so busy!!! its sales period and i hate it =((
long horus and all.. but. .. haiz. just get through it i tell myself..
theres a .. problematic team memebr,...
and... blah2... country sm was telling me. or rahter, askin gmme wherer do i see her. to diff ppl, theres diff potencial
for me, { she raises her hand above her head } its that level. and she say she thinks i could even go higher above (liek higher than rm role in future) .
but to so,e team members,
she lowers her hand to her stomach area... theey just don have the skills.
in anycase,... im flattered for anybody like her to think that way of me. at the same time,... its difficult trying to keep ur team spirits high due to ... u know... the not as gd team...
=/ o well
anyway...
time fleis man. i just cant believe its onlhy less thaan 2 weeks before im off to sydney. like whattttttttttt
are u serious?/
sadly.. .when im back in sg, ....
thoguh still 1 day and half left ofAL,.... my cm(country mamanger) asked me to have my phone back
o well..
life of being a rm.. .
i can see myself already all strerssed by last day of sydnye .or lsat 2 days...
all stressed and crying.. knowing i cant see him anymore.. for long itme i mean.. and having stress back into m life again...
haiz..
o well...
hopefully all goes well.. jaa mata
14 April 2016
11 April 2016
stressful off day
so stressed out todya. like another working day =(
even though its my off day.
sighs...
i try destress by playing vr game. its so addicitive. but no memory space. not enough =.= cannot move to sd ard sobxxxxxxxxxxxx it sucks
anyway,
there were time when i wonder..if its all worth it. ..haiz...
i rrly dunno ...
im everydya busy. i ditched my life with family. i rather not go out to eat dinenr cos im always tired. and stressed and moodless . just rather spend that hour to do more work
hiaz duno bah.
work work work
its always haard at the beginning. even when i told sammy not to give up. i also know its hard. but the resutls are there. is rrly just thee key is don stop.
its jsut so difficult to take the first steps ya know
and i can totally imagine. that ever boss or experts, they all started off liek a baby. till they become someone successful .or rather, who they wanna be.
haiz,,, o well.. i will ocnctinue do my best...
takign one step at a time see how bah...
jaa mata
even though its my off day.
sighs...
i try destress by playing vr game. its so addicitive. but no memory space. not enough =.= cannot move to sd ard sobxxxxxxxxxxxx it sucks
anyway,
there were time when i wonder..if its all worth it. ..haiz...
i rrly dunno ...
im everydya busy. i ditched my life with family. i rather not go out to eat dinenr cos im always tired. and stressed and moodless . just rather spend that hour to do more work
hiaz duno bah.
work work work
its always haard at the beginning. even when i told sammy not to give up. i also know its hard. but the resutls are there. is rrly just thee key is don stop.
its jsut so difficult to take the first steps ya know
and i can totally imagine. that ever boss or experts, they all started off liek a baby. till they become someone successful .or rather, who they wanna be.
haiz,,, o well.. i will ocnctinue do my best...
takign one step at a time see how bah...
jaa mata
07 April 2016
Sacrifices
Hi guys,
I hate it when my off's on on a weekday(besides the standard monday) ... becos =/ ..that means im still working at the same time!
long story short.
but yea. ..sighs.
its like home office day for me . i had to rush out run errands. abandon the task to clean my room and organize my new closet all becos of my nemesis. the rostersssssssssssssssss
arrghhh aussies u are driving me crazy!!!! always. always!! last minute changes and we have to re do all freaking rosters cos of u ppl in HO!
arghhhh
haiz.. anyway im only left with couoke of hours before i need to slp and work AGAIN
ppl thinks being a rm is easy. like what?? fit urself in this position and sacrifice alot of things before u think its easy.
like.. now i have not much time for my favourite hobbyand one of the things im good at. beauty products,, .makeups.. likke.. .literally i hate to give up on that. i haven. but im starting to drift away frmo that =(
and social medias...
i used to read through Everythigmn .now, someitme si din even have timem to look through.
