ok. late. and i need rest son. no time.
so short blog here before i forget anything again. though im pretty sure i did.
anyway, been wanting to blog this..
aww.. saw this tuber with her 2 doggies.... soooo cuteeeeeeee omggggggggg.....
and i am amazed by the fact that they response to her... when she's away, and got back, the doggie was like so happy to see her.. pounce on her.. aww... they rrly are like humans in a way huh. sometimes even better than humans. guess they see the master as everything in their life ba..
just so touching. like. .wow. .amzing. no wonder ppl kept pets and treats them as children. liek as their baby.
somemore its cheaper. lol
anyway yea... just so nice. .wish i could have a dog liek that. loyal to me and coem to me when i call out to it.. that bond is so special. its liek they understand what she's talking about u know... aw.. maybe she's just very close to them huh..
cute.
oh. my colleagues commenbted that my eyes are very pretty today. haha. i do like my eye makeup today=)
but i duno hwat htey meant my my eyes are so pretty. ha
oh. that time i tied up my hair and wore specs, they say i look very cute. dots...
like little girl.
(why am i the lil girl again -=.,= ) well, compliment, so i will receive it ba
kk gtg lateeee huu
mata
todya super bz. =/ tireddd
30 June 2012
29 June 2012
sweet phone talk
soo slpy and tired gonna slp soon. long story. gosh. so much to blog but no time. slpy n late liao.
today so happy get to talk with him over the phone. be it early morning, or night.. oh yea. he was supposed to be out.. but then.. hmm. .o well. / his frens shouldve let him know first mah.. no niid cause him make a wasted trip. anyway, get to speak with him and that was soooo nice^^ awesoem .haha. i feel so happy=)
what a joyous feeling to talk with ur lvoe one
now its connection sis much better than before
met 2 weird ppl ytd.. long story. will type another day if i can remember to do so
mm... doggies.. so cute.. omg. japanese spitz are so cute too. omg.
mm.. busy and tired at work -=./ so yea. will hang in there ba. haiz. slpy desu.
no energy
ohhhh omg. soooo glad. to my surprised, the phone i wanted si still avaible!! omg. i cant wait to get it. but. .need time to configure it. mafan desu=/
anywaym just glad ba. uh huh.
athope will receive call or msg from the ppl tmr.
ha. by righth no msging wan.. but that person kind enough to say no prob to msg me and notify me. can help me put aside too. lol .i was like.. huh? at first i asked. .can put reservation for a day, he say no. then now say can help me put aside .O.o so nice ar.
anwyay, will see how ba. me no buy screenprotector nor phone case yet. so yea see how ba
kk. gtg
slpyyyyyyyy cant wait to slp =)
swtdreams wee
mata
today so happy get to talk with him over the phone. be it early morning, or night.. oh yea. he was supposed to be out.. but then.. hmm. .o well. / his frens shouldve let him know first mah.. no niid cause him make a wasted trip. anyway, get to speak with him and that was soooo nice^^ awesoem .haha. i feel so happy=)
what a joyous feeling to talk with ur lvoe one
now its connection sis much better than before
met 2 weird ppl ytd.. long story. will type another day if i can remember to do so
mm... doggies.. so cute.. omg. japanese spitz are so cute too. omg.
mm.. busy and tired at work -=./ so yea. will hang in there ba. haiz. slpy desu.
no energy
ohhhh omg. soooo glad. to my surprised, the phone i wanted si still avaible!! omg. i cant wait to get it. but. .need time to configure it. mafan desu=/
anywaym just glad ba. uh huh.
athope will receive call or msg from the ppl tmr.
ha. by righth no msging wan.. but that person kind enough to say no prob to msg me and notify me. can help me put aside too. lol .i was like.. huh? at first i asked. .can put reservation for a day, he say no. then now say can help me put aside .O.o so nice ar.
anwyay, will see how ba. me no buy screenprotector nor phone case yet. so yea see how ba
kk. gtg
slpyyyyyyyy cant wait to slp =)
swtdreams wee
mata
27 June 2012
happy week desu ^^
oopsy... so sorry. was so happy these few dasy. .and chatting = msging non stop with sammy. its good though. been such a happy week .=) maybe cos his exams is over, and.. yea. more time. but yea. ^^ so happy.
puts a smile on my face everyday. haha. as though back to first date eh. lol
but its good =)
v good.
mm.. just bene busy with work.. todya need to exchange a bracelt so need to head out. aw. mum bought me advanced birthday pressy. ha.
mm.. wonder if i should go see the doggies again... i bet that samoyed (i forgot its species =X) ?
is goen =/ aww...
o well. see how ba.
just so tired form headin gout today. plus wearing that pair of leathr heels bro bought for me.. gosh. blisterssssssssssssss everywhereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =.=
every single time. haiz. what to do . exp mah. if me no wear, will spoile ne =(
huu. but if wear, suffer. haiz
anyway,
these two days me not hungry at all.
duno was it becaose im back at busy store.. then.. i dunno. just not hungry for whole day.
mm....
still tired. but glad im having two offs.
mm.. what else. .
have u ever imagine what sort of a everyday life you'll share with ur partner?
isnt that exciting?! =)
and happy?
haha. it'll be great eh
ohhhh yea. this morning had a chit chat session with sammy on the phoneeeeeeeeeeee uh huh. yes the phoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =) haha.
so clear and fast. even video abit. but din get to see each others face that long. haha.
o well. hope i'll get my new phone soon.
sick of laggy phone huu
birthday is coming.. .mm... .wonder waht can i expect huh.. bro gib presys alreyad. .which is the shoe.. and mum today... uh huh. .dad... dunno ba. hongbao as usual?
ha. geez. suddenly already received all presssys from my family . so early ar. haha. o well. better early than never =P
mm.. must have a cake this year.
uh huh. ...haiz. stil lrememebred vividly lat year's terrible birthdya.. ..o well. hope history wont repeat itself again
now that that jerk is gone,.. i wonde rif thats the reason.. bro actually did took leave for my birthday.. a couple of days.. but yea. he finally did. previsouly i aske dhim to.. he nvr... perhaps that jerk was more important to him than me ba.. now that my bro seen his true colours,... yea.. .o well.
still dreamt of him and iwth us sometimes. i hate it. but what to do. cant control dreams.
just hate the dreams. and i hated him still in my dreams. was like. .how come bro forgave him alreyad
ha. o wlel.
fforget it ba
anyway...............
geez. was about to tell him so much about my outing and phone, well, he called so yea.
then phone cut dead=.=
hopefully when i change my new phone, this situation wont happen again.
my nose so sensitive.. me trying not to eat too much med.
almost did jus tnow. angry not able to find my mag.. searching.... and thus the dusts flying all over i gues.. nose runs immediately =.= omg. terrible feeling .abit blocked now. but much better
gosh.. my poor feet.. and theres this bruise on my knee cant seem to go away. slpw healing power i haev=.=
and i just recalled. ..gosh after so long. customer dropped a glass jar of product. it smashes into bits. i cleaned it up.. i felt a bit of pain on my foot . i think i knew why. theres a small cut. apparantly, i think ne.. when the glass jar dropped, it smashes into pieces. .it flew past my skin, and cut it.
so .. suey right. ha. .o well
my feet this time .gosh. and on other foot this wound.. about to heal.. then today wore this heel, leather brushes against my skin,... and yup. peeled off, and bac to new wound again =.= another small skin off my knee.. why ar. dots
but that small cut form glass jar... still red. though aint pain no mor. .but its red. nor,mal? shld be right.
my body rrly regenerates slow... super slowl rate=.=
i'd better be careful not to get into any sort of serious accident.. .omg. touch wood.
haha
kk. gtg.
=) gosh i am so happy. how great it is to feel like you're in love all over again and have ur first date eevry single day =)
mata
puts a smile on my face everyday. haha. as though back to first date eh. lol
but its good =)
v good.
mm.. just bene busy with work.. todya need to exchange a bracelt so need to head out. aw. mum bought me advanced birthday pressy. ha.
mm.. wonder if i should go see the doggies again... i bet that samoyed (i forgot its species =X) ?
is goen =/ aww...
o well. see how ba.
just so tired form headin gout today. plus wearing that pair of leathr heels bro bought for me.. gosh. blisterssssssssssssss everywhereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =.=
every single time. haiz. what to do . exp mah. if me no wear, will spoile ne =(
huu. but if wear, suffer. haiz
anyway,
these two days me not hungry at all.
duno was it becaose im back at busy store.. then.. i dunno. just not hungry for whole day.
mm....
still tired. but glad im having two offs.
mm.. what else. .
have u ever imagine what sort of a everyday life you'll share with ur partner?
isnt that exciting?! =)
and happy?
haha. it'll be great eh
ohhhh yea. this morning had a chit chat session with sammy on the phoneeeeeeeeeeee uh huh. yes the phoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =) haha.
so clear and fast. even video abit. but din get to see each others face that long. haha.
o well. hope i'll get my new phone soon.
sick of laggy phone huu
birthday is coming.. .mm... .wonder waht can i expect huh.. bro gib presys alreyad. .which is the shoe.. and mum today... uh huh. .dad... dunno ba. hongbao as usual?
ha. geez. suddenly already received all presssys from my family . so early ar. haha. o well. better early than never =P
mm.. must have a cake this year.
uh huh. ...haiz. stil lrememebred vividly lat year's terrible birthdya.. ..o well. hope history wont repeat itself again
now that that jerk is gone,.. i wonde rif thats the reason.. bro actually did took leave for my birthday.. a couple of days.. but yea. he finally did. previsouly i aske dhim to.. he nvr... perhaps that jerk was more important to him than me ba.. now that my bro seen his true colours,... yea.. .o well.
still dreamt of him and iwth us sometimes. i hate it. but what to do. cant control dreams.
just hate the dreams. and i hated him still in my dreams. was like. .how come bro forgave him alreyad
ha. o wlel.
fforget it ba
anyway...............
geez. was about to tell him so much about my outing and phone, well, he called so yea.
then phone cut dead=.=
hopefully when i change my new phone, this situation wont happen again.
my nose so sensitive.. me trying not to eat too much med.
almost did jus tnow. angry not able to find my mag.. searching.... and thus the dusts flying all over i gues.. nose runs immediately =.= omg. terrible feeling .abit blocked now. but much better
gosh.. my poor feet.. and theres this bruise on my knee cant seem to go away. slpw healing power i haev=.=
and i just recalled. ..gosh after so long. customer dropped a glass jar of product. it smashes into bits. i cleaned it up.. i felt a bit of pain on my foot . i think i knew why. theres a small cut. apparantly, i think ne.. when the glass jar dropped, it smashes into pieces. .it flew past my skin, and cut it.
so .. suey right. ha. .o well
my feet this time .gosh. and on other foot this wound.. about to heal.. then today wore this heel, leather brushes against my skin,... and yup. peeled off, and bac to new wound again =.= another small skin off my knee.. why ar. dots
but that small cut form glass jar... still red. though aint pain no mor. .but its red. nor,mal? shld be right.
my body rrly regenerates slow... super slowl rate=.=
i'd better be careful not to get into any sort of serious accident.. .omg. touch wood.
haha
kk. gtg.
