Always A Great day With Him Around

ok... gonna make this real fast... cos must slp soon!! ytd.. stay up till 3am becos of playing game.. ha. then this morning wakey so early to go out settle some stuffs. then had break with raz.. the timing was good. soon after, me able to meet sam. :)

both of us.. so sleepy.. me even fall aslp on his lap while he was playing psp. ha. like that also can slp. he never slp early.. oh well.. so. yup. 2 slpy tired ppl. ha

so.. yes. its been another long day for me. off day gone just like that. another coming up in the wkend.. after that, back to one day off per week. sianz.. ..

hm.. guess... me not able to get my money back.. :( huu.....

hm... oh.. so.. we were walking ard town... ...sun hot.. woosh. ..hm.. then... had coffee at starbucks.. after we sat down and rest. then we get up, and head off again.. this time, feeling more refreshed. then... he keep pushing me to shops.. XD omg.. and finally me bought a blouse. comfy one. hee. he's right u know! XD i need a new pair of shorts. theres a very2 comfy pair.. but.. a pity no new piece and my size.. so nice just to shop like that.. ..today really din feel comfy at all with what im wearing today. especially the jeans.. ha.

hm... ....so yup.. went out ard 10.30am.. came back at 9.30pm.. ..its just so great to spend time with the one u love. nothing else matters. its just so comfy..and nice..sweet. stressless. ..really happy to hear that he had a nice day out with me.. just want him to be happy... ..

but... he mentioned that 2 words.. maybe doesnt mean it?.. dunno.. but ..really2 sad.. ..well.. ..foget it ne..

hm.. hope his mum wont be giving him a hard time now.. ..really wish he can just bath and slp.. .. i hope he's fine.. ...hm.. worry...

then sam and i went to eat at this jap restaurant.. wanko? XD haha.. anyway, the sake apple drink taste really nice. :) then sam keep saying im drunk. bleahx!! dun have! XD

tmr.. me will be at that boring workplace again.. ...argh... so bored! don think me gonna go out eat tmr. just close shop and break inside. bring bread or something. no mood go out eat... argh.. especially somemore the banquet.. dunno how to go already.. redz brought me there once.. but me forgot.. ha.

hm... ... tch... missing9.... ... :(

oh.. my little finger hurts so much. last night after playing for hours. should get a bigger taller one?? hm.. ... see how ne.. .. gosh.. like can move at all. ha. my poor finger. :P oh yes.. was staring hard at the screen last night.. 3 or 4 hours straight.. x_x haha..

kk, gtg! wanna slp! hm. .if only today got the movie ice age 3... ...wow.. it'll be really great. well.. thurs.. will be another great day ne.. cos got him to look forward to.. ..Always.. ...but after he's gone.. theres almost nothing to look forward to in life... after work.. off day... ... ...heart always hurts so much whenever thought of that.. ..but.. .. well.... still got this web thingy huh.. .. just rush home every time after work to on it.. hoping to 'see' him there.. perhaps.. that'll be what im looking forward to already huh..

...sigh... .... heart aching. kk, gtg....

mata.....

Been Taught Well ;)

yipee!! me finally figured out something out my lappy!! ^^! hehe.. happy..

oh.... tonight me gonna be slping late. after my off tmr, i'll be back to mad work again.. hm.. sort of. ha. lets just say alot of boring fullshifts.

anyway, this morning me found out that afew more stuffs me haven get to try out in lappy.. and now.. yup. found out about it. and.. yup. :) hehehe. cos previously busy with..ahem.. learning how to do...'that' one.. so.. yup. now... okok bah.. so.. yeah. ha. tonight gonna try out some games never touch before. XD huhu. :P

hm... ..ok.. today boring as usual without fail.. but.. dunno why got energy. perhaps over the past few aftnoons, me got enuff slp. hm.. ytd.. not too well though.. especially with my tummy ache.. argh.. not been nice slp for 2 nights or so?

anyway, tmr.. me need to settle some stuffs.. cant wait ;) then... hm.. got lots of news..back at my workplace.. ppl backstabing each other.. rumours.. this kind of matters, for me,and so i've been taught well(thanks mum;) ), i've got no qulams about it. thats none of my business, let them handle all these kind of rubbish outta the work problems. i've got no part in it. and me glad. ;) these kind of talks.. backstabs or whatsoever, i've been taught since young(love u mum;) ) not to get involve in them. ppl wanna talk or meddle whatsoever, let them be. i dun wanna get myself involve in this kind of futile human matters.

my boss... omg... listen to this.. now we can no longer close shop to eat outside. -_- what the heck!?? omg... must eat after 2pm, canot close shop at all when you're all alone in a shop... aka = no break time. -_- whoa.... ...remind me where am i working at??? argh... so..unreasonable..

haha. .today bought aand eat rocky road again.. this time try the fudge rocky road. taste abit funny.. prefer the original one.. but sold out.. .. oh... think me betetr start buying lots of cup noodles.. maybe tmr.. cos from the way i see things go. me can spend up to $10 a day at my workplace cos of candy empire!! XD all those special unique chocos..rocky road... omg.. :P ^^ hehe

hm... .... just got a bad news... ....me... sigh... thoguht can get my $100 back.. .. :(.. sigh.. ..see how bah.. ....

mata

The Magical Kiss

..whoa.. today is so totally different from ytd. im so full!! cos eat so late! hungry for so long sia.. wait for razali lor.. say wanna come to have dinner.. then took him so long. ha. but its kinda fun.. and nice.. very nice. becos end up 3 staffs eating in my shop.. yup.. all take away and eat in the shop. then sit and eat together.. ah.. nice.. at least for an hour im not bored at all. so.. yup. its a nice night. tmr.. haiz.. that i cant say.. sure bored.. me better bring a book there to read. hm.. ....so.. yup. ..that was my day...

hm.. aftnoon.. ..sam drop by.. ..hm.. said hi.. then left.. ..i got my hair ruffled at by this big warm hand.. before getting a kiss planted onto my head.. the kiss.. somehow it felt so special.. at that moment.. dunno how to describe it.. but it felt so.... Magical. ...yeah.. thats the best word to describe i guess. im sure he felt something too.. .. ..that time.. hm.. my mind still trying to think things through about some stuffs.. so... my smile isnt there yet.. that kissy na... ...hm... ...somehow as if asking me to wake up.... weird sensation went through my whole body. .. ..as though... i've never been kiss for a very long3 time..

..hm...... ...tmr.. im sure will be a boring day... but i hope.. to get it through fast.. for i cant wait for my off day to come.

sales been real bad this weekend. .. ..sigh........ stress.. but.. what to do.. .. the customers doesnt seem to be buying any expensive toys anymore. i hope for better tmr. tmr.. a monday huh.. .. ..wish me luck....

