maybe cos its xmas ba.. even morning its freexing.. bro wore thick jacket.. lol.
he say very cold. duno why.. maybe cos raining. .and dec alreayd..
nmow also very cold.. runny nose starts againb.. o well... hate it.
today my manager fainted again. oh deat.. =./ poor thing. so yiung but keep on fdaintin dur to overwoek.. =/ her partetns must be worried sick. omg.. ..
anyway.. today me so weak and no energy
even the new patimer ccan tell. ask me why i look so weak. cos my eyes look puffy, and face very red. then she touches my neck. .very warm. but maybe her hands col dba thats why. anywy....
yea.. she's right rhough.. im weak. don have enrrgy liao.. even wakey also so slpy.. like cant get up ne.. huu
=/
o well.. one day to go.. ok. .i can do this.. hang on.. hang on.....
sighes.. ..duno what happened again.. kena cold shoulder . ..ha.. o well.. ...used to it.. but still don like.. never does.. anyeay.. ..o well.. forget it ba.
me also never take dinner.
took bits of choco.. should last me till tmr aftnoon ba..
sianz..
nvm ba.. sometimes eat rice till sick of it too...
skip it ba..
but today liuchj also sianz. .only hadfd curry pudd. sobz.
cos went shopping while waiting for bro to break.. then end up so crowded.. then long queue.. then cannot eat liao.. T_T then just buy fried puff. haiyo. .ytd also.. but those sales.. so tempting. ha. ..o well
so shoick sia.. but compared to other places, its still kidna exp ba. .depends..
so cold. .i hope tmr can become warmer.. been lnog never feel the warm bright sun liao.. ..
so yearn for his hug.. huu
o well
tch...
ok. one day to go. gambate.. ..yea. ... gambate.. ...
haiz. hang on lots.. have to.
and sincerely hope my manager get well soon.. hope she wont faint agian.. haiz. too mcu wokr and stess ..
mata
28 December 2010
27 December 2010
Nose
sianz... yea. .its great to see so many huge sales going all around.. but... i think when i went in, alot of ppl , plus with the clothes dusts and stuffs, my nose... again. got affected. yes thats how easy it is. my coleague mentiinoed to me.. that she had the same prob.. she sees a doc .apparantely doc say its allergies.. theres a chim name for it. but i cant rememevr, neither does she.
it stats with.. ...lol. totally couldnt remmeber.
o well
but yea.
i hope to see her again, and try to find out the med name. appratnly theres a med for htis sysmtons.
its not just running nose.. its illness?.. more of like allergy ba.. yea. the name so chim.. forgot liao. anyway she only remember the first couple of letters of the whatever sysmtons we're having.
omg...
haiz... nvm ba.. supposed to be tmr off... .but yea.. i rather work when sick.. than having my off day being sick.
sick of having runny nose while on my off day. so yea
so slpy.. .really2 slpoy. .cannot tahan.. had a nap just not... im so cold... huuuu....
it was nice to have sammy asked me about the july plan to join me himself.. =)
..but apparantly his day wasnt that gd.. i duno.. but .o well . tch.. just stay away ba. .otherwise kena from him
sighs.. feels terrible.. tmr.. haiz..
o well .jia you ba.
today surprisinly store is so busy. wow. hm. .maybe ba. becos its only one day after xmas afyer all.
so yea.. ...
hm.. besides sammy i missed the most, i relaly miss sydney too. duno why. don like hte weather. but yet...
maybe i just need some fresh air and holida. thats all.
would be great to see my fav stores there. really cant wait. =)
omg.. they have such great stationaries there.
hm. .at least.. after 2hours of napp.... felt better abit.. tiny. .for energy level that it. nt for nose.. .o well.
nvm.. gotta slp soon.
hope i'll ge twell soon..
mata
it stats with.. ...lol. totally couldnt remmeber.
o well
but yea.
i hope to see her again, and try to find out the med name. appratnly theres a med for htis sysmtons.
its not just running nose.. its illness?.. more of like allergy ba.. yea. the name so chim.. forgot liao. anyway she only remember the first couple of letters of the whatever sysmtons we're having.
omg...
haiz... nvm ba.. supposed to be tmr off... .but yea.. i rather work when sick.. than having my off day being sick.
sick of having runny nose while on my off day. so yea
so slpy.. .really2 slpoy. .cannot tahan.. had a nap just not... im so cold... huuuu....
it was nice to have sammy asked me about the july plan to join me himself.. =)
..but apparantly his day wasnt that gd.. i duno.. but .o well . tch.. just stay away ba. .otherwise kena from him
sighs.. feels terrible.. tmr.. haiz..
o well .jia you ba.
today surprisinly store is so busy. wow. hm. .maybe ba. becos its only one day after xmas afyer all.
so yea.. ...
hm.. besides sammy i missed the most, i relaly miss sydney too. duno why. don like hte weather. but yet...
maybe i just need some fresh air and holida. thats all.
would be great to see my fav stores there. really cant wait. =)
omg.. they have such great stationaries there.
hm. .at least.. after 2hours of napp.... felt better abit.. tiny. .for energy level that it. nt for nose.. .o well.
nvm.. gotta slp soon.
hope i'll ge twell soon..
mata
25 December 2010
stupid life
so tired of life. sighs. .very sianz... =/
u know.. this is the worst xmas ever. could be. yea.
omg.. .everything went wrong.
work liek frig.. then missed my stop.. so frggin tired..
then now my vcd of fav movie taken gone missing. wtf.
.sighssssssssss =(
really too tired to. .sighs. .i relaly dunow hat to do =(
sianz.
anvm. just buy gaian ba.
..haiz, wanna a propoer relaxing night also don have. .i hate u xmas. i hate u. =(
everything doesnt feel right at all.. so sianz..
tch..
o well.
at least xmas finally over now.. ..... sighs..
bah. .o well. ngiht
mata
u know.. this is the worst xmas ever. could be. yea.
omg.. .everything went wrong.
work liek frig.. then missed my stop.. so frggin tired..
then now my vcd of fav movie taken gone missing. wtf.
.sighssssssssss =(
really too tired to. .sighs. .i relaly dunow hat to do =(
sianz.
anvm. just buy gaian ba.
..haiz, wanna a propoer relaxing night also don have. .i hate u xmas. i hate u. =(
everything doesnt feel right at all.. so sianz..
tch..
o well.
at least xmas finally over now.. ..... sighs..
bah. .o well. ngiht
mata
24 December 2010
Nightmare Before Xmas (again)
hmm... so tired.. leg hurts.. mayeb sat the whole day.. so. .yea.. not used to work agaib.. anyway..
. hiaz.. no more gifts sending liao.. ..somemore.. tot its a gd thing to get my voice across using that book.. but.. turns out otherwise.. all work turns down the drain..
nvm ba. tlak about today. omg. sianz.. ppl xmas celebratiions.. me. ... hm.. haiz. .nvm ba.
at leats i have pressys.. .. even better htan my birthday ones.. ..
gosh.. i have last min xmas to get. cos me no get anythign..! cos duno whos giving me. haiyo...
anyway yea.. gona get ba.
relaly headache on what to get what these ppl. haiyooooooo
ma fan ne. =.=
anyway yea.. .tmr..
relaly need to rush and buy and think or somethign.
just opened up a gift from my manager. she bought 2 scissors pendant fo rmy other 2 colleagues. me get the postcard. cos when i first saw it, i really liek it so much. but its so expensive!! i was like telling her i'll choose the postcard necklace if i wanan buy it.
then i really get. aw.. was like screaming when i saw it.
wow..
=)
at the though tof.. nt being able to sned him valanetins or bday pressy.. kinda.. sucsk ..but i guess.. gotta get used ot it ba.. me also no get birthday gift ar.. so. .yea. .just get used to this ba..
hmm... yera. seems liek bro and redz like their pressy too. so yea. ..ok.. not so bad.
goodness.. =( so late alreyad. oh yea. i was lost again. bus interchange.. no more bus.. huu.. .was walking ard trying to find a place for cab. .so dark someore.. .like. .haiz. .relaly on the verge of crying. .then tell myself to calm down.. .then yea.. i did thought of slping in store or outside if i cant find cab. sianz.
anwya so glad i did. .omg... i hateeeeeeeeeeee ... haiz. nvm..
so yea. heres my xmas. only the pressy part i really like. otehr than that, .. serisouyl, .. haiz. i don get to enojoy this holiday like otehrs do. o wwell.. at elast. .i have pressy.. so yea..
k.. only have less than 4 hours of slp. sianz.
gdnight...
..and merry xmas to all...............
boy are we glad xmas is finally over this week.. store should be back to normal too...
please do..
mata
. hiaz.. no more gifts sending liao.. ..somemore.. tot its a gd thing to get my voice across using that book.. but.. turns out otherwise.. all work turns down the drain..
nvm ba. tlak about today. omg. sianz.. ppl xmas celebratiions.. me. ... hm.. haiz. .nvm ba.
at leats i have pressys.. .. even better htan my birthday ones.. ..
gosh.. i have last min xmas to get. cos me no get anythign..! cos duno whos giving me. haiyo...
anyway yea.. gona get ba.
relaly headache on what to get what these ppl. haiyooooooo
ma fan ne. =.=
anyway yea.. .tmr..
relaly need to rush and buy and think or somethign.
just opened up a gift from my manager. she bought 2 scissors pendant fo rmy other 2 colleagues. me get the postcard. cos when i first saw it, i really liek it so much. but its so expensive!! i was like telling her i'll choose the postcard necklace if i wanan buy it.
then i really get. aw.. was like screaming when i saw it.
wow..
=)
at the though tof.. nt being able to sned him valanetins or bday pressy.. kinda.. sucsk ..but i guess.. gotta get used ot it ba.. me also no get birthday gift ar.. so. .yea. .just get used to this ba..
hmm... yera. seems liek bro and redz like their pressy too. so yea. ..ok.. not so bad.
goodness.. =( so late alreyad. oh yea. i was lost again. bus interchange.. no more bus.. huu.. .was walking ard trying to find a place for cab. .so dark someore.. .like. .haiz. .relaly on the verge of crying. .then tell myself to calm down.. .then yea.. i did thought of slping in store or outside if i cant find cab. sianz.
anwya so glad i did. .omg... i hateeeeeeeeeeee ... haiz. nvm..
so yea. heres my xmas. only the pressy part i really like. otehr than that, .. serisouyl, .. haiz. i don get to enojoy this holiday like otehrs do. o wwell.. at elast. .i have pressy.. so yea..
k.. only have less than 4 hours of slp. sianz.
gdnight...