=) gosh i am so happy. how great it is to feel like you're in love all over again and have ur first date eevry single day =)
mata
24 June 2012
long time question
i think its swt when a guy say he wanna talk with u rather than doing anything else= )
don cha think so too?
mm.. stomach abit not gd...
omg. im super slpy. now i know why not even eight hours of slp is enough for me . thast because i only had one off. rememebr iwent for htat breakfast thingy? on my off. so yea.
not enoghh rest. my body so sensitive huh
anyway, been meaning to type htis, but kept forgetting.
and to think ppl kept syaing singaporeans..
everywhere i go, some angmohs also took the reserved seats . dash through mrt door when ppl still coming oiut of the train. dash through red lights. .etc. they did everything that sg ppl disliek sg ppl does. so yea
see. they also mah. =.= wth
anyway, oh.. .finally asked sammy that question. felt better .mm.. in a way ba.. at least now i know wha tto say. just two words will do. haha. yea. next time can try
but seeing the look on my fren's face, ha. so funny. all so shocked. when they assumed. like.. huh.. so beautiful no bf ar.. .etc.. .omg. =.=
just so hard for me to react (to compliments ) also
kk .too slpy. gtg. after toilet stomahc beetter
isnt it sort of liek this.. .
if u dislike someone doing abc.... then u yourself shouldnt have do abc too.
its unfair.
put urself in their shoes first .. learnt this lesson peeps. kk. too slpy gtg!
mata
don cha think so too?
mm.. stomach abit not gd...
omg. im super slpy. now i know why not even eight hours of slp is enough for me . thast because i only had one off. rememebr iwent for htat breakfast thingy? on my off. so yea.
not enoghh rest. my body so sensitive huh
anyway, been meaning to type htis, but kept forgetting.
and to think ppl kept syaing singaporeans..
everywhere i go, some angmohs also took the reserved seats . dash through mrt door when ppl still coming oiut of the train. dash through red lights. .etc. they did everything that sg ppl disliek sg ppl does. so yea
see. they also mah. =.= wth
anyway, oh.. .finally asked sammy that question. felt better .mm.. in a way ba.. at least now i know wha tto say. just two words will do. haha. yea. next time can try
but seeing the look on my fren's face, ha. so funny. all so shocked. when they assumed. like.. huh.. so beautiful no bf ar.. .etc.. .omg. =.=
just so hard for me to react (to compliments ) also
kk .too slpy. gtg. after toilet stomahc beetter
isnt it sort of liek this.. .
if u dislike someone doing abc.... then u yourself shouldnt have do abc too.
its unfair.
put urself in their shoes first .. learnt this lesson peeps. kk. too slpy gtg!
mata
23 June 2012
movies!
sometimes,.. when you look at the scars, ..u cant help but notice that is is still there. and how it got there..
things happened, and u cant go back times to erase them..
that is what they all called a.. complicated situation huh..
anyway, such a nice movie. madgadascar 3!! omg. so awesome .funny and action pacedk. ohhhhh and taken 2 .. omg. its tralier.. OMG... WOWWWWWWWWWW
yea. but i thik this time his wife . .ex wife i think. is the one kena taken away. wow. so bloody .. wow. i cant wait to watch .long wait. but i know the day will coem .and i will buy its dvd or vcd too =) omg. so cool. awesoem movie. whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa watch it guys .wow. so so nice
i like my outfit today. matching makeup too. ha. ppl looking at my heels i think . i dunno. was making payment.. mum making. after that mum say that girl was telling her mum( another customer at counter) something about me. then her mum turn to look at me. dunno talking about my outfit or what.
but anwyay, i still dun like ppl looking at me =/ guys or girls. i don. not comfortable desu
anyway, only forgot earrings ba. mm.. tot of buy a cheap phone case standby for when i get my new phoen .cos dunno when. wil li wait til lsept or waht. me dunno yet.
so yea. but i didnt . thought of buyig first.. but din get in the end.
mm. .still must get screenprotector ..haiyo. must ask ppl help me stick.
slpy liao. been long day.
boy am i glad today no runny nose!!!! woo hoo..........
=)
thast why can hav energy to dress up nicely and head out.
ha.
wearing super high heels. toes pain of course. heels.. =pain duh. but not as painfuk as my bro's lv pair of heels for me.
see. ppl need to know. not every expensive products means it is good. seriously, no.
cheap items such as shoes.. of 10 bucks, can last and be as comfy compared to a $100 plus shoes.
my ex lad boss said that to me too.
i was like. ..duh.... i knew htat long ago.
but anyway, yea.
i am so slpy now. gtg slp soon
mm... still thinking if i should just standy buy a cheap phone case.. most highly i will eb buying sg 3
kk. gtg
mata
-some memories are only supposed to be make between 2 special ppl..=
things happened, and u cant go back times to erase them..
that is what they all called a.. complicated situation huh..
anyway, such a nice movie. madgadascar 3!! omg. so awesome .funny and action pacedk. ohhhhh and taken 2 .. omg. its tralier.. OMG... WOWWWWWWWWWW
yea. but i thik this time his wife . .ex wife i think. is the one kena taken away. wow. so bloody .. wow. i cant wait to watch .long wait. but i know the day will coem .and i will buy its dvd or vcd too =) omg. so cool. awesoem movie. whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa watch it guys .wow. so so nice
i like my outfit today. matching makeup too. ha. ppl looking at my heels i think . i dunno. was making payment.. mum making. after that mum say that girl was telling her mum( another customer at counter) something about me. then her mum turn to look at me. dunno talking about my outfit or what.
but anwyay, i still dun like ppl looking at me =/ guys or girls. i don. not comfortable desu
anyway, only forgot earrings ba. mm.. tot of buy a cheap phone case standby for when i get my new phoen .cos dunno when. wil li wait til lsept or waht. me dunno yet.
so yea. but i didnt . thought of buyig first.. but din get in the end.
mm. .still must get screenprotector ..haiyo. must ask ppl help me stick.
slpy liao. been long day.
boy am i glad today no runny nose!!!! woo hoo..........
=)
thast why can hav energy to dress up nicely and head out.
ha.
wearing super high heels. toes pain of course. heels.. =pain duh. but not as painfuk as my bro's lv pair of heels for me.
see. ppl need to know. not every expensive products means it is good. seriously, no.
cheap items such as shoes.. of 10 bucks, can last and be as comfy compared to a $100 plus shoes.
my ex lad boss said that to me too.
i was like. ..duh.... i knew htat long ago.
but anyway, yea.
i am so slpy now. gtg slp soon
mm... still thinking if i should just standy buy a cheap phone case.. most highly i will eb buying sg 3
kk. gtg
mata
-some memories are only supposed to be make between 2 special ppl..=
22 June 2012
between two or three..
actually not hungry the whole day. but... u know. just thought i should eat something. so yea. just. try to eat finish my food.
now feel like throwing up. gotta be careful. .cos too full. coughing.. will make me wanan throw up more
terrible feeling
cant explained how tired and .. wow. ..just tired.
and whole body. .not funtioing. pous with energy dirnk. kinda allergic to it. but need to take ba so yea
haiz
just another tough day
still gonna do my best nonetheless
u know how those one of the kind special moments u shared with soemone close? then.. suddenly it got taken away to someone else. .and. .you're left wondering .. pondering about whats so special about those moments. its not just belong to u anymore. someone else uses it.
or it got uses it on someone else. .
but soemtimes. u just dont wanna go there anymore. because it hurts
one image , one moment. , one unknown part of .. yea.
gosh .so unwell now.
i rrly need to have a gd rest
not sure if one day is enough. but will make use of it ba
wait. what not sure. duh .of course its not gonna be enough for one day!
how much more identical memories been shared with.. i dunno.
met some interesting customers today.
and ytd
oh. he replied fast today. maybe cos exam finally over ba.
me only slow cos of work. other than that, im always fast. .ha. forever phone not out of sight eh. used to it huh
i guess
=/ rrly noot feelign so well. everythign in one day. .
need time to think calm and absorb
oh yea. forgot what i typed ytd. last night before slp.. gosh. liek drunk l ie that. so slpy and tired liek hell. i cant htink no more. eyes half closed. brains moving back and forth. liek drunk liek that. today better. this blog here. yea better. though eyes abit half closed. but not so slpy like last night . pardon me if it is a weird blabbering post
gtg
mata
now feel like throwing up. gotta be careful. .cos too full. coughing.. will make me wanan throw up more
terrible feeling
cant explained how tired and .. wow. ..just tired.
and whole body. .not funtioing. pous with energy dirnk. kinda allergic to it. but need to take ba so yea
haiz
just another tough day
still gonna do my best nonetheless
u know how those one of the kind special moments u shared with soemone close? then.. suddenly it got taken away to someone else. .and. .you're left wondering .. pondering about whats so special about those moments. its not just belong to u anymore. someone else uses it.
or it got uses it on someone else. .
but soemtimes. u just dont wanna go there anymore. because it hurts
one image , one moment. , one unknown part of .. yea.
gosh .so unwell now.
i rrly need to have a gd rest
not sure if one day is enough. but will make use of it ba
wait. what not sure. duh .of course its not gonna be enough for one day!
how much more identical memories been shared with.. i dunno.
met some interesting customers today.
and ytd
oh. he replied fast today. maybe cos exam finally over ba.
me only slow cos of work. other than that, im always fast. .ha. forever phone not out of sight eh. used to it huh
i guess
=/ rrly noot feelign so well. everythign in one day. .
need time to think calm and absorb
oh yea. forgot what i typed ytd. last night before slp.. gosh. liek drunk l ie that. so slpy and tired liek hell. i cant htink no more. eyes half closed. brains moving back and forth. liek drunk liek that. today better. this blog here. yea better. though eyes abit half closed. but not so slpy like last night . pardon me if it is a weird blabbering post
gtg
mata
21 June 2012
untruthful
extremely slpy
so.. read this celebraity interview.. singaporean.
married a french guy and moved to france. but back in sg now. saying how much she appreciates sg after she's gone. saying ppl complaining aboutmrt breakdown etc.. but back in france. i think its france. she once waited in freeezing cold 2 hrs for a train!
gosh. i thin singaporeans are too blissful.. they duno hwo to appreciate the little thing in life.