=/ thigns to saacrifice. alot.
i cant even imagine what if my bf is in singapore.
like.. will i reject his date cos of work> ? will i keep looking at phone while we're having lunch?
like. .its terribke
one of the country manager aka head of rm, she ssingle.
the another, married.
like. i seriously. wonder what if they have dates with bf. not single not husband.. like. how.. will htey be less about work? and trying to push us to work on off?
cos our previous main rm she has a bf . (theyr enow engaged in australia)
so she wont rrly sned alot of msgs.. .etc. work on ur off etc.. i think .
o well... haizzzzz
alot of ppl wish this main rm can get a bf. so she will understadn us better.
haha
mm,.... o well. like that bah,
waht to do.
u have to giv eup something to gain something (rememebr that anime? my fav ;))
but.. is this all worth giving up for> ? thatas the main question .
or am i working too hard
=/
i cant do my fav thigns anymore... only wish... in future i get to go syd and work. but.. (i heard syd worse) . unlike sg, , the team memebrs there will call u about 30times a day asking stupid questions. lol. like wherer this.. .etc...
hahah. my syd rm told me de.
o well.
see how future unfolds itself. ..
wish me luck.
objective.... is to wanna be happier. not stress.
= /
ohhhh almost forgot. . had my hair trimmed again!! arghhhh as much as i hate it being shorter=((( but.
its sooooooo much better now after treatment and chopping off the dead thickness of hair. its like, im me again!!
haiz... sammy sure wont liek me with shorter length... but. .o well. bad itming bah.
cos of that stuoid perm in cny... haiz. damaged m=y hair T_T
anyway, so glad its better now.
i went to this korean haircut outlet at pp,
omg. sooo disappointed!! just choped my hair in minutes, and liek that.
say wanna leave my curls in . blah3. somemroe cut sso much!
if i'd went to this supercut hair salon ' earlier, i might've been able to avoid cutting off so much length!!
arghh that korean salon.. .NEVER am i going back again!!!!!
erm.. ty guys... like. waht? my recent blog of 'stressed!' liike... had a massive views... O.o wow. erm.. ok... thanks... weird though. how come.. furthermore, its such a short blog! somethign is worng i guess. o well.
mata
I hate it when my off's on on a weekday(besides the standard monday) ... becos =/ ..that means im still working at the same time!
long story short.
but yea. ..sighs.
its like home office day for me . i had to rush out run errands. abandon the task to clean my room and organize my new closet all becos of my nemesis. the rostersssssssssssssssss
arrghhh aussies u are driving me crazy!!!! always. always!! last minute changes and we have to re do all freaking rosters cos of u ppl in HO!
arghhhh
haiz.. anyway im only left with couoke of hours before i need to slp and work AGAIN
ppl thinks being a rm is easy. like what?? fit urself in this position and sacrifice alot of things before u think its easy.
like.. now i have not much time for my favourite hobbyand one of the things im good at. beauty products,, .makeups.. likke.. .literally i hate to give up on that. i haven. but im starting to drift away frmo that =(
and social medias...
i used to read through Everythigmn .now, someitme si din even have timem to look through.
=/ thigns to saacrifice. alot.
i cant even imagine what if my bf is in singapore.
like.. will i reject his date cos of work> ? will i keep looking at phone while we're having lunch?
like. .its terribke
one of the country manager aka head of rm, she ssingle.
the another, married.
like. i seriously. wonder what if they have dates with bf. not single not husband.. like. how.. will htey be less about work? and trying to push us to work on off?
cos our previous main rm she has a bf . (theyr enow engaged in australia)
so she wont rrly sned alot of msgs.. .etc. work on ur off etc.. i think .
o well... haizzzzz
alot of ppl wish this main rm can get a bf. so she will understadn us better.
haha
mm,.... o well. like that bah,
waht to do.
u have to giv eup something to gain something (rememebr that anime? my fav ;))
but.. is this all worth giving up for> ? thatas the main question .
or am i working too hard
=/
i cant do my fav thigns anymore... only wish... in future i get to go syd and work. but.. (i heard syd worse) . unlike sg, , the team memebrs there will call u about 30times a day asking stupid questions. lol. like wherer this.. .etc...
hahah. my syd rm told me de.
o well.
see how future unfolds itself. ..
wish me luck.
objective.... is to wanna be happier. not stress.