..and merry xmas to all...............
boy are we glad xmas is finally over this week.. store should be back to normal too...
please do..
mata
22 December 2010
True Heart Matters / Freaky Bike Innicident
it was horritfying.. duno waht went wrong .. .but yea. o well..
almost runined my day..
anwyay... im glad to say htat.. wow.. today.. its truly a realazing day fo rme. sneexy runny nose bit. but othe rthan that, its been good.
was out with bro.. to a new mall. i like it alot. cnat wait to go there again.
alot of shops. over 360?
yea.. its huge lpace.. i didnt explore all. .cos wanna return home earl for sammy, plus me forogt to bring wallet =.=
o well.
ah.. bought bro a pressy. for xmas .lol.
he chose it himself.
huu duno why my stomach so bloated now=( just taken med
then yea.. i i did what i alwats wanted to. have a drink , hold it and drink bit by bit and wlak around hte stores..
just done my nails. been ages since i did that. cos no time and tired. plus always runny nose then weak and no strength to do anything else. o well
hm...
lol. today bro got mistaken for my husband. LOL. its hilarious. was tellikng sam about it. then he's like .. yea.. i bought something.. thats why maybe the lady mistaken abut yea..
me wanan slp soon. been slping so late. haiyo.. watching youtube too.
o well
not otnight though
talked about last night =( such a nightmare i tell u, HUUUUUUUUUu me soooo poor thing!!!!
closing so late. somemore i clsoe alome.. do evrything alone.. huuu....
hen suddenly very scary. .cs me alone... veyr scared.. then hurry wanna get outta shop.. heart almost jumped out. i wonder.. besides darkenes. do i have a phobia of being alone in a room too? .. brr.. .so scary. i betetr don think too mcuh
anway. .then evrything.. all roads closed. .huu. .duno how to get cab. .cos no way out. .find3.. huu.. .then walk along orchard streeet... then kena ran over by a bicycle. u know those sports ppl? wear helmet ride those sports bike? yea that type. duno why a bunch of them riding along the path outside ion mall. thats crazy .=/ and me alreyad numb ntired totally wiped outta energy.. .losing my snese.s. im tying to reacaleld how to cross over to lucky paza.. then saw underpass.. was reacalling and thinking.. looking at the signage. .hen heeard somoene scareaming omgomogmogmomg... .so many times.. then luckiiy that person stopped on time. or.. i duno. she went pass me. mayeb ishunned her on time? i relaly couldnt rememerb what happen. but yea. i was fine. but .. the bike just next to me! i really have no idea how i managed to escape that.. ..it slike. .losing a couple of secs of ur memeroeis.. O.o
nayway, tats a Miracle.
so yea.. hten me apoligised, walk away before that lady turns her head back. her frne salso stop. but i have no idea what happened.. me just walk away.. trying to fin dmy way home...
..yea. .like drama. but usualy drama will have a hero man to save the girl push her away from the bike. me not. hahaha... no one save me. lucky thebike slow down on time ba. i guess?
then i sep back abit. .maybe its like that. cos too tirded so cant recaleld. .yea i think that shold be it.
anyway...
yea. .walk3.. huu.. all the way till cine..
huu... alone me.. .no one except afew... ..along hte way saw a couple.. so swt and he was putting and shifting a small xmas hat clip on her head.. haiz. .all hte more poor me..
then walk .finally.. =/ cabs... then got into one..
yea home. omg.....
its a long night.. .
i hate.. ye si HATE xmas.
=/
only hate the bx xmas part. its nice to be bz and all. but not when you have to clsoe late and hoem late and start so early the next day.
bz is so tiring enough. imagine the whole trip home. .omg.
haiz...
anyway yea..
it wa a really .. pathetic nigjht.
me drank mocha today. new flav for xmas.
maybe cos of sammy ba. he sai he drank mocha for me.
ha. .then somehow i wanan have a taste of that too =)
hm.. i miss him.
im very looknig forward to the day where i could meet him again.
yay.. ..
i wanna go shops. .but doubt there'll be much to buy.. that other time i went also nothing much. .ba.
i wanna go to this particualr shop .so much. its a stationary shop. of course headnig to my own company stores as well. LOL> really wanna see how they work there!!XD mystery shopper i shall be. lol.
anyway.. .yea.
oh .. =( today heard my cousin tha nigh wedding dinenr. .her bf send her and paretns home.
then was like.. .lucky i never go.. otherwis eif heard that on the spot, wouldbe so.. yea.. =/
sad?
heard it frmo um was like. haiz. .abit jealous and sad though. ha.. cos like. .he can be with them. .while.. yea.. u know..
i'll always be going home in bus or cab with out him physically.
but yea..
so nice.. to have ur bf send you and family back home after a night event which doesnt concernhim.
my fren was tellnig me.. all the girls and ppl in uni are very stucked. he;s not from sg. so [erhaps he's having more difficultis in making frens. duno ba. .he say all of them owns a car. .then very proud. all the girls like that. lol.
then in lift, a guy like purposely asked him which floor, then asked.. 'carpark?' cos wanan help my fren press hte lift mah.
i dno think thast purposely.. i duno. but yea.. i understadn why he felt this way.. cos naturally you take it that he purposely ask u.. cos this is a schol where everyone has their own car.. and if u dont, well. .yea.
from the way he sounds.. i duno. .har dto believe.. i didnt know students are liek that over tere..
but yea..
for thos egirls.. im not so surprised. .but . hm.. the car part....
well.. who needs a car just for uni? i hATE3 those ppl whos so proud!
having these epx possesions. .doens tmean anything. .waht matters most. .is. .real heart. u don wanna make fren swho's staying by your side because you have a car, u have money, or big house..
in life. .what maters most are.. who's being true to you, appreciates you for who you are..
at the end of the day, one who just enjoys being alone with u. doesnt have to be in a huge mansion, or having a crusin.. or in a posh car..
its all about the heart. heart.. is where it stays forever.
and real.
i like thigns to be real. not fictional.
..hm. how to say..
like.. if im my cousin, just example .. m eduno hwat shes thinking. cos im not clos ewith her, shes as gd as a total stranger to me.
like. .if im with this guy, becos he's from a rich well to do family, he owes a car, he's flithy rich, and study at the same uni as me...., then... whas the point.. in my heart.. tehre'll always be this part where i'll always be loving his money, car and status.
eew.. i would so hate myself and destest myseklf if im uch a perosn. ihoppe she isnt. but hen againb none of my business.
so yea...
then thogh i felt jealously and feleing envious.. wiht a sense of loss... (cos always swish to have my family and not so clsoe relatives see what an amazing bf i have ^^ ) well, it makes me feel all the more special and glad plus appreciates htat sammy's is with me. and he's my man =)
i miss him ever so much more.
and yea.. im so glad and luck that he's mine =) ^^ so glad that i have him.. cdcc
so lucky me. .to be lvoe by him.
so yea. .this surpasses all sorts of feleigns.
and im gald i have the best partner in the world. heck care her bf sned her hom eor what. i have my best partner in my heart. .and yea.. he's the best. waht matter smost, is that i know. he's the best.
almost runined my day..
anwyay... im glad to say htat.. wow.. today.. its truly a realazing day fo rme. sneexy runny nose bit. but othe rthan that, its been good.
was out with bro.. to a new mall. i like it alot. cnat wait to go there again.
alot of shops. over 360?
yea.. its huge lpace.. i didnt explore all. .cos wanna return home earl for sammy, plus me forogt to bring wallet =.=
o well.
ah.. bought bro a pressy. for xmas .lol.
he chose it himself.
huu duno why my stomach so bloated now=( just taken med
then yea.. i i did what i alwats wanted to. have a drink , hold it and drink bit by bit and wlak around hte stores..
just done my nails. been ages since i did that. cos no time and tired. plus always runny nose then weak and no strength to do anything else. o well
hm...
lol. today bro got mistaken for my husband. LOL. its hilarious. was tellikng sam about it. then he's like .. yea.. i bought something.. thats why maybe the lady mistaken abut yea..
me wanan slp soon. been slping so late. haiyo.. watching youtube too.
o well
not otnight though
talked about last night =( such a nightmare i tell u, HUUUUUUUUUu me soooo poor thing!!!!
closing so late. somemore i clsoe alome.. do evrything alone.. huuu....
hen suddenly very scary. .cs me alone... veyr scared.. then hurry wanna get outta shop.. heart almost jumped out. i wonder.. besides darkenes. do i have a phobia of being alone in a room too? .. brr.. .so scary. i betetr don think too mcuh
anway. .then evrything.. all roads closed. .huu. .duno how to get cab. .cos no way out. .find3.. huu.. .then walk along orchard streeet... then kena ran over by a bicycle. u know those sports ppl? wear helmet ride those sports bike? yea that type. duno why a bunch of them riding along the path outside ion mall. thats crazy .=/ and me alreyad numb ntired totally wiped outta energy.. .losing my snese.s. im tying to reacaleld how to cross over to lucky paza.. then saw underpass.. was reacalling and thinking.. looking at the signage. .hen heeard somoene scareaming omgomogmogmomg... .so many times.. then luckiiy that person stopped on time. or.. i duno. she went pass me. mayeb ishunned her on time? i relaly couldnt rememerb what happen. but yea. i was fine. but .. the bike just next to me! i really have no idea how i managed to escape that.. ..it slike. .losing a couple of secs of ur memeroeis.. O.o
nayway, tats a Miracle.
so yea.. hten me apoligised, walk away before that lady turns her head back. her frne salso stop. but i have no idea what happened.. me just walk away.. trying to fin dmy way home...
..yea. .like drama. but usualy drama will have a hero man to save the girl push her away from the bike. me not. hahaha... no one save me. lucky thebike slow down on time ba. i guess?
then i sep back abit. .maybe its like that. cos too tirded so cant recaleld. .yea i think that shold be it.
anyway...
yea. .walk3.. huu.. all the way till cine..
huu... alone me.. .no one except afew... ..along hte way saw a couple.. so swt and he was putting and shifting a small xmas hat clip on her head.. haiz. .all hte more poor me..
then walk .finally.. =/ cabs... then got into one..
yea home. omg.....
its a long night.. .
i hate.. ye si HATE xmas.
=/
only hate the bx xmas part. its nice to be bz and all. but not when you have to clsoe late and hoem late and start so early the next day.
bz is so tiring enough. imagine the whole trip home. .omg.
haiz...
anyway yea..
it wa a really .. pathetic nigjht.
me drank mocha today. new flav for xmas.
maybe cos of sammy ba. he sai he drank mocha for me.
ha. .then somehow i wanan have a taste of that too =)
hm.. i miss him.
im very looknig forward to the day where i could meet him again.
yay.. ..
i wanna go shops. .but doubt there'll be much to buy.. that other time i went also nothing much. .ba.
i wanna go to this particualr shop .so much. its a stationary shop. of course headnig to my own company stores as well. LOL> really wanna see how they work there!!XD mystery shopper i shall be. lol.
anyway.. .yea.
oh .. =( today heard my cousin tha nigh wedding dinenr. .her bf send her and paretns home.
then was like.. .lucky i never go.. otherwis eif heard that on the spot, wouldbe so.. yea.. =/
sad?
heard it frmo um was like. haiz. .abit jealous and sad though. ha.. cos like. .he can be with them. .while.. yea.. u know..
i'll always be going home in bus or cab with out him physically.
but yea..
so nice.. to have ur bf send you and family back home after a night event which doesnt concernhim.
my fren was tellnig me.. all the girls and ppl in uni are very stucked. he;s not from sg. so [erhaps he's having more difficultis in making frens. duno ba. .he say all of them owns a car. .then very proud. all the girls like that. lol.
then in lift, a guy like purposely asked him which floor, then asked.. 'carpark?' cos wanan help my fren press hte lift mah.
i dno think thast purposely.. i duno. but yea.. i understadn why he felt this way.. cos naturally you take it that he purposely ask u.. cos this is a schol where everyone has their own car.. and if u dont, well. .yea.
from the way he sounds.. i duno. .har dto believe.. i didnt know students are liek that over tere..
but yea..
for thos egirls.. im not so surprised. .but . hm.. the car part....
well.. who needs a car just for uni? i hATE3 those ppl whos so proud!
having these epx possesions. .doens tmean anything. .waht matters most. .is. .real heart. u don wanna make fren swho's staying by your side because you have a car, u have money, or big house..
in life. .what maters most are.. who's being true to you, appreciates you for who you are..
at the end of the day, one who just enjoys being alone with u. doesnt have to be in a huge mansion, or having a crusin.. or in a posh car..
its all about the heart. heart.. is where it stays forever.
and real.
i like thigns to be real. not fictional.