=/ thats a huge pity man..
haiz.
just like a rich spoilt kid. does not now how to appreciate cheap affordable clothes. everyting they want is branded and expensive.
cheaper abit, they complain. not gd enough... b;ah3.....
o well.
too pampered eh sg ppl
cant wait to slp right after this blog. not been restin gwell u see
super duper bz liek mad. and these few days ive eben pushing my hard too
anywy.. .
.. took over my fren's shift .so dislike it . but what to do
2nd time.. 2nd time.. i felt as though trust is just draining away. or uis it that is those eyes, i am not that kind of person to speak truth to
nothing much i can do abou tit.
if thats the case. i can also do the same and hide it. i dont like it. but i can do it.
tis is called fairness.
very disappointed.. but......... perhaps in thse eyes.. i am not worth speaking hte truth to... =/
do the same ba. no need say so much. hide it somemore.
i thought i can be trusted fullytrusted in those eyes. ..but clearly.. i was wrong.
life is full of surprises.. and osmetims it might leaves you with a huge question mark a tthe top of ur head. wondering why.
and how could that have happen
haiz.. =/ oo well
so this is it ba
once trust is gone, it is so difficult to regain back. i wonder whwat is there to hide anyway. cant i be trusted as well?
my head is spinninng cant talk no more. slpy liek craxy
will tmr be a happy day=/
haiz jaa mata
so.. read this celebraity interview.. singaporean.
married a french guy and moved to france. but back in sg now. saying how much she appreciates sg after she's gone. saying ppl complaining aboutmrt breakdown etc.. but back in france. i think its france. she once waited in freeezing cold 2 hrs for a train!
gosh. i thin singaporeans are too blissful.. they duno hwo to appreciate the little thing in life.
=/ thats a huge pity man..
haiz.
just like a rich spoilt kid. does not now how to appreciate cheap affordable clothes. everyting they want is branded and expensive.
cheaper abit, they complain. not gd enough... b;ah3.....
o well.
too pampered eh sg ppl
cant wait to slp right after this blog. not been restin gwell u see
super duper bz liek mad. and these few days ive eben pushing my hard too
anywy.. .
.. took over my fren's shift .so dislike it . but what to do
2nd time.. 2nd time.. i felt as though trust is just draining away. or uis it that is those eyes, i am not that kind of person to speak truth to
nothing much i can do abou tit.
if thats the case. i can also do the same and hide it. i dont like it. but i can do it.
tis is called fairness.
very disappointed.. but......... perhaps in thse eyes.. i am not worth speaking hte truth to... =/
do the same ba. no need say so much. hide it somemore.
i thought i can be trusted fullytrusted in those eyes. ..but clearly.. i was wrong.
life is full of surprises.. and osmetims it might leaves you with a huge question mark a tthe top of ur head. wondering why.
and how could that have happen
haiz.. =/ oo well
so this is it ba
once trust is gone, it is so difficult to regain back. i wonder whwat is there to hide anyway. cant i be trusted as well?
my head is spinninng cant talk no more. slpy liek craxy
will tmr be a happy day=/
haiz jaa mata
20 June 2012
warm and hot
wow. so close. my goodness. rrly missed my work. =.=
due to alarm. but godo thign wokey half an hour later. phew
tired. busy today. slpy today. haiz
but been good. i feel good at where i belong.
but i hope this will last. if not,. easily get more tired than now.
anywya, very warm. even in japan heat is increasing too. =/
gosh... i rrly cant wait for end of year coldness to be back
been rrly slpy and all ba... tired. night shift then breakfast. .then not much slp. .etc... gosh. cant wait to off.
headache now.
need a good rest. slpy again . yawnnnnnnnn
i think i need another shower. gosh.
warm and sweaty abit. not gd.
wonde rif jjapan also liek that or not.
if syd now is summer, wouldnt that be worse eh
kk. gtg ba. headache.
mm.. .am i forgetting to blog something again....... ..
oh yea. long story, but. u know. i feel so proud of myself. today i rrly can see myself doing way better than tm sm did.
i handover the store completely and wholey. whilst she left a mess and bunch of workload in our store=.=
dots
but anyway, yup. i also dunno whats my rgm thinking by hiring that sm in training. i rrly have no clues at all =.=
and if he rrly demote him to same position as me,.. though dunno will that happen or not. but if that do,...
there is no way he's getting a higher pay than me. well, obviously his pay will be deducted eh . i think
haiz.
just hope i wont do more shits for him or them ba.
sm work should let them do mah. i do, for what ne.
pay not the same as them right .
but still i ahev to do what im told. so yea. shall see how thigns go ba
hoep they wont take me for granted.
mata
due to alarm. but godo thign wokey half an hour later. phew
tired. busy today. slpy today. haiz
but been good. i feel good at where i belong.
but i hope this will last. if not,. easily get more tired than now.
anywya, very warm. even in japan heat is increasing too. =/
gosh... i rrly cant wait for end of year coldness to be back
been rrly slpy and all ba... tired. night shift then breakfast. .then not much slp. .etc... gosh. cant wait to off.
headache now.
need a good rest. slpy again . yawnnnnnnnn
i think i need another shower. gosh.
warm and sweaty abit. not gd.
wonde rif jjapan also liek that or not.
if syd now is summer, wouldnt that be worse eh
kk. gtg ba. headache.
mm.. .am i forgetting to blog something again....... ..
oh yea. long story, but. u know. i feel so proud of myself. today i rrly can see myself doing way better than tm sm did.
i handover the store completely and wholey. whilst she left a mess and bunch of workload in our store=.=
dots
but anyway, yup. i also dunno whats my rgm thinking by hiring that sm in training. i rrly have no clues at all =.=
and if he rrly demote him to same position as me,.. though dunno will that happen or not. but if that do,...
there is no way he's getting a higher pay than me. well, obviously his pay will be deducted eh . i think
haiz.
just hope i wont do more shits for him or them ba.
sm work should let them do mah. i do, for what ne.
pay not the same as them right .
but still i ahev to do what im told. so yea. shall see how thigns go ba
hoep they wont take me for granted.
mata
19 June 2012
hide from the truth
holy cow. had the worst slp of my life ever. 2 horus of slp, and follow by every single hour, i'll wakey. then change to every half an hour, i wakey. OMGGGGGGGG going crazy man. and stomach wasnt so gd... omg. sweating ... hot... i rrly .. .hate last night slp. its ...terrible!!!!!
can u imagine waking up more than 6 times throughout the night? omg. and its not like htose .easy comfy back to slp type. omg. terrible. i hope tonight wil lget better
so yea. seems like the staffs rgm hired not up to expectations. now the new sm in training also performance not good.
=.=
...seriously... haiz. i dunno what to say anymore. if he gets demoted into asm,... i dunno man.
so weird the way this case is being handled
still feeling weak and tired man =/
rrlyweak.
oh dear. these few nights been not sure with my dinner.
dunn oba.
u know one thing i hate most. is ppl trying to hide things from me. don give a damn white lies or pink. hide means hide. untruthful.
dishonest.
disappointing eh. this happens everywhere from anyone u trust the most.
u decided that u put ur trust out there , but its up to the ppl to tarnish it or kick it away.
then u get hurt.
things happened soemtimes out of certain control
soem intentionally.. some not. but even so, ..o well. like id said. paper can never consume a fire.
o well. like that ba
extremely tired. just a couple weeks to go.
jaa
can u imagine waking up more than 6 times throughout the night? omg. and its not like htose .easy comfy back to slp type. omg. terrible. i hope tonight wil lget better
so yea. seems like the staffs rgm hired not up to expectations. now the new sm in training also performance not good.
=.=
...seriously... haiz. i dunno what to say anymore. if he gets demoted into asm,... i dunno man.
so weird the way this case is being handled
still feeling weak and tired man =/
rrlyweak.
oh dear. these few nights been not sure with my dinner.
dunn oba.
u know one thing i hate most. is ppl trying to hide things from me. don give a damn white lies or pink. hide means hide. untruthful.
dishonest.
disappointing eh. this happens everywhere from anyone u trust the most.
u decided that u put ur trust out there , but its up to the ppl to tarnish it or kick it away.
then u get hurt.
things happened soemtimes out of certain control
soem intentionally.. some not. but even so, ..o well. like id said. paper can never consume a fire.
o well. like that ba
extremely tired. just a couple weeks to go.
jaa
18 June 2012
no pearl harbour
one of the movie i detestedmost... i refrained from watching.. is pearl harbour....
very sa... for the record, i nvr finish watching the hwole movie before. i couldnt bear to
its like... this girl fell in love with man a.. then thought he';s dead.. hence fallen in love with man a's best friend.. man B. then.. pregnant with man B child. then man A came back tuened out he's not dead... .................... sighs.
then girl say.. she'll llove him andthink of him foreve r when the sun set.... no choiec... cos she's pregnant with man B )
sighs.. i hate betrayal movies like this=( ... but its seriously boring. i dunno what else to watch.. so yea
pbut in the end.. man B is dead protecting man A(according to partne.s. cos me no watch) .. so yea.. she gave birth. .and man A and the girl live happily ever after. na,ing the boy after man B name
seriously i am n v tired slpy. and under caffince effect too..
