omg... heart already starting to pound hard.. as though.. felt as though time has reversed itself backwards.. back to the day when he left.. when im sending him off.... this kind of evening.. i hated it.. as though bringing me back the painful memories..
well.. only that this time, im the one leaving.. so.. still nervous though..
but this time its reuniting. :)
gosh.. why am i so freaking nervous now.. hahaha...
oh.. last night my bro gib me a farewell gift. i was surprised. really. never thought anyone would do that to me.
then this aftnoon, my mum too. brought me to ntuc , ask me if i like the perfume.. i was like.. what?? no need for farewell gift.. she say must.. then me get something else instead.. aw... its like.. huu.... as though im never gonna be back again.
well... she thought of treating me dinner.. but me meeting bro and redz later.. farewell eh.. ... hmm.......... o well... hahaha.. really feels like im not coming back no more. XD
i said that to my mum, and she's like 'touch wood!!'
lol. yeah.. i know.. i'll be fine.. plane will be alrite.. ppl will be alrite.. i'll be safe and sound.
hm... still a lil worry.. but i know.. its my first time.. but theres help all around.. so will be fine.. yeah.. ..
hm.. after i crossed the departure hall, its on my own now.
all the best!!
so.. redz called me in the morning.. saying he totally forgot im leaving already. hahaha.... so asked me for dinner. bro too. well.. gonna have our fav marche again ^^
hm...
somehow i feel weird about this whole thing.. as though theres some kinda bad vibe to it..
nah....
touch wood. will be fine. aites.. gotta get ready now.
when will i be blogging again. im not sure. but when im back, i sure will.
till then.
mata ne!!!!
20 December 2009
19 December 2009
One Day!!
wow... O.O .... wow4............... i cant believe this... finally.... omg............ the day is just ticking away.. one day to go.... *glups... gosh... im omw to sydney. hmm........ perhaps for that 3 weeks time.. ..maybe wont blog everyday.. or at all. anyway will see ne.
hm.. me getting sooo sleepy.. gues imma slp early after all eh.
finally.. tmr.. final touches at night.. then.. gonna fly off le..
hmm...... ok.. things will be fine..i hope. uh huh...
whats most important is i get there through sydney;s airport. the rest no matter what happen. i dont really care much.
just wanna get through it. yup.
hm.. not even 10pm yet... yeah.. perhaps shall slp early..
hm.......
ok.. alrite.. keeping my fingers crossed now.... all the best for tmr.
mata ne!!! soon
hm.. me getting sooo sleepy.. gues imma slp early after all eh.
finally.. tmr.. final touches at night.. then.. gonna fly off le..
hmm...... ok.. things will be fine..i hope. uh huh...
whats most important is i get there through sydney;s airport. the rest no matter what happen. i dont really care much.
just wanna get through it. yup.
hm.. not even 10pm yet... yeah.. perhaps shall slp early..
hm.......
ok.. alrite.. keeping my fingers crossed now.... all the best for tmr.
mata ne!!! soon
18 December 2009
Friday Already Huh..
hmm.. ok.. so.. me have a break today ne... ....
din do nothing much about my luggage.. ha. .ytd was too tired XD
today.. hm.. its nighttime all of a suddden perhaps..
afternoon.. went out to collect my stuff... bought ingredient for dinner...
cooked... hm... then eat.. tehn basically whole day down nothing to do, was just watching animes :)
hm... yeah.. thats why nighttime is fast here eh..
gosh... ...its fri night already.. sunday is coming.... when sunday is over,.. theres only 4 hours left before im gone. theres a sudden feel of weirdness i've never felt before.. ha..
well... tmr gotta start getting ready again i guess.. sunday for final touches.. hm.... o well.......
abit tired bah i guess... need water..
perhaps head to bed early today?.. hm...
sometimes its scary when things are finally so near...
-but isnt this what u've been waiting for?-
mata
din do nothing much about my luggage.. ha. .ytd was too tired XD
today.. hm.. its nighttime all of a suddden perhaps..
afternoon.. went out to collect my stuff... bought ingredient for dinner...
cooked... hm... then eat.. tehn basically whole day down nothing to do, was just watching animes :)
hm... yeah.. thats why nighttime is fast here eh..
gosh... ...its fri night already.. sunday is coming.... when sunday is over,.. theres only 4 hours left before im gone. theres a sudden feel of weirdness i've never felt before.. ha..
well... tmr gotta start getting ready again i guess.. sunday for final touches.. hm.... o well.......
abit tired bah i guess... need water..
perhaps head to bed early today?.. hm...
sometimes its scary when things are finally so near...
-but isnt this what u've been waiting for?-
mata
17 December 2009
Luggage Tough Time
huu..... my back hurts sooo much.... T_T
haiyo... didnt expect packing luggage is such a hassle..=.=(cos me first time pack one..and didnt know how to). argh............
pissing me off for hours. gosh....
lets see... 5hours i guess? since i try to figure out what to bring, and how to carry it. gosh.. its sooo darn heavy.. T_T really cant lift up above my ankle huu.. o well... then sam helped me out.. good thing.. phew..
gotta move forward now. what to do. gonna be alone in the airport. anyway.. help should be around. ne? haiz... just hope everything goes well..
hmm... well... dunno what clothes to bring.. me just bring along something thats not gonna make me feel that hot during summer time. so yup... hm..
hmm.............. it all feels so near now... yet so... unknown..and... abit.. uncertain to that feeling.
nah..... me just gonna look forward to monday i guess.. hm.. more of... sunday... yeah...
this week is coming to an end... gosh... it feels as though im about to head for lala land..
hm.... well2.... just get this through..
haiyo.. bloody hell... my whole back hurts.. T_T
so tired..
whole body tiredT.T'
nvm.. tmr.. better day ne..!!
mata ne
haiyo... didnt expect packing luggage is such a hassle..=.=(cos me first time pack one..and didnt know how to). argh............
pissing me off for hours. gosh....
lets see... 5hours i guess? since i try to figure out what to bring, and how to carry it. gosh.. its sooo darn heavy.. T_T really cant lift up above my ankle huu.. o well... then sam helped me out.. good thing.. phew..
gotta move forward now. what to do. gonna be alone in the airport. anyway.. help should be around. ne? haiz... just hope everything goes well..
hmm... well... dunno what clothes to bring.. me just bring along something thats not gonna make me feel that hot during summer time. so yup... hm..
hmm.............. it all feels so near now... yet so... unknown..and... abit.. uncertain to that feeling.
nah..... me just gonna look forward to monday i guess.. hm.. more of... sunday... yeah...
this week is coming to an end... gosh... it feels as though im about to head for lala land..
hm.... well2.... just get this through..
haiyo.. bloody hell... my whole back hurts.. T_T
so tired..
whole body tiredT.T'
nvm.. tmr.. better day ne..!!
mata ne
16 December 2009
He Say He's Happy! =D
okok.. will make this a short one. so late already.. gotta slp soon.. my back is killing me. .ah.. been sitting for too long..
just celebrated my bro's birthday. redz gib him a surprise one. hahah... then we had a small cakey..
hm.. yeah.. haha.. my bro off..but never go anywhere.. aw.. he so poor thing but then no choice we gotta wait till redz is here with the cake mah.. so we never get him any cake.. hope he din feel too sad..
so yup.. at the strike of midnight, we sang birthday song together for him. :)
he opened up the pressies.. ha.. me really glad he like the pressy me bought for him. he have this shocked funny face me captured in my phone just now when he opened up my pressy :PXD
yeah.. me played the beginning part for abit while he shower.. wow.. couldnt leave the game.. T_T hahaha.....
sad sia. .cannot play.. hope he enjoy playing bah ne. heh.
hm.. gonna start packing up my bag already..
had a dream in morning.. that the shop me wanna get a pressy from, closed down already. lol.. then feel so disappointed and sadXD. but good thing its only a dream :P phew....
yeah.. then finally me get all pressy... cool :) only worry is the safety of it. hahaha...
ok... so... hm..
oh! today ne.. sam say he;'s happy. ^^ aw.. love it when he say that hehe. cos me tell him a private thing..
then... he say he's so happy again. cos me tell him gonna head for shower. then he thought of something, and his heart actually skipped a beat!! XD hehe... kawaii :)
anyway.. yeah.. glad so he;s happy :) thats important to me too.
hm...
ok.. gtg... sleepy already... haiyo... spine hurts ne..
hm.. melbourne huh... o well..
mata ne
just celebrated my bro's birthday. redz gib him a surprise one. hahah... then we had a small cakey..
hm.. yeah.. haha.. my bro off..but never go anywhere.. aw.. he so poor thing but then no choice we gotta wait till redz is here with the cake mah.. so we never get him any cake.. hope he din feel too sad..
so yup.. at the strike of midnight, we sang birthday song together for him. :)
he opened up the pressies.. ha.. me really glad he like the pressy me bought for him. he have this shocked funny face me captured in my phone just now when he opened up my pressy :PXD
yeah.. me played the beginning part for abit while he shower.. wow.. couldnt leave the game.. T_T hahaha.....
sad sia. .cannot play.. hope he enjoy playing bah ne. heh.
hm.. gonna start packing up my bag already..
had a dream in morning.. that the shop me wanna get a pressy from, closed down already. lol.. then feel so disappointed and sadXD. but good thing its only a dream :P phew....
yeah.. then finally me get all pressy... cool :) only worry is the safety of it. hahaha...
ok... so... hm..
oh! today ne.. sam say he;'s happy. ^^ aw.. love it when he say that hehe. cos me tell him a private thing..
then... he say he's so happy again. cos me tell him gonna head for shower. then he thought of something, and his heart actually skipped a beat!! XD hehe... kawaii :)
anyway.. yeah.. glad so he;s happy :) thats important to me too.
hm...
ok.. gtg... sleepy already... haiyo... spine hurts ne..
hm.. melbourne huh... o well..
mata ne
15 December 2009
last Min Pressy Shopping! =x
whoa..... sooo last min.. XD
gonna be shopping for sasm's parents tmr. didnt know its her birthday till now! omg.. was wreckign my head trying to think of what to get for them.
its so... wow.. i didnt know this can be so nerve wrecking. XD
im feelign so nervous. hahaha...