..hm. how to say..
like.. if im my cousin, just example .. m eduno hwat shes thinking. cos im not clos ewith her, shes as gd as a total stranger to me.
like. .if im with this guy, becos he's from a rich well to do family, he owes a car, he's flithy rich, and study at the same uni as me...., then... whas the point.. in my heart.. tehre'll always be this part where i'll always be loving his money, car and status.
eew.. i would so hate myself and destest myseklf if im uch a perosn. ihoppe she isnt. but hen againb none of my business.
so yea...
then thogh i felt jealously and feleing envious.. wiht a sense of loss... (cos always swish to have my family and not so clsoe relatives see what an amazing bf i have ^^ ) well, it makes me feel all the more special and glad plus appreciates htat sammy's is with me. and he's my man =)
i miss him ever so much more.
and yea.. im so glad and luck that he's mine =) ^^ so glad that i have him.. cdcc
so lucky me. .to be lvoe by him.
so yea. .this surpasses all sorts of feleigns.
and im gald i have the best partner in the world. heck care her bf sned her hom eor what. i have my best partner in my heart. .and yea.. he's the best. waht matter smost, is that i know. he's the best.
17 December 2010
Dreams
wow.. i was really beat up and dead tired.... =/
ytd. today too. bros bday countdown celebraztion..
so eya. .went to kbox... been so long isnce i sang with them. wow.. ..
was sooo osuper tired =( after work.. walk arond while waiting for bro.. to finish work before meeting up wth redz..
leg hurt so much.. ..
hm..
was trying to find garter belts.. but to no avail.. lol.XD so dfffiocult to fnid. and corsets are so exp.
XD..
hm... yea.. slpt so late last night.. was back late mah..
so glad no work today.
was supposed to meet bro and his fren whjo just got back from japan. but then mum was ard. .and we decuded to bring her out instead...
so yea
wat a longggggggggggg day...
haiz. just fond out today too.. .=/ shifts are chaning for a week. sighs... so tough. im alreyad so tired as it is..
i duno how ot hang on for the next week =(
ytd had 2 new staffs in our store though. =) they are really gd. not bad. one is firsty day. another, from aother outlet. glad to work with them. not bad. hope theu'll get to work omre in our store.
haiz. .i try not to think about work ba. bery stresfful now =/
..
today.. mornign wakey. .thought could play game with baby first.. but didnt..
aiz....
had a dream ironically... about getting pissed off when he msg me tmr he's going out with his frens to party.. then was like.. in my off dya agin??? no gert to play with him???
arh..
then ironnically.. =( ////... . =.='' ..
tm rhe's relaly headin out, and we wont have much time together,. very sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ...=.=
haiz... duno what to say..
everytime liek that. when im working, he's free. when im not, he's out. =/ tch..
so sianz.. hate it.
very very bad timing.
what to do.. haiz............... ....
os yuea. there goes.. like. .without realsing it, since that one day we had fun paying game, its been weeks passed.. and that 2nd day never seems to srop by =/
argh. that irritates me allot. tch
wat to do. wrong timing.. .... sianzzzzzzzzzzz
try not to think ba.
im veyr tired tonight. and everyday.
stressesful enough..
o well..
at least if im playing. .im not playing alone ba..
thogh not with him sitl lsianz but yea. that beats alone playing.
hm..
today.. diaster..
worea dres.. didnt know its so short adn sexy -,.-.. ....
super hot i shold say. but yea.. im really not comfortable with it.
so boguth a dress.. changed it. at hte end of dya,wnen we wlaing to trainm, mum say alot of ppl lookat my derss,. =.,='... .......
whatever.
=.=
then mmy boots.. .ha. .diaster. tsk. .... gona throw liao.
o well
hm. .cold night. .aftnoon hot .then now cold.
sneecxing. hoep tmr willget better.
yay. redz pressy fo rxmas settled. lef twith bro. .i think i know hwat to get for him.
i was wrong. i sholdnt be looking forweard to dec. ...
its a stressful month fo rme. usper tired. u have no idea how tired when ever i say i m so tired.
that kind of tiredness if is someting u couldnt imagie. and u have to bring it along with u for a cuple of days. then rest abit, and carry on again.
its relaly.. yhea.. =/
o well.
..
anywa... not lookgin forward to work. really not. i like htis job. but not lookng forward to it now. its super busy. and theres so many newbies ard. .=./
...tough job man.. ..
tch.. hang on ba... cmon. .end of jan.. =/
soyea.
oh had an open talk with sammy todya. gd.. gd... its something every couple needs to do.
its scary when u thoguht of. .u know..
how a couple end their relationship eveb marriage when thigns sizzles out.
simetimes.. if ure' not the one, u'll never nbe..
sometimes.. its just that.. yea. even if u're the one, u do still need to put in effort.. to totally make thigns work.
i hope his mum will be alrite and be pain free.. couldnt sned my best regards to her due to some. .yea.. thingys. .bu yea. ...she should be fine i think. ..
hm. .hope sammy wioll be too. as long as his mums ifne, his dad ok, then he'll be fine too.
peaceful at home again.
hm...
haiz..
dreams came true at the wrong time. but so fast huh .tahst tmr.
wow.. amazing.
k ba. time to go lsp. sooo late and slpy.
somehow. like. .felt as though something is missing. .what i shold b e yping here? o.O.. hmm.
o well.. gdnight
mata
ytd. today too. bros bday countdown celebraztion..
so eya. .went to kbox... been so long isnce i sang with them. wow.. ..
was sooo osuper tired =( after work.. walk arond while waiting for bro.. to finish work before meeting up wth redz..
leg hurt so much.. ..
hm..
was trying to find garter belts.. but to no avail.. lol.XD so dfffiocult to fnid. and corsets are so exp.
XD..
hm... yea.. slpt so late last night.. was back late mah..
so glad no work today.
was supposed to meet bro and his fren whjo just got back from japan. but then mum was ard. .and we decuded to bring her out instead...
so yea
wat a longggggggggggg day...
haiz. just fond out today too.. .=/ shifts are chaning for a week. sighs... so tough. im alreyad so tired as it is..
i duno how ot hang on for the next week =(
ytd had 2 new staffs in our store though. =) they are really gd. not bad. one is firsty day. another, from aother outlet. glad to work with them. not bad. hope theu'll get to work omre in our store.
haiz. .i try not to think about work ba. bery stresfful now =/
..
today.. mornign wakey. .thought could play game with baby first.. but didnt..
aiz....
had a dream ironically... about getting pissed off when he msg me tmr he's going out with his frens to party.. then was like.. in my off dya agin??? no gert to play with him???
arh..
then ironnically.. =( ////... . =.='' ..
tm rhe's relaly headin out, and we wont have much time together,. very sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ...=.=
haiz... duno what to say..
everytime liek that. when im working, he's free. when im not, he's out. =/ tch..
so sianz.. hate it.
very very bad timing.
what to do.. haiz............... ....
os yuea. there goes.. like. .without realsing it, since that one day we had fun paying game, its been weeks passed.. and that 2nd day never seems to srop by =/
argh. that irritates me allot. tch
wat to do. wrong timing.. .... sianzzzzzzzzzzz
try not to think ba.
im veyr tired tonight. and everyday.
stressesful enough..
o well..
at least if im playing. .im not playing alone ba..
thogh not with him sitl lsianz but yea. that beats alone playing.
hm..
today.. diaster..
worea dres.. didnt know its so short adn sexy -,.-.. ....
super hot i shold say. but yea.. im really not comfortable with it.
so boguth a dress.. changed it. at hte end of dya,wnen we wlaing to trainm, mum say alot of ppl lookat my derss,. =.,='... .......
whatever.
=.=
then mmy boots.. .ha. .diaster. tsk. .... gona throw liao.
o well
hm. .cold night. .aftnoon hot .then now cold.
sneecxing. hoep tmr willget better.
yay. redz pressy fo rxmas settled. lef twith bro. .i think i know hwat to get for him.
i was wrong. i sholdnt be looking forweard to dec. ...
its a stressful month fo rme. usper tired. u have no idea how tired when ever i say i m so tired.
that kind of tiredness if is someting u couldnt imagie. and u have to bring it along with u for a cuple of days. then rest abit, and carry on again.
its relaly.. yhea.. =/
o well.
..
anywa... not lookgin forward to work. really not. i like htis job. but not lookng forward to it now. its super busy. and theres so many newbies ard. .=./
...tough job man.. ..
tch.. hang on ba... cmon. .end of jan.. =/
soyea.
oh had an open talk with sammy todya. gd.. gd... its something every couple needs to do.
its scary when u thoguht of. .u know..
how a couple end their relationship eveb marriage when thigns sizzles out.
simetimes.. if ure' not the one, u'll never nbe..
sometimes.. its just that.. yea. even if u're the one, u do still need to put in effort.. to totally make thigns work.
i hope his mum will be alrite and be pain free.. couldnt sned my best regards to her due to some. .yea.. thingys. .bu yea. ...she should be fine i think. ..
hm. .hope sammy wioll be too. as long as his mums ifne, his dad ok, then he'll be fine too.
peaceful at home again.
hm...
haiz..
dreams came true at the wrong time. but so fast huh .tahst tmr.
wow.. amazing.
k ba. time to go lsp. sooo late and slpy.
somehow. like. .felt as though something is missing. .what i shold b e yping here? o.O.. hmm.
o well.. gdnight
mata
13 December 2010
Chaotic Day
omg. you have no idea how busy i was in the aftnoon. it was chaotic. somemore at night.. i couldnt finish my stocks either =./ cos too much customers. its not a mondy at all!! its weekend!! it was crayz. omg.
and im only ledt with 2 new staffs and one older abit stadd to do closing. -.= omg......
luckily still can get to leave on time. otherwise my last bus gone sia. huu
but yea.. imaine all staffs.. one nby one kee[- asking me questions.. =.= very tired. .then me must tend to customer somemore.. so yea =/
wow... duno how i get through this night.. .but yea. .glad hours over very soon. but when i get to wokr, i was so tired...
=/
gd thing being kepy busy kinda puilled my thtough.
haiz
itss crazy this dec xmas.
oih but im sirry. this aint the craziest yet . NO. its not.
me duno how to get ready for the monstrous next week.. or this weekend.. but yea...
what to do.. clench my teeth and hang on tight.. a coupld of weeks to go and i';kk get to see my baby liao.. hang on.. huu
oh ..
weird. .forgot is theres anthing happened ytd aonot..