..i hope my day will be better than today for tmr. ..last night.. din slp well.. ..very uncomfy.. morning.. aftnoon.. argh...

hm.. now very2 full.. ..dunno whether can slp anot.. ..oh.. even ate a small bowl of dessert.. plus a bar of cookies and cream rocky road! ha.. craving for that... hm.. tmr full... .. hopefully can have a nice slp.. ..and.. yeah.. hope to wake up to a very nice day.. ...hm.. nvm.. nice day would be enough.. ..

mata ne.. ..

The Past That Matters

..omg.. i just realised im taking something really bad... cos haven eat!! me empty stomach! then took... ... yeah oh well.

i'll just be mentioning abit about today. cos certain things dun bother to type it out. or... i should?.. .. .. i dunno man.. .. he never msg me till like so long? then never tell me he's coming.. then im like.. ... haiz.. dunno man.. .. then he never come cos me never reply back. ...-_- but he never even say wanna come! thats why i tell him.. ..if he really wanna come, he would've really come already. ..when he msg me not coming,... it only left me thinking how bad i am..to miss out on seeing him. even for a few mins.. every secs counts.. .. really2 counts... .. our time.. ...we don have much already... *cry...

..k.. today feel so much anger in me.. nothing much to kick ard.. so.. spin some cards racket.. kick abit.. poke abit.. and yup. thats my bad evening. oh no. actually from the aftnoon i knew something wasnt right. i dunno. i just don feel right. wanted to take abit of dinner today. but blah3... end up no mood to eat anymore. wanna know what i've eaten the whole day? erm.. lets see... at ard 2plus.. a bowl of wanton noodles. thats it. was talking to adilah..late evening.. sudden felt this sharp in my stomach. twice. but cant be bother. a meal a day wont kill me. then.. lets see.. mum justa sked if if i'd taken my dinner. i felt guilty.. i look at the floor and say yes softly. i cant look into her eyes.. sure she's gonna see through im telling a lie..

ironically... i was looking at my alc bottle last night.. thinking so long since i touch it. and well, i get to touch it tonight.

...sianz.... so sianz.... ....

.....and so this happen.. ...thought i could get a chance to joke him about it.. .. not say joke.. but.. ... oh well. ..so.. he said i could just go ahead and look it through. and so...i decided ok...just do it then.. and....... ..lets just say the results i found wasnt expected. it come across as shocking abit.. surprise.. and.... ... wondering if that actally matters to me. ...i wanna find the answer of how i feel inside of me.i wanna know should i be bother by this. ...perhaps... within days i should be able to let it rest. ..hopefully.... ..i wish.

....

erm.. oh.. why am i talking so much here.. ..

ok.. so.. one interesting thing happen. not say interesting.. theres this customer ask me for the cd im playing.. cos he wanna find out the song name of this music we're playing. i say cant. cos thats a burned cd. from my colleague. he say he really wanna knnow. cos that music is from this.. dunno what dj... or whatever song playing in mos.. or dunno what. he say very nice. then this part.. ha. i say the song like..very hypnotizing he say yes.. you take PILLS with that song, very nice.. i look at him for one sec, then he say.. no! not asking you to do that ar! lol. left me thinking.. hm... pills huh.. ..-_- geez...

oh.. that day, sales was sooo bad that i heard mansoor was so stress till he took 6 pills -_- oh my goodness. me never ask him.. but.. wow.. seriously, this company give us nothing but stress. all of us.

...hm... ....dunno if i should eat anot.. no mood.. tired also.. .. hopefully tmr can slp till late again then wakey. ..

...sigh.................

... ... bothering day... ..

...was shocke dwhen mum remind me that today is sat. -_- so fast.. me totally caught unexected. like.. yeah.. so fast.. july is coming.. ..

...my birthday month ka....?.. .. ...sigh.. ...

chalet... its after my b'day month.. ... ...really drag going man.. ... having the thought of staying overnight there, gives me chills... -_- omg... kill me.. who wanna shares the same under one roof with the bosses for even a night?? -_- eew.. ha

...

...i think. ...i should be able to feel better soon.. just need to.. erm.. yeah.. ..find out what am i thinking about just now 'that'. .. after i figured it out,.. would be ok ne.. .. hm...

.....well.. din expect me to type so much.. ..guess.. ..i still cant resist.. .. but.. certain part been cancelled off.. dun wanna mention it.. .. drag it.. ..

...

mata.....

The Past Shall Be Forgotten

omg... so nice to be home!!! XD haha... me really3 cant wait for the next 4 months to come! argh!! almost cant stand it!

...hm.. ytd.. watched trnsformers twice. wow.. never done that before. haha.. once in the morning, another in the night. but 2nd time.. ohw ell, understand abit better. met sam's fren. frenster fren. hm.. first time meet his frenster fren bah.. but... okok.. hm... ...she brought along alot of other ppl.. so... ..yeah.. watch together. ..quite fine. hm... yup.. .. ..makes me think of...lets just say alot of things..

hm... ..... morning we went watch that movie.. ..while waiting for his fren to arrive, we walk ard.. town.. ps.. cathay.. then we're trying to catch this cinnamoroll plushy.. big one. reall3 cute and fluffy. XD haha... but.. well... quite a few attempts almost caught it.. but... .. haiz.. too bad. its alrite.. at least i got the memories.. ne?

read abi of sam's....ex journal. din read it too clearly.. cos he wont let me. -_- just the first few lines.. ..about what.. drinking lots of vodka. ..hm... .. :( me sad.. like.. .. i cant imagine he got that kind of a past.. ..he seems to have... ..almost everything.. nothing much to worry about. but... not fully. im glad he's..alrite now. so much happier now i hope.. and... me glad to be by his side all this while..and to witness his smiles and happiness. so... yup.. ..glad that all happened. he's right.. whats past is past.. me really2 grateful and thank god for whatever brought him to this right track.. and whatever makes him the way he is now,.. he's full of smiles.. bright and cheerful now.. anger.. not so much..though sometimes..caused by his parents..or afew times me? XD haha.. sorry.. :P he..should be fine now.. busy uni waiting for him.. ..he can make it ne.. .. as long as.. he's back onto this right track.. and stay away from alc XD ha. hm... oh well.. i just hope uni life would not be so 'messy' and complicated.. especially the ppl there.. :( kinda worrying.. well, will always be praying for him.. worry is a must. ..missing... is a must too. .. in anycase, a lot of musts! haha.

hm.. today... mansoor called the shop.. cos i wasnt in. so he was asking the other staff where i am. she say me went to eat. then he's like.. i start what time only.. how come so fast go eat already. i was like... wth... ppl wanna eat what time its their choice ar.. somemore me whole day never eat.. of course wanna eat at ard 5.30 the max. somemore me eat at the none busy time.. what? want me to to eat at 7, or 6 ar.. then if sales all gone, don blame me. tsk

but me heard one great enws though. hohohoho...*so evil.. XD erm.. that milo.. that auntie2.. got scolded or blame becos she trun the shop unside down. :P hohohoho.... the boss ask her to maintain the way before she's here. not like change it to another outlet. hehe.. even mansoor was saying me sure would be so happy to hear this. haha... whatever ar.. let her anyhow put the things.. or dunno whatever. then make a mess, and they shall see who can handle that busy shop better. tsk

...hm... .. slpt till 2 today.. wont wakey if not for work.. ...tired still.... ...hm...........

next month.. my company is having 3 days of bbq chalet... omg... sianz.. does feel like going sia... ... dunno who else would be going.. ..hm.... dunno ar... see how.. argh.. sianz3..... hm. hope the partimers are able to go though..