anyway, tmr gonna shop around for one. all the best ne, wish i can get something nice :)
cant wait for tmr. :)
ah.. bro's presents settled..
hm....
lets see..
maybe tmr night celebrating his birthday.. oh.. then..
today mum say wanna make steamboat. cos can celebrate 2 occasions mah. one is my bro's birthday. another is me heading overseas. so yup.. me had round one. later round 2 for the spicy one when bro's back.
hahah.. yeah. steamboat.. almost always have 2 rounds XD
i like it even when theres differences between me and my love one,.. i can stand in another point and look. and try it. because its different. so makes me all the more wanna try it out. to see whats so great to him about it. yeah.. i do liek to try out new things. and that, makes me wanna do so. do it, try it. makes me wanna try new stuffs out :) cool.
i belive in fair and square sometimes. not everything gotta be similar to be perfect.
a lil difference can make things interesting too ^^. spice up the life. ;)
hmm...... ok.. so.. all the best for tmr ne ^^ exciting!
mata ne
gonna be shopping for sasm's parents tmr. didnt know its her birthday till now! omg.. was wreckign my head trying to think of what to get for them.
its so... wow.. i didnt know this can be so nerve wrecking. XD
im feelign so nervous. hahaha...
anyway, tmr gonna shop around for one. all the best ne, wish i can get something nice :)
cant wait for tmr. :)
ah.. bro's presents settled..
hm....
lets see..
maybe tmr night celebrating his birthday.. oh.. then..
today mum say wanna make steamboat. cos can celebrate 2 occasions mah. one is my bro's birthday. another is me heading overseas. so yup.. me had round one. later round 2 for the spicy one when bro's back.
hahah.. yeah. steamboat.. almost always have 2 rounds XD
i like it even when theres differences between me and my love one,.. i can stand in another point and look. and try it. because its different. so makes me all the more wanna try it out. to see whats so great to him about it. yeah.. i do liek to try out new things. and that, makes me wanna do so. do it, try it. makes me wanna try new stuffs out :) cool.
i belive in fair and square sometimes. not everything gotta be similar to be perfect.
a lil difference can make things interesting too ^^. spice up the life. ;)
hmm...... ok.. so.. all the best for tmr ne ^^ exciting!
mata ne
14 December 2009
Marche Restaurant
hmmm..... ok.. so today is monday... wow.. out in town really2 seems like a weekend to me. haha.. u should;ve sene teh crowd man!! its like a sat or sunday. cool for a monday :)
well.. its nice staying at home today actually..
but suddenly redz called sooo last min asking to meet him now in town. cos yeah.. he's already on his way.. and didnt wanan go back home cos so sudden his manager called to say he no need to work for today.
anyway, so yeah.. last min, managed to rush out.. and yup.. we shopped for bro's b'day pressy. yeah.. me bought it. yay... finally settle. then,, sigh.. thought of my bro mentioned a expensive bag the other day! haiz.. too late.. but yeah.. =/ o well.. nvm bah... me last min tot of that.. but already bought his pressy.=/
o well.. ..
xmas.. gosh.. xmas pressy... ahh.. .whatever.. don wanna think of that first. wonder should i be getting it. haiyo..
hm...
gosh.. less than a week to go.. suddenly everything seems so fast...
hm..
oh.. did i mentioned? erm.. i dont think so right.. i think its last night dream.. i dreamt of me and a fren or who(couldnt remember) trying to hide from this ghost. its pretty frightening the atmosphere and all..
then suddenly the ghost found me. and.. guess what=.=.
the frightening ghost im running away from, is me.
then my dream ends there.. and on to another.. with abit nicer one.
theres so much dreams been going on.. wow... i wonder whats up with the occasion. ha.
gosh. there goes my left shoulder again.. hurting... my muscles there.. after typing for a period of tiem, it'll get ouchie... last night asked my bro to massage for me.. (so wish its sammy to do that.. )
yeah cos couldnt take the pain.
hm.. eh.. what else.. oh yeah.. me really3 gotta get down to business maybe tmr. haha.. .yeah.. gotta note what to do or bring.. or blah3 what..
*ouchie.... my shoulder.. :(
hm... what else.. oh... yeah.. hahaha.... totally forgot my bro's bday is near. XD
thast why last min gotta buy pressy for him haha..
omg.. theres this restaurant from switzerland called marche. omg.... the palce is sooo lovely!!!! its so homely country feel. wow :) really love the place:)
food's not bad. a very nice new concept :) cool its great. would sooo love to go again.
hm..........
u know... years back, when i didnt have my job, and,.. well... life seems more free for me,.. i always buy his pressy way in advance. cos will get so excited.then.. yeah..
but i realised.. well.. see.. now that we have a life,.. job.. frens.. blah3...
hm... life gets busier... ppl tend to forget one another sometimes.. in some ways.. hm...
how to put this... hm.. yeah.. they're there u know.. but still... the effort.. hm.. i dunno how to put it..
ha.. thinking back.. the pressy i prepared for sammy, took over a year XD. o well.. but all work's worth it.
totally.. its priceless... precious.. and reminds us of the little happy things in life the moments.. not to be forgotten..
hm... what else... hm... haha.. abit sleepy le..
hm................. me always arrive so early...even though redzuan supposed to arrive first, .. but me end up still.. .hahaha... wait for a couple of mins only.. so alrite bah=/ ha. .why ar.. me always arrive so early XD lol
u know.. its always sooo different to talk to a person through voice.. than through msn. the difference is huge... really...
totally diff from what i expect to be..
hm....
the tech world is dead. in a way. though humanity way..perhaps..
haiyo.. dont wan type already.. me wanna wrap bro's pressy. hahaha...
mata ne!!
well.. its nice staying at home today actually..
but suddenly redz called sooo last min asking to meet him now in town. cos yeah.. he's already on his way.. and didnt wanan go back home cos so sudden his manager called to say he no need to work for today.
anyway, so yeah.. last min, managed to rush out.. and yup.. we shopped for bro's b'day pressy. yeah.. me bought it. yay... finally settle. then,, sigh.. thought of my bro mentioned a expensive bag the other day! haiz.. too late.. but yeah.. =/ o well.. nvm bah... me last min tot of that.. but already bought his pressy.=/
o well.. ..
xmas.. gosh.. xmas pressy... ahh.. .whatever.. don wanna think of that first. wonder should i be getting it. haiyo..
hm...
gosh.. less than a week to go.. suddenly everything seems so fast...
hm..
oh.. did i mentioned? erm.. i dont think so right.. i think its last night dream.. i dreamt of me and a fren or who(couldnt remember) trying to hide from this ghost. its pretty frightening the atmosphere and all..
then suddenly the ghost found me. and.. guess what=.=.
the frightening ghost im running away from, is me.
then my dream ends there.. and on to another.. with abit nicer one.
theres so much dreams been going on.. wow... i wonder whats up with the occasion. ha.
gosh. there goes my left shoulder again.. hurting... my muscles there.. after typing for a period of tiem, it'll get ouchie... last night asked my bro to massage for me.. (so wish its sammy to do that.. )
yeah cos couldnt take the pain.
hm.. eh.. what else.. oh yeah.. me really3 gotta get down to business maybe tmr. haha.. .yeah.. gotta note what to do or bring.. or blah3 what..
*ouchie.... my shoulder.. :(
hm... what else.. oh... yeah.. hahaha.... totally forgot my bro's bday is near. XD
thast why last min gotta buy pressy for him haha..
omg.. theres this restaurant from switzerland called marche. omg.... the palce is sooo lovely!!!! its so homely country feel. wow :) really love the place:)
food's not bad. a very nice new concept :) cool its great. would sooo love to go again.
hm..........
u know... years back, when i didnt have my job, and,.. well... life seems more free for me,.. i always buy his pressy way in advance. cos will get so excited.then.. yeah..
but i realised.. well.. see.. now that we have a life,.. job.. frens.. blah3...
hm... life gets busier... ppl tend to forget one another sometimes.. in some ways.. hm...
how to put this... hm.. yeah.. they're there u know.. but still... the effort.. hm.. i dunno how to put it..
ha.. thinking back.. the pressy i prepared for sammy, took over a year XD. o well.. but all work's worth it.
totally.. its priceless... precious.. and reminds us of the little happy things in life the moments.. not to be forgotten..
hm... what else... hm... haha.. abit sleepy le..
hm................. me always arrive so early...even though redzuan supposed to arrive first, .. but me end up still.. .hahaha... wait for a couple of mins only.. so alrite bah=/ ha. .why ar.. me always arrive so early XD lol
u know.. its always sooo different to talk to a person through voice.. than through msn. the difference is huge... really...
totally diff from what i expect to be..
hm....
the tech world is dead. in a way. though humanity way..perhaps..
haiyo.. dont wan type already.. me wanna wrap bro's pressy. hahaha...
mata ne!!