omg
im terriblly tiredtnow ==(
allt the more worse typings;
sorry. mor stuffs i wanna say, but i cant. im not feellings too gd=(((
mata sorry. gtg. not well
very sa... for the record, i nvr finish watching the hwole movie before. i couldnt bear to
its like... this girl fell in love with man a.. then thought he';s dead.. hence fallen in love with man a's best friend.. man B. then.. pregnant with man B child. then man A came back tuened out he's not dead... .................... sighs.
then girl say.. she'll llove him andthink of him foreve r when the sun set.... no choiec... cos she's pregnant with man B )
sighs.. i hate betrayal movies like this=( ... but its seriously boring. i dunno what else to watch.. so yea
pbut in the end.. man B is dead protecting man A(according to partne.s. cos me no watch) .. so yea.. she gave birth. .and man A and the girl live happily ever after. na,ing the boy after man B name
seriously i am n v tired slpy. and under caffince effect too..
omg
im terriblly tiredtnow ==(
allt the more worse typings;
sorry. mor stuffs i wanna say, but i cant. im not feellings too gd=(((
mata sorry. gtg. not well
16 June 2012
better me
gosh. i feel much better now.
weird in a way ba.
was lying in my bed,. thinking of him.. hugging.. then he msg... lil.. and.. yea. i felt much better. i think ne. .it is important to stop and take a small quiet moment to think of ur loveone.
now just tired and slpy. but feelign better. dunno why.. cant stop thiking of work though=/
ended up he slpt late. abit. cos of tummy pain. but cos of that, i get to msg a couple of mins wit him. miss that. so yea.
his tummy rrly is sensitive..
hope he'll be fine soon by tmr
gosh. warm. and full. had snacks and all. gosh. onsense food. =X oops.
man. .me tired... .
kk gtg mata
weird in a way ba.
was lying in my bed,. thinking of him.. hugging.. then he msg... lil.. and.. yea. i felt much better. i think ne. .it is important to stop and take a small quiet moment to think of ur loveone.
now just tired and slpy. but feelign better. dunno why.. cant stop thiking of work though=/
ended up he slpt late. abit. cos of tummy pain. but cos of that, i get to msg a couple of mins wit him. miss that. so yea.
his tummy rrly is sensitive..
hope he'll be fine soon by tmr
gosh. warm. and full. had snacks and all. gosh. onsense food. =X oops.
man. .me tired... .
kk gtg mata
fed up day
dunno was is because of what happened at work, .. or too tired. not enough slp, i am in such a freakin bad mood rright now.
no appetite. yea its back. rememebr those tiems i ate liek peanuts,?
yea its back again. less than hakf a bowl of rice. i couldnt finish my bits of rice again. had a bit of side dishes. bowl of soup. and thats it. i foreced myself k.
yea i forced. wif not i wont be having dinenr at all. and i don wanna waste my mums cooking. well. .kinda in a way i still did. .cos yea. nvr eat much. bt better than none ba=/
i duno. its sometimes gd sometimes bad.
just yea. hopoefulyy wil lget better soon. the other time tok me a long time to get back into my appetite=/ sianz. i hate this feeling a.as though thigns aint bad enough
tv rrly sucks man. #$%#$%^&* curses......
making my day worse.
just now had an urge to do my makeup, dress up, and head to club. rrly. like. i feel liek im dying out here! so bloody suffocated bad mood=( argh
haiz.
i can sit in my room hours stright and online. but longer i do, i might shop more. so not gd.
rrly not gd.
sighs.
then what elkse can i do. im losing interest in alot of things =./
i cant wait for my holiday. sighs.
just a few weeks to go. sighs. gotta tahan =/
dudno what to do. sianz. very sianz.
sighs. now u know why i feel like going to club .
quiet roomm, online till nothign to online no more. so bored. nothing to do.
tch
haiz.............................
must bear with it
liek how i bear with my dinner, and i swallow most of them up. just eat a quick one and get thigns over with. fed up alreayd
i wonder was it waht happened at work that got me into this bad mood, or im too tired. i am slpy. but. i dunno if thats the reason.
i rrly dunno
haiz.
must calm down. but i dunno how.
now sudden urge to shop onlin.e =.= sianz. not gd. so not gd. when theres nothing to do, adn feeling stress and down, u just wanna shop3... haiz.
at least can let it out here for abitl. this blog spot is 24 hrs open for me
haiz.
stomach not gd too.
hate today. today sucks.
i misss my puppy .. samoyed= (
sighs
oh . heres the gd part. glad sammy shld be able to pass. one more for him to go. all the best.
mata
no appetite. yea its back. rememebr those tiems i ate liek peanuts,?
yea its back again. less than hakf a bowl of rice. i couldnt finish my bits of rice again. had a bit of side dishes. bowl of soup. and thats it. i foreced myself k.
yea i forced. wif not i wont be having dinenr at all. and i don wanna waste my mums cooking. well. .kinda in a way i still did. .cos yea. nvr eat much. bt better than none ba=/
i duno. its sometimes gd sometimes bad.
just yea. hopoefulyy wil lget better soon. the other time tok me a long time to get back into my appetite=/ sianz. i hate this feeling a.as though thigns aint bad enough
tv rrly sucks man. #$%#$%^&* curses......
making my day worse.
just now had an urge to do my makeup, dress up, and head to club. rrly. like. i feel liek im dying out here! so bloody suffocated bad mood=( argh
haiz.
i can sit in my room hours stright and online. but longer i do, i might shop more. so not gd.
rrly not gd.
sighs.
then what elkse can i do. im losing interest in alot of things =./
i cant wait for my holiday. sighs.
just a few weeks to go. sighs. gotta tahan =/
dudno what to do. sianz. very sianz.
sighs. now u know why i feel like going to club .
quiet roomm, online till nothign to online no more. so bored. nothing to do.
tch
haiz.............................
must bear with it
liek how i bear with my dinner, and i swallow most of them up. just eat a quick one and get thigns over with. fed up alreayd
i wonder was it waht happened at work that got me into this bad mood, or im too tired. i am slpy. but. i dunno if thats the reason.
i rrly dunno
haiz.
must calm down. but i dunno how.
now sudden urge to shop onlin.e =.= sianz. not gd. so not gd. when theres nothing to do, adn feeling stress and down, u just wanna shop3... haiz.
at least can let it out here for abitl. this blog spot is 24 hrs open for me
haiz.
stomach not gd too.
hate today. today sucks.
i misss my puppy .. samoyed= (
sighs
oh . heres the gd part. glad sammy shld be able to pass. one more for him to go. all the best.
mata
15 June 2012
kawaii fluffy samoyed
so warm right now. dots
ok. so cut to the schase. recently i dreamt theis same dream again. i own some doggies. and i was happy in my dream. like. .the feeling of.. cna play with htem. .wow. fianlly i cna have a pet of my own!
anywya, yea. been on and off that kind of dreams i dunno why. perhaps i was yearning for one for so long, so naturally wi9ll appear in my dreams. so yea.
suddenly had an urge to go lookey them. went to pet shop. omg. aww.... so lovable. saw this paticular one. .samoyed. omg...... took my breath away. long white lashes, droopy innocent poor thign eyes look. omg. 3 montsh old, but its big. male. form australia.
aww.... .at that moment there, i wish i could say.. mum buy this for me as a bday pressy. but i cant. im not one of those rich kid with rich parents. asking for stuffs as easy as 123. im not from such a family. so i cant.
everything i own, i afford it by myself. as in.. my stuffs. not say house. etc.
but yea. what a cute doggie. actually all doggies are vcute. jus nvr rrly heard of that type before. and nvr thought i would get attracted by that type of dog. aw... beautiufdl =)
wow. i was shocked. my melb rgm.. someoen tagged her holding a cigarette. but she deleted that pic. i nvr knew she smoke! =X omg. but well her best fren is a smoker. but jsut that. i didnt know she rrly is a smoker too. aw... too bad =(
but hten again she was holding just the cigarette. but hten.. why delete the pic if shes not a smoker?
anyway, she knwos what is best for herself ba. o well
jaa mata
my body aching =./ sso tired. july pls come. .i need ot be on leave. huu
ok. so cut to the schase. recently i dreamt theis same dream again. i own some doggies. and i was happy in my dream. like. .the feeling of.. cna play with htem. .wow. fianlly i cna have a pet of my own!
anywya, yea. been on and off that kind of dreams i dunno why. perhaps i was yearning for one for so long, so naturally wi9ll appear in my dreams. so yea.
suddenly had an urge to go lookey them. went to pet shop. omg. aww.... so lovable. saw this paticular one. .samoyed. omg...... took my breath away. long white lashes, droopy innocent poor thign eyes look. omg. 3 montsh old, but its big. male. form australia.
aww.... .at that moment there, i wish i could say.. mum buy this for me as a bday pressy. but i cant. im not one of those rich kid with rich parents. asking for stuffs as easy as 123. im not from such a family. so i cant.
everything i own, i afford it by myself. as in.. my stuffs. not say house. etc.
but yea. what a cute doggie. actually all doggies are vcute. jus nvr rrly heard of that type before. and nvr thought i would get attracted by that type of dog. aw... beautiufdl =)
wow. i was shocked. my melb rgm.. someoen tagged her holding a cigarette. but she deleted that pic. i nvr knew she smoke! =X omg. but well her best fren is a smoker. but jsut that. i didnt know she rrly is a smoker too. aw... too bad =(
but hten again she was holding just the cigarette. but hten.. why delete the pic if shes not a smoker?
anyway, she knwos what is best for herself ba. o well
jaa mata
my body aching =./ sso tired. july pls come. .i need ot be on leave. huu
14 June 2012
j cube
haha. still not as much of a singaporean i see
was talking to my colleague how i came across this j cube mall in maagzine, and had to google it to find out wth is j cube. XD
kena laugh at sia. omg.
but.. i din know theres such a palce! and its been there for long. o.m.g. can u believe tat . wow.
i was so surprised at mysefl too. how could i not know? omg .so paiseh =.= dots
but o well. life is busy liek that so yea
ytd saw this uncle.. keep turning back to see this middle age woman. omg. she 's not pretty. just plump..fat.. wore low cut dress... omg. he turn his head back and keep staring. omg.... i hate this type of ppl
*roll eyes. lecher!!!!