= /
ohhhh almost forgot. . had my hair trimmed again!! arghhhh as much as i hate it being shorter=((( but.
its sooooooo much better now after treatment and chopping off the dead thickness of hair. its like, im me again!!
haiz... sammy sure wont liek me with shorter length... but. .o well. bad itming bah.
cos of that stuoid perm in cny... haiz. damaged m=y hair T_T
anyway, so glad its better now.
i went to this korean haircut outlet at pp,
omg. sooo disappointed!! just choped my hair in minutes, and liek that.
say wanna leave my curls in . blah3. somemroe cut sso much!
if i'd went to this supercut hair salon ' earlier, i might've been able to avoid cutting off so much length!!
arghh that korean salon.. .NEVER am i going back again!!!!!
erm.. ty guys... like. waht? my recent blog of 'stressed!' liike... had a massive views... O.o wow. erm.. ok... thanks... weird though. how come.. furthermore, its such a short blog! somethign is worng i guess. o well.
mata
05 April 2016
sad day
my parents bought me a closet.
and m room as small enough as it is,.. .. htey shifted my stuffs all ard. now my room isnt like a room anymore. i dont veen feel relax at more either.
it sso messy .
thats why i love hotels. cos it my own private room. i get nice bed. and aircon. with fluffy blankie and proper pillows.
a desk to do my work. tv. i c an do wahtever i want.
sighs .
bad day today =( sad. so sad. so tired. liek all at once.
and my rm.. the aussie one. like so scaary. sometiems very nice. soemtimes very ... abit like. ....mean =/ i dunno
that is what i noticed. id un even wanna talk much abt them. but seems liek aussies, alot of them are so.. judgemental
=/
anwyay, haiz.
i had a long cut on my finger today =/
this other aussie lady came to sg. blah3... seet up new store. .then she thought she fixed this fiture on wall. but when i staarting putting hooks' on it, it fell right on my hand. the other part of skin teared, but thank god just an inch befor it gets the blood. but my other finger, long cut. =/ o well
so tired. sighs
will i love this job?
i don even feel happy anymore
=(
sobx o well
sighs. so nice. rm get to travel so often like that. still can say rm can apply al only if its big matter. fren come sg they go travel big matter meh? maybe i shld lie bf coming sg we go travel 14ddays.
she travelling to hk and viet 5 days each. so long.
makes me wonder. what kind of reason can i give.
=/ if only its real. if my bf is here. i could easily say that kind of thing.
o well. cant bah. later they ask to see photos
anwya, hoepfully tmr will be bette.r=/
sighs
mata
i hate rosters and pt who cant waork =(
and m room as small enough as it is,.. .. htey shifted my stuffs all ard. now my room isnt like a room anymore. i dont veen feel relax at more either.
it sso messy .
thats why i love hotels. cos it my own private room. i get nice bed. and aircon. with fluffy blankie and proper pillows.
a desk to do my work. tv. i c an do wahtever i want.
sighs .
bad day today =( sad. so sad. so tired. liek all at once.
and my rm.. the aussie one. like so scaary. sometiems very nice. soemtimes very ... abit like. ....mean =/ i dunno
that is what i noticed. id un even wanna talk much abt them. but seems liek aussies, alot of them are so.. judgemental
=/
anwyay, haiz.
i had a long cut on my finger today =/
this other aussie lady came to sg. blah3... seet up new store. .then she thought she fixed this fiture on wall. but when i staarting putting hooks' on it, it fell right on my hand. the other part of skin teared, but thank god just an inch befor it gets the blood. but my other finger, long cut. =/ o well
so tired. sighs
will i love this job?
i don even feel happy anymore
=(
sobx o well
sighs. so nice. rm get to travel so often like that. still can say rm can apply al only if its big matter. fren come sg they go travel big matter meh? maybe i shld lie bf coming sg we go travel 14ddays.
she travelling to hk and viet 5 days each. so long.
makes me wonder. what kind of reason can i give.
=/ if only its real. if my bf is here. i could easily say that kind of thing.
o well. cant bah. later they ask to see photos
anwya, hoepfully tmr will be bette.r=/
sighs
mata
i hate rosters and pt who cant waork =(
01 April 2016
stressed
you know how irriating when u tried to call someone and threes no response???? argh
sighs.. anyway . supposed to have a conference meeting tofya pohone call on my off day
but
it got calcelled last min
so frustrated
i spent 1 and half hour doing my conference call detailss and didnt dare to step foot out. now, ... its canceled
and.. damm**
sighs
saw some nice pandora chaarm. so wanna get my hands on them
sammy and i called.. no answers through wats app
perhaps watsspapp sucks still
o well
he is busy whole day if only that is my working day
sucks to have off day and someone else busy
sighs
..watched dr oz show today
if youre super stressed, u will need ppl ard u to help u
and im thinkg
my family, nope. frens yup.. but all of them too busy iwht work. sg somemore. then how
sighs
o wllel
siighs.. .gdnight ppl =(
mata
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