13 December 2009
A Talk Needed
=/ hmm...................
u know... whatever we do,.. or whatever i do.... most of the times,.. usually i'll think of whats gonna happen in the future first.hmm... i dunno.. dunno how or where to start this.. =/
hmmmm.,.... u know. i think... hm.. for the holdiay im heading to,.. in about a week's time,... its not just.. yeah.. even though i wish its really gonna be a woe free holiday... ha.. i dunno.. i thought of u know. its the best time to settle whatever need to settle before its too late.
i dont like the feeling of unsureness. its weird.
ha.. wow... this is a really difficult topic to say here.. for me.
haha.. challenging!!XD lol
well anyway, gonna be prepared. XD haha... o well...
what to do. somehow.. i guess i need an answer thats for sure. even though the truth might not be.. hm...
nah.. dunno how to explain ne. ha.. o well................
its a lil downside to it.. but i'll try not to let it affect me.
hm... today.. theres tv show.. so aftnoon watch.. hm... then.. play game.. then online... the bath..
now online again as usual.. ha. watching abit of tv here and there...boring sunday. ha.. cant belive its sunday.
hm.... oh gosh.. had sooo many dreams again.. geez.. sickening. =/ its not sweetdreams for sure. dunno why =/
not say really nightmares.. but its abit frightening and, well, just consider it as bad dreams.
argh,,, how will it be tonight. .
abit sleepy now.. but.. dunno.. what time will be slping.. hm.. will try to slp early bah.. see how.. =/
k.. settle one matter, then head to slp. maybe wait fo bro home first bah. wonder if redz would be here tonight.. hm.. should be i guess.
haiz...
yawn...
mata
u know... whatever we do,.. or whatever i do.... most of the times,.. usually i'll think of whats gonna happen in the future first.hmm... i dunno.. dunno how or where to start this.. =/
hmmmm.,.... u know. i think... hm.. for the holdiay im heading to,.. in about a week's time,... its not just.. yeah.. even though i wish its really gonna be a woe free holiday... ha.. i dunno.. i thought of u know. its the best time to settle whatever need to settle before its too late.
i dont like the feeling of unsureness. its weird.
ha.. wow... this is a really difficult topic to say here.. for me.
haha.. challenging!!XD lol
well anyway, gonna be prepared. XD haha... o well...
what to do. somehow.. i guess i need an answer thats for sure. even though the truth might not be.. hm...
nah.. dunno how to explain ne. ha.. o well................
its a lil downside to it.. but i'll try not to let it affect me.
hm... today.. theres tv show.. so aftnoon watch.. hm... then.. play game.. then online... the bath..
now online again as usual.. ha. watching abit of tv here and there...boring sunday. ha.. cant belive its sunday.
hm.... oh gosh.. had sooo many dreams again.. geez.. sickening. =/ its not sweetdreams for sure. dunno why =/
not say really nightmares.. but its abit frightening and, well, just consider it as bad dreams.
argh,,, how will it be tonight. .
abit sleepy now.. but.. dunno.. what time will be slping.. hm.. will try to slp early bah.. see how.. =/
k.. settle one matter, then head to slp. maybe wait fo bro home first bah. wonder if redz would be here tonight.. hm.. should be i guess.
haiz...
yawn...
mata
12 December 2009
Marina Barrage
gosh... i think i'd caught abit of cold there... =/ resting abit now.... what a sat... huu.. and miss sam alot.. guess.. tmr can have alil more talk with him ne..
oh yeah.. i say out there... me went to marina barrage. the cold wind was sooo strong.. its sooo beautiful.. i never knew theres such a palce existed. :) its really3 nice.. how nice if im there with the one i love.. ..aw..
anyway, yeah.. alot of ppl flying kites.. beautiful sight.. :) the views.. beautiful too.. then of course.. best part is the fountains!!!!!!!! whoa!!! its supposed to be a recycle water.. erm.. place thingy. so u wont see any dustbins around at all. hahaha.
anyway, its really beautiful.. the fountains were amazing. me and 2 long time no see frens, walk around the fountains. its so fun. my cousin;s bride also too their bridal photo there. no wonder that time i saw her pic.. and wondering how in the name of world can she shoot a pic in the fountan without letting the water drip on her. now i know why. hahahha.... me also walked through the fountain. XD! sounds amazing eh;) yeah.. its really nice. fun place.
the place is called 'water playground'. haha.. really nice to walk around. best fountain i've walked so far. yup.
and of course... lol. i wont forget to get a souvenir before walking away. :P:P
hahaha.... yeah.. bought a lil something:) hehe.. love it. :)
cute^^
hm... yeah... really never heard of this place.... if sam is here, i'll try to bring him there. lol. though me by then would sure forgotten how to goXD!
haha.
anyway, its worth a try:)
when we head back to the train, the seats are quite empty. theres 2 ladies walk in. hm... think should be around my age. one is chinese girl. the other, looks like she's mixed blood.
anyway, they were choosing seats. in the train. then the chinese girls about to sit down, when te other girl say sit at the 'priority seats'. which are meant for the needy ppl.
the chinese gal say 'dont wan.. wait must give up seats u know..'
then the mixed blood girl say 'NO NEED LA'.
-_-.....................
she is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo RUDE. very very bad girl she is. how could she say such a thing! so bossy. and the chinese girl actually heed her advice -_-. o well.. what to do.. some girls are so bossy. wan everyone to go her way. -_-
hm... now feeling cold....
...=/ not helping.. my fren's words.. always tell me about LDR about their frens.. blah3... then always bad news. :( huu.... im scared.. and sad.. sigh... its not helping me to build more confidence.. but they didnt mean it i know.. ..they're just telling me what happen to their frens thats all.. ..o well..
hm.. ok then.. i shall take my rest in abit.
last night.. tried to slp early.. but ended up awoken by someone knocking on the house door.. sigh. but tehn slpt back soon after. erm kinda ha. so yeah.. tonight would be easy slp i guess. kinda tired too.
sam must be slping so soundly now.. :) aw... hope he enjoyed his day.. been a long day for him..
goodnight peeps ;)
oh btw, wanted to upload some pics of the marina barrage outing.. but.. hahaha.... u know.. its troublesome to do that XD soo.... :P nah.. hehe. will upload to my facebook only i guess. XD
mata ne!!
oh yeah.. i say out there... me went to marina barrage. the cold wind was sooo strong.. its sooo beautiful.. i never knew theres such a palce existed. :) its really3 nice.. how nice if im there with the one i love.. ..aw..
anyway, yeah.. alot of ppl flying kites.. beautiful sight.. :) the views.. beautiful too.. then of course.. best part is the fountains!!!!!!!! whoa!!! its supposed to be a recycle water.. erm.. place thingy. so u wont see any dustbins around at all. hahaha.
anyway, its really beautiful.. the fountains were amazing. me and 2 long time no see frens, walk around the fountains. its so fun. my cousin;s bride also too their bridal photo there. no wonder that time i saw her pic.. and wondering how in the name of world can she shoot a pic in the fountan without letting the water drip on her. now i know why. hahahha.... me also walked through the fountain. XD! sounds amazing eh;) yeah.. its really nice. fun place.
the place is called 'water playground'. haha.. really nice to walk around. best fountain i've walked so far. yup.
and of course... lol. i wont forget to get a souvenir before walking away. :P:P
hahaha.... yeah.. bought a lil something:) hehe.. love it. :)
cute^^
hm... yeah... really never heard of this place.... if sam is here, i'll try to bring him there. lol. though me by then would sure forgotten how to goXD!
haha.
anyway, its worth a try:)
when we head back to the train, the seats are quite empty. theres 2 ladies walk in. hm... think should be around my age. one is chinese girl. the other, looks like she's mixed blood.
anyway, they were choosing seats. in the train. then the chinese girls about to sit down, when te other girl say sit at the 'priority seats'. which are meant for the needy ppl.
the chinese gal say 'dont wan.. wait must give up seats u know..'
then the mixed blood girl say 'NO NEED LA'.
-_-.....................
she is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo RUDE. very very bad girl she is. how could she say such a thing! so bossy. and the chinese girl actually heed her advice -_-. o well.. what to do.. some girls are so bossy. wan everyone to go her way. -_-
hm... now feeling cold....
...=/ not helping.. my fren's words.. always tell me about LDR about their frens.. blah3... then always bad news. :( huu.... im scared.. and sad.. sigh... its not helping me to build more confidence.. but they didnt mean it i know.. ..they're just telling me what happen to their frens thats all.. ..o well..
hm.. ok then.. i shall take my rest in abit.
last night.. tried to slp early.. but ended up awoken by someone knocking on the house door.. sigh. but tehn slpt back soon after. erm kinda ha. so yeah.. tonight would be easy slp i guess. kinda tired too.
sam must be slping so soundly now.. :) aw... hope he enjoyed his day.. been a long day for him..
goodnight peeps ;)
oh btw, wanted to upload some pics of the marina barrage outing.. but.. hahaha.... u know.. its troublesome to do that XD soo.... :P nah.. hehe. will upload to my facebook only i guess. XD
mata ne!!
11 December 2009
Make Good Use OF LIfe
omg... was reading through this mag just now, then saw this woman. its about hairstyle of stars. i thought for sure this woman is paula abdul. i took a few longgg looks u know. thinking.. ok.. for her age, it looks nice on her.. younger hairstyle..
then i was about to flip the page, when i read the name of that woman. she is none other than mischa barton who stars in the OC. omgggggggggggggg.... she look sooooooooooo OLD...!!!!!! O.O!! i was so shocked!!! yes.. i heard about her drugs abuse.. she took alot. .blah3.. she look very ugly now..but.. even with the make up and new hair on, omg. she look like old woman. :( so poor thing. :(
sigh.. see.. what drugs can do to a person. but yeah. .was shocked too when news of her with drugs came out. she's young.. pretty and rich.. has a great mum.. look at what happen to her now.
=/ well.. i supposed.. alot and almost all of these young women nowadays, doesnt even cherish their life.. and wasted so much youth and time on thigns that are bad. smoking.. drugs.. glues.. blah3.... haiz. those money can save ppl's life. yet still dont cherish. =/
oh.. today soooo disappointed and frustrated. was supposed to meet a fren of mine, then heard she's heading to jb last night and meet bf up. so me called a 2nd time just to confirm. she still say okok. confirm meet up. then today,. gosh! never call, neevr reply anything. i waited there like a fool. sometimes i cant help but think why am i always always waiting for ppl!! always waiting and waiting.. argh.......
sigh.. anyway.. got my hair done.. =/ hmm...
oh.. then wanted to cook.. haiyo.. but couldnt find the meat i wan. they didnt sell it. -_-argh. so o well... nvm bah..
hm.. k.. just some final touches.. and i can pack my bag.. gosh.. finally.. things all about to be done.
hm... =/ i think by end of week me wont get to talk with sam much..
o well what to do ne.. next week will be a better one. excitements shall unfold itself more... :)
omg im famished!!