...k... gotta go... so tired.. my lunch cum dinner is so little.. doesnt even fill me up.. -_- too tired to eat ar.. ha.. feel like slping early.. hm.. dunno.. see how..

oh.. my boss arrive last min before wanna close shop. then ask to put tv.. omg.. lucky he left early.. so irritating.. always disturb ppl's closing time. -_- ha

mata

Back To Threesome Day

tired long day man… hm.. oh well… managed to get pass my day..safely. haha sales good. me really glad. my first day after all. and glad redz my fren is there for today. show me where the foodcourt is.so yup.. had lunch together.. and at least.. reali.. not that bored when you’re all alone on your first day. and erm.. brought along my lappy. haha.. at my very own risk!! whoa.. imagine the look on my bosses when they find out. ha. anyway, theres nothihng i cant handle. hahaha.. yup.. busy for a few hours.. hm.. very quiet place.. without lappy, realli dunno what to do.. sit on the chair for hourss?? i don think so.

then… hm.. finally..nothing much to do online already.. msn..facebook..all done.. bored.. then.. thought of the horror game hotel 626. but not yet 6pm..thus cant play.. then.. no choice.. check out my gaia online.. my fren aint there.. so.. walk2 ard in that world.. then… yeah.. time for me to get ready for closing time. ha

tmr.. gosh.. gotta wakey very early. hm.. well.. me need to get some stuffs.. ..so.. … eh.. anyway , after work, me and redz head to town and waited for bro finish work..then had supper. hm.. went to take with redz..then…far east..then…eh.. yeah. find bro.. then bro shock to see us. lol. erm.. then.. just buy a drink, and waited for him…..

ate at boat quay.. hm.. so long never been there.. the atmosphere as usual.. full of that ‘kind’ of womens.. and mans..lots of angmohs. alone theer for a girl realli aint good.. scary.

redz.. hm.. i guess we got about the same thoughts.. he dun wan his position as a manger he said.. after rested for 2 months, he’s gonna work part time. he’s tired of so many work for him to handle.. under such low pay.. he say.. my bro’s pay even higher than his. lol. he just wanna listen to ppl telling him what to do now.. instead of him doing so much work..and the bosses keep giving his workloads and stress.

haha… this angmoh customer commented my very blue eyes are beaautiful. LOL!!XD!! wow… like so… lol.. funny.. hahahaha!! but ok ar.. ncie compliment..

hm… .. so long never been out with bro and redz like this already.. .. sudden reminded me of the past.. where thata time me still single.. ..though happy to laugh ard.. going out.. ..still.. beneathe that smile.. theres always something missing..yeah…behind those smiles.. now… ….i finally got someone i can smile to(for). and yes.. .. yokata na.. honto desu..

hmm… think wanna rest early bah.. so tired… ..but…. eh.. ..hm… … dunno. hahaha… hm… so tired………..

isnt it great… … if you can ever meet someone you really love…and tell them that you love them so much..? and they do the same wa too….i wonder.. ..how many ppl in this world actually get to do that…

sometimes.. i can feel so super insecure.. ..that really sucks.. grr..

mata

Bloody Blood Boiled Day

argh... had wanted to blog in the night as usual.. but.. tch. bloody pissed off now. all thx to some freaking downloading system. testing my darn patience. idiot.... darn angry. darn bad mood. bloody spoil my of day.

been sitting in front here for like..5hrs already. freaking sianz sia. not say nothing to do. but.. cos of that stupid thing, me no mood to do anything already. freaking hell. stuck at home.. wanted to go check out my new outlet, but.. argh.. dunno la. might as well if wanna get lost, tmr also can. hope can find on time bah.

argh.......... so pissed off man. think i wanna stay clear of gadgets for the whole one night. before i slp then look again. -_- ...hm.. say2 only i think... ..dunno.

oh.. then my bro is saying my eyes are gonna pop out already. cos been sitting with my lappy on for so long. me kinda scared about tmr.. ..tch. me very blur wan.. dunno if i can find he place anot.. ..shoot.. . .what to do. no choice. just gotta do it on my own. keeping my fingers crossed.. ..hopefully all well ends well. argh............. sianz.

seems like everyone's busy. ...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh........... -_-

..i wonder if i done something wrong with the games.. ...sianz. -_-

anyway.............. ...

me had lots of dreams about work today. -_- got working at the new outlet one.. got about dunno ar.. all about work. sianz. freaking sianz. even my fren also can tell i sond so stress and moodless. ..not say stress... but... tch. really freaking boring. argh...............

tch

ahhhhhh.!! forget it la. duno why im still here. say gt already wat.. no gadgets for the day!! ..erm.. except for phone abit..

oh.. .. and.. hm.. .... tch.. wonder what is life.

sorry, when angry, me = negative.

tch. so wanna go out.. .. after dinner bah. hopefully .

actually... got all the time to do my stuffs, and clear my stuffs. but.. argh.. bloody hell. no mood. pissed off. not gonna do for today already. tch...

mata!!!

East Coast Park Cycling

ahh... today... work.. been so busy.. running all in 3 directions today.. pack up all the promo stuffs.. ..hm.. and the boss.. nah.. something better leave it shut.. anyway me already wanna quit.

hm.. just heard from mansoor the reason why i get transfer. its becos the infamous auntie milo cry and complain to hahn that she cant tahan me. as in stand me. -_-. wth. but im not angry or what. cos i must thanks her. i've never felt so relax like now since i started work here. MW is so much better than PP.

ytd... was a relaxing.. kinda..sporting day for me.. went cycling.. then theres the beautiful view.. the smell of sea.. the fabulous breeze... never get to splashy the sea though.. too late. hm.. but soon.... ...something went wrong. sam's phone went missing. :( me so so sad. huu... how could this have happen?? :( argh.. bloody ppl who took his phone. almost got a chance to get it back.. but.. apity that sliped away.. then at night.. go made a police report.. .. its a long evening i must say.. but im ok with it. just stick with him. thats all it matters. but so glad to be able to msg him now. thought cant. :) cos he got a new sim card. hehe. so.. yup. hm.. took some nice photos together too.

..hm......... ..sigh.. i dunno when is oct coming... ... sigh... ...

dunno why.. .. sudden felt a sense of loss right now.. .. ... tch... damn..