..hm.. anyway...
todya... feels liiek im the manager or boss though// dots.. cos only ,e know almost everything there. the rest are newbies. haiz...
very difficult..
my throat gettings so itchy.. making me cougfh.. i hope will be fine. i musnt get sick u know. .huu
espeicllay since xmas is coming.. gonna be more thnz just piurre chaotic.. =/
o well.. get prepared ba.. ..i duno how but yea..
today duno why me so many bruises on my knees. .was shocked though.. like. .omg. how dd it get there.. O.o... o well.. duno ba. .maube do stocks or what.. thx to work..
k.. gtg. jaa mata ne
and im only ledt with 2 new staffs and one older abit stadd to do closing. -.= omg......
luckily still can get to leave on time. otherwise my last bus gone sia. huu
but yea.. imaine all staffs.. one nby one kee[- asking me questions.. =.= very tired. .then me must tend to customer somemore.. so yea =/
wow... duno how i get through this night.. .but yea. .glad hours over very soon. but when i get to wokr, i was so tired...
=/
gd thing being kepy busy kinda puilled my thtough.
haiz
itss crazy this dec xmas.
oih but im sirry. this aint the craziest yet . NO. its not.
me duno how to get ready for the monstrous next week.. or this weekend.. but yea...
what to do.. clench my teeth and hang on tight.. a coupld of weeks to go and i';kk get to see my baby liao.. hang on.. huu
oh ..
weird. .forgot is theres anthing happened ytd aonot..
..hm.. anyway...
todya... feels liiek im the manager or boss though// dots.. cos only ,e know almost everything there. the rest are newbies. haiz...
very difficult..
my throat gettings so itchy.. making me cougfh.. i hope will be fine. i musnt get sick u know. .huu
espeicllay since xmas is coming.. gonna be more thnz just piurre chaotic.. =/
o well.. get prepared ba.. ..i duno how but yea..
today duno why me so many bruises on my knees. .was shocked though.. like. .omg. how dd it get there.. O.o... o well.. duno ba. .maube do stocks or what.. thx to work..
k.. gtg. jaa mata ne
08 December 2010
Lonesome
wow.. u cant imagine.. im sooooooo obusy. omg. very tirinf as well.
wow... very very busy =/ but good la...
still ... yea.. its crazy.. i look at my time, and realsied its so fast 8 pm alread. time really flies like mad. like.. i dyno how to explain. bu yea.. its crazy.
stuffs aint completed yet.. i gotta continue tmr.
alot to do.. o yea.. gonna be one hell of a crazy morning. o well.hang on ba.
hm....
oh.. todya finally get to see hte bbq thingy for bro . not bad. looks cool and cute too. lol.
onlu worried about the smoke.. plus the fire easy to start anot..
i liek the fact that its unique. ha. cant wait to see hte lok on his face =P
huu.. gonna slo soon...
=/
just go thome only.. o well...
..
ytd my colleages closes at 11.30pm.. omg.. =.= luckily tonight im safe. go thome on time. almost missed my bus. phew..
hmm...
was a lil down when i realsies that i'll be spending alone wihbtout steamboat witg my family...
the reuniino dinner day.. huu...
but owe lll.... get over it ba..
was thinking hard last night.. what shold i do while he;'s away with his family... =.=...
was thinking.. to draw?
..nah.. boring..
or perhaps take a bath for 2hours?
but skali no money, then get no bathtub hotel..
then what.. hmm.. i relaly duno... i could se emyself pacing up and down feleing lonely and wanna eat steamboat.
ha.
hmm....duno ne...
perhaps should plan something..
=.= ha. what ar...
hmm..... lol at me trying to htink of thigns to do on a new years eve. o well.
hm..
k. .gonna play abit of game then off to bed. yea i acualyy continued my game. ever heard of
pocket legends? gosh.. i really like this type of gam,e. i used ot play it wioht bro all the time.
after theres work, =/ o well.. cant play with him liao. sad.
bf and work plus rest come first... haiz
its liek that.. u always loses something when u chooses soemthing else..
like sammy have to go have his family dinner.. thus loses the couple of precious hours he couldve spend with me..
i wonde rhwat would i gain from this?
i loses the time with him.. what will i....
hm....
wah so boring.i cant think of anythign now. ha.. o well. nvm. maybe can think of soemthing. and perhaps if i do, i might blog it here. just maybe =P
sshhh its a secret
;)
jaa mata
wow... very very busy =/ but good la...
still ... yea.. its crazy.. i look at my time, and realsied its so fast 8 pm alread. time really flies like mad. like.. i dyno how to explain. bu yea.. its crazy.
stuffs aint completed yet.. i gotta continue tmr.
alot to do.. o yea.. gonna be one hell of a crazy morning. o well.hang on ba.
hm....
oh.. todya finally get to see hte bbq thingy for bro . not bad. looks cool and cute too. lol.
onlu worried about the smoke.. plus the fire easy to start anot..
i liek the fact that its unique. ha. cant wait to see hte lok on his face =P
huu.. gonna slo soon...
=/
just go thome only.. o well...
..
ytd my colleages closes at 11.30pm.. omg.. =.= luckily tonight im safe. go thome on time. almost missed my bus. phew..
hmm...
was a lil down when i realsies that i'll be spending alone wihbtout steamboat witg my family...
the reuniino dinner day.. huu...
but owe lll.... get over it ba..
was thinking hard last night.. what shold i do while he;'s away with his family... =.=...
was thinking.. to draw?
..nah.. boring..
or perhaps take a bath for 2hours?
but skali no money, then get no bathtub hotel..
then what.. hmm.. i relaly duno... i could se emyself pacing up and down feleing lonely and wanna eat steamboat.
ha.
hmm....duno ne...
perhaps should plan something..
=.= ha. what ar...
hmm..... lol at me trying to htink of thigns to do on a new years eve. o well.
hm..
k. .gonna play abit of game then off to bed. yea i acualyy continued my game. ever heard of
pocket legends? gosh.. i really like this type of gam,e. i used ot play it wioht bro all the time.
after theres work, =/ o well.. cant play with him liao. sad.
bf and work plus rest come first... haiz
its liek that.. u always loses something when u chooses soemthing else..
like sammy have to go have his family dinner.. thus loses the couple of precious hours he couldve spend with me..
i wonde rhwat would i gain from this?
i loses the time with him.. what will i....
hm....
wah so boring.i cant think of anythign now. ha.. o well. nvm. maybe can think of soemthing. and perhaps if i do, i might blog it here. just maybe =P
sshhh its a secret
;)
jaa mata
07 December 2010
Super tired Days
stil ltired and slpy...
omg..
never been blogin these few day huh..
goodness..=/ been sooooooooo super duperly tired.!!!!
wonder was it becos i waited for my fren.. then next day work.. had i known i wouldntve gone out. gosh.. after that night, i returned home so tired and slpy..
then for wirk 3dasy straight, im so tired.. .every day.. omgggggggggggggg
im so glad today i off. really happu my off.
omg.. u cant velieve how tired i was. even today.. my leg still yea...
can feel tired=/
yay.. i've alreyad applied fo rmy leave.. hm...
but found out that i'll missed cny here.. aew.. so yea...
o well.. .
hm.. cant wait. .its like. .almost there.. wow...
the other day my collegue told me that her husband didnt used to do all these for her. when they were together and dating..
she'll be the one to call him ask if he's fetching her.. blah3...
etc
but now even after 7 yrs of marriagem, he still send her to work, fetch her, and even bought her lunch.
liek so nice..
she said he did all these after this happened...
on their engagement day, her ex gave her flowers, wanting her back.
of course she has to tell her fiance then.
then after that, he send her home.. fetch her.. blah3...
LOL. i was like... omg. XD!!
so funny. but at least he know must do tat. some guys don even learn.
but yea. interesting eh?
some husbands actually forgets to do all these after they have a wife by their side.
point is, u do have to treat everyday liek yoiur first date.
haha.. kidna. so yea.
at least she;s lucky enough.. or he's lucky enough.. to come to his senses..
but yea. hahaha.. fnnhy eh.. after her ex gib her flowers wanting her back, then he cherish her. orshols i say cherish her more.
hahah
haiyo.. tired...
hmm....
o well.
hoope next couple of days at work wil lbe much better. .
oh... seems liek theres so much malays working.. omg. even my partimers also asked why.
i hate the fact theat they are frens of my sg manager. sianz.zzz=/ i don like.
not just me either
last night.. omg. sianz also. .so angry. thought of bros presys settled. then blah3.. .didnt.
and i wasted my time and tiredness going around.. argh. .waste my energy. sianz.
k.. tired to blog..
gotta rest.
mata
omg..
never been blogin these few day huh..
goodness..=/ been sooooooooo super duperly tired.!!!!
wonder was it becos i waited for my fren.. then next day work.. had i known i wouldntve gone out. gosh.. after that night, i returned home so tired and slpy..
then for wirk 3dasy straight, im so tired.. .every day.. omgggggggggggggg
im so glad today i off. really happu my off.
omg.. u cant velieve how tired i was. even today.. my leg still yea...
can feel tired=/
yay.. i've alreyad applied fo rmy leave.. hm...
but found out that i'll missed cny here.. aew.. so yea...
o well.. .
hm.. cant wait. .its like. .almost there.. wow...
the other day my collegue told me that her husband didnt used to do all these for her. when they were together and dating..
she'll be the one to call him ask if he's fetching her.. blah3...
etc
but now even after 7 yrs of marriagem, he still send her to work, fetch her, and even bought her lunch.
liek so nice..
she said he did all these after this happened...
on their engagement day, her ex gave her flowers, wanting her back.
of course she has to tell her fiance then.
then after that, he send her home.. fetch her.. blah3...
LOL. i was like... omg. XD!!
so funny. but at least he know must do tat. some guys don even learn.
but yea. interesting eh?
some husbands actually forgets to do all these after they have a wife by their side.
point is, u do have to treat everyday liek yoiur first date.
haha.. kidna. so yea.
at least she;s lucky enough.. or he's lucky enough.. to come to his senses..
but yea. hahaha.. fnnhy eh.. after her ex gib her flowers wanting her back, then he cherish her. orshols i say cherish her more.
hahah
haiyo.. tired...
hmm....
o well.
hoope next couple of days at work wil lbe much better. .
oh... seems liek theres so much malays working.. omg. even my partimers also asked why.
i hate the fact theat they are frens of my sg manager. sianz.zzz=/ i don like.
not just me either
last night.. omg. sianz also. .so angry. thought of bros presys settled. then blah3.. .didnt.
and i wasted my time and tiredness going around.. argh. .waste my energy. sianz.
k.. tired to blog..
gotta rest.
mata
03 December 2010
Waiting , argh!
wow. .i am soooooooooooooooo tired..and super slpy.. huuuu.... =/
maybe before hair is dry, imma go slp.. so slpy =/
tmr shold be slpy too.. o well.. ...
today no play game together with sammy.. he's out.. bt didnt mention the date to me. .then found out that its actually today.
so.. night time end up catching up with my fren.. omg. .diaster?
haiz.. duno why.. she's always late=/
then finally get to eat. .after waiting for her over an hour that is..
then eat.. talk alot. .could talk for hours.. but i was getting really slpy.. , ad wanna spend time wiht sam..(though he's slping alryad ha).. then wanna go back and rest soon..
so yea.. no chioce.. gotta spoiled it, and suggested that i got to go. =/
o well..
hardly catch up.. but i was really in a tired slpy mood.. so yea..