10 December 2009
Black Xmas Tree
i was out today... actually really didnt feel like heading out at all.. =/ but body's like kinda aching.. anyway sam wont be online for the day.. as in be able to chat or anything.. so.. yeah =/ staying at home seens so boring for today. so.. decieded to head out for a walk anyway.
hm... ok.. just walk2.. see... nothing much.. =/ bought some travel essentials.. hm.. yeah. thats about it.
gosh.. gonna sleep in abit. sigh.. i really hate sleeping time nowadays. :(
last night.. was ok... but... well.. stil lhaving some weird feelings =/
i awoke in the middle of the night, LOL!!! thinking to myself, 'shoot!! why! why let me wakey in the middle of the NIGHTime! and its not even morning yet T_T' huu....
yeah.. then the door give out crepting sounds.. then.. i remember the couple of times(yes i wakey more than once-_- )when i wakey, i keep looking at my door. LOL dunno why! XD like blur2 wakey.. sleepy eyes.. loook at it the first thing me wakey. thenn its dark.. then i keep seeing this black xmas tree.
i wanna check out my bro's book about dreams. but i don wanna freak out or anythign .so refrained from doing so. but yeah his book is 80% accurate i gotta say.
hm.. so. yeah.. as i was saying... this black xmas tree.. its more of the feeling.. of. .the line between dream land and reality.
i cant even tell if im in dream, or in my real home. its like.. weird... but the times me wakey in middle of night and said that line, its true. hahaha... cos im so angry to wakey at night:P haha. so i remember. the tree too. i keep waking and seeign it at my door. i wonder if thats dream too. anyway i dont care.
the earlier i sleep, the faster daylight comes for me.
so.. yup. anyway i;ve been feeling sleepy all time round. i wonder why.
oh gosh...
what would i do tonight.. cant wait to get the night time over with. i just hate it when im wakey in the middle of my sleep!!! middle of night somemore. huuuu sianz.
oh, i dreamt that sam actually came to fetch me from singapore, to sydney. LOL. i was like so surprised! hahaah... so nice ar.. :P
well. i guess thats the only nice dream for the night.
i just never get to sleep that comfortably. =/ sigh
so... ok.... hm..
tmr.. i think might be a lil bit more exciting.
only down side is i wont get to chat with him lots again. =/ well.. i gotta get used to it. what to do.
mata
hm... ok.. just walk2.. see... nothing much.. =/ bought some travel essentials.. hm.. yeah. thats about it.
gosh.. gonna sleep in abit. sigh.. i really hate sleeping time nowadays. :(
last night.. was ok... but... well.. stil lhaving some weird feelings =/
i awoke in the middle of the night, LOL!!! thinking to myself, 'shoot!! why! why let me wakey in the middle of the NIGHTime! and its not even morning yet T_T' huu....
yeah.. then the door give out crepting sounds.. then.. i remember the couple of times(yes i wakey more than once-_- )when i wakey, i keep looking at my door. LOL dunno why! XD like blur2 wakey.. sleepy eyes.. loook at it the first thing me wakey. thenn its dark.. then i keep seeing this black xmas tree.
i wanna check out my bro's book about dreams. but i don wanna freak out or anythign .so refrained from doing so. but yeah his book is 80% accurate i gotta say.
hm.. so. yeah.. as i was saying... this black xmas tree.. its more of the feeling.. of. .the line between dream land and reality.
i cant even tell if im in dream, or in my real home. its like.. weird... but the times me wakey in middle of night and said that line, its true. hahaha... cos im so angry to wakey at night:P haha. so i remember. the tree too. i keep waking and seeign it at my door. i wonder if thats dream too. anyway i dont care.
the earlier i sleep, the faster daylight comes for me.
so.. yup. anyway i;ve been feeling sleepy all time round. i wonder why.
oh gosh...
what would i do tonight.. cant wait to get the night time over with. i just hate it when im wakey in the middle of my sleep!!! middle of night somemore. huuuu sianz.
oh, i dreamt that sam actually came to fetch me from singapore, to sydney. LOL. i was like so surprised! hahaah... so nice ar.. :P
well. i guess thats the only nice dream for the night.
i just never get to sleep that comfortably. =/ sigh
so... ok.... hm..
tmr.. i think might be a lil bit more exciting.
only down side is i wont get to chat with him lots again. =/ well.. i gotta get used to it. what to do.
mata
09 December 2009
The Days Are Near =)
omg!... i looked at the date, and i had a shocked! today is 9th already! soon tmr is 10th.. then.. gosh.. its about 11 days before im on my way!! O.O wow.. this is really getting nearer huh. *glups .. gosh.. im like.. wow.. flabberghasted. okok.. i gotta start thinking of what to bring or whatsoever eh. hm..
yup.. omg.. this is so wow. XD
hm.. last night. .slept pretty late. hm.. its very very squeezy -_- cos i was slping with my bro and redz in the same room. haiyo. nope. didnt sleep that well. but at least no nightmares. YET, alot of dreams i had. omg. ha.. cant remember. 'cept the last one where everyone is in my dream. mum..redz.. yeah even zuan and my cousins. its abit like cny there.. then got abit pissed at my mum cos she said something. hahaha.. she look sooo beautiful in my drean. with thick make up and stuff XD!!
anyway, its weird dreams yeah.
hm.. well.. tonight i shall be slping as per normal.. hm.. should be alrite i guess. today even though still a lil sleepy, yet i felt better than ytd. still have abit of energy now :)
and feels safer to head for bed :) no worries bah. ha.
hm..
today never really get a chance to tlak to sammy much. but well..
... gosh... my heart is so totally stick to him now. since dunno when..
isnt that a beautiful thing?.. *blush
u know.. sometimes seeing my frens or fren's frens.. they are kissing in photos and stuffs.. i really think that is such a sweetttttt thing to do :) like i look at those pics, and my memories brought back the past. hah... o well.........
..
hm.. that night.. i awoke suddenly.. was hesitating whether i should msg sam. then i did. and he's off to bed like i am. cos his comp never off properly XD ha.. yeah.. i wonder how many time sne.. if i ever did hesitate and never send him a msg when i awoke in the middle of the night,.. and he himself is awake too.....
o well... i love such coincidence sometimes :) as though our hearts beats (together) in one.
hmm..... oh.. just now me done with cooking. eat.. tehn go bath.. now all so smooth and feeling comfy.. but missing one very important person here.
=/ o well.. wouldnt it be perfect if he were to be here and give me a tight hug from behind now? :) ha...
i miss him so much...
ah.. dinner's aint bad.. but bro not gponna be home for dinner. too bad :P he's gonna missed out my stuff. hahaha... unless he taste it when he's back. :P
hm.... haiyo.. nowadays only feel like hitting in early.. and see another sunshine there...
i hope tonight will be a good night:) slp ^^.
ah... craving for chocolates now.. haha...
hm... weird.. im wondering if i'd missed out saying anything... =/ i think i did.. but .i dunno. .hm.. what ar... ... =/ well... nvm.
gosh.. XD! the days are near!! my heart is beating faster now.. whoa...
mata ne.
yup.. omg.. this is so wow. XD
hm.. last night. .slept pretty late. hm.. its very very squeezy -_- cos i was slping with my bro and redz in the same room. haiyo. nope. didnt sleep that well. but at least no nightmares. YET, alot of dreams i had. omg. ha.. cant remember. 'cept the last one where everyone is in my dream. mum..redz.. yeah even zuan and my cousins. its abit like cny there.. then got abit pissed at my mum cos she said something. hahaha.. she look sooo beautiful in my drean. with thick make up and stuff XD!!
anyway, its weird dreams yeah.
hm.. well.. tonight i shall be slping as per normal.. hm.. should be alrite i guess. today even though still a lil sleepy, yet i felt better than ytd. still have abit of energy now :)
and feels safer to head for bed :) no worries bah. ha.
hm..
today never really get a chance to tlak to sammy much. but well..
... gosh... my heart is so totally stick to him now. since dunno when..
isnt that a beautiful thing?.. *blush
u know.. sometimes seeing my frens or fren's frens.. they are kissing in photos and stuffs.. i really think that is such a sweetttttt thing to do :) like i look at those pics, and my memories brought back the past. hah... o well.........
..
hm.. that night.. i awoke suddenly.. was hesitating whether i should msg sam. then i did. and he's off to bed like i am. cos his comp never off properly XD ha.. yeah.. i wonder how many time sne.. if i ever did hesitate and never send him a msg when i awoke in the middle of the night,.. and he himself is awake too.....
o well... i love such coincidence sometimes :) as though our hearts beats (together) in one.
hmm..... oh.. just now me done with cooking. eat.. tehn go bath.. now all so smooth and feeling comfy.. but missing one very important person here.
=/ o well.. wouldnt it be perfect if he were to be here and give me a tight hug from behind now? :) ha...
i miss him so much...
ah.. dinner's aint bad.. but bro not gponna be home for dinner. too bad :P he's gonna missed out my stuff. hahaha... unless he taste it when he's back. :P
hm.... haiyo.. nowadays only feel like hitting in early.. and see another sunshine there...
i hope tonight will be a good night:) slp ^^.
ah... craving for chocolates now.. haha...
hm... weird.. im wondering if i'd missed out saying anything... =/ i think i did.. but .i dunno. .hm.. what ar... ... =/ well... nvm.
gosh.. XD! the days are near!! my heart is beating faster now.. whoa...
mata ne.
08 December 2009
Terrible, Horrible
its a very lazy day today.... =(
sigh.. its horrible!! terrible!!!
right since from the beginning!! omg..
its always like that.. when theres nothing happen.. nothing will. for a period of time. then when it happens, everything all at one shot comes to u. bang3!
gosh.. couldnt take it. =/
i didnt have any nightmares for long time.. kinda..i think. then last night, and today's nap,.. gosh.. all shooting out to me. the nap's one is hm.. =/ bad.. but not that bad as those in the night. sigh.....................
its soo darning irritating. it just woke me up. didnt have the mood to slp anymore. :(
then i just recalled. something i couldnt even figure out whats that. the reason why i recalled only now is because it was soo short! and that night i presume that it was Real. it felt so real.. i think i even rememebr opening my eyes. O.O omg.
then now i think,.. no it cant be.
i had this very very real feeling of someone brushing my hair from my front to the back.. twice. i thought i open my eyes..(i used the word 'thought' cos i dun wanna be sure) then think to myself.. gotta tell sam that someone is strocking my hair like how he always do to me.. or i thought i even felt it was him.. or thinking it was him. i felt happy then. .cos it felt like him. so i went back to slp happily and comfortably. it felt so nice. cos it's strocking so gently at my hair..
so.. in the late evening which is now,.. i just remembered the whole thing. and its abit freaky to me.. sigh.. :( i don wanna head for bed tonight :(
in anycase, its been a horrible2 day. :(
i just wanna slack at home don wanna go anywhere.
even my fren who's feeling down, asked me out. but i declined. =/ dont care. today just wanna stay home.
sigh.. tch feeling terrible now..
perhaps im thirsty? i dunno..
whole day feel sooo sleepy. just wanns keep slping.