...

oh well........ should be fine bah.. dunno why. .got this irritatihng weird..hateful feeling inside of me.

hm.. today.. been a long day.. busy2... throughout.. hm... ...wed... gosh.. hope im able to find my way.. think... better bring some tibits to standby.. the way my colleague explain to me where the hawkwer is, wah.. im like.. ???? -_- hahaha.... so.. yup. hope will have the time to get to know my new place wel bah.. hm.... ... wonder.. ..how good that place really is..... ...like they said..

mata

One Of The Nice Day

hmm.... today... good day. ^^ especiallly the night part. hehehe. :) eh... today... actually started off..abit.. erm.. abit feeling weird.. but then after work, met up with fren..go p.p while waiting for sammy.. then.. finally settle my stuff.. and then.. go to my old outlet.. lol.. seems like everyone dislike the place there. lol! they think its messy and ugly at the front part.. and things keep falling. XD oh i mean our 'neighbours'. yup. thats what they say.. hahaha.

hm.. met raz too.. the herbal auntie as well.. but.. a pity theres this staff at prints shop.. aw.. not around today. o well.. anyway, glad to glad to spend the day with frens and love one today. :)

hm.. middle of work,.. i gotta go deliver some party items.. took a cab.. and.. haha.. me no mind at all. cos got a lot of info from the cab driver.:) its like.... .... so coincidental.. .. me always wanna find some info about this flight tickets info.. and.. yeah.. lol.. me try out my luck, and it works. :) haha. cos that driver past job is a plane engineer..something like that. but due to stress and some reasons,.. (always gotta be overseas..) a tirihng job.. he retired. but now, he's a taxi driver. oh2... then he gave me some tips.. and stuffs.. then.. yup. when me gonna get prepare, will check out his options for me. hope it helps. ha. so...yup. heh. oh, today walked past this traveler shop or something.. got close down sales.. lol.. XD mery ask me to go buy.. but.. hahaha.. dunno la.. alot of backpacks though.. ha

oh... so.. me went to to atz..and get to meet the new staff. cynthia. hahaha... she say im pretty to raz. then raz tell me about it.XD so shy! haha.. hm.. but... yeah.. haha.. i think its nicer to get compliments from females.. its like.. better.. and truer? hahaha... so.. yup. thx to her haha. XD

ah..... me feel happy now. :) hehe. yup.. much better than ytd. hm.. guess.. me get to go out chill... ...hm.. had a happy time with sammy.. hm.. get to enjoy a great night.. and me feel sexy too. :) lol. XD!!

-i dun need someone who's alot like me.. who shares lots of interest as me.. who look fantastic.. or even with great body.. All i need is the true, faithful, honest LOVE from the special person in this world to me. i dun need anything else other than that -

hm... raz is talking to me so long on the phone.. huu.. XD my money.. lol. nvm la.. hear them complain.. ha.

hope tmr will be a great day!! ^^ like today hehe.

mata ne!

Feeling Down Ppl

...hmm............ .. finally collected my mp 5... ...hm.. ...ok.. not bad.. .. tmr can test it more while omw to work.. .. hm.... seems like tmr no plans for me.. so... gotta settle up afew things.. afew places to rush off to after work... hm... ...oh well.. see if anybody's free with me bah..

then.... hm... happy though.. ..kind abit.. cos... after 3pm, i'll be free till mon!! yay.. so.. ..erm.. yup.. .. not bad. thats why sat can run here and here. hahaha

tch... speaking of which.. trying to reach my fren on phone.. but cant!! bloody hell...-_- see how bah next day.

hm.. oh.. and theres this person.. gave me a big2 shock.. i never ever expect him to contact me again. omg.. total shock. total... i felt scared for some moments there.. huu... tch.............. ... dunno la... hate it when ppl don give up, and keep pestering you.-_- argh... Stalker.

hm... ... seems like.. my lappy.. alot of things been installed.. done i guess.. ..hm... oh well..... ...

today... :( not today.. i mean now.. dunno is it too tired still, or..some other reasons.. me feel.. dunno.. not cheery...... hm.. ...nah.. guess still need slp bah.. ...

...haiz.....

..some words thats hard to say it here... ..

oh.. me hungry... now. ..hm.. nah.. think later slp bah.. wont eat..

dunno what else need to type.. ....forgot already.. ..

hm.... oh well............ .. learned more ytd..and today.. at least me memorise much better today. ..about lappy.. some more dtuffs need to learn though..

oh.. so glad never go down to my shop today.. for that balloon lesson. i don think they come anyway. geez...-_-

...hm..... ... me still need to get 2 things... ... maybe tmr go find bah. ..

...me..... wanna rest... .. wanna2 rest... get a good3 rest..

hm.. hopefully in few months time my plan can work out.. .. and... if not, me think.. .. wanna work till max is... .... -_- end of oct. ...haiz...............

dunno.. me feel.. ...kinda.. ...dunno what the future holds.. and abit stress... ... sometimes wanna let go of myself... but.. dun wan la.. not me already.. wait ev everyday me kick things here and there.. scold2 ppl.. bully ppl.. me not brought up to be that way ya know. but i gotta admit.. .... it is... tough.. its hard when one person is too kind always.. ... its really tough..being a good person..

zuan was feeling down.. called me abit.. then say he feeling down.. somemore at work.. ross was asking him why never order this item.. he keep quiet... then ask again.. why never order that other item?.. this time zuan reply.. ya i never order. after that.. ross our boss went outta the shop... ..

..sigh.....

hm.. think my fren went club.. dots.. still say everyday free... now cannot reach her at all. -_- geez... oh well

boring...-_-...

wanna destress... hm... ...how ar.. slp?..-_- or... ....drink... or..eat...or...spend..nah. cant spend anymore.. hm... tch... lets see... ... dunno la.. boring.. just online2.. play chatting game.. whatever.. -_-

tch.. cheer me up pls.. ...

mata

hotel 626

i had a nightmare ytd. and for a veryyyyyyy long time since i had one. its so freaky.. it felt as though i'd slpet for so many hours.. but no that isnt the case. i woke up after the nigthmare at ard 4am. i stared up at the ceiling.. heart pounding fast.. wonderring when was the last time i had a nightmare like this. ..freaky... haha. XD

yay... today will be collecting my mp5:D was soooo happy when i received a call from that shop. ^^ hehehe. theres a big huge smile on my smile. cant wait to get my hands on it.:)

after work.. cos i got so much stuffs me need to learn about lappy.. so sammy taught me alot.. but im like.. in a half dead mode.. hm.. but i think.. i can remember what he said bah.. i hope so... huu.. tonight.. after collecting my mp5, im sooo gonna concentrate..

me wakey so early today.. not yet 10am.. cant slp back.. used to wakey early liao.. :( hope later got energy bah..