if she's pretty i understadn ba. but.. omg. ...uncle.. rrly is uncle..
slpy liao. another tired day. leg aching again
mm... big day is coming. look forward to meet my bosses!! =)
mm... days.. still boring sometimes. mmm.............
o well...
paused...............* me dunno what to type liao. forgot.
k ba .jaa
was talking to my colleague how i came across this j cube mall in maagzine, and had to google it to find out wth is j cube. XD
kena laugh at sia. omg.
but.. i din know theres such a palce! and its been there for long. o.m.g. can u believe tat . wow.
i was so surprised at mysefl too. how could i not know? omg .so paiseh =.= dots
but o well. life is busy liek that so yea
ytd saw this uncle.. keep turning back to see this middle age woman. omg. she 's not pretty. just plump..fat.. wore low cut dress... omg. he turn his head back and keep staring. omg.... i hate this type of ppl
*roll eyes. lecher!!!!
if she's pretty i understadn ba. but.. omg. ...uncle.. rrly is uncle..
slpy liao. another tired day. leg aching again
mm... big day is coming. look forward to meet my bosses!! =)
mm... days.. still boring sometimes. mmm.............
o well...
paused...............* me dunno what to type liao. forgot.
k ba .jaa
13 June 2012
aching time
oh dear. legs arching now. did alot of walking around the store today . pain...
tired. but glad todys energy is picking up. mood is better too. lighter. not so intense. liek i said. past couple of weeks has been such a diaster .so yea. glad thigns slows down abit for now.
yes. for now
so was checking ard for the trip thingy. but decided against it cos anyway he's not gonna be free. but so wish he could rrly make it back here.
but then again. dunno what will happen
but aw... i'll miss my fac store too! bras n things! gosh. if me nvr go aust, .. ha. my playboy lingerie.s. .aw... but o well. at least stil lcan ship online ba
oh dear .so slpy =/
but leggie so aching
kk gtg.
oh yea. today saw a young girl muslim. strict muslim i guess. my collegaue say so. al lwrapped up. onl left the eyes. my colleague say only family can see her face. even if bf, can only see her face after mmarried. omg. which man will eb so brave. what if that person is short of an eye or nose, or.. ... i dunno. i pity them ne =/
imagine yourself. everyday of ur life looking the same. in front of mirror. outside home i mean
like. u'll look like a ninja . all the time. =/ gosh. they are so superb. i rrly cant imagiben anyone doing that =/
rrly.. gotta hand my hat off to them
kk gtg! tired mode.
tmr apply leave. gotta make some changes. mmm...............
mata
tired. but glad todys energy is picking up. mood is better too. lighter. not so intense. liek i said. past couple of weeks has been such a diaster .so yea. glad thigns slows down abit for now.
yes. for now
so was checking ard for the trip thingy. but decided against it cos anyway he's not gonna be free. but so wish he could rrly make it back here.
but then again. dunno what will happen
but aw... i'll miss my fac store too! bras n things! gosh. if me nvr go aust, .. ha. my playboy lingerie.s. .aw... but o well. at least stil lcan ship online ba
oh dear .so slpy =/
but leggie so aching
kk gtg.
oh yea. today saw a young girl muslim. strict muslim i guess. my collegaue say so. al lwrapped up. onl left the eyes. my colleague say only family can see her face. even if bf, can only see her face after mmarried. omg. which man will eb so brave. what if that person is short of an eye or nose, or.. ... i dunno. i pity them ne =/
imagine yourself. everyday of ur life looking the same. in front of mirror. outside home i mean
like. u'll look like a ninja . all the time. =/ gosh. they are so superb. i rrly cant imagiben anyone doing that =/
rrly.. gotta hand my hat off to them
kk gtg! tired mode.
tmr apply leave. gotta make some changes. mmm...............
mata
12 June 2012
wedding bells
oh dear. jst occurred me not been blogging properly eh.
for long now.
as u know. it has been such a tough week .without proper slp and rest. so much workload to be completed. one after another. and now, bosses coming next week .omg. why so many thigns all at one go....
anyway, after stocktake at least things are better now. gosh. been so tire dout and super slpy. can fall aslp just about anywhere.
today still, slpy. my body takes a long time to recover.
anyway, dunno why so many marrigage thingy going on. ive been seeing. weird huh.
lol. so i walked past this store. jewellery store. always like this type of wedding ring. or just ring. sososososos gorgeous and beautiful. wow.
but of course .was telling my colleague .even if like, i caxnt possible buy formyself! one, no money to afford . two, if im wearing it, ppl will think im married. =.= so yea.
but they are gorgeous! maybe cos i jept seeig my customer's pretyt ring on hteir wedding finger eh. lol. affected me
oh gosh. that day dad asked me again.. when are u gonna find a boyfren, whom u can go out together with in future. as in go out shopping, etc.
me lept quiet=.= as always. omg. so mafan!!
but parents ba. what to do =.= dots
and weeks ago, my mum was like( yes i just recalled sorry for my bad memory nowadasy) telling me she met that guy .. .u know in my previous blog, the one her colleagues ask if me wanna make fren with him. =.=
anyway, she met him, he called after her, greeted her, she kept saying he's not bad looking.. very guai.. about my height(me don liek short guy. just realized that cos sammy is tall, and. i dunno.i like. and i just cant imagien being with u know =.= ) anyway, blah3.. repeated. .no smoke no drink knows how to earn money.. very nice man..
=.=
dunn oshe's hinting or what. but yea. whatever. me jus t kept quiet and listen.
talk also pointless =.=
argh
mm.. and so. am looking forward to having some great nice off days.
oh btw colelcted my stuffs. but sadly bim not one of hte two lucky winners.
ok .so.. .gonna have to clear leave. unsure how many days of leave i;ve got though. .but will see.
mm..
he asked me to check out the scoot. i wonder if he's saing i should fly there? i dunno.
but yea. i am soooo glad scoot came along .and i wish it will alst. seriously. tix is cheaper. and heading to aust nowadays so exp. so yea relaly glad this came along.
but of course theres stil lthe hotel . still expensive.
who knows huh. perhaps one day there'll be a very cheap godo nice hotel open up in aust. i rrl y wish that'll happen .but nvr know. see, scoot is here alreyad eh =)
mm...
oh yea. was so happy and excited to hear my colleague sis gotten married last sunday =) so nice. so fun. how i wish i could be in her shoes.
such a joyous thing to happen in ur family eh.
my colleague was describing oh yea. they dated for 6 years before getting married. she's 26, he's 31. but they will not be having baby until perhasp 2 or 3 yrs later.
and my colleague was telling me how this guy, the groom, was so perfect . nothing bad to say about him. broad shoulders, handsome, swt, humourous, etc. ha. i was thinking about sammy when she was saying al lthat .LOL .
but yea. of cos she has to admit, she's not her sis. not wife. so whatever happens, she wouldnt know. but overall, she find this new bro in law? yea bro in law. is perfect. ha .lucky sis of hers=)
but my collegaues fren .heard.. .u know japan. after tsunami. they say oh it fine now. .etc. or theres radiation blah3... her fren went to japan thought its fine .but came back, see doc, doc tell her she canot have a baby for the next 10 yrs=( becasue of the radaition , it affected her. and if she is pregnant, she will hav abnormal child. like u know .hills have eyes (that movie?
yea=( i felt sooo sad fo rher fren=(( sighs.
10 years. can adopt la.. but. imagien her feeling. yea. i will feel sad for ppl wan. even if strangers. or happy. ha.
weird
anyway, mm.. .yea. world is u know. modern now. different timezone now. adopt, or keeping a dog as child, its fine. i mena. it all comes down to how open u are, your thoughts, wand dont care about what others think.
if u don wan a child, then don. keep a ddog .treat it liek ur baby. (well some ppl do k)
if ppl chases u for a baby, just don bother. u will be the one living ur happy life, the way u wanted, not the wya others wanted. or hope for u to have.
life is yours. do what u want, what u like. as long as you're happy. of course i don mean that as crimes, killing raping, robbery.. etc.=.=
so yea.
hoepfully her fren will be ok.. though. .haiz. such a huge blow i guess=/
anyway, today been super slpy and tired too. thank god me din eat med for nose. cant keep relying on med u know.
kk .i am not chaning my spelligns gaian. i am getting this blog over with asap.
wtyping real fast now. gonna rest soon
haiz. more thigns to do soon. will do my best .
..cheer on fo rme aites
have u gusy used viber? weird. its purple version of whasapp. but the sound quaility is loud and clear. but i dunno. might not be the case for all locations.
mm.. perhaps one day they will get better. for sure i know =)
k. tahan months to go. then change phone .now still can tahan. so yea. be patience. let see how the red will look like
anyway,
gtg
nights peeps
glad exam is fine for him. hopefulyy the next two days will eb too
mata
for long now.
as u know. it has been such a tough week .without proper slp and rest. so much workload to be completed. one after another. and now, bosses coming next week .omg. why so many thigns all at one go....
anyway, after stocktake at least things are better now. gosh. been so tire dout and super slpy. can fall aslp just about anywhere.
today still, slpy. my body takes a long time to recover.
anyway, dunno why so many marrigage thingy going on. ive been seeing. weird huh.
lol. so i walked past this store. jewellery store. always like this type of wedding ring. or just ring. sososososos gorgeous and beautiful. wow.
but of course .was telling my colleague .even if like, i caxnt possible buy formyself! one, no money to afford . two, if im wearing it, ppl will think im married. =.= so yea.
but they are gorgeous! maybe cos i jept seeig my customer's pretyt ring on hteir wedding finger eh. lol. affected me
oh gosh. that day dad asked me again.. when are u gonna find a boyfren, whom u can go out together with in future. as in go out shopping, etc.
me lept quiet=.= as always. omg. so mafan!!
but parents ba. what to do =.= dots
and weeks ago, my mum was like( yes i just recalled sorry for my bad memory nowadasy) telling me she met that guy .. .u know in my previous blog, the one her colleagues ask if me wanna make fren with him. =.=
anyway, she met him, he called after her, greeted her, she kept saying he's not bad looking.. very guai.. about my height(me don liek short guy. just realized that cos sammy is tall, and. i dunno.i like. and i just cant imagien being with u know =.= ) anyway, blah3.. repeated. .no smoke no drink knows how to earn money.. very nice man..