=/hm.. o well....... ........
nah.. i guess as long as the hair thing dream or whatevr that is, dont appear again, i'll be fine.
and no more nightmares. argh..
hm.. come to think of it... i wonder whats the problem with sam's msn and mine. why couldnt i receive his. maybe my fren's right. yahoo is better. i dunno.
anyway i wonder if thats been happening ever since he's gone. if so,... then wouldnt i... be that one for nothing??? O.O -_-.................. im so gonna kill this thing one day. grrr......
hm.. even my body not feeling well.. thats why extra bad day today. :(
last thing i need, is my fren calling me darlin outta the blue in frenster -_- arghhhh
why cant ppl be more considerate. tch. what to do. the ppl here think otherwise. im ok. but. just don wan sammy get the wrong idea. =(
sigh...
do u think its gonna be another 12 hours before i head for bed?.. hm.. or perhaps.. i;ll have a movie marathon tonight. oh yes... hm...
ha.. sound so pathetic eh=/ ? alone watching.. o well....
but.. yeah. .good idea. never try that out before.. maybe i shall .but... :( only wishing sammy is here.... .. but then again, alot of movies he wont watch. ha
cos my bro's dvd.. haiyo.. haha... not my taste either :P
=/hm...
i just need to learn to let go of some=/ hm... how to say ar.. i dunno.. some issues?
its bad for life to continue like this.. =/
hm.. .somemore... =. =sigh.. talking to my bro ar.. like a stranger now..
its really depressing.
yeah i know.. i have sammy.. but sometimes life is so tough..
u gotta need something to hang on to sometimes..
need alot of love... alot of care...
hm.. o well... yeah.. understanding..
hm.... gosh.. i dont think i have any appetite for any dinner :(
...
which reminds me.. haiyo!! my bro's hone. should;ve cook today!!:( but.. yeah.. not much in a good health to cook anyway..
aw.. thats so Sweet of him to send a miss u and love u msg outta the blue :P cute :)
mata
-the dream freaks me out. it felt so real. As though its real. I dunno-
07 December 2009
2 Malls
ahh.......
i really miss the feeling of being with the person u love everyday.. u go everywhere with each other.. u sleep together.. wake up together.. kissy each otehr even haven brush teeth yet.. hungry together.. eat together.. have fun together.. sometimes cry together.. then.. also laugh together.. look at each other.. having silly moments together..
.. =/ haizzzzzzzz
i miss those days back...
its like theres someone so close to live with.. ..
im glad i cherished those days back then..
yeah.. no regrets.. just that.. only regrets is it did'nt last.
perhaps in future when im married eh. ha. that'll be the life then i supposed.
but.. married life huh.. i wonder how ne.. nah.. wont think about that now.. thought of it cos my mum was talking about my cousins who got married.. and how the wife ignored him when they talking cos they had a fight..
.. =/
i hate that.
its so stupid. why cant ppl love each other everyday. life is too short for all these fightings with the one u love. :(
hm.. out for abit today cos sammy's out. .wanna check out the new mall.. hm.. it turns out that theres 2 part. haha. the one we went to its a old place.. we been there. the other, haven open yet. cant wait to check it out when it's open.
hm... today weather is fine :)
hm.. but been raining for past few days.. dec ar. .what to do. but its kinda nice too.
hm... gosh.. its 2 weeks to come.. why am i getting nervous now. =/
gosh.. i think its becos of the custom part. =/
hm.. been dreaming of luggages.. airport.. thigns like that for dasy now =/ gosh.
i hope thigns would be that easy really
sigh... =/ my dad upset me just now. what to do.. :(
sianz..
=/ i know.. some hobbies cant be changed... but.. sigh..
its so upsetting..
i gotta be hardhearted when i need to. i gotta protect myself too. especially from getting hurt. emotionally hurt.
=/ o well..
hm...........
...
then ar... ...
yeah.. now feel much better.. =/
sigh.... but it still can be hurtful..
o well... :(
hm.................. yeah. my bro's not coming back home tonight.. ...
hm.. i guess.. .nice to head for bed early again huh.. .. hm..
well.. its just kinda lonely to watch vcd outside.. abit sianz.. i dun like :(
yeah.. kinda sleepy anyway.. slept for so long..today. yet.. yeah. still sleepy.
hm.. hope can wakey late ba. though.. got a feeling will be early.
hm..
=/
o well............
just sleep bah.. away with the boring day...
i wonder if tmr my bro could be off...
sometimes i feel as though im..................
....mata
i really miss the feeling of being with the person u love everyday.. u go everywhere with each other.. u sleep together.. wake up together.. kissy each otehr even haven brush teeth yet.. hungry together.. eat together.. have fun together.. sometimes cry together.. then.. also laugh together.. look at each other.. having silly moments together..
.. =/ haizzzzzzzz
i miss those days back...
its like theres someone so close to live with.. ..
im glad i cherished those days back then..
yeah.. no regrets.. just that.. only regrets is it did'nt last.
perhaps in future when im married eh. ha. that'll be the life then i supposed.
but.. married life huh.. i wonder how ne.. nah.. wont think about that now.. thought of it cos my mum was talking about my cousins who got married.. and how the wife ignored him when they talking cos they had a fight..
.. =/
i hate that.
its so stupid. why cant ppl love each other everyday. life is too short for all these fightings with the one u love. :(
hm.. out for abit today cos sammy's out. .wanna check out the new mall.. hm.. it turns out that theres 2 part. haha. the one we went to its a old place.. we been there. the other, haven open yet. cant wait to check it out when it's open.
hm... today weather is fine :)
hm.. but been raining for past few days.. dec ar. .what to do. but its kinda nice too.
hm... gosh.. its 2 weeks to come.. why am i getting nervous now. =/
gosh.. i think its becos of the custom part. =/
hm.. been dreaming of luggages.. airport.. thigns like that for dasy now =/ gosh.
i hope thigns would be that easy really
sigh... =/ my dad upset me just now. what to do.. :(
sianz..
=/ i know.. some hobbies cant be changed... but.. sigh..
its so upsetting..
i gotta be hardhearted when i need to. i gotta protect myself too. especially from getting hurt. emotionally hurt.
=/ o well..
hm...........
...
then ar... ...
yeah.. now feel much better.. =/
sigh.... but it still can be hurtful..
o well... :(
hm.................. yeah. my bro's not coming back home tonight.. ...
hm.. i guess.. .nice to head for bed early again huh.. .. hm..
well.. its just kinda lonely to watch vcd outside.. abit sianz.. i dun like :(
yeah.. kinda sleepy anyway.. slept for so long..today. yet.. yeah. still sleepy.
hm.. hope can wakey late ba. though.. got a feeling will be early.
hm..
=/
o well............
just sleep bah.. away with the boring day...
i wonder if tmr my bro could be off...
sometimes i feel as though im..................
....mata
06 December 2009
Sleepy Still
tch... still wondering................ how to put my words across more unseemingly harmless next time.. :(
haiz.. feel sad and bad sia. so heartpain.
perhaps the way i conver aint good enough yet. how can i prevent it. =/ tch.. so freaking irritating u know, like. its such a stupid mistake that can hurt ppl unknowingly and unintentionally.
haiyo... so sleepy now.. =.=
oh yeah.. slept at 5am plus... thats why bad.. had a nap.. but still feeling so sleepy now.
*yawn..
i wonder whats the future like with sam huh.. yeah.. the future... seems so far fetched.. ..
haiz... why does it have to be so long and far away and with the time ticking away too..
ticking away those precious time...... ...
i guess at least for the next 3 years. my life wont be changing much. except i wanna try out for the new lesson. i hope i can pull it through. its all on my interest based. i love it, so why not get a better understanding of it.
hm.. will take a shot i guess =/
sam is playing game now.............. while waiting, hmm.. yeah.. dunno.. lol. just type my bloggy.. online.. find thigns do... so boring and sleepy i can fall aslp.. but don wan!!
imma watch movie later. ha. keep watching over and over again. but me abit scared wil fall aslp. XD if bro is back then i watch ba=/ o well......
haiyo.. miss sammy so much these days... =./ sigh.
but also cos of these days.. i think.. o well.. i realized how much more important i am to him...
yawn.......... soooo sleepy..... wonder if i can watch the whole movie through. if bro there perhaps i can.. but now really feel like going to bed. ha.
hm.. today basically just online(as always=.= ) .. er.. help mum cook abit.. hm..
slp abit.. haiyo.. just online3 ba.. thats why hoping to catch a movie.
...hiayooooooooooo!!!! boring sia now.. so sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :(:( huu............
my fren say samis a very lucky man to have me. o well.. i think its the other way round.
mata
haiz.. feel sad and bad sia. so heartpain.
perhaps the way i conver aint good enough yet. how can i prevent it. =/ tch.. so freaking irritating u know, like. its such a stupid mistake that can hurt ppl unknowingly and unintentionally.
haiyo... so sleepy now.. =.=
oh yeah.. slept at 5am plus... thats why bad.. had a nap.. but still feeling so sleepy now.
*yawn..
i wonder whats the future like with sam huh.. yeah.. the future... seems so far fetched.. ..
haiz... why does it have to be so long and far away and with the time ticking away too..
ticking away those precious time...... ...
i guess at least for the next 3 years. my life wont be changing much. except i wanna try out for the new lesson. i hope i can pull it through. its all on my interest based. i love it, so why not get a better understanding of it.
hm.. will take a shot i guess =/
sam is playing game now.............. while waiting, hmm.. yeah.. dunno.. lol. just type my bloggy.. online.. find thigns do... so boring and sleepy i can fall aslp.. but don wan!!
imma watch movie later. ha. keep watching over and over again. but me abit scared wil fall aslp. XD if bro is back then i watch ba=/ o well......
haiyo.. miss sammy so much these days... =./ sigh.
but also cos of these days.. i think.. o well.. i realized how much more important i am to him...
yawn.......... soooo sleepy..... wonder if i can watch the whole movie through. if bro there perhaps i can.. but now really feel like going to bed. ha.
hm.. today basically just online(as always=.= ) .. er.. help mum cook abit.. hm..
slp abit.. haiyo.. just online3 ba.. thats why hoping to catch a movie.