haha.. ytd bro and redz visited me in my shop. redz even talk to my lady boss! XD after that, four of us went back together. :) including sammy.

redz gonna quit.. .. wow.. its like so.. .. hmm...... ........... wow?. .. everyone is quitting cos of work loads.. hm.. me cant help but wonder.. are they making use of us? ..sure huh. ..oh well... ... me really need plenty of money now.. .. after getting bonus,(if theres ever one) should i hang on for another 2 months.. ..hm... ....tch. see how ne. but sure max is till end of oct.XD!

hmm.......... .... seems like i got so much to write.. but i cant remember anything now! XD haha.. oh well... ... nvm.. next time then..

hm... kk.. trying to refresh my memory of last night.. how to watch anime.. blah3... ..hm.. i hope i can memorise every step of that. :)

and omg................. this game,.... hotel 626... not for the faint hearted... its only open from 6pm to 6am. die sia.. if u wear ear piece.. on the volume to the max... omg...-_-

somemore i thought its what cartoon version.. but i was wrong. its human game!! freaky i tell u! bloody hell.. dunno how they make such a game.. ha -_- its interesting though i gotta admit.. they done a pretty good job. ha

the sound really can kill though. XD boody freaky. lol.

wonder if im gonna go for it again anot. hahaha... XD try out the full max volume. omg.... haha.. especially in the middle of the night.. without lights on.

...omg.. try that, and i'll applaud you.

kk, gotta go. hope can go out early today bah.

jaa, mata:)

WEAK

TIREDDDDDDDDD~~~~~~~~ -_-..........................................................................

omg... no more life.... bloody darn tired... or maybe not tired.. dunno how to explain.. feel sooo weak.. yup!! weak!! thats the word!! me feel super9 weak right now. sigh.. tmr.. finally the last 4th fullshift.. dunno how me can tahan the day..

dunno what to say.. just so weak bah.. ..shoot.. notice this guy from this shop near my shop always look at me. -_- sianz...

k.. next month me kena work at 2 places.. then... hm.. this month kena transfer to other place for a day.realli hope that place is good.. ...

mansoor..my colleague.. omg. keep giving me shocks sia! still can laugh somemore. geez... training me to be more alert. ... dots... if i wasnt this tired, i would've be more99 alert of course! geez... sometimes scared me half to death man.. so weak already still like this.. ha..-_-

gosh... so tired..

hm.... ... ........so.. .. fast..?.. .. a month and more.. ..im gonna be separated from someone really9 imporatant to me..... its like... im really gonna lose a part of me.. a huge part of me..that always been there to Complete me.. ...

hm.. its really gonna be so tough.. but i'll try to pull myself together.. ha.. next day go work.. sure still gonna continue my tears.. sianz.. wait ppl keep asking whats wrong.. argh..

...oh well... whats gonna happen.. bounds to happen.. .. i need to be strong. dunno how to, must anyway.

...hm... ... oh well. ..

kk.. tmr!! gotta hang on till my last breath!!

haiyo.. fri... tch.. dun wanna go.. one hour of work... -_- huu

mata!!

COMPLAINS

whoa.... whoa3...... i got a complete knockout in the bus!! phew!XD good thing me wakey on time! wow.. thats so scary.. really4 so slpy and tired.. cant help it. tmr night sure happen again:( huu... i hate it when i slp till like that. but what to do.. cant control.. unless im on the phone la.

LOL... i told zuan about what joe ask me... XD!! he laughed too!!! it definitely was so darn hilariousXD! can you belive that??! hahaha

hm.. that new staff.. from.. dunno where.. hm.. married already.. right now in singapore.. husband in hometown.. due to some reasons.. got a daughter.. hm.. eveer since they're married, its been like that already.. husband will fly back and forth to see them.. she just arrived in singapore.. previously in taiwai for 3 yrs i think.. then.. yeh.. he's coming back soon.. next week perhaps.. for about 10 days or so, then go back.. wow... ... she just smile.. .. i was like.. then the daughter how. imagine that.. hm.. .. ..oh well.. ..

wow... so many ppl complain today.. to me. lol. i also complain to themXD about work!! grrr.... kena transfer to another place!!! oh, just heard from bro that redz will be working there for a wshort while too. but still.. huu... really wanna quit sia.. if cant take it there, thats it. somemore, guess what.-_- fri my off, yet still want everyone to go back to work for an hour to learn all about balloons.. how to tie them.. and dunno what3... omg!! bloody hell! im so not going!!

tch... .. hm.. really ar.. so many ppl soooo super unhappy working here.. work so tough somemore.. the bosses sucks.. dunno la..

hm... kk.. gotta go.. blog been getting shorter ne.. .. guess.. ..hm.. nah..nothing.

mata.



































































- she was on the road today.. thinking and smiling assurely..-she love him so much. she dun wan nobody else but Him. -

The Infamous Joe

wow.. haha... XD today finally get to meet the infamous JOE!! lol. abit scary seh.. talking to him.. hahaha... cos heard he's just outta mental hospital.. hm.. im ok with it la.. jjust that the way they all describe.. like make him so scary.. ha. but.. yup.. okok bah..

he keep going to the gents.. and he's gonna quit soon. then bloody hell.. ross say what to him u know? he say.. don quit.. they're not pushing him to dosales.. nor giving any stress.. omg... then what about us??? push us and give us so much stress.. he know anot??

argh... anyway, something funny happen too.. its actually the 2nd time.. forget about the first time. joe asked me today.. am i izuan's girlfren? without thinking, i went.. 'AH HA!!!!!!!' XD! thats hilarious!! he say becos zuan got show him my pic. thats why he thought we're together..-_- dots... wah.. this is so darn funny man.. lol

hm.... then.. today.. finally get to sit down in my 2nd half shift. gosh.. really cant stand it man.. me was sitting on the floor.. on the scooter already.. in front of the trim of window display.. dun care.. gotta sit! 3 more days to go ar..

k... so me cant get mc.. cos no ppl!! and keys with me!! huu... but my fren, mc 2 days.. cos eyes swollen. hm.. think its true.. dunno how that happen..

anyway, after that, she get to off again. 3 off, me all full. such a different fate!! XD

hm.... tired9.... this word never seem to be far away from me..

erm.... ... ok... .. so... hm... pc show.. lets continue about that.. mrg had breakfast with parents.. then... head for pc show.. after that.. eat at thai express... wow... so nice....!! then had ice cream at mof..

tch.. fell aslp in bus... its like.. auto already.. just slp. just hope me wont miss my stop one day..

kk, gotta go. wanna settle other stuffs. darn tired!!!! and slpy!!!! feeling kind frustrated!! and hm.. sales not bad toay. yay:)

mata

Bloody Update!!!!!!

argh… .so pissed off!!! kena auto shutdown!!!! pffft!!!!!

butanyway, what to do.. just gotta start all over again bah. angry sia.. wanted to slp asap. but don care.. slp late slp late ar… so angry sia…

kk.. its fun though.. having to learn so much.. gadgets are fun..interesting.. now i understand why guys love them so much. haha.

really gotta thx sam today. dunno what to do without him. he help so much today. taught alot.. so.. yup.