i would rather go ho,me.. watch tv .. just rest for the couple sleft of hours night..
hm.. duno what else. .
o well..
tch.. miss him so much now =(
wish he's right with em now. .then can slp toget her.. huu.. im cold too.. =/
i miss him..
huu
about one more hour before he wakey ba.. but me too tired liao. .cant hang on.. =/
gotta wake early too.. now late alreyad for me..
my hair lor..
k.. i think right after this blog iomma go slp.. hair wet no choice.. i relaly need slp now.. zzz
gosh.. so tired.. why i wonder...e spray. .uh huh..
today was resting. .then sudden;y memories brought me back to our 2nd kiss... hahaha....omg. o well
hm.. haiz. .so wish to wear a nice sexy pretty lingeire to bed now.. =.='' but cannot. .cos parents at home.. huu.. T_T have to wwail till im marrie dba. huu.
o wel..
but i wanna wear it now..
kk. im super duper tired now..
kept yawning throughout the night with my fren too. .and msging sammy.. hope she wont think im rude.. =/
o well..
but yea.. im relaly just so tired and slpy when im easting
.jaa
mata
maybe before hair is dry, imma go slp.. so slpy =/
tmr shold be slpy too.. o well.. ...
today no play game together with sammy.. he's out.. bt didnt mention the date to me. .then found out that its actually today.
so.. night time end up catching up with my fren.. omg. .diaster?
haiz.. duno why.. she's always late=/
then finally get to eat. .after waiting for her over an hour that is..
then eat.. talk alot. .could talk for hours.. but i was getting really slpy.. , ad wanna spend time wiht sam..(though he's slping alryad ha).. then wanna go back and rest soon..
so yea.. no chioce.. gotta spoiled it, and suggested that i got to go. =/
o well..
hardly catch up.. but i was really in a tired slpy mood.. so yea..
i would rather go ho,me.. watch tv .. just rest for the couple sleft of hours night..
hm.. duno what else. .
o well..
tch.. miss him so much now =(
wish he's right with em now. .then can slp toget her.. huu.. im cold too.. =/
i miss him..
huu
about one more hour before he wakey ba.. but me too tired liao. .cant hang on.. =/
gotta wake early too.. now late alreyad for me..
my hair lor..
k.. i think right after this blog iomma go slp.. hair wet no choice.. i relaly need slp now.. zzz
gosh.. so tired.. why i wonder...e spray. .uh huh..
today was resting. .then sudden;y memories brought me back to our 2nd kiss... hahaha....omg. o well
hm.. haiz. .so wish to wear a nice sexy pretty lingeire to bed now.. =.='' but cannot. .cos parents at home.. huu.. T_T have to wwail till im marrie dba. huu.
o wel..
but i wanna wear it now..
kk. im super duper tired now..
kept yawning throughout the night with my fren too. .and msging sammy.. hope she wont think im rude.. =/
o well..
but yea.. im relaly just so tired and slpy when im easting
.jaa
mata
02 December 2010
Happy Chillout Night =)
wow... tonight is totally different...
mornign wakey.. was wondeirng.. how to talk with my manager about some concerns im having .. o well..
forget that aside..
me wakey got runny nose again.. huu.. always liek that =/ is it the fan or what.. haiyop..
anyway.. was out today.. thank god have msn keep in contact with sammy =) hapy
though duno when we will dc, but yea.
my phoen is always wioth me..
wow.. tonight is special . hm. .how to say.. like.. im actually playuing wiht sammy.. XD!
yea.. omg.. cna u believe this?
i was ver bored.. then duno what to say or chat baout. .cos he's also kinda quiet.. then i asked him what could make him not so bored.. i have no idea how online for couple of hours would be so fun, =.=''
i alywas end up staring aat the lappy waiting for a reply from sam.
then was like.. wow. .thanks goodness he told me about this game. and best part is, i actually gfet to play wiht him. wow.
=)
reminded me of how we played the car game throguh phone andpsp when we first know each other..
hahaha...
aww... i miss him... huuuuuuuuu
=/
so yea..
gosh.. if only hotel could charge phoen for free. . who knows maybe i could be playing wiht him eh..
hm. .yea.. batt.. for lappy and my cam is a prob.. =/ i wonder how.. my cam batt sure die out..
o well.. we'll see how.. could figure out a way ba. .hm.. ...
anyway.. wow.. what a different night.. ..=) its all good. and certainly2 best this way.. becos i have been relaly busy at worj.. everydya must handle details and many htinvs.. not to mention about 2 thousands plus of customers everyday...
so yea.. its so great to have a get away from all my work adn busy crowds.. and questions.. and tlaking... =') im just so glad.. yea.. at leadst for a night.. i didnt think of the feeling of.. u know. .heading back to busy xmas period work.. .so yea...
... what a sighes of relif..
hm.. gosh. .so late.. kk. .time to slp.. if only bro is home tonight with me.. iow ell.. .=./..
gosh.. i duno since when im so afraid of the darkness.. how did i get this phobia.. i wanna.. try to.. overcome this.. curb it.. but.. how.. so scary... ...
o well.. another night ba.
really need slp now.
tonight.. hm. .yea.. chillout in a special way.. no cost.. but comfy at home. thats all.. wit the right person too.. ahh... who needs party and frens or vodka or drugs... when u can have the best comfort at home.. with your lvoe one. .spending the evening togerher.. just knowing he's right over the other end.. almost.. and i mean almost.. sitting right ion front of me..
gdnight peepes..
thanks hubby dear.. you made my night and days so special... =')
so glad to be happy..espeically when im happy..with extra happiness.. =)
mata!
mornign wakey.. was wondeirng.. how to talk with my manager about some concerns im having .. o well..
forget that aside..
me wakey got runny nose again.. huu.. always liek that =/ is it the fan or what.. haiyop..
anyway.. was out today.. thank god have msn keep in contact with sammy =) hapy
though duno when we will dc, but yea.
my phoen is always wioth me..
wow.. tonight is special . hm. .how to say.. like.. im actually playuing wiht sammy.. XD!
yea.. omg.. cna u believe this?
i was ver bored.. then duno what to say or chat baout. .cos he's also kinda quiet.. then i asked him what could make him not so bored.. i have no idea how online for couple of hours would be so fun, =.=''
i alywas end up staring aat the lappy waiting for a reply from sam.
then was like.. wow. .thanks goodness he told me about this game. and best part is, i actually gfet to play wiht him. wow.
=)
reminded me of how we played the car game throguh phone andpsp when we first know each other..
hahaha...
aww... i miss him... huuuuuuuuu
=/
so yea..
gosh.. if only hotel could charge phoen for free. . who knows maybe i could be playing wiht him eh..
hm. .yea.. batt.. for lappy and my cam is a prob.. =/ i wonder how.. my cam batt sure die out..
o well.. we'll see how.. could figure out a way ba. .hm.. ...
anyway.. wow.. what a different night.. ..=) its all good. and certainly2 best this way.. becos i have been relaly busy at worj.. everydya must handle details and many htinvs.. not to mention about 2 thousands plus of customers everyday...
so yea.. its so great to have a get away from all my work adn busy crowds.. and questions.. and tlaking... =') im just so glad.. yea.. at leadst for a night.. i didnt think of the feeling of.. u know. .heading back to busy xmas period work.. .so yea...
... what a sighes of relif..
hm.. gosh. .so late.. kk. .time to slp.. if only bro is home tonight with me.. iow ell.. .=./..
gosh.. i duno since when im so afraid of the darkness.. how did i get this phobia.. i wanna.. try to.. overcome this.. curb it.. but.. how.. so scary... ...
o well.. another night ba.
really need slp now.
tonight.. hm. .yea.. chillout in a special way.. no cost.. but comfy at home. thats all.. wit the right person too.. ahh... who needs party and frens or vodka or drugs... when u can have the best comfort at home.. with your lvoe one. .spending the evening togerher.. just knowing he's right over the other end.. almost.. and i mean almost.. sitting right ion front of me..
gdnight peepes..
thanks hubby dear.. you made my night and days so special... =')
so glad to be happy..espeically when im happy..with extra happiness.. =)
mata!
01 December 2010
Very Busy Night
wow. unexpected.. so busy staifght all the way till closing time.. omg. ...
espeically this customer.. my colleague pass me to me.. omg... took up sooo much of my time.. then along came another.. and bit and poeces of customers, before i know it, i lok at my watch, its alreyawd 9 pm.. abouit almst 9. omg.
wow.. how did i manaded tat. ha. anwuayu,... i did my best when i served that custoner,, i got a feelin tthat he's a mystery shopper.. howevr.. im not too quite sure.. so yea..
hmm.. .... o well. anyway its over.. no use brooding over it.
ouch.. had paper cuts on my fingers.. =/ huu...
blood even drip onto the glass counter. omg.. goodness gracious .. good thing customer never see..
yay.. inally off day.. omg.. so tired... suddebly so many thigns to do.. anywya...
haiz.. taalked baout my manager.. .=/ ..
sad.. but.. i relaly .. don wish to talk about it. .rather forget it..
...haizzzzzzzzzzz
...yea.. i thin ki wan to be stricter.. but duno la..
tch.. sianz..
hate him.
and so.... yea. oh. my fren came in todya. finally he said.. get to see me. im always not ard when he visit. ha.
chatted with him abit only. afyer he's gone, my colleague say at first she thouht he's my bro. cos we look alike. omgggggggg. .goodness grcious.. i dun wan sia........................
=.='''''''
then when going to tolulet, happened to meet him when i was heading back. hes's with 2 frens.
then me tell him aboiut what my colleguae said. ha. we both don wan sia.. wth.. lok alike>? his fren say maybe cos of our face shape. my colleague say maybe cos of our eyes. =.,= dots....
he and his frens todya wear like. .what.. korean boyband ar.. lol.
so funny. like 3 cool guys duno.. liek. .weird. took halfday off.. duno what he;s doinghe intro me to his drens.. but i can only rememer oine of the guy name. .another i forgot =X o well. not tat it matters anyway
hmm... tmr tmr. hmm....
o well.
so slpy... amd soo tireed.. omg...
i need to slp afgter hair is dry.
waht else.. oh yay!! found a better deal.. phew.. no need go to the nionsense one. .apparantly im not the first to get so pissed off with them,. argh.. nvm baout htat.
anyway.. yea. .glad i found a cheaper one. though cheaper by abit, its good enough.. .hm.. wonde rif sat i should request for leave.. bt.. duno my bf side how.. like. .100% confirm, or no. ...
mm...
k ba.. gtg..
'i do kinda enjoy shoopping alone. sometiems.. yea.. but.. when i need advice on whether i shold get something,.. then yea.. o well..
mata
espeically this customer.. my colleague pass me to me.. omg... took up sooo much of my time.. then along came another.. and bit and poeces of customers, before i know it, i lok at my watch, its alreyawd 9 pm.. abouit almst 9. omg.
wow.. how did i manaded tat. ha. anwuayu,... i did my best when i served that custoner,, i got a feelin tthat he's a mystery shopper.. howevr.. im not too quite sure.. so yea..
hmm.. .... o well. anyway its over.. no use brooding over it.
ouch.. had paper cuts on my fingers.. =/ huu...
blood even drip onto the glass counter. omg.. goodness gracious .. good thing customer never see..
yay.. inally off day.. omg.. so tired... suddebly so many thigns to do.. anywya...
haiz.. taalked baout my manager.. .=/ ..
sad.. but.. i relaly .. don wish to talk about it. .rather forget it..
