate his happy day with him.. but.. cant do anytingmuch now. no pressise and all =(
but whats more important ,is the love that binds us together.
thast somehting nothing could ever be bought with
i rrly wish to be with him one day soon.
...haiz.
o well...
gonna hug bloster tonight again ba.
as long as i can feel his heart with me.. thats all it matters at the end of the day... not other stuffs that money can buy u with.
mata
01 March 2012
Sick of him
dunno why, but i have a feelign that redz is keepign in touch with my family.
anwyay i sledom talk now .very sianz.. like relaly wanan move out =( sighs.. wanna go his side also cannot. his gov make things so complicated and strict. sighs..
anyway, because of him, i've fallen sick, crestfallen.. body too.
totlaly no appetite...
last night no dinner .morning .. gosh. .. i din eat med cos no dinner. .skali middle f night wakey to runny nose again =( then no choice bt to eat med.. then drowsy and tired. .slpy.. morning was terrible =( sighs
anwyay think my nose still unwell =/
im so slpy like hell. im sooo stress about meeting him again.
sighs. .very stress about him that bloody jerk.
stress till now also sick=( haiz..
i ahev a strong feeling i wont get my full amount back like what he said to the police.. i wonder whats gonna hapen now
=/
thought i could get all money back. haiz.. see how ba tmr
if only can rest. im so tired n slpy.. and stress.
just wanna have a gd rest=/
me not enough water tooo
gosh. i thin kimma collaspe soon
so tired=(((
haiz.....
i really wish he's by my side now. at leats i don have to worry nor sterss so much about meeting him.
morale support ba..
so yea.. today totaly cannot tahan.. like. .soemtimes need to sit down... and i could slp while sitting. so paiseh. haiz.
but maybe cos of med.
then stomach not good either=(
not been eating properly thats why ba haiz
..tch. haiz... if onlky can slp tmr...
o well..
i wonde rif i could trust my family again.. in a family way...
cos once u've break my trust, .. nothigns gonna be the same again.. hwo do u fix a mirror thats broken.. u cant..
mata =(
anwyay i sledom talk now .very sianz.. like relaly wanan move out =( sighs.. wanna go his side also cannot. his gov make things so complicated and strict. sighs..
anyway, because of him, i've fallen sick, crestfallen.. body too.
totlaly no appetite...
last night no dinner .morning .. gosh. .. i din eat med cos no dinner. .skali middle f night wakey to runny nose again =( then no choice bt to eat med.. then drowsy and tired. .slpy.. morning was terrible =( sighs
anwyay think my nose still unwell =/
im so slpy like hell. im sooo stress about meeting him again.
sighs. .very stress about him that bloody jerk.
stress till now also sick=( haiz..
i ahev a strong feeling i wont get my full amount back like what he said to the police.. i wonder whats gonna hapen now
=/
thought i could get all money back. haiz.. see how ba tmr
if only can rest. im so tired n slpy.. and stress.
just wanna have a gd rest=/
me not enough water tooo
gosh. i thin kimma collaspe soon
so tired=(((
haiz.....
i really wish he's by my side now. at leats i don have to worry nor sterss so much about meeting him.
morale support ba..
so yea.. today totaly cannot tahan.. like. .soemtimes need to sit down... and i could slp while sitting. so paiseh. haiz.
but maybe cos of med.
then stomach not good either=(
not been eating properly thats why ba haiz
..tch. haiz... if onlky can slp tmr...
o well..
i wonde rif i could trust my family again.. in a family way...
cos once u've break my trust, .. nothigns gonna be the same again.. hwo do u fix a mirror thats broken.. u cant..
mata =(
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