..sigh.. see.. now sooooo sianz! no mood to type. pfft!!

tch… so darn frustrating sia!!

today basically went ard pc show to get lots of sstuffs neede for my lappy..

..bloody hell.. me got things to download now.. dun wan type now.. no time.. wait gotta slp super late. argh!!

mata

Trying Out

hmm.... ok... .. tried out my new lappy just now.. whoa.. leg tired from squatting.. XD hm.. hand feels abit weird.. perhaps due to small mouse there.. hm.. trying to learn more.. haiyo... what to do.. just learn ne. .its interesting anyway.. just that....gotta need lots of patience.

hm.. haiyo!.. some parts are really irritating though. -_- grrr...........

oh! ytd, theres this mascot blue robot from this show they're playing ouside near our promo.. i shake hand with it.. and its so funny! haha. no tgime to take pic cos was on the phone.. but one of the guy did though. the person accompanying the robot. anyway,.. ha. .too tired to further explain..

hm.. k.. so.. basically.. me tired like wanna die again today.. -_- then reali hoped to get use to the comp..and most important of all, know what im doin.. right now, me just.. agar2.. try2 here and there.. lol. hope works..

today din eat and no breaks at all. not at all. how am i gonna gain weight like that?? huu.... shoot... im soooo freaking tired.... ...sigh........ oh sorry.. no2.. breakfast.. had cup noodles.. sweets..ribena.. hm.. ..oh.. .. and 2 donuts.. XD k. .thats all. tch.. can die sia..

hm... so.. tmr... hm... ....tch... see how bah.

kk.. really need to go slp soon! tmr gotta wakey extra3 early!!

...HUNGRY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! KFC delivery pls!! huu~~

mata ne!!Trying O

Freaking Tired

wow.. lost my temper today.. i am sooooooooo...... freaking tired..... freaking2 tired... argh.... zzzz............ huu.... omg... from tip to toe.... sigh... ... wanna die .. argh...

customer tell me to tell the bosses.. must give me 2 pay cos im runing 2 shops. cos not enough ppl.. thats why always gotta watch out for 2 shops when the other staff aint ard..

i'll make this short toniht. as im freaking tired to the extreme max3...

k.. so me bought lappy already. alot to be done and learn.. would love to learn.. hope i can do it.. hm.. then.... ...

yeah.. ..sigh.. feel so poor thing for sammy.. witnessed my temper.. me wanna go buy food already. .tired to the max.. full shift not even half hour break. somemore stand while eating!! freaking tired to the max.. then wait4... for customer to finish payment.. argh.... me was like.. banging and kicking loudly.. .. sigh.. stress.. dilah was telling me.. 'odn push yourself too hard'..im thinking.. hm.. .. mayber thats right.. ..dunno la.

then.. yeah.. so stress till me went to buy candies at candy empire. the rocky candy me always cant bear to buy cos its exp, me bought liao. -_- hm.. felt abit better..only.

me just rch home.. sigh.. cant tell ya how tired i am... its past beyond word..beyond my limits... and guess what?-_- thats even Before my 4 straight full shifts!!

finally got the mp5!! cool. gonna check it out.. .. and make sure the sound system is good. though me don trust it. ha.

hm.. so.. basically.. lappy..and some stuffs..need to settle later.. sun nid to buy some more stuffs.. blah3...

nitez..-_- zzzzzzz

mata


Fre

PC SHOW

off day today... tiring... woke up early.. ..feeling..weak..tired still.. obvious that my body haven rested well enough..

went to pc show today.. while crossing road, it was Green light. yet a car was horning.. theres a girl who ran cross.. cos the car was horning.. but! its still green light! me don care.. just walk very2 slowly.. ha. ghe driver must be so pissed. :P anyway theres some stuffs on my mind.. din really realised the car was running till it went fasxt past me.

k.. then met sam.. and while walking.. redz called after me.. seems that he's tired too.. say very stress.. wanna quit.. ..hm.. its like.. alot of ppl are quitting..dunno ar.. pay high whats the use when you're so tired everyday? and stress. thats why ppl say.. yoou really gotta find a job that u love..your passion.. thats the most important one. .not how much the pay..

hm.. pc show.. ..aint bad.. ok.. still get to walk.. not much squeezing.. ..hm.. yup. happy finally this day is here. really3 wish to go tmr.. :( huu... sad sia.. cannot make it.. :( ...

hm.. oh!! watched a 3D movie for the first time!! haha.. interesting.. :) and i tell you.. gosh.. the sofa.. soooo comfy!! and for once my butt aint huting while watching! no need to keep shifting.. haha. :) really3 comfy.

hm... ... then... late already... .. finally still got a restaurant to setle our dinner.. but.. dunno my hand kena bitten by what.. itchy..then pain.. then now look like a dot of bruise.. dunno bitten by what kind of bug..

kk, gotta rush. bro need to sleep soon!

mata ne.

Faking The Sweetness

ah... :D hehe. i just realised something about myself!! and i feel so proud and happy. :) listen carefully... if any guys trying to flirt with me, i wont flirt back. i'll just ignore you, and sorry we cant ever be frens. so.. give it up!!!

^^ soooo confident! and i feel goods. hehe. :) yeah.. just realised that i always do that.. hahaha XD nvm la.. some frens are not meant to be made.

im sooooo extremely tired to my max right now. huu... seriously2 feel so nice to sit now.. huuuu.... every time in bus with my colleague, sure would talk about work. and how we're gonna quit together. just now i was asking him.. how many ppl he think is gonna quit at one shot.. hm...

oh.. ...:( sad.. the veins on my hands.. like.. so.. .. huu.. like wanna burst out.. :( feel so poor thing..

last.. everyone aint happy. hahn drop by our shop. ask us do lots of things. -_- last min when closing!!

oh.. ytd was watching halfway the movie 'taken'.. lol.. my bro said the same thing to me.. -_-:'Paulined, that is what will happen when you go australia by yourself.' ...dots.. like.. nay!! c'mon. of course i know better than to take a ride from a stranger!! hahaha.

oh.. .. :( so sad.. i feel so hurt. .seeing my rabbit like that.. .. her leggy still injured.. :(... sigh.. cant tell ya how bad and upset me feel...