...hiayooooooooooo!!!! boring sia now.. so sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :(:( huu............
my fren say samis a very lucky man to have me. o well.. i think its the other way round.
mata
05 December 2009
What A Quiet Sat?
shoot........ so upsetting... bought a long waited branded bra for teh first time in my life,.......................... omg............. why!!!!!!!!!!! why should i ever listen to the sales assistant!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i bought the size B cos of her advice.; and yet,........... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its too small!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im sooo angry!!!! its bloody darn expensive, and yet i bought the smaller size!!! why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HUU............... idiot sia the sales assistant!!!! huu............ T_T.......................
can wear still.............. but still too small............
huu........
idiot sia.. huu.. stupid sales assostant...
causes me to buy a wrong bra size T_T............
..today ne... was out with mum to a new shopping mall. and cos of sam, i got to know another new mall i never heard of. cant wait to go there.
..sammy is attending a fren's birthday party... ..well.. im happy for him.. cos he's been having bad days.. and finally.. yeah........... ...he can get to have some fun.. ..
i know alot of ppl must be there.. so. yeah...
cos im like.. waiting for his reply for hourssssssss......
yeah... i dont get it.. its like im wondering what is happening.. huh?
he asked me to msg alot... so did i ask him to. but i totally understand if he can't do that. cos its a fun party. with lots of frens ard.
but still.......... ......
...................................
why is my phone so quiet today.
its totally Freaking quiet today.
so.. what is happening now......
i feel as though imma explode right now. u have no idea of how that feels.
..
argh.
skip it.
.....
then i realised.. bad reception huh.. o well................
.. sometimes.. ... sigh.. things cant be helped... ... we apart ar.. so.. yeah. probs occurred sometimes. .. its ok.. =/
me and mum went to new mall... aka city square mall.
then head to mustafa.
its quite ok.. 'cept that y mind's keep on worrying about somethign else. =/
me manage to find some good sauces, and drinks. cool.
.......
sigh
freaking sat dude..
shoot.. me walk across.. a man look at me next to me as he was walking past.. he look so directly with his head turns. d*rn.. stupid that guy. argh. i dont wan nobody to look at me except.................
..im soooooo gonna wait for sammy to be back home safely. =)
..hm.. if in my case.. i never msg at all....... if reception is bad...... he would be so heartbroken. and so would I.
,.bad reception huh ... =/
..im sooo slpy.. but no... not gonna slp till sammy is back home safely.. yup;..
he sounded so cold though.. just now.. .. =/ o well..............................
i just want him to focus on me.. so he can be happier without having to think about other upsetting matters.
i hope he had a fun time tonight and forget about the unhappy days or his family.. whatever causes him to be so upset. i want him to be happy.
i hope he's happy at the party now =/
u have no idea........ ... how weird msgs can be sometimes..
u msg.. it can only bring to another meaning IF being read by someone else..
the same thign goes towards msn too....
u trying to sound like peaceful and nice.. but it appears to be mean and sarcastic.
u trying to say A, it turns out to be B to someone else.
how MISLEADING. :(
..
miscommunications............. .......... :( how hurtful is that, how misleading it can be.....
sigh.. :( seems like he's thinking im saying some bad stuffs just now..
.. :( haiz
i hope sam is fine now... =/ i want to be the one who love him the most.
i do not know how his family treated him like.. but........
yeah.. the least i can do is to send my love to him.. he's such a great person.. u have no idea..
mata
-he sweared he wont ever get angry at me. -
-me too.. i wont ever get mad at him-
-u have no idea how heartbroken she is when she msg him that... ..........-
04 December 2009
Do My Best Give Him SMILES :)
gosh.. i couldnt belive it.. remember that time i mentioned working with this 16yrs old innocent looking girl who deos everything? smoke.. club.. drinks.. whatever. u name it, she tried it.
well, i thought she's a really nice ok girl. but i couldnt've been far more further from the truth.
from izuan's side, i heard she said things like this of what i taught her on her first day of work.
theres customets around. zuan and manager talking. she's standing at the counter. zuan say why u never serve customers? she say ' pauline say dont have to serve. just stand behind the counter will do.'' OMG. i swear i never said those words ever!!! zuan then say to her u think this is 7-11 ar?? go serve them.
omg........ this girl.. typical chinese ah lian. i was sooooooooooooo utterly wrong about her!!!! what a argh!!!!! gosh!!! her looks are soooooooooooooo deceiving!!! i swear.. ppl's look can be sooooooooooooo deceiving. be it the person is innocent looking, cutest girl ever, sweetest beautiful girl ever, if the heart like that, omg... i dunno what to say. i pity her bf for having such a girl. geez!!!!
Looks CAN be deceiving. good thing i dont liek ppl cos of looks. but becos of personality. gosh.... cant belive this girl!! so maddening. good thing me no longer working there. yeah.. she knows.. thats why dare to push the blame to me!! argh!
dunno care la..
anyway the ppl i trust, i dont wanan say how many, nor who, but its certainly can count with just only one hand. thats all.
no matter how nice a fren is to u, how long u;ve been together, i dont trust those relationships. espicially when.. hm.. its really difficult to explain. u gotta go with ur intuition to tell u right or wrong. some ppl are 'blind'. they cant tell, and ended up hurting tehmself with the word trust.
well,.. lets just say... most humans wouldnt care less if they chooses somethign they want or need over ur frenship.
oh... last night.. was talking halfway.. then.. ha.. sam ask me to shut up. i dislike those words. really. come to think of it.., its kinda funny. cos i paused there.. eyes and mouth open.. wondering was that a dream? what did i just heard??? i ponder there for a couple of good secs man. ha.. then i was like.. quiet. cos he ask me to shut up.
but i understand he didnt mean it at all. NOT at all. so i dont blame him or upset at him.. just feels.. yeah.. kidna sad cos those words coming from him..to me.
he thought i was gonna talk some dirty freaky stuffs.. but i was talking halfway.. and actually wanna talk about how afraid i was of the darkness to crept into the kitchen. not becos of those scary thingys... so yup.. it was the Darkness i was trying to say.. but he thought... ..o well... yeah i wont put it to heart.. he didnt mean it. time to time our words tend to get out at the wrong time, or just simpkly used the wrong words to describe how we felt. so yup..
but.. wow... remember last night i talked about how i can guess whats he trying to say by the judge of his tones? well... ..i dunno if its the same thing about him...
..its like.. he can actually tell over the phone whether im crying or not. and.. .. i dunno.. i dont think its that obvious/?.. i dunno.. i was taken aback i have to say. never see that coming.
i didnt think he would know it so well.. but then again yeah.. ... i;ve always been with him. .cry in front of him so much some more. ..ha..
...
...hmm............ what would i do without...........
yeah.. i know his temper well.
hm... u know... im really upset that i cant be there for him as in person when he's having such bad days.. :( and his birthday.. i cant attend.. i've always felt so bad..... yeah.. really... u have no idea how i wish i could celebrate this special day with him.. plus valentine's day too..
well..
he told me he had a very bad day.. of course i dont feel good too.. i know how he and his family thingy going on.. and.. yeah.. its difficult for him to explain..(yeah.. in the end he couldnt say it out..) so.. yeah.. its ok.. i dont force him.. since he couldn't.. let it be.. if one day he ever feels like saying, he will... if i keep asking,.. it'll only make him focus more on the bad day. and i dont want that. i want him to smile over the phone, and be happy. happy, then forget bad day.
then focus when i make him smile.
i feel closer to him each time he shares with me stuffs like that. i dont mind. good, bad, unhappy, anger, even if lashes out at me, sadness.. .yeah.. i think this kind of feelings from him,.. through him,.. then letting me know through his consent,.. i think thats important.. yeah.. i really do feel closer and closer.. though already close..
well, one can never get too close. we'll always have new doors open for us.. to see each other, and get in touch with. and only more and more happier things will come along.
yeah.. i wish for nothing but better days ahead for him...
he sad.. me sad too... but.. well.. it seems like.. his side there aint getting better since little.. and well...
... i wish i could help him lots....
im doing what i can.. keeping his smiles alive everyday..
Making sure he get every bits of happiness from me.
ha.. asked sam a funny question today. so random!! XD what are his fav drinks i asked :P hahaha... i just wanna make sure my guess is right. as im quite confident. XD sooo random eh?? hohohoho... :PXD
ah.. early morning wakey.. gosh.. then end up waiting.. -_-
met raz up and izuan too. we gib izuan his pressy. then eat at fish and co.
then head to p.p. finally found what i wanted. hm.. then head to meet bro and redz up. they ended up late too. -_-
why my life seems to revolved around waiting for ppl?????
then yeah.. we walk aroound a new mall. 313 somerset. hm.......... okok.. alot of same shops.. but theres this special restaurant i had my eyes on ;)
its called 'flying chillies'
thai restaurant. almost get ot eat there.. but cos of prok meat in one or more of the dishes, we cant go. cos redz's there.
hm.. then we head to ps. gosh. .long walk..
then me go into this shop.. soon after, bro came in and say that redz went back first.
then.. me sense something;s wrong.. then indeed im right. .redz say he not in a good mood.. say he going back first.. =/
hm... i think he got family issues.. maybe his dad again.. =/
but yeah.. feel kinda bad for him too.. =/ it ruined his day.. haiz........
so.. well.. i hope he gets better soon.
and i mosttttt certainly wish that sam will feel happy soon.. its been bad days for him.. nad me dont want that.. :(
just glad im able to tlak to him for hours again. he smile alot. :) u have no idea how sweet and cute that is ^^ haha.
his cheeky look also. XD hahaha....
ahem :P
well.. night time he heading out.. =/ so.. hm.. well.. dunno.. see how my day gonna be like...
wanna be at home when he's home.. he's out,. .also doesnt feel like staying back.=/
sianz.
hm............
k then.. will see whats my plan for tmr.. =/
mata ne.
well, i thought she's a really nice ok girl. but i couldnt've been far more further from the truth.
from izuan's side, i heard she said things like this of what i taught her on her first day of work.
theres customets around. zuan and manager talking. she's standing at the counter. zuan say why u never serve customers? she say ' pauline say dont have to serve. just stand behind the counter will do.'' OMG. i swear i never said those words ever!!! zuan then say to her u think this is 7-11 ar?? go serve them.
omg........ this girl.. typical chinese ah lian. i was sooooooooooooo utterly wrong about her!!!! what a argh!!!!! gosh!!! her looks are soooooooooooooo deceiving!!! i swear.. ppl's look can be sooooooooooooo deceiving. be it the person is innocent looking, cutest girl ever, sweetest beautiful girl ever, if the heart like that, omg... i dunno what to say. i pity her bf for having such a girl. geez!!!!