=.=
dunn oshe's hinting or what. but yea. whatever. me jus t kept quiet and listen.
talk also pointless =.=
argh
mm.. and so. am looking forward to having some great nice off days.
oh btw colelcted my stuffs. but sadly bim not one of hte two lucky winners.
ok .so.. .gonna have to clear leave. unsure how many days of leave i;ve got though. .but will see.
mm..
he asked me to check out the scoot. i wonder if he's saing i should fly there? i dunno.
but yea. i am soooo glad scoot came along .and i wish it will alst. seriously. tix is cheaper. and heading to aust nowadays so exp. so yea relaly glad this came along.
but of course theres stil lthe hotel . still expensive.
who knows huh. perhaps one day there'll be a very cheap godo nice hotel open up in aust. i rrl y wish that'll happen .but nvr know. see, scoot is here alreyad eh =)
mm...
oh yea. was so happy and excited to hear my colleague sis gotten married last sunday =) so nice. so fun. how i wish i could be in her shoes.
such a joyous thing to happen in ur family eh.
my colleague was describing oh yea. they dated for 6 years before getting married. she's 26, he's 31. but they will not be having baby until perhasp 2 or 3 yrs later.
and my colleague was telling me how this guy, the groom, was so perfect . nothing bad to say about him. broad shoulders, handsome, swt, humourous, etc. ha. i was thinking about sammy when she was saying al lthat .LOL .
but yea. of cos she has to admit, she's not her sis. not wife. so whatever happens, she wouldnt know. but overall, she find this new bro in law? yea bro in law. is perfect. ha .lucky sis of hers=)
but my collegaues fren .heard.. .u know japan. after tsunami. they say oh it fine now. .etc. or theres radiation blah3... her fren went to japan thought its fine .but came back, see doc, doc tell her she canot have a baby for the next 10 yrs=( becasue of the radaition , it affected her. and if she is pregnant, she will hav abnormal child. like u know .hills have eyes (that movie?
yea=( i felt sooo sad fo rher fren=(( sighs.
10 years. can adopt la.. but. imagien her feeling. yea. i will feel sad for ppl wan. even if strangers. or happy. ha.
weird
anyway, mm.. .yea. world is u know. modern now. different timezone now. adopt, or keeping a dog as child, its fine. i mena. it all comes down to how open u are, your thoughts, wand dont care about what others think.
if u don wan a child, then don. keep a ddog .treat it liek ur baby. (well some ppl do k)
if ppl chases u for a baby, just don bother. u will be the one living ur happy life, the way u wanted, not the wya others wanted. or hope for u to have.
life is yours. do what u want, what u like. as long as you're happy. of course i don mean that as crimes, killing raping, robbery.. etc.=.=
so yea.
hoepfully her fren will be ok.. though. .haiz. such a huge blow i guess=/
anyway, today been super slpy and tired too. thank god me din eat med for nose. cant keep relying on med u know.
kk .i am not chaning my spelligns gaian. i am getting this blog over with asap.
wtyping real fast now. gonna rest soon
haiz. more thigns to do soon. will do my best .
..cheer on fo rme aites
have u gusy used viber? weird. its purple version of whasapp. but the sound quaility is loud and clear. but i dunno. might not be the case for all locations.
mm.. perhaps one day they will get better. for sure i know =)
k. tahan months to go. then change phone .now still can tahan. so yea. be patience. let see how the red will look like
anyway,
gtg
nights peeps
glad exam is fine for him. hopefulyy the next two days will eb too
mata
09 June 2012
hectic week is over!
sooo slpy. these few days.. this week has been such a hectic one. crazy one. omg.
worried about sales too but what to do. too much to be done
anyway not gonna tlak about work liao
theres good news. ha. imma collect my prize soon. weeeee
i really cant wait. of course i hope its the big prize.. but yea. will have to wait and see.
slpy. .yawn till tears in my eyes=.=
trying to stay awake. if not ,gonna doze off whilst sitting on my chair again
when im so slpy, everything i though tof blogging during the day , disappeared.
=.= sianz ne
but my brain cant think of anything now. not feeling wanna blog, but. .o well.
oh just saw my wounds. 2 new small cuts. duno where the hell i got them form .butim guessing its paper cuts?
i dunno
but yea. hate outta the blue cuts
oh man. cant wait to change my phone .im sure it'll be faster. =) gd
haiz. bro went kl =/ left me alone. sianz. hate this quietness.
as long as theres no last night blackout, and i'll be fine.
omg. cant think anymore
kk jaa!!
worried about sales too but what to do. too much to be done
anyway not gonna tlak about work liao
theres good news. ha. imma collect my prize soon. weeeee
i really cant wait. of course i hope its the big prize.. but yea. will have to wait and see.
slpy. .yawn till tears in my eyes=.=
trying to stay awake. if not ,gonna doze off whilst sitting on my chair again
when im so slpy, everything i though tof blogging during the day , disappeared.
=.= sianz ne
but my brain cant think of anything now. not feeling wanna blog, but. .o well.
oh just saw my wounds. 2 new small cuts. duno where the hell i got them form .butim guessing its paper cuts?
i dunno
but yea. hate outta the blue cuts
oh man. cant wait to change my phone .im sure it'll be faster. =) gd
haiz. bro went kl =/ left me alone. sianz. hate this quietness.
as long as theres no last night blackout, and i'll be fine.
omg. cant think anymore
kk jaa!!
08 June 2012
2 hours terrible nap
ok /i'll try to make hti as short as possible. so.. .basically.. i had onluy 2 hrs of slp. fro 1230 to 230am. =.= yea. after which i cant get back to slp anymore. i wasnt slpy when i forced myself to slp early. not slpy. only the fatique of my bosy im feeling .so tired. aching. but just not slpy. and very hungry.
ytd no appetite either. walking round and round searching for food. but to no avail. standing at hte same position thinking or what to eat before break runs out. omg. so dramatic. but gotta force myself to eat.. todya long day mah. so yea. ytd 5plus had salad with grilled chicken. cannot sia.
not enough .
me after wakey so early, read mag.. wait for time to pass... then go cook noodles. gosh now so slpy. in train also cant resist closing my eyes though phonw still in my hand.. me half way typing=,=
gosh.
but good news.
bad news.. mm. .also hav. .sale snot that well. .cos store open up late. .haiz
anyway , finanly found my pumps! super thick high heels. weeee =D so happy. uh huh .cheer me up instantly! why? cos ive been trying to find htat type of pumps for my small feet. wow. and according to my high heels owner expert colleague, she say its good
so yea. hoep wont cut my toes again ha
=X
anyway, bought it cos it looks soooo nice .and.. .well, i need to look taller .LOL dotsssssss.=.-... .
hahaaha. yea im short. haha
but o well.
we shall see then. if thats gonna make me feel comfy. if pain im not gonna waer. unless forced myself to wear only for that pair of lv heels bro bought for me
july.. omg. i cant wait for my leave. though unsure of which dates to take yet. im sooooo gonna relax and go everywhere!!!!!!!!!! treat it as a holiday. uh uh. need it BADLY. i cant stand this anymor. i need a break nOW
huu
mm.... so yea. thast all folks.
gald this busy period is over. now, mm... o well. tiem to get back on track
anyway ...,so slpy n tired.
trying to keep my eyes open again
sianz. the 1st thing i thought of when i reeached home, .. just feel vey siamz
ok. gotta stop tyoping. im slpy!!!!!!!!!! later slp halfway though typing liek in train
oh! dunno hwy, but. its beel long since he will msg me so fast .ha. nice. ^^ and he took my boredom plus gloomies awy. omg. half clsoe eyss ...
great if whenever im slpy ,he'll msg to wake me up.
thank good ness no one steal my phoen whils ti was aslp
jaa
ytd no appetite either. walking round and round searching for food. but to no avail. standing at hte same position thinking or what to eat before break runs out. omg. so dramatic. but gotta force myself to eat.. todya long day mah. so yea. ytd 5plus had salad with grilled chicken. cannot sia.
not enough .
me after wakey so early, read mag.. wait for time to pass... then go cook noodles. gosh now so slpy. in train also cant resist closing my eyes though phonw still in my hand.. me half way typing=,=
gosh.
but good news.
bad news.. mm. .also hav. .sale snot that well. .cos store open up late. .haiz
anyway , finanly found my pumps! super thick high heels. weeee =D so happy. uh huh .cheer me up instantly! why? cos ive been trying to find htat type of pumps for my small feet. wow. and according to my high heels owner expert colleague, she say its good
so yea. hoep wont cut my toes again ha
=X
anyway, bought it cos it looks soooo nice .and.. .well, i need to look taller .LOL dotsssssss.=.-... .
hahaaha. yea im short. haha
but o well.
we shall see then. if thats gonna make me feel comfy. if pain im not gonna waer. unless forced myself to wear only for that pair of lv heels bro bought for me
july.. omg. i cant wait for my leave. though unsure of which dates to take yet. im sooooo gonna relax and go everywhere!!!!!!!!!! treat it as a holiday. uh uh. need it BADLY. i cant stand this anymor. i need a break nOW
huu
mm.... so yea. thast all folks.
gald this busy period is over. now, mm... o well. tiem to get back on track
anyway ...,so slpy n tired.
trying to keep my eyes open again
sianz. the 1st thing i thought of when i reeached home, .. just feel vey siamz
ok. gotta stop tyoping. im slpy!!!!!!!!!! later slp halfway though typing liek in train
oh! dunno hwy, but. its beel long since he will msg me so fast .ha. nice. ^^ and he took my boredom plus gloomies awy. omg. half clsoe eyss ...
great if whenever im slpy ,he'll msg to wake me up.
thank good ness no one steal my phoen whils ti was aslp
jaa
06 June 2012
slpy long day blog
geex. so slpy and tired again. though today gets better abit. better than ytd.
omg. so much tasks to cbe completed in such short itme. long day. omg..... super slpy
duno am i overworked or what. seems like me no appetite . had very late lucnh break gosh.
so slpy
just a short blog here. gonna slp soon so yea
i cant think of what to blog too slpy
mm.. oh yea bought an offered item. so glad. and won a prize too from store competitions. kk. talk son. more details on that..if i remember
mata
omg. so much tasks to cbe completed in such short itme. long day. omg..... super slpy
duno am i overworked or what. seems like me no appetite . had very late lucnh break gosh.
so slpy
just a short blog here. gonna slp soon so yea
i cant think of what to blog too slpy
mm.. oh yea bought an offered item. so glad. and won a prize too from store competitions. kk. talk son. more details on that..if i remember
mata
05 June 2012
yawning like there's no tmr
aww.. .toda saw this customer with her cute baby. angmohs. baby.. omg. sooo chubby and kawaii!!!! those cheecks. .omg. lol .so kwaii like mad XD
even his mum say so. haha.