argh...... -_- me really2 dislike those ppl who beneath the sweet kind face, lies such a ill manner attitude soul.
i dunno what happened.. all i know is.. this colleague of mine, the way she sound.. she talk.. her actions.. like so gentle.. nice.. butt hen.. can say such things to ppl who's talking to her nicely.. who's talking to her in a soft spoken tone... : ' why must you everytime raise your voice at me!? I GOT A DEGREE YOU KNOW??!!' i was in a complete state of shock. ic ant belive my ears. thats what mansoor told me. this is the type of ppl i really2 dislike! so different form the outter appearence! so.. .. argh... pretencious.. .. why must humans act like that?.. moreover.. she made mistakes.. and he was talking to her nicely. and.. wth she mention the degree for??? so super, go find a better job right?? its like.. huh?? so what. got a degree, and you can be 'higher'
than somebody? you can do all kind of mistakes however u like..? thats not what a degree for man! argh.... -_- seems like the 'degree' aint teaching her nothing about some human life and respect huh. sweet on the outside, ugly and ill mannered in the inside.

ppl here should know right.. me really hate this type of ppl the most. ..hm.. one of the types. .. so fake..-_-

ah.. todayz me so happy.. got free balloons!! hahaha.. a teddy and a big flower.
:) haha. that time asked from the person, dun wanna give.d now auto give me 2. :) yay. haha.. cute sia the bear. :P funny but... abit irritating guy la.. help him put bag, say careful..got alot of insects.. then say treasure the chance to be with him.. -_- dots.. must slap him sia..

ah.. yes.. ate donuts again.. ha.. got someone to chat with today..alot. sooo sleepy at night.. then at least got someone to went for break with.. haha.. close shop.. shiok. :P

kk!! gotta go!! i might collapse at any time!! huu..

hope tmr got energy.. huu.. fri.. :( shoot.. ..

mata!

Everyone's Tired

ok.. im rushing here.. ppl wanna use this comp.. while me need to use first.. then bath.. so tired. redz also.. he's so sleepy..

after work met my bro.. and we waited for redz to finish work.. we bought some foods.. went home cook.. and.. watch 'taken'
for disc 1.. so.. eat..while watching.. then here i am.. everyone's to tired. tmr gotta work somemore. haiz

hm.. ... ok.. today.. time is fasxt.. sales good..ok.. so no stress.. tmr.. med fullshift.. so.. hm. .abit worry bah.

woo... today saw this webcam.. so cool.. hahaha. XD was telling my bro how convenient it is to move around.. to show you.. up down.. outside.. blah3.. hahaha. so fun. :P

eh.. k.. thats about it. oh, and i've been eating donuts for everyda since i started working there. -_- gosh..

mata!

Everyday So Tired

huu.... i am sooooo tired!!!!!!! huu....... soooo tired!!! omg... oh... otday.. aw.. so nice.. got sammy to wait for me closing.. :) like.. yeah.. really2 great..

gosh.. im so tired till.. .. every single letter i type, feel so.. .. gosh.. tiring.. -_-

....that day.. .. sam was saying..(touch wood).. if in case really anything happen,.. we'll sure still be frens.. but.. he'll still fall for me. ..hahaha. :).. i can say for sure.. that the feeling is mutual. definitely.

hm.. that other time.. i was blogging about this.. .. would u have rather have someone's who's very much like u?.. or someone who's different. i guess.. .. i can understand both already.. they were right.. sharing same interests and stuffs might be interesting.. but.. someone's diff can actually show u so much more of the world outside your acge. i guess a balance is perfect eh?.. hahaha.

tch.. i thought sales consider as bad ytd.. then me go check.. and found out every sunder sales is almost like that wat.. somemore me give them abit more
. hmph.. .. make me feel bad. ..argh..

huu... i am soooo tired... :( tmr raz and zuan wanna come visit me at work.. so.. yeah.. . hope wont be that bored..

..tonight.. ah.. :) so happy.. ..

today got some money issues.. from mrg settle till night. but glad me no need to pay up. thats all. hm.. tmr gotta settle abit more.

..goshx. .too tired and sleepy to type. ..

mata



































-so lucky to have the one and only in the universe being with me.. :)-

Bloody Stressful Job!!!

let me tell u.. at this moment,.. im totally3 fed up with my job. :( .. so upset sia.. sales not good also blame me.. then just my 2nd dsay of work only.. and my finger is swollen and red.. my middle finger. cos gotta tie lotsss of balloons. tie one or 3 maybe nothing. but tey doing more than 40 or 50 in 2 days. argh!!! :( so sad.. huu... me feel so poor thing. .like transfer me there to suffer.. but then again. i hope thats only for the wkends.. hopefully wkdays no customers to buy sooo many balloons!!

ouch... ;( cannot cry. just pain only.. bear with it can already. if sammy see this,.. gosh.. think i'll cry sia! haha.. so.. haiz.. .. better not ba. ..:( my poor finger.. don mind if its for a better job..

soul.. ..hm.. was sxooo surprised today.. he's like so normal towards me! thought we aint frens no more?? anyway, when he came, first time he talk to me about was work. he complain lots about that korean boss. wanna hear?.. i tell u.. gosh.. he's brave man!! but then.. he say he regret abit when he say he don care about bonus and wanna quit soon. haha. k.. fri night they setting up promo. he work 2 and half hours for free to help set up promo area. hahn never even pay for taxi fares..nor buy food or any drinks for the ppl. somemore can talk2 with the girl management or who there.. -_- then ross was talking to him about where to put this r/c helicopter.. just when ross about to talk, hahn interfere and ask soul to do other stocks
. fed up, soul say to him. 'im talking to ross, not you'. hahn's face was so red. then izan and lauretta was shocked and ask what happen. then soul say 'i clock out at 9pm already. you're not my boss now.' after that, ross instantly pull him away for a smoke. then he say he kena transfer to 5 places this month. he don care about bonus already. he wnna quit soon. then ross look abit upset.. he say.. he regret saying about the bonus part. i wass o shock man.. he's so darn brave sia. -_- omg
. ..how i wish i can do that too. ..haiz

im stress about sales.. cos they're blaming me again for today. :( .. Im really starting to doubt myself. my ability. ... huu.... :( ...

im glad i had really nice great awesome 5 days of leave.. thats like. .one of those moments in life you'll forever remember and thankful for that it happened. .. yeah.. .. thats how great it is.. ..

..

tmr me will be alone in shop again.
sales.. will be of greater stress. cos will be in the 'main' shop. sigh... cant wait for off day... huuu..........

...kena scold and blame at for nothing this morning. :(.. ... not my fault wat.. why shout at me.. me so poor thing.. .. :( yeah.. .. if only im a very fierce girl.. tough like hell.. rough.. hm.. .. nah.. dun wan. sound like a thug. -_-

argh!!! so tired today!!! again!!

mata!!