Looks CAN be deceiving. good thing i dont liek ppl cos of looks. but becos of personality. gosh.... cant belive this girl!! so maddening. good thing me no longer working there. yeah.. she knows.. thats why dare to push the blame to me!! argh!
dunno care la..
anyway the ppl i trust, i dont wanan say how many, nor who, but its certainly can count with just only one hand. thats all.
no matter how nice a fren is to u, how long u;ve been together, i dont trust those relationships. espicially when.. hm.. its really difficult to explain. u gotta go with ur intuition to tell u right or wrong. some ppl are 'blind'. they cant tell, and ended up hurting tehmself with the word trust.
well,.. lets just say... most humans wouldnt care less if they chooses somethign they want or need over ur frenship.
oh... last night.. was talking halfway.. then.. ha.. sam ask me to shut up. i dislike those words. really. come to think of it.., its kinda funny. cos i paused there.. eyes and mouth open.. wondering was that a dream? what did i just heard??? i ponder there for a couple of good secs man. ha.. then i was like.. quiet. cos he ask me to shut up.
but i understand he didnt mean it at all. NOT at all. so i dont blame him or upset at him.. just feels.. yeah.. kidna sad cos those words coming from him..to me.
he thought i was gonna talk some dirty freaky stuffs.. but i was talking halfway.. and actually wanna talk about how afraid i was of the darkness to crept into the kitchen. not becos of those scary thingys... so yup.. it was the Darkness i was trying to say.. but he thought... ..o well... yeah i wont put it to heart.. he didnt mean it. time to time our words tend to get out at the wrong time, or just simpkly used the wrong words to describe how we felt. so yup..
but.. wow... remember last night i talked about how i can guess whats he trying to say by the judge of his tones? well... ..i dunno if its the same thing about him...
..its like.. he can actually tell over the phone whether im crying or not. and.. .. i dunno.. i dont think its that obvious/?.. i dunno.. i was taken aback i have to say. never see that coming.
i didnt think he would know it so well.. but then again yeah.. ... i;ve always been with him. .cry in front of him so much some more. ..ha..
...
...hmm............ what would i do without...........
yeah.. i know his temper well.
hm... u know... im really upset that i cant be there for him as in person when he's having such bad days.. :( and his birthday.. i cant attend.. i've always felt so bad..... yeah.. really... u have no idea how i wish i could celebrate this special day with him.. plus valentine's day too..
well..
he told me he had a very bad day.. of course i dont feel good too.. i know how he and his family thingy going on.. and.. yeah.. its difficult for him to explain..(yeah.. in the end he couldnt say it out..) so.. yeah.. its ok.. i dont force him.. since he couldn't.. let it be.. if one day he ever feels like saying, he will... if i keep asking,.. it'll only make him focus more on the bad day. and i dont want that. i want him to smile over the phone, and be happy. happy, then forget bad day.
then focus when i make him smile.
i feel closer to him each time he shares with me stuffs like that. i dont mind. good, bad, unhappy, anger, even if lashes out at me, sadness.. .yeah.. i think this kind of feelings from him,.. through him,.. then letting me know through his consent,.. i think thats important.. yeah.. i really do feel closer and closer.. though already close..
well, one can never get too close. we'll always have new doors open for us.. to see each other, and get in touch with. and only more and more happier things will come along.
yeah.. i wish for nothing but better days ahead for him...
he sad.. me sad too... but.. well.. it seems like.. his side there aint getting better since little.. and well...
... i wish i could help him lots....
im doing what i can.. keeping his smiles alive everyday..
Making sure he get every bits of happiness from me.
ha.. asked sam a funny question today. so random!! XD what are his fav drinks i asked :P hahaha... i just wanna make sure my guess is right. as im quite confident. XD sooo random eh?? hohohoho... :PXD
ah.. early morning wakey.. gosh.. then end up waiting.. -_-
met raz up and izuan too. we gib izuan his pressy. then eat at fish and co.
then head to p.p. finally found what i wanted. hm.. then head to meet bro and redz up. they ended up late too. -_-
why my life seems to revolved around waiting for ppl?????
then yeah.. we walk aroound a new mall. 313 somerset. hm.......... okok.. alot of same shops.. but theres this special restaurant i had my eyes on ;)
its called 'flying chillies'
thai restaurant. almost get ot eat there.. but cos of prok meat in one or more of the dishes, we cant go. cos redz's there.
hm.. then we head to ps. gosh. .long walk..
then me go into this shop.. soon after, bro came in and say that redz went back first.
then.. me sense something;s wrong.. then indeed im right. .redz say he not in a good mood.. say he going back first.. =/
hm... i think he got family issues.. maybe his dad again.. =/
but yeah.. feel kinda bad for him too.. =/ it ruined his day.. haiz........
so.. well.. i hope he gets better soon.
and i mosttttt certainly wish that sam will feel happy soon.. its been bad days for him.. nad me dont want that.. :(
just glad im able to tlak to him for hours again. he smile alot. :) u have no idea how sweet and cute that is ^^ haha.
his cheeky look also. XD hahaha....
ahem :P
well.. night time he heading out.. =/ so.. hm.. well.. dunno.. see how my day gonna be like...
wanna be at home when he's home.. he's out,. .also doesnt feel like staying back.=/
sianz.
hm............
k then.. will see whats my plan for tmr.. =/
mata ne.
03 December 2009
Mistakes=Lessons
................
.............so here i am.............
bored.. feeling bored............
=/
just cooked and had my dinner. cooking for 5 persons. its a nice feeling. me cooked arrabbiata pasta today. yummy. but something seems to be missing in my own opinion... mega death. not kidding. mega death taste great with pasta :) cool.
used my chilli oil too.. ha..
=/...
hm..
oh.. its interesting.. how me can tell what sammy is trying to say with his tone. lol. yeah.. so funny.. yet interesting. the moment he open his mouth, if he changes his tone, ha.. i'll know how he's feeling. so fun. :) but not when u senses he's not happy. -_-
oh.. didnt know yet.. thought it was just me.. about the msn one word thingy.. then we never reply. ah.. long story. hate to explain it. but.. well.. i guess theres still alot of not being said out huh.
lil things.. by nature, i hate to put it out for disputation.
=/
nonetheless, it can become a major issue i know.. yet... u know.. human's nature sometimes.. 'let it be.. nah.. cant be bother.. im lazy.. it'll be fine.. small matter...' etc...
u just know deep in ur heart that something isnt right.. but yet humans nature let us do the things we felt its wrong. and we ended up having our lessons learnt. but some heed it. some dont. ignored the lessons, and u shall get burn in future.
stubborn humans eh.
for me.. i always learn.. but for a few issues.. yes.. ha.. i admit. .im one of those who knows its wrong, yet go ahead and risk it. but rarely though i have to emphasize on that.
ah... lessons learnt. i always. and i really do mean i Always.. learn my lessons from my mistakes. i belive for every mistake u made, there's always a lesson to be learn. its just a matter of whether u see it there anot. and whether u'll learn from how to prevent it from happening again.
thats the lesson peeps.
for me.. theres only one mistake.. i keep telling myself not to make.. but yet.. it always happen outta my control..(somehow yeah.. :( )
and the lessons.. sooo many i'd learned and tell myself not to do it again. yet i did. -_- sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
haha.. really.. thats my only hm.. =/ .. i dunno.. weakness i should say? one of my human weaknesses.
hmm.......... im trying to stay clear on thoughts.. i need some time away from strangers. hm.... i dunno... =/
just trying.. to... hm........
i just wanna stay clear of my thoughts.. stay focused.. not let anyone or anything to get through it. i hate it when i loses my focus.
now.. i guess... .. =/ o well... im kinda in a confused mode.. =/
perhaps.. yeah.. i just need to make sure 21st dec is here asap.
gosh...
some thoughts can kill.
argh.........
well.... tmr sammy might be busy.. in any case.. its the best time to look for his mum's stuffs. so yup..
hm.. we shall see then.. looking forward to a better tmr i hope.
hm.. hoping to slp early tonight again.. but.. =/ ... gosh.. i keep wakey in the early wee morning hours man.. and then slp again for a couple of hours.. then wakey at 12 plus. haiz. see how tonight ne.. o well..
just cant wait to get through the days..........
isit silly.. ha.. well.. 2012 is nearing anyway.
ah.. =/ tch.. bored ne.. so bored now..
oh, sam and my net seems to have abit of a erm.. conflict?.. haha.. well, seems like i always never receive his msg.. and his nudge doesnt even work. not meant to be? the net i mean.
yeah.. perhaps we on too often. =/ i duno. thats weird. i heard yahoo is so much better though.
well, he got his special way of nudging me now. ha.. yeah.. his very own special way :) the 'spamming' way :P ha.
sigh.. sometimes i wonder who's fault is it.. or is there no one's fault?.. i should've said it first.. but i didnt. i felt it 4months ago already. but keep it quiet. and then when i got tired of it, i ended up doing the same thing. becos,, yeah.. just do it. thinking.. why not if he's doing it.
then.. i guess its a annoying problem for both of us now eh.
ah.. my mouse... i think batt weak already..
cant move fast.. T_T cant play game that well now.. huuu... but don wan change yet.. maybe will get a new mouse asap. yup. hopefully to see a popular store soon..
mata
.............so here i am.............
bored.. feeling bored............