6 months old only
his mum was like.. ''you're too young to have a baby'' i was like. .yea.. too young.
but that baby is gorgeous!!! he stopped crying after his mum carries him. so cute. those cheeks. .omg. hahaha
and fair skin... light blue eyes. .omg
glad today me not night shift. he seems so bored today. so yea.. but i think i udnno.. he's kinda busy or something. dunno ba
will msg whenever i can to company him
omg. my eyes are shutting. so sleepy. am hoping he can msg more so my eyes wont c lsoe. .and my mind will not shut itself down
eyes half closed liao
tch. this is and this will be the toughest week for me =/
haiz...... wil lgambate..
but.. .ommg.. ..i dunno what to say
oh man. hate to fall aslp in train or bus. good thing me wokey on time today.
me yawn soooooooooooo much today! in trian, bus, standing ,sititing omg
zzzzzzzzzzz
so slpy
=/
geez.. what else can i do online. later end up buying stuffs=/
so boring to online now. what ese..
omg. i cant wait to chang emy phoen! before it totally cant be charge. dunno ba. hope nothing is wrong.
oh man. when can i recontract? must be exactly 24months? or 21 months? or waht
man... few more months to go... mm... see how ba
i wonder if pl can choose to use 3g instead of 4g.. ...dunno ba
o well
mata
even his mum say so. haha.
6 months old only
his mum was like.. ''you're too young to have a baby'' i was like. .yea.. too young.
but that baby is gorgeous!!! he stopped crying after his mum carries him. so cute. those cheeks. .omg. hahaha
and fair skin... light blue eyes. .omg
glad today me not night shift. he seems so bored today. so yea.. but i think i udnno.. he's kinda busy or something. dunno ba
will msg whenever i can to company him
omg. my eyes are shutting. so sleepy. am hoping he can msg more so my eyes wont c lsoe. .and my mind will not shut itself down
eyes half closed liao
tch. this is and this will be the toughest week for me =/
haiz...... wil lgambate..
but.. .ommg.. ..i dunno what to say
oh man. hate to fall aslp in train or bus. good thing me wokey on time today.
me yawn soooooooooooo much today! in trian, bus, standing ,sititing omg
zzzzzzzzzzz
so slpy
=/
geez.. what else can i do online. later end up buying stuffs=/
so boring to online now. what ese..
omg. i cant wait to chang emy phoen! before it totally cant be charge. dunno ba. hope nothing is wrong.
oh man. when can i recontract? must be exactly 24months? or 21 months? or waht
man... few more months to go... mm... see how ba
i wonder if pl can choose to use 3g instead of 4g.. ...dunno ba
o well
mata
04 June 2012
2nd post of 4th june
2nd blog of the day.. feeling itred.. but better abit..
just glad i am able to keep him company.....i relly wish i can make him happy and relax today.. .
rrly hope he'll be fine and yea..
just rrly glad .. to be able to stay with him
tired desu.
slpy..
goinna slp soon ba..
and i hope.. he'll be better tmr.. its important to me.. so yea
i am very proud of him nonetheless of his results..really. but .hoepfully he wont be too stress=/ .. just wanna see him smile.
..dinner sucks. huu. ate abit but ow ell. its ok ba
gtg rest soon. ..jaa..
missh him alot
just glad i am able to keep him company.....i relly wish i can make him happy and relax today.. .
rrly hope he'll be fine and yea..
just rrly glad .. to be able to stay with him
tired desu.
slpy..
goinna slp soon ba..
and i hope.. he'll be better tmr.. its important to me.. so yea
i am very proud of him nonetheless of his results..really. but .hoepfully he wont be too stress=/ .. just wanna see him smile.
..dinner sucks. huu. ate abit but ow ell. its ok ba
gtg rest soon. ..jaa..
missh him alot
respect our words pls
mm.. not a very good day=/
but anyway... am worried about him..
dunno how come overseas school has such weird exams.. wonde rif he could ask his frens who has graduated, if such cases ever happened before.. but yea. i can understand he's not feelign too good right now=/
i think i know that feeling ba.. thinking all well prepared. .then suddenly ppl gib u anoter case.. .soemthign liek that.
i find that so weird.
but what to do..
just find it. .unfair too=/
but am very proud of him still. hopefully he'll get his wishes to pass by..
haiz.
so hating this runny nose of mine .agfter med and a nap, buetter now. but u knwo me. the med is making me all weak
thought of cooking today but yea=(
dang htis med and nose =( huu
haix. sianz day.
mm.. i forgot what i wanted to type. oh man. not again
tonight's dinner not looking good=(
haiz. gotta try to eat ba.
hated it when mum say she din see my stuff after she cleaned my room. then when i found the item, she say oh she forgot maybe she placed it ther.e ..haiz. i understand the situations.. but this can be very frustarting to me . happened weeks ago? or last
then. .i made it cleare. that if downstair no more that food i want, then dont buy . me cooked noodles. then she still go buy. and bought bros' too. bro told her he wanted to cook liao.
omg.
i am soooo friggin frustrated. and very angry someitmes. i undertasn. .good intentions. but why cant she listen to us?? i couldnt take htis anymore .i told her straight. im still ok. but if kena my bro, he'll bve very pissed ooff. and he'll get angry. and maybe nag.
so yea. hoep that didnt hurt her feelings.
then she ate bro's lunch.
seriously. alreayd made it so clear. she said ok. but still go and buy. some times, good intentions can be really bad. why cant they understand us?
haiz....
if i have chikldern in future, i'll make sure to respect them, and not anyhow made desicions for htem .
tch. stil langry.
not first time liao. this time round, cannot tak eit. must tell her straight
sighs
so tiring.
why cant happiness be easy for everyone. why is it that only certain ppl or certin rich kids get to enjoy this life.
no wonde rhtey all say life is unfair.
sighs
o well
mata
but anyway... am worried about him..
dunno how come overseas school has such weird exams.. wonde rif he could ask his frens who has graduated, if such cases ever happened before.. but yea. i can understand he's not feelign too good right now=/
i think i know that feeling ba.. thinking all well prepared. .then suddenly ppl gib u anoter case.. .soemthign liek that.
i find that so weird.
but what to do..
just find it. .unfair too=/
but am very proud of him still. hopefully he'll get his wishes to pass by..
haiz.
so hating this runny nose of mine .agfter med and a nap, buetter now. but u knwo me. the med is making me all weak
thought of cooking today but yea=(
dang htis med and nose =( huu
haix. sianz day.
mm.. i forgot what i wanted to type. oh man. not again
tonight's dinner not looking good=(
haiz. gotta try to eat ba.
hated it when mum say she din see my stuff after she cleaned my room. then when i found the item, she say oh she forgot maybe she placed it ther.e ..haiz. i understand the situations.. but this can be very frustarting to me . happened weeks ago? or last
then. .i made it cleare. that if downstair no more that food i want, then dont buy . me cooked noodles. then she still go buy. and bought bros' too. bro told her he wanted to cook liao.
omg.
i am soooo friggin frustrated. and very angry someitmes. i undertasn. .good intentions. but why cant she listen to us?? i couldnt take htis anymore .i told her straight. im still ok. but if kena my bro, he'll bve very pissed ooff. and he'll get angry. and maybe nag.
so yea. hoep that didnt hurt her feelings.
then she ate bro's lunch.
seriously. alreayd made it so clear. she said ok. but still go and buy. some times, good intentions can be really bad. why cant they understand us?
haiz....
if i have chikldern in future, i'll make sure to respect them, and not anyhow made desicions for htem .
tch. stil langry.
not first time liao. this time round, cannot tak eit. must tell her straight
sighs
so tiring.
why cant happiness be easy for everyone. why is it that only certain ppl or certin rich kids get to enjoy this life.
no wonde rhtey all say life is unfair.
sighs
o well
mata
03 June 2012
stressful days
so slpy. somethigns worn with lappy uoloading. sighs so frustrating
din had a gd slp =( sighs stess.
but not super slpy
anyway, hope fb photo thingy will be done soonl. i think ne. from ow . as in here on, imma not care about my spellings. im upset, and super slpy .so yea.
anywy
noi idea why fb like that. canot uploadrd photo ne
gosh so lspy=((((9
but nice to see him laugh today. kinda missed that. so yea
but its grea that he smiel. .adn he's having a gd time among this toguh studying. wonde rif thats even his breaktime .. or... i dunno. o well
anywya
so pissed off with the is lappy. every file i save d gets deleted!!!!!! wthhhhhh
omg
haiz...........
im too tired n slpy. gonna reset one more time. if not gonna slp. its beter work this time.
i ned a gd slp. hopefully. .this time off. tmr wont wakey to a crying morning =/
oh . ws dizy. ha. amaizng. i cannot believe i forgot i shouldbnt be eating chili .whenim so hungr n dizzy . surprised that he rememebred. ha.
wow. ut yea. too late. em ordered liao. me*
so yea.
mm... but its all gd
niw. for now yup. wsa so shocked when he asked me. then i realised htat me had my last mela like so way ytd haha
o well... what to do
so uncomfy. god. =( me relaly wish to wear silky lingerie now.. no bra.
sighs........
i wan a house of my own =(
mata
02 June 2012
stressful situations
omg. such a headache. workign with one of this.. .well known staff for her blurness. and she's and asm. wth is my rgm thinking. now the manager in training at my first outlet is also not up to standards. OMG. why the ppl he chose are liek that!??
anyway, i take this as a challenge to train her more but getting stressful. because of her and manager, i got scoled by my rgm. #$%^&@ sighs. what to do.