...haizzzzzzzzzzz
...yea.. i thin ki wan to be stricter.. but duno la..
tch.. sianz..
hate him.
and so.... yea. oh. my fren came in todya. finally he said.. get to see me. im always not ard when he visit. ha.
chatted with him abit only. afyer he's gone, my colleague say at first she thouht he's my bro. cos we look alike. omgggggggg. .goodness grcious.. i dun wan sia........................
=.='''''''
then when going to tolulet, happened to meet him when i was heading back. hes's with 2 frens.
then me tell him aboiut what my colleguae said. ha. we both don wan sia.. wth.. lok alike>? his fren say maybe cos of our face shape. my colleague say maybe cos of our eyes. =.,= dots....
he and his frens todya wear like. .what.. korean boyband ar.. lol.
so funny. like 3 cool guys duno.. liek. .weird. took halfday off.. duno what he;s doinghe intro me to his drens.. but i can only rememer oine of the guy name. .another i forgot =X o well. not tat it matters anyway
hmm... tmr tmr. hmm....
o well.
so slpy... amd soo tireed.. omg...
i need to slp afgter hair is dry.
waht else.. oh yay!! found a better deal.. phew.. no need go to the nionsense one. .apparantly im not the first to get so pissed off with them,. argh.. nvm baout htat.
anyway.. yea. .glad i found a cheaper one. though cheaper by abit, its good enough.. .hm.. wonde rif sat i should request for leave.. bt.. duno my bf side how.. like. .100% confirm, or no. ...
mm...
k ba.. gtg..
'i do kinda enjoy shoopping alone. sometiems.. yea.. but.. when i need advice on whether i shold get something,.. then yea.. o well..
mata
30 November 2010
presense
so scary... was walking to my door.. then felt this presense where someone is behind me.. u know like.. u wlak.. hten suddenly u realised that you have to give way to somebody behind to let him pass?
yea.. thats how i felt.. so weird.. then bro open door suddnely for me.. lol. i was shocked. haha... XD
freaky presense nonehtless.
o well
wow.. sometimes i wonder how i managed to spend 8 hours working and working wiht things to do.. ..ha. ...
like .. wow.. how did i do htat man>>?
power.
ok. tmr 80 ctns T_T jia you...
got work to do again. straight none stop. o well.
han gon ba.
sometimes i duno where i gfot all my cuts form. =/ tch..
pain ne. huu....
ok. .so ytd was so disappooinyed.. hm.. o well. nvm..
today changed the tix dates.. .
but encountered such bad sercice.. sooo rude to me!!!! omg. .was so pissed =(
..hiaz. don tlak baout htat ba.
o well
hm.. slpy adn tired....
o well.. tmr.. long day ahead..
im drying my hair now.. cant wait to see... shoulder need massage.. and me slpy..
oh ytd.. huu... dropped big ctn onto my feet again =/ then somehow after i struggle to get up, theres this guy and girl walk in. then after im done, the guy ask if i need any help. =,= dots.. when i drop never ask. then after i picked it up, then ask. but nayway how cna i let my customer help me. course i don need jhelp,
hm.. wonder if i should wait till hair is dry then slp.. i want to but.. .hm... im too bored and slpy.. ah.. i should check up more agency nubers.. yea..
kk.. better get to it now..
jaa mata
yea.. thats how i felt.. so weird.. then bro open door suddnely for me.. lol. i was shocked. haha... XD
freaky presense nonehtless.
o well
wow.. sometimes i wonder how i managed to spend 8 hours working and working wiht things to do.. ..ha. ...
like .. wow.. how did i do htat man>>?
power.
ok. tmr 80 ctns T_T jia you...
got work to do again. straight none stop. o well.
han gon ba.
sometimes i duno where i gfot all my cuts form. =/ tch..
pain ne. huu....
ok. .so ytd was so disappooinyed.. hm.. o well. nvm..
today changed the tix dates.. .
but encountered such bad sercice.. sooo rude to me!!!! omg. .was so pissed =(
..hiaz. don tlak baout htat ba.
o well
hm.. slpy adn tired....
o well.. tmr.. long day ahead..
im drying my hair now.. cant wait to see... shoulder need massage.. and me slpy..
oh ytd.. huu... dropped big ctn onto my feet again =/ then somehow after i struggle to get up, theres this guy and girl walk in. then after im done, the guy ask if i need any help. =,= dots.. when i drop never ask. then after i picked it up, then ask. but nayway how cna i let my customer help me. course i don need jhelp,
hm.. wonder if i should wait till hair is dry then slp.. i want to but.. .hm... im too bored and slpy.. ah.. i should check up more agency nubers.. yea..
kk.. better get to it now..
jaa mata
presense
so scary... was walking to my door.. then felt this presense where someone is behind me.. u know like.. u wlak.. hten suddenly u realised that you have to give way to somebody behind to let him pass?
yea.. thats how i felt.. so weird.. then bro open door suddnely for me.. lol. i was shocked. haha... XD
freaky presense nonehtless.
o well
wow.. sometimes i wonder how i managed to spend 8 hours working and working wiht things to do.. ..ha. ...
like .. wow.. how did i do htat man>>?
power.
ok. tmr 80 ctns T_T jia you...
got work to do again. straight none stop. o well.
han gon ba.
sometimes i duno where i gfot all my cuts form. =/ tch..
pain ne. huu....
ok. .so ytd was so disappooinyed.. hm.. o well. nvm..
today changed the tix dates.. .
but encountered such bad sercice.. sooo rude to me!!!! omg. .was so pissed =(
..hiaz. don tlak baout htat ba.
o well
hm.. slpy adn tired....
o well.. tmr.. long day ahead..
im drying my hair now.. cant wait to see... shoulder need massage.. and me slpy..
oh ytd.. huu... dropped big ctn onto my feet again =/ then somehow after i struggle to get up, theres this guy and girl walk in. then after im done, the guy ask if i need any help. =,= dots.. when i drop never ask. then after i picked it up, then ask. but nayway how cna i let my customer help me. course i don need jhelp,
hm.. wonder if i should wait till hair is dry then slp.. i want to but.. .hm... im too bored and slpy.. ah.. i should check up more agency nubers.. yea..
kk.. better get to it now..
jaa mata
yea.. thats how i felt.. so weird.. then bro open door suddnely for me.. lol. i was shocked. haha... XD
freaky presense nonehtless.
o well
wow.. sometimes i wonder how i managed to spend 8 hours working and working wiht things to do.. ..ha. ...
like .. wow.. how did i do htat man>>?
power.
ok. tmr 80 ctns T_T jia you...
got work to do again. straight none stop. o well.
han gon ba.
sometimes i duno where i gfot all my cuts form. =/ tch..
pain ne. huu....
ok. .so ytd was so disappooinyed.. hm.. o well. nvm..
today changed the tix dates.. .
but encountered such bad sercice.. sooo rude to me!!!! omg. .was so pissed =(
..hiaz. don tlak baout htat ba.
o well
hm.. slpy adn tired....
o well.. tmr.. long day ahead..
im drying my hair now.. cant wait to see... shoulder need massage.. and me slpy..
oh ytd.. huu... dropped big ctn onto my feet again =/ then somehow after i struggle to get up, theres this guy and girl walk in. then after im done, the guy ask if i need any help. =,= dots.. when i drop never ask. then after i picked it up, then ask. but nayway how cna i let my customer help me. course i don need jhelp,
hm.. wonder if i should wait till hair is dry then slp.. i want to but.. .hm... im too bored and slpy.. ah.. i should check up more agency nubers.. yea..
kk.. better get to it now..
jaa mata
27 November 2010
look at whats important
aww.. =/ a pity tonight still didnt get to skype with sammy....
o well....
but yea. .the other was funny. lol. .he and his joke.. ha... =) make sme laugh.. omg
kk.. im sooooo super duper tired and slpy.
omg.
wakey auto so earlu to runny nose and sneezy so hard. -=/ duno why also. caught a cold during the nifht >? o well
anyway if me no go out celebrate redz birtdhay, i think most likely i'll be runy nosey wnole day. duno why like that. anuway
todya.. yea.. thought only going out when near buffet choco with redz and bro.. but redz wanna see town night light soyea. head there.. walk.. thats all>
at least along the way i have sammy's company with me =)
so yea.
these few days feel extra close to him .=)
yay
^^
hm.. i think i wanna blog something last night. but i forgot.. haiyo.
anyway...
redz really liek what bro gib him for pressy. a gshock watch. very nice indeed .
hm...
i can do this.
spend on what need to be spend.. yea.. the rest jsut save hard.. for my happiness true happiness i mean . ahead the way.. i can do this. =) gambate ne..
and pray that hotel and airtics still available.. as long as its available.. even is exp.. then yea.. no choice. .at leats have space ba
hm... .. hopefully tmr closing wont be so late =( huu.
baka desu. don care. this time must close exyra early liao. ..
o well
i really wonde rhwat that guy at orachead wanna talk to redz about . hmm.....
bro walking ahead of us.. htis chinese guy suddenly approached redz whos walking next to me.
redz very defending and say no no no.. duno hwat ... then guy say he meant no harm.. not ask for money or what or sumitn. but yea.. redz just walk away. hmm... i wonder why.. whos he..
tonight after buffet almost want to go kbox or sumtin. but... i don relaly wan... cos late, and im so tired.. plus tmr work=/ otherwise would lvoe to go. cos been so long since i sang wit them. oplus i relaly soooo long no go kbox=( been more than a year ba. or so. haiz.
so yea
wow. .shop been so busy every single day.. plsu with stocks =/.. .4 weeks to hang on for... ...wow. .suddenly seems so.. far and long. .howveer i know it will be over before i know it. so yea.
jia you!!! nails broken, got cuts and scratchez, nvm. .hang on ba... my wounds wil lbe heal in no time when i see him =) looking forward
hm.. sometimes .it sso easy to envy someone.. my fren once said.. he envy our otehr fren.. got nice sister.. who dotes onn him.. he's rich. got car./ he's a sugeon or sumtin.. blah3...
while my fren nto super rich.. with his sister cannot get along..
i said to him.. u don have to envy him. perhaps u have somethig which he envys or ppl envys u about. he say liek what? i say im not too sure. but definitely there is somehting. PERHAPS U CANT SEE IT. BUT OTHERS CAN. then he keep quiet. haha.
so yea..
maybe this peson is poor... and down on his liuck al lthe time.. had bad time at work.. but.. perhaps he have alot of close buiddies... he can count on.. talak with.. destress with..
while otehrs.. perhaps rich and good at evrything with work.. but at the end of sdya.. no one is there to share with him anything.
theres always... a balance in erythign.. in life.
good and bad. depending on how u see it.
sometimes u can't see it. but others could.
they knwo. but u dont. and when u dont, u tend not to know how to cherish it nor treasure it. thats when ppl often regret when they lost it, and see whats important to them. but it could be too late.
thats why........... envy.. who doenst.. someitmes i do...
rich girl. .with rich family.. good backgroud.. can study overseas..
but then.... i have to see what im contend with too. i have a mmother who dotes on me and work so hard for this family. she held on so tight for us. i like who i am.
i like the way thigns work sometimes..
i like some nice looking branded bag.. but its alrite even if i don own them. cos i loike unique items. so eve nif they cost next to nothing, but as long as they are unique looking and special be it as a gift or whatsoever... i will be so happy to own it.
i have a hubby who love me so much
yea..
beign down to earth and a simple girl.. its nice too u know.
being a rich girl borned wioht a golden spoon in he rmouth.. hmm... well.. its alrite..
i do like. .being down to earth.
simple pleasure. .is enough.
perhaps.. hte future could bring me mroe.. but for now...Yea.. we must learn how to be contend.. and try not to envy others for what they have...
we have our very special own ppl or thigns...even if we are poorer than them.
its the question of whetehr we could see it for oursdelf or not.
understand it.
see. life would be easier.
don lose what u've alreayd own.. they are special.. don lose it in the process of pursuing something that is... u knw.. whats that word.. hm.. shen wai wu. like.. things that can be bought.. or erm.. just something liek outer thing. forgot whats that word. lol. anwyay.. yea.. don lose what u alreyad own.. just becos of some useless pointless matter..that u thought u should join... or do in oder to be part of the team.. or being popular.. being popular doesnt mean anything.
=/
yea.. thats kinda wha i wanna say..
tyr hard to be in that so called good team, when its actually not, . u end up losing urself, and true frens or family . yea. it cna be that seriosu;
huu. type till shoulder hurts. k gotta stop . \ocuh
well, at leats i know in my life whats the most important hting or rather person in my life. hjow about u?
overcome probs. .and stay strong. .fight for it.
believe in it.
stay true. and to the rules..
mata
o well....
but yea. .the other was funny. lol. .he and his joke.. ha... =) make sme laugh.. omg
kk.. im sooooo super duper tired and slpy.
omg.
wakey auto so earlu to runny nose and sneezy so hard. -=/ duno why also. caught a cold during the nifht >? o well
anyway if me no go out celebrate redz birtdhay, i think most likely i'll be runy nosey wnole day. duno why like that. anuway
todya.. yea.. thought only going out when near buffet choco with redz and bro.. but redz wanna see town night light soyea. head there.. walk.. thats all>
at least along the way i have sammy's company with me =)
so yea.
these few days feel extra close to him .=)
yay
^^
hm.. i think i wanna blog something last night. but i forgot.. haiyo.
anyway...
redz really liek what bro gib him for pressy. a gshock watch. very nice indeed .
hm...
i can do this.
spend on what need to be spend.. yea.. the rest jsut save hard.. for my happiness true happiness i mean . ahead the way.. i can do this. =) gambate ne..
and pray that hotel and airtics still available.. as long as its available.. even is exp.. then yea.. no choice. .at leats have space ba
hm... .. hopefully tmr closing wont be so late =( huu.
baka desu. don care. this time must close exyra early liao. ..
o well
i really wonde rhwat that guy at orachead wanna talk to redz about . hmm.....
bro walking ahead of us.. htis chinese guy suddenly approached redz whos walking next to me.
redz very defending and say no no no.. duno hwat ... then guy say he meant no harm.. not ask for money or what or sumitn. but yea.. redz just walk away. hmm... i wonder why.. whos he..
tonight after buffet almost want to go kbox or sumtin. but... i don relaly wan... cos late, and im so tired.. plus tmr work=/ otherwise would lvoe to go. cos been so long since i sang wit them. oplus i relaly soooo long no go kbox=( been more than a year ba. or so. haiz.
so yea
wow. .shop been so busy every single day.. plsu with stocks =/.. .4 weeks to hang on for... ...wow. .suddenly seems so.. far and long. .howveer i know it will be over before i know it. so yea.
jia you!!! nails broken, got cuts and scratchez, nvm. .hang on ba... my wounds wil lbe heal in no time when i see him =) looking forward
hm.. sometimes .it sso easy to envy someone.. my fren once said.. he envy our otehr fren.. got nice sister.. who dotes onn him.. he's rich. got car./ he's a sugeon or sumtin.. blah3...
while my fren nto super rich.. with his sister cannot get along..
i said to him.. u don have to envy him. perhaps u have somethig which he envys or ppl envys u about. he say liek what? i say im not too sure. but definitely there is somehting. PERHAPS U CANT SEE IT. BUT OTHERS CAN. then he keep quiet. haha.
so yea..
maybe this peson is poor... and down on his liuck al lthe time.. had bad time at work.. but.. perhaps he have alot of close buiddies... he can count on.. talak with.. destress with..
while otehrs.. perhaps rich and good at evrything with work.. but at the end of sdya.. no one is there to share with him anything.
theres always... a balance in erythign.. in life.
good and bad. depending on how u see it.
sometimes u can't see it. but others could.
they knwo. but u dont. and when u dont, u tend not to know how to cherish it nor treasure it. thats when ppl often regret when they lost it, and see whats important to them. but it could be too late.
thats why........... envy.. who doenst.. someitmes i do...
rich girl. .with rich family.. good backgroud.. can study overseas..
but then.... i have to see what im contend with too. i have a mmother who dotes on me and work so hard for this family. she held on so tight for us. i like who i am.
i like the way thigns work sometimes..
i like some nice looking branded bag.. but its alrite even if i don own them. cos i loike unique items. so eve nif they cost next to nothing, but as long as they are unique looking and special be it as a gift or whatsoever... i will be so happy to own it.
i have a hubby who love me so much
yea..
beign down to earth and a simple girl.. its nice too u know.
being a rich girl borned wioht a golden spoon in he rmouth.. hmm... well.. its alrite..
i do like. .being down to earth.
simple pleasure. .is enough.
perhaps.. hte future could bring me mroe.. but for now...Yea.. we must learn how to be contend.. and try not to envy others for what they have...
we have our very special own ppl or thigns...even if we are poorer than them.
its the question of whetehr we could see it for oursdelf or not.
understand it.
see. life would be easier.
don lose what u've alreayd own.. they are special.. don lose it in the process of pursuing something that is... u knw.. whats that word.. hm.. shen wai wu. like.. things that can be bought.. or erm.. just something liek outer thing. forgot whats that word. lol. anwyay.. yea.. don lose what u alreyad own.. just becos of some useless pointless matter..that u thought u should join... or do in oder to be part of the team.. or being popular.. being popular doesnt mean anything.
=/
yea.. thats kinda wha i wanna say..
tyr hard to be in that so called good team, when its actually not, . u end up losing urself, and true frens or family . yea. it cna be that seriosu;
huu. type till shoulder hurts. k gotta stop . \ocuh
well, at leats i know in my life whats the most important hting or rather person in my life. hjow about u?
overcome probs. .and stay strong. .fight for it.
believe in it.
stay true. and to the rules..
mata
26 November 2010
Just Do It!
wow.. my day's been so busy.. finally... finally can off... phew....
so tiring.... omg.
everyday like that..
then closing. .sighs.. donw an talk about it mno more.. money so much.. plus leave me wiht new staffs who doesnt know how to do closing. haiz.
anwayy... nothing special about my day ba..
hmmm...
bought redz birthday pressy... but bro say he might not like it cos its chewy.. haiyo. what to do..
too alte.
haiz.. xos of htese 2 brothers birthdays, gonna cost me like about 2 hundreds? huuuu...... T_T yea.. what to do... o well.
im hunting for xmas pressy as well as birthday pressyt for bro now.
in case last min again. omg.. hate it man.
haha.. today theres this auntie tell me.. i served her.. after that before she walk oiout, she say to me.. ''you're so sweet little girl''. =)
omg. aww..... and another customer say the shop is warm.. i sya yea maybe aircon or somethinf. then she ;s like maybe also becaus eof my good service.
=)
oh another one! this auntie.. duno i served her before anot.. but she bought something.. before she go, she say thank you pauline. she know my name. i wonder.. .maybe i did servced her before eh? and somehroe she stil lrememeber my name xos of me =)
aw
so tiring.... omg.
everyday like that..
then closing. .sighs.. donw an talk about it mno more.. money so much.. plus leave me wiht new staffs who doesnt know how to do closing. haiz.
anwayy... nothing special about my day ba..
hmmm...
bought redz birthday pressy... but bro say he might not like it cos its chewy.. haiyo. what to do..
too alte.
haiz.. xos of htese 2 brothers birthdays, gonna cost me like about 2 hundreds? huuuu...... T_T yea.. what to do... o well.
im hunting for xmas pressy as well as birthday pressyt for bro now.
in case last min again. omg.. hate it man.
haha.. today theres this auntie tell me.. i served her.. after that before she walk oiout, she say to me.. ''you're so sweet little girl''. =)
omg. aww..... and another customer say the shop is warm.. i sya yea maybe aircon or somethinf. then she ;s like maybe also becaus eof my good service.
=)
oh another one! this auntie.. duno i served her before anot.. but she bought something.. before she go, she say thank you pauline. she know my name. i wonder.. .maybe i did servced her before eh? and somehroe she stil lrememeber my name xos of me =)
aw
hm... when it comes to service.. , im confident .. cos i served them well. thats hwy i like. instead of standing behind counter, or doings stocks. .then cant serve them.. i don like. not happy.
oh todya manager ask me if im alrite. cos i look down.
O.o.. ?? huH?? i do?? thats weird!! i wold said cos im doing stocks ba.. then gotta concentrate in tge new staffs and whole shop at the same time.
o well
anyway.. yea.. surprised... maybe i smiled too much always.. so when i did not, they thought im not happy.
oh todya manager ask me if im alrite. cos i look down.
O.o.. ?? huH?? i do?? thats weird!! i wold said cos im doing stocks ba.. then gotta concentrate in tge new staffs and whole shop at the same time.
o well
anyway.. yea.. surprised... maybe i smiled too much always.. so when i did not, they thought im not happy.
last night posted a qutoe i thought of ;ast night. suddenly thought of. ha
then so many ppl like it. was liek. .o...k...
but i guess its true thats why. not guess. ha. it IS true .
but i guess its true thats why. not guess. ha. it IS true .
it applies to veeryone on this earth.
u should know it yoiurseld..
sometimes u know u have to do this. perhaps to make someone happy, or do somethign useful... something liek that.. but somehow u'd rather waste ur time online. .doing something else... watch dvd...
and u kept psuhing back all these times...
and perhaps when u relaly wanna do somethign about it, do somethin for that person, or whatever matter, then you find that its all too late. perhaps the person alreayd move on.
or the case is close.
you have all the tiem u got. but u wasted so much on somethin esle. just becos u dont feel liek doing. or beign lazy. so don wanna do it.
i know.. work.. .schoo...; everything. everyone is busy in theis own way. but... why don we stop and think.
think.
think of wha we could do for some one else..
itll make thir day.
or perhaps chanfed their opnion of youi...whatevert it is,...
yea..stop finding all sorts of excuse alreyad.
gosh.. tonight.. so maddeling. almost missed out on sammy. gd thing get to call him still. phew. and voice is good. okok. but uea. otherwise would've been so frustrated.
stupid closing lor.. during xmas. argh.. hate it
kk. .yawn.. slpy now...
night night...
u should know it yoiurseld..
sometimes u know u have to do this. perhaps to make someone happy, or do somethign useful... something liek that.. but somehow u'd rather waste ur time online. .doing something else... watch dvd...
and u kept psuhing back all these times...
and perhaps when u relaly wanna do somethign about it, do somethin for that person, or whatever matter, then you find that its all too late. perhaps the person alreayd move on.
or the case is close.
you have all the tiem u got. but u wasted so much on somethin esle. just becos u dont feel liek doing. or beign lazy. so don wanna do it.
i know.. work.. .schoo...; everything. everyone is busy in theis own way. but... why don we stop and think.
think.
think of wha we could do for some one else..
itll make thir day.
or perhaps chanfed their opnion of youi...whatevert it is,...
yea..stop finding all sorts of excuse alreyad.
gosh.. tonight.. so maddeling. almost missed out on sammy. gd thing get to call him still. phew. and voice is good. okok. but uea. otherwise would've been so frustrated.
stupid closing lor.. during xmas. argh.. hate it
kk. .yawn.. slpy now...
night night...
oh yea.. and so... im finally gonna have a chance to waear my lol... white dress again!!! XD
that dress.. cannot wear to club.. neither to go out.. liek abit too .. erm.. yea.. haha.
not a gown.. but o well.