=/
just cooked and had my dinner. cooking for 5 persons. its a nice feeling. me cooked arrabbiata pasta today. yummy. but something seems to be missing in my own opinion... mega death. not kidding. mega death taste great with pasta :) cool.
used my chilli oil too.. ha..
=/...
hm..
oh.. its interesting.. how me can tell what sammy is trying to say with his tone. lol. yeah.. so funny.. yet interesting. the moment he open his mouth, if he changes his tone, ha.. i'll know how he's feeling. so fun. :) but not when u senses he's not happy. -_-
oh.. didnt know yet.. thought it was just me.. about the msn one word thingy.. then we never reply. ah.. long story. hate to explain it. but.. well.. i guess theres still alot of not being said out huh.
lil things.. by nature, i hate to put it out for disputation.
=/
nonetheless, it can become a major issue i know.. yet... u know.. human's nature sometimes.. 'let it be.. nah.. cant be bother.. im lazy.. it'll be fine.. small matter...' etc...
u just know deep in ur heart that something isnt right.. but yet humans nature let us do the things we felt its wrong. and we ended up having our lessons learnt. but some heed it. some dont. ignored the lessons, and u shall get burn in future.
stubborn humans eh.
for me.. i always learn.. but for a few issues.. yes.. ha.. i admit. .im one of those who knows its wrong, yet go ahead and risk it. but rarely though i have to emphasize on that.
ah... lessons learnt. i always. and i really do mean i Always.. learn my lessons from my mistakes. i belive for every mistake u made, there's always a lesson to be learn. its just a matter of whether u see it there anot. and whether u'll learn from how to prevent it from happening again.
thats the lesson peeps.
for me.. theres only one mistake.. i keep telling myself not to make.. but yet.. it always happen outta my control..(somehow yeah.. :( )
and the lessons.. sooo many i'd learned and tell myself not to do it again. yet i did. -_- sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
haha.. really.. thats my only hm.. =/ .. i dunno.. weakness i should say? one of my human weaknesses.
hmm.......... im trying to stay clear on thoughts.. i need some time away from strangers. hm.... i dunno... =/
just trying.. to... hm........
i just wanna stay clear of my thoughts.. stay focused.. not let anyone or anything to get through it. i hate it when i loses my focus.
now.. i guess... .. =/ o well... im kinda in a confused mode.. =/
perhaps.. yeah.. i just need to make sure 21st dec is here asap.
gosh...
some thoughts can kill.
argh.........
well.... tmr sammy might be busy.. in any case.. its the best time to look for his mum's stuffs. so yup..
hm.. we shall see then.. looking forward to a better tmr i hope.
hm.. hoping to slp early tonight again.. but.. =/ ... gosh.. i keep wakey in the early wee morning hours man.. and then slp again for a couple of hours.. then wakey at 12 plus. haiz. see how tonight ne.. o well..
just cant wait to get through the days..........
isit silly.. ha.. well.. 2012 is nearing anyway.
ah.. =/ tch.. bored ne.. so bored now..
oh, sam and my net seems to have abit of a erm.. conflict?.. haha.. well, seems like i always never receive his msg.. and his nudge doesnt even work. not meant to be? the net i mean.
yeah.. perhaps we on too often. =/ i duno. thats weird. i heard yahoo is so much better though.
well, he got his special way of nudging me now. ha.. yeah.. his very own special way :) the 'spamming' way :P ha.
sigh.. sometimes i wonder who's fault is it.. or is there no one's fault?.. i should've said it first.. but i didnt. i felt it 4months ago already. but keep it quiet. and then when i got tired of it, i ended up doing the same thing. becos,, yeah.. just do it. thinking.. why not if he's doing it.
then.. i guess its a annoying problem for both of us now eh.
ah.. my mouse... i think batt weak already..
cant move fast.. T_T cant play game that well now.. huuu... but don wan change yet.. maybe will get a new mouse asap. yup. hopefully to see a popular store soon..
mata
02 December 2009
Wanna Slp Well Tonight
aw... ytd dunno why.. was feeling alil.. out of energy.. abit down.. but then.. ^^ hehe.. sammy's call always helps. 2 hours u know :)
yup.. always cheer me up. ha...
but at night.. yeah.. didnt slp quite well.. somemore wakey so early.. then back to slp again..
tonight.. i hope will be better.. abit slpy already :) yay...
hm.. tmr.. wonder whats in store for me. me wanna settle some other stuffs more.
today did it.. :) cool. just a couple of stuffs left.
gosh.. had a dream about my last day in singapore before going to sydney. was rushing.. mum also.. then my luggage so empty. hahaha... wah.. like so excited, yet at the same time so frightening :P
ha...
yeah.. i really hope on the night itself.. will be fine :) phew............
heart thumping :P
gosh.. finally found a watch i like. but it cost over $300 plus T_T...........
huu.. new brand i think.. yeah.. from italy. sigh..
look nice.. but.. well........ =/ its ok... i have my old watch would do.. ..
o well......
yay.. im yawning already:) hehe..
ahh.. i hope tmr will get to cook my jalapeno :) don wan them to rot before i even get to use them! ha. so.. yup. shall see then. eithe rcooking time, or settle my stuff time.
haiyo. slpy desu..
hm..... yeah.. so out today... miss sammy alot while out ne...
=/ cant wait to get back home.
well.... i am now.. hm.. just hope his tummy will get better.. haiyo..
huu... since he went back, dunno how many times this happen already :(
hope he'll be fine... .. ne.
mata
yup.. always cheer me up. ha...
but at night.. yeah.. didnt slp quite well.. somemore wakey so early.. then back to slp again..
tonight.. i hope will be better.. abit slpy already :) yay...
hm.. tmr.. wonder whats in store for me. me wanna settle some other stuffs more.
today did it.. :) cool. just a couple of stuffs left.
gosh.. had a dream about my last day in singapore before going to sydney. was rushing.. mum also.. then my luggage so empty. hahaha... wah.. like so excited, yet at the same time so frightening :P
ha...
yeah.. i really hope on the night itself.. will be fine :) phew............
heart thumping :P
gosh.. finally found a watch i like. but it cost over $300 plus T_T...........
huu.. new brand i think.. yeah.. from italy. sigh..
look nice.. but.. well........ =/ its ok... i have my old watch would do.. ..
o well......
yay.. im yawning already:) hehe..
ahh.. i hope tmr will get to cook my jalapeno :) don wan them to rot before i even get to use them! ha. so.. yup. shall see then. eithe rcooking time, or settle my stuff time.
haiyo. slpy desu..
hm..... yeah.. so out today... miss sammy alot while out ne...
=/ cant wait to get back home.
well.... i am now.. hm.. just hope his tummy will get better.. haiyo..
huu... since he went back, dunno how many times this happen already :(
hope he'll be fine... .. ne.
mata
01 December 2009
Again That Game... =.=
o...k............. ...ahem.. a person's words can be very powerful. XD. lol. especially from sam. we're chatting.. we played the jewel game thingy through msn..
after that, he was asking me to beat his score.'beat my score. =P i want u to beat my score'. he said. as though asking me to play.. XD awww...... he '=P' like.. so cute. ahh............ so... o well.. me gib it a try then.. =/
already told myself not to play that again. XD but.. well.. cos of his words,... me just play it alil again.. ha.. of course theres reasons for me to say not playing it again. quite a few actually. ha.
but o well......=/
anyway, hm... yeah... that time was getting the hand of it.. playing quite ok.. now..., just getting used to it all over again. well. at least theres something to do.. but.. still boring ne..
today.. thought of going out. almost did. but then......... well.. sam didnt go anywhere today.. so.... hm.. after much thinking, me stayed at home too.
and now, ha.. after my dinner, he's nowhere to be found XD lol.
maybe he's playing game. or busy with something. maybe tv eh..
dunno...'
just feeling bored now =/
cant wait to slp.. and see the early morning beginning of another day soon....... =/
hmm=/....... .... o well......
cant wait to start things moving.. but i guess.. in the final week before i leave, will be the busiest bah.
now... just kinda..... yeah.. lol... haven even get started much on anything yetXD gosh :P
always online mah.. not good desu.. haiz..
k. now me waiting for sammy to get back. then....... gonna slp bah.
hmm........
hope by tmr can get the stuffs i want.
hm....... =/ cant wait to see whats in store for me tmr..
today ne.... yeah.. been sooo long since me sat here.. through msn with sammy... ..yeah.. .been so long......... couldnt even remember whens the last time we chatted..
mata
after that, he was asking me to beat his score.'beat my score. =P i want u to beat my score'. he said. as though asking me to play.. XD awww...... he '=P' like.. so cute. ahh............ so... o well.. me gib it a try then.. =/
already told myself not to play that again. XD but.. well.. cos of his words,... me just play it alil again.. ha.. of course theres reasons for me to say not playing it again. quite a few actually. ha.
but o well......=/
anyway, hm... yeah... that time was getting the hand of it.. playing quite ok.. now..., just getting used to it all over again. well. at least theres something to do.. but.. still boring ne..
today.. thought of going out. almost did. but then......... well.. sam didnt go anywhere today.. so.... hm.. after much thinking, me stayed at home too.
and now, ha.. after my dinner, he's nowhere to be found XD lol.
maybe he's playing game. or busy with something. maybe tv eh..
dunno...'
just feeling bored now =/
cant wait to slp.. and see the early morning beginning of another day soon....... =/
hmm=/....... .... o well......
cant wait to start things moving.. but i guess.. in the final week before i leave, will be the busiest bah.
now... just kinda..... yeah.. lol... haven even get started much on anything yetXD gosh :P
always online mah.. not good desu.. haiz..
k. now me waiting for sammy to get back. then....... gonna slp bah.
hmm........
hope by tmr can get the stuffs i want.
hm....... =/ cant wait to see whats in store for me tmr..
today ne.... yeah.. been sooo long since me sat here.. through msn with sammy... ..yeah.. .been so long......... couldnt even remember whens the last time we chatted..
mata
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