Balloons Succeeded!!

im sooo tired!! first day working at mw today. whoa.. so weird.. .. dunno how to explain..
hm.. now im thinking about how to pull my four fullshifts off, and about the pc show.
huu.. really cant off man.. .. if me go buy, sure not enough ppl in shop.. argh.. thta one later think.. now, i just wanna get the 3 full shifts over wsith. yes.. full all the way till mon. -_- so tired..

oh.. today i tied soo many balloons! and belive it or not, its my first time i tied a balloon!! my fingers hurt abit.. but.. ok baz.. ha. tied so many..

hm... hate it. my korean boss keep finding fault with me. my other colleague too.

dunno whats wrong with hahn..

huu... sooo tired i tell u.. .. huu...

hm... ytd.. oh!! got a chupa chuops from sammy! from this chupa chups machine.. hahaha. .so cute! cant wait to eat it soon. :P
really love the thoughtfulness.. .. :)

today.. argh.. first day, and got ppl chat me up already. tch.. i shouldnt be too friendly ne?.. argh... frustrating.. huu..

oh, me got free donuts to eat today. thx to lau2.. haha. :)

mon.. ..will be my first day at work n mw kidz story. i have no idea how busy its gonna be or what. .. but... .. hm.. .. hope i can handle bah.. ..

hoped tmr will be a better dayz.. and no boss will be ard.. ..

mata....

Down Town East (Lots OF Firsts)

sigh… this is sooo frustrating! i dunno why.. man.. head to be brought down by work! i’ll seriously be so happy if they say they wanna fire me now!

argh…. …. stress man!! hm.. …tmr.. ..see whats gonna happen. i hope its gonna be very2 relaxing there. waste my time there.. best if no camera.. if im alone, then nvm.. got all the time to myself. …. haiyo.. dunno man.. .. see how things like tmr. my heart aint in this company no more man.

today’s great.. went out early.. enjoyed myself.. tried out aot3 of new stuffs.. stuffs i’ve never done before. :D its totally fabulous. :)went with sammy. hahaha.. and surprisingly, met fitri there!! lol. and thx to him, i get to bring home 2 soft toys. which i hold it all the way for hourssss. :) hehe. really fun.. went to down town east! :D my first time sia!! oh.. ..even fitri also sk me why i lost so much weight. .. huu… i dunno man.. everyone is asking me that. ..huu..

oh.. then me went to haunted house.. drive go kart.. eat sakae sushi at white sands.. so fun., cos with sammy ar. :) hm… … yeah… … really great.. and best of all, sammy’s smile.. especially wide and so happy today.:) sooo smiley! ^^

haunted house.. freaky man. haha. but cool. exceeded my expectations.

hm.. .. alot of fun stuffs today.. i really dunno how to explain all.. how happy i am.. ..its really3 a very2 fabulous day today. great way to end my leave. its so special. ha.. and i wodner hows it gonna be like if im in sentosa.. hm.. underwater world!!!!!! hahahaha. :P
yeah.. even fitri and sammy was like.. giving me this ”look’ when i tell them me haven been to escape theme park. roller coaster.. hm…. vikings.. whoa….

haha.. hm… k.. stop here for now. later gotta settle work stuff. argh!!!

…sigh…. nvm.. gotta learn to be mean.

.. hm…almost get to ice skate.. ..ha. oh! and when driving the go kart,.. gosh.. nervous sia.. :P oops.. haha.

hm.. k, got a a nice show on right now! maybe next time tell more about today’s trip!

mata! :D

4th Day. Huu..

ok... here i am.. sitting in front of the comp again...
huu.. sad ar.. today's my 2nd last day to enjoy myself.. ..:( what to do.. .. anyway tmr will be fantastic i hope.

hm.. later me gonna cook pasta!! hahaha.. so long since i've done that. :)

oh!! yay!! ytd finally fulfilled my wish of watching 'taken' with sammy! hope sammy like it. :) yes.. i was soo shocked and happy to see the release of taken vcd! sooo happy!! :D becos never expected it to come out so fast! :) hehe! now i can watch it over and over again. :) hm. .lets see.. i've watched that for my 3rd ytd. not sick of it yet! :P haha

...hm... ...really3 drags sat.. ..

i was so sleepy early in the morning. .gonna wakey early ar.. but then.. i cant go back to slp! XD thats why im here.. typing this away. .ha. hm.. ..i really wonder when i'll get a chance to walk in the water at vivo again.. ... ..i duno.. .. feels as if.. that might be my last time to be there.. ..

hm... today.. i'll be free for the whole evening. .so.. .. most probably i'll be making pasta.. then online somemore.. .. then.. i dunno.. maybe take a nap?.. wanna do otgher stuffs.. but.omg.. lazy to do. XD
so.. yup. see how ne.

ok... ... lets just see whats gonna happen over the next 2 or 3 days after im back to work. i hope i can pull it through till i get my bonus. but even if not, at least another month's pay or whatsoever.. cos i'll really be needing alot of money for i'll be spending
alot4 of money this month. and i do mean ALOT. then.. hopefully sep.. oct.. i can go overseas.. then when i come back, i'll have to spend money again.. cos im really thinking of taking up that lesson.. hm.. ..ah. .see how ne.. .. thats my plan for now. huu... wonder if its gonna work.

hm... ... tmr.. .. hehe!! ^^ get to go to a place me never been to before. sentosa.. hopefully another time ne. but this place.. hm.. i dunno how big or how t looks lke.. but.. well, hopefully its really fun.

mata ne.

Pre-B'Day Woes

hmm...... .... oh well... .. ..feel like been down on my luck lately.. ..sigh.. .. zuan was asking me that day.. how come so many things happen on my coming birthday?.. he's leaving.. lost a fren.. job..unhappy..

speaking about job.. .. my job sucks to the core. hate it! what does my boss trying to say?? he pull my fren aside, and tell him very nicely.. that he really2 like me alot..and feel heartpain to transfer me outta my outlet where 've been there for like.. almost 3 years? anyway.. my fren asked him why then wanna do so. he say.. becos alot of things he ask me to do, i always never get them done. wth????!!! c'mon man! im not that kind of person who's irresponsible!! i always3 make sure i got his requests done!! i swear. wth man. hmph! this is infuriating! i was so pissed off last night. if i had not control my anger, or sammy not by my side that time, i sure would've lose it.
i dunno man.. whats gonna be like life over there.. ..try not to think too much.. .. so wanna quit right now. i dunno if i'll be working with soul.. or the jon guy or something. i dunno. argh.. nvm.. i dun wanna think about that now. its my relaxing days i need to treasure. and relax.. and just be happy.. woes free.

ytd.. ..thx alo to sammy.. talk to me so much about stuffs.. how i need to be nasty.. mean. .i dunno.. i think i should be able to do it. .. i wonder how mean i can be. maybe in a despicable way.

ytd.. hahaha. .finally fulfilled my wish of going to vivo and splash3 in the water... it was fun. splashing water with my legs.. walking in the water..

hm.. its relaxing.. the water's sooo warm!! hm.. yeah.. relaxing. ..nice day.. .. ha. so long never doll myself up like that. lol XD feels good. :) maybe when i quit, i'll do that more often. :) hopefully.

hm.. ..hope sam's bike thingy went well.. .. wonder how now.. ....

mata.