XD at least something elegant to wear ba. hahahahha.....
i thought never would have the chance to wear again. seeems liek i do now! yay.. cos gona hve this choco buffet at hotel. and it occurred to me that o yea... haha... cannot anyhow wear.. must wear properly and niceeee... haha... yay.. reason why happy to get to wear it is becos at least i don dfeeel like i waste the money on a one itme dress. haha.
k.. omg. so late.. gotta slp.
nightsthat dress.. cannot wear to club.. neither to go out.. liek abit too .. erm.. yea.. haha.
not a gown.. but o well.
XD at least something elegant to wear ba. hahahahha.....
i thought never would have the chance to wear again. seeems liek i do now! yay.. cos gona hve this choco buffet at hotel. and it occurred to me that o yea... haha... cannot anyhow wear.. must wear properly and niceeee... haha... yay.. reason why happy to get to wear it is becos at least i don dfeeel like i waste the money on a one itme dress. haha.
k.. omg. so late.. gotta slp.
mata
25 November 2010
Zzz
was so bored last night..goodness...
at work.. o well.. theres a couple of new partimers.. one , a ah beng obvious -_-'' erm yea..
anyway.. good thign not malay.
i fiind htat malay.. especially girls. .they liek to talk behind ppls back.. and.. easily misunderstood ppl. .bit*h about ppl.. =/
haiz... working wiht them i gotta watch it man..
then theres another staff. a guy. i stuttered when i intro my name. =.= wth. so paiseh. omg...
anywya,. malay again.
hm... well. .acouple more chinese.. .hiayo. .enough of malay bad staffs ba i hope =/
at least chinese .. so far they are more willing to work without complaining...
o well... duno ba =/
anyway...
hm... ....
im thinking... something's feels wrong. hmm... what coulld...
o well... i duno.
trust is everything right.
ok. slpy now. hm. .today wakey slpy and tired.. then today stocks. .again couldnt finish.. too busy =/
haiz.. .
tch... hope tmr will be fine ba.sianz.. but wel. .good thing alot of customers.. keep me busy
zzz slpy..
oh.. started to look ard for xmas pressy.. n redz pressy... haiyo...
heacache.. and money to spend T_T hate it. haiz.
hm.. its a cold mrg and night today...
waht happens when u detect someone lie to u? its a tough feeling eh..
zzz... slpy.. scared to slp.. meaning wakey gotta work again.. not that its bad.. hbut.. i duno.. =/
ow ell... hmmmm............. i duno
lemme find another answer of my own..again. cant wait to see him.
hm.. k.. better write down a list of items htat i need to get... don wanna overspend man.. soemmore jus paid my bills. huu.. and top up card plus gve parents.. so yup.. besides tickets n hotel fare... hm.. yea. gotta think. what to buy
anyway.. slpy!
k.. gtg
mata
at work.. o well.. theres a couple of new partimers.. one , a ah beng obvious -_-'' erm yea..
anyway.. good thign not malay.
i fiind htat malay.. especially girls. .they liek to talk behind ppls back.. and.. easily misunderstood ppl. .bit*h about ppl.. =/
haiz... working wiht them i gotta watch it man..
then theres another staff. a guy. i stuttered when i intro my name. =.= wth. so paiseh. omg...
anywya,. malay again.
hm... well. .acouple more chinese.. .hiayo. .enough of malay bad staffs ba i hope =/
at least chinese .. so far they are more willing to work without complaining...
o well... duno ba =/
anyway...
hm... ....
im thinking... something's feels wrong. hmm... what coulld...
o well... i duno.
trust is everything right.
ok. slpy now. hm. .today wakey slpy and tired.. then today stocks. .again couldnt finish.. too busy =/
haiz.. .
tch... hope tmr will be fine ba.sianz.. but wel. .good thing alot of customers.. keep me busy
zzz slpy..
oh.. started to look ard for xmas pressy.. n redz pressy... haiyo...
heacache.. and money to spend T_T hate it. haiz.
hm.. its a cold mrg and night today...
waht happens when u detect someone lie to u? its a tough feeling eh..
zzz... slpy.. scared to slp.. meaning wakey gotta work again.. not that its bad.. hbut.. i duno.. =/
ow ell... hmmmm............. i duno
lemme find another answer of my own..again. cant wait to see him.
hm.. k.. better write down a list of items htat i need to get... don wanna overspend man.. soemmore jus paid my bills. huu.. and top up card plus gve parents.. so yup.. besides tickets n hotel fare... hm.. yea. gotta think. what to buy
anyway.. slpy!
k.. gtg
mata
23 November 2010
Another Sick Day
oh my goodness.... am so sick today. again for so long. huu... whole day.. especually on my off day.. sucks... =./
duno what to ssay ba.. haiz....
oh a customer say like my service again ^^ haha. only come in when im in the store. yay..
hm... haiz.. tmr back to work.. hang on ba.. hope i'll get my enervy back before i start my work.. i bet theres alot of stocks to be done.. .haiz
so yea.. hope my nose will be fine desu
tch.. poor mum.. i hope she gets well =./ she lost her voice outta the blue.. though yea..
i know she's getting sick.. but yea.. her voice sueenly.. o well
my stomach not feeling so gd now either.. =/
so wanna slp.. bene restinga dn slping.. am i so tired?
mayber i am ba..
o well
k.. not feeling well typing away here. better go slp or resxt..
mata
duno what to ssay ba.. haiz....
oh a customer say like my service again ^^ haha. only come in when im in the store. yay..
hm... haiz.. tmr back to work.. hang on ba.. hope i'll get my enervy back before i start my work.. i bet theres alot of stocks to be done.. .haiz
so yea.. hope my nose will be fine desu
tch.. poor mum.. i hope she gets well =./ she lost her voice outta the blue.. though yea..
i know she's getting sick.. but yea.. her voice sueenly.. o well
my stomach not feeling so gd now either.. =/
so wanna slp.. bene restinga dn slping.. am i so tired?
mayber i am ba..
o well
k.. not feeling well typing away here. better go slp or resxt..
mata
21 November 2010
Busy Weekend Mrg and Night
such a morning.. omg... with 2 ppl opening shop omn weekend, its impossible!! good thing my colleague forgot her shift is next week, and arrived. otherwise, i can say for sure, we'll lose out alot of sales,a nd gfain alot of erm.. thigns for me to do?
anwyay,.. been so busy.. goodness... its good. but yea.. wow.. evryday so busy. cant wait to get the day over with for tmr. huu... go work earlier, and end late. ..haiz.. whatever.. =/
just hang onnnnnnn
gosh.. my throat.. =/ my collegaue is having a sore throat ..then now i htink im getting it tooo.... huuu =/
hopes its fine ba.. voice abit change...d o well
hm.. goodness... im very surprised i still survived.. and not super tired.
i sudden woakey at 2am. slpt at 1am. then about 3 or 5am.. wakey again.. 5plus is the time i wakey feeling very uncomfy.. then nose starts to get sooo runny... huuu... then lie ther suffer till 6.45.. then decide to just wakey.. =/
today doing stocks. .ewanna finish.. so head for work early..
now yea.. feeling slpy..
hm... but...
hate it when liek ytd.. home. .eat.. watch abit of t.v... then slp. .about 4hrs later, work. =.=
haiz.
if sammys here, evryhing would be so much betetr =/
hope he get this schhol scholarship or sumtin ba. .maybe he can come over one day eh..
pray...
wow. .so fast.. his finall exam is coming up . like in a blink of an eye. so weird. ..ha.
and redz birthdya. omgggg... duno what to buy for him. .how.... oh no... bro also.. nevr say anything. .liek wanna share or not. just say ar.. liek no confir, answer like that.
hey, i wanna try typing wihtout looking at the keyboard, LOL, nice, ive always wanted to do just that since less than 10 yrs old!! hahah. o well. anwyay, its kinda fun. im doing it now. my manager is so good at this. haha.
i mena the manager from melb.
k.. but seriously not so nice for eyes.. eyes keep lookey at screen.. very uncomfy,
so brigjt the screen
k.. at least i know i can do it now. yay...
ahh.. looking forward to the days to spend wiht sammy.. veverynight and day is gonna be great. =)
mata!!
anwyay,.. been so busy.. goodness... its good. but yea.. wow.. evryday so busy. cant wait to get the day over with for tmr. huu... go work earlier, and end late. ..haiz.. whatever.. =/
just hang onnnnnnn
gosh.. my throat.. =/ my collegaue is having a sore throat ..then now i htink im getting it tooo.... huuu =/
hopes its fine ba.. voice abit change...d o well
hm.. goodness... im very surprised i still survived.. and not super tired.
i sudden woakey at 2am. slpt at 1am. then about 3 or 5am.. wakey again.. 5plus is the time i wakey feeling very uncomfy.. then nose starts to get sooo runny... huuu... then lie ther suffer till 6.45.. then decide to just wakey.. =/
today doing stocks. .ewanna finish.. so head for work early..
now yea.. feeling slpy..
hm... but...
hate it when liek ytd.. home. .eat.. watch abit of t.v... then slp. .about 4hrs later, work. =.=
haiz.
if sammys here, evryhing would be so much betetr =/
hope he get this schhol scholarship or sumtin ba. .maybe he can come over one day eh..
pray...
wow. .so fast.. his finall exam is coming up . like in a blink of an eye. so weird. ..ha.
and redz birthdya. omgggg... duno what to buy for him. .how.... oh no... bro also.. nevr say anything. .liek wanna share or not. just say ar.. liek no confir, answer like that.
hey, i wanna try typing wihtout looking at the keyboard, LOL, nice, ive always wanted to do just that since less than 10 yrs old!! hahah. o well. anwyay, its kinda fun. im doing it now. my manager is so good at this. haha.
i mena the manager from melb.
k.. but seriously not so nice for eyes.. eyes keep lookey at screen.. very uncomfy,
so brigjt the screen
k.. at least i know i can do it now. yay...
ahh.. looking forward to the days to spend wiht sammy.. veverynight and day is gonna be great. =)
mata!!
20 November 2010
Mad Sat
gosh. .such a bz non stop day..
only a couplke of mins in between which is quiet. .but yea. good. tiem flies. .good2