..discussed it with another manager. she fa ces the same prob .but she's super close with our rgm. so she did told him about the instructions aint clear enough.
his email to me is very harsh =( he email to store too. but i think he deleted it.
but i still read it through sm email
very heartpain =( .. .
very.
sighs..
but i think that email was before i called him to explain myself.
but yea.. .i swear to god this mistake aint my bloody fault. that sm close to him. .said she explained to him. about how we couldnt tell ..etc.. cos of changes .. and his email wasnt specific enough.
i hoppe she's telling the truth.
but yea.
jus tso.. =( sighs.
when i worked with the aussie ppl, also never get balmed liek this. they wil lencourage , and praise. but not scold ppl in a harsh way =(
where got rgm so gan chiong. even sm know him. there knew each other for yearssssssssssssssss
so yea.
i can tell his personaility too. but sighs. i dunno man =/
how to motivate ur staffs liek that
she said. .she once called him asked him certain thigny about his email. he tell her. .''you stupid isit? '' omg. if thats true,.. sighs. njot fit to be a rgm .but what to do. =(
but a pity.. .a pity the aussie ppl don know. =/
sighs. whatever ba .
i start to wonder. if that other store manager kena the same as me. a scolding email and a scolding phone call. if he did not do that to her, oh god please pray that he will quit soon
anyway, .. sighs .
just making hte staff loses the willpower to wanna work better only. nothing helps
that sm sauy after she explained to him , liek how we all cant think like him.. etc.. .she say he keep quiet, and appeared to cool down liao
even she herself is scared when she's tlaking to him. he gib instructions of hey u do ABC. then after days, he scold u. or tell u. hey why u did ABC? it must be EFG. cannot ABC u know. that is wrong. i was liek.WTf . u taught me this way, and now u say not this way. who have i been talking to then? a ghost or his shadow???
sighs. rgm. .can be like that .wow.
anyway, stress. adn the thought of me gonna scold. no i wont scold. but i need to give an intense speech to that blur asm. =/
eh no. i think shes not over 30s. should be.. .29? geez i duno. not sure. but yea.
its like. haiz. for me i don care. i don care one bit about age. i care about hte way we work. about ability.
to work.
when i teach, i teach. if they wanna feel like.. even including the sm in training, if he wanna feel like. .(which i dunno if he will) why am i younger than them, have a position to teach him. or telling them what to do.
wel too bad if they think that way. all im doing is to help them. and part of my job.
i don care how wise or how old or how you've been workign for 100 years alreayd, i will still tell you what to do if you've not been doing the right way
gosh .getting abit sick.
stress...... haiz.
alreayd so much to do, now still need to double check on that asm actions. must check whether she really did. oh god dammit. she's not a friggin 12 yrs old. she's not a full timer for god sake!!
haiz. so . ...=/ tch .yera. u get my frustrations eh. doing 2 persons job. kinda. it slike. ive so much going on alreyad. stil leverytime must make sure she's doing her job, or not forgetting
her memory is so bad. really bad. she'll say yes, and never do. or forgot. i duno why either. i don wanna judge or anything. but at leats rgm couldve find a beter person to promote. why promote someone only when she say she wanna quit???? that other sm also liek taht .thats why .
wtf. k la. now i go resign, see if he promote me right away. wth
sighs.liek i asked her if she did that .she said yes. then next day i waslk past, i saw that she did not .wth.
haiz. cannot. me lef twith two weks theres imma do my best to watch over her. though. its gonna be tough and stressful ba.
=/
havig to watch out with so much stuffs.
and how would u feel if i don take ur word for it, and keep asking someone else. ..hey is it true? she say abc.. .is that true?
u know. like. .not gd. but at the same time ,after what happened, how can i ever trust her words again. im doign my best ba.
don wan her to feel liek im treating her as a baby u knwo =/
oh have u done that? coem let me see. oh u did that ?are u sure? come let me see and check .omg. i have no tiem. but ill do my best to have time for her.
its gonna be tough ba. wil ldo my best
if only rgm can understand us better
sighs
of course he wont admit his fault either.
so warm now.. .haiz. slpy.
its jsut heartbreaking when no one appreciates ur effort and the work u put in.
and in turn only keep giving u shits. especially when they themselves shouldve been shit too
jus tneed to type this all out
haiz
ha. imagine me use phone type this out. omg. will take so many mistake and forever to do so!! typing in keyboard is so much better. hoping new phoen will have a better and wider keyboard
thats it for now
wish me luck
=/ jaa mata
anyway, i take this as a challenge to train her more but getting stressful. because of her and manager, i got scoled by my rgm. #$%^&@ sighs. what to do.
..discussed it with another manager. she fa ces the same prob .but she's super close with our rgm. so she did told him about the instructions aint clear enough.
his email to me is very harsh =( he email to store too. but i think he deleted it.
but i still read it through sm email
very heartpain =( .. .
very.
sighs..
but i think that email was before i called him to explain myself.
but yea.. .i swear to god this mistake aint my bloody fault. that sm close to him. .said she explained to him. about how we couldnt tell ..etc.. cos of changes .. and his email wasnt specific enough.
i hoppe she's telling the truth.
but yea.
jus tso.. =( sighs.
when i worked with the aussie ppl, also never get balmed liek this. they wil lencourage , and praise. but not scold ppl in a harsh way =(
where got rgm so gan chiong. even sm know him. there knew each other for yearssssssssssssssss
so yea.
i can tell his personaility too. but sighs. i dunno man =/
how to motivate ur staffs liek that
she said. .she once called him asked him certain thigny about his email. he tell her. .''you stupid isit? '' omg. if thats true,.. sighs. njot fit to be a rgm .but what to do. =(
but a pity.. .a pity the aussie ppl don know. =/
sighs. whatever ba .
i start to wonder. if that other store manager kena the same as me. a scolding email and a scolding phone call. if he did not do that to her, oh god please pray that he will quit soon
anyway, .. sighs .
just making hte staff loses the willpower to wanna work better only. nothing helps
that sm sauy after she explained to him , liek how we all cant think like him.. etc.. .she say he keep quiet, and appeared to cool down liao
even she herself is scared when she's tlaking to him. he gib instructions of hey u do ABC. then after days, he scold u. or tell u. hey why u did ABC? it must be EFG. cannot ABC u know. that is wrong. i was liek.WTf . u taught me this way, and now u say not this way. who have i been talking to then? a ghost or his shadow???
sighs. rgm. .can be like that .wow.
anyway, stress. adn the thought of me gonna scold. no i wont scold. but i need to give an intense speech to that blur asm. =/
eh no. i think shes not over 30s. should be.. .29? geez i duno. not sure. but yea.
its like. haiz. for me i don care. i don care one bit about age. i care about hte way we work. about ability.
to work.
when i teach, i teach. if they wanna feel like.. even including the sm in training, if he wanna feel like. .(which i dunno if he will) why am i younger than them, have a position to teach him. or telling them what to do.
wel too bad if they think that way. all im doing is to help them. and part of my job.
i don care how wise or how old or how you've been workign for 100 years alreayd, i will still tell you what to do if you've not been doing the right way
gosh .getting abit sick.
stress...... haiz.
alreayd so much to do, now still need to double check on that asm actions. must check whether she really did. oh god dammit. she's not a friggin 12 yrs old. she's not a full timer for god sake!!
haiz. so . ...=/ tch .yera. u get my frustrations eh. doing 2 persons job. kinda. it slike. ive so much going on alreyad. stil leverytime must make sure she's doing her job, or not forgetting
her memory is so bad. really bad. she'll say yes, and never do. or forgot. i duno why either. i don wanna judge or anything. but at leats rgm couldve find a beter person to promote. why promote someone only when she say she wanna quit???? that other sm also liek taht .thats why .
wtf. k la. now i go resign, see if he promote me right away. wth
sighs.liek i asked her if she did that .she said yes. then next day i waslk past, i saw that she did not .wth.
haiz. cannot. me lef twith two weks theres imma do my best to watch over her. though. its gonna be tough and stressful ba.
=/
havig to watch out with so much stuffs.
and how would u feel if i don take ur word for it, and keep asking someone else. ..hey is it true? she say abc.. .is that true?
u know. like. .not gd. but at the same time ,after what happened, how can i ever trust her words again. im doign my best ba.
don wan her to feel liek im treating her as a baby u knwo =/
oh have u done that? coem let me see. oh u did that ?are u sure? come let me see and check .omg. i have no tiem. but ill do my best to have time for her.
its gonna be tough ba. wil ldo my best
if only rgm can understand us better
sighs
of course he wont admit his fault either.
so warm now.. .haiz. slpy.
its jsut heartbreaking when no one appreciates ur effort and the work u put in.
and in turn only keep giving u shits. especially when they themselves shouldve been shit too
jus tneed to type this all out
haiz
ha. imagine me use phone type this out. omg. will take so many mistake and forever to do so!! typing in keyboard is so much better. hoping new phoen will have a better and wider keyboard
thats it for now
wish me luck
=/ jaa mata
01 June 2012
bad day =( sighs
kk. just a quikie. so slpy
haizzzz my day aint going right at all =((( 9such a bad day
why must their mistake sbe of my own. why must he cover up for her.
wi rrly dunno. and im so sick and tired of all theese.
its like.
i dunno .im just so sick of it all.
sammy isnt free to talk .his exam coming i kow. hopefully everything will be well
sihgs. if only today i wasnt off
k ba eyes shutting
haiz. i hate today i rrly do =(((
from morning till night. bad
2nd morning top cry
jaa
haizzzz my day aint going right at all =((( 9such a bad day
why must their mistake sbe of my own. why must he cover up for her.
wi rrly dunno. and im so sick and tired of all theese.
its like.
i dunno .im just so sick of it all.
sammy isnt free to talk .his exam coming i kow. hopefully everything will be well
sihgs. if only today i wasnt off
k ba eyes shutting
haiz. i hate today i rrly do =(((
from morning till night. bad
2nd morning top cry
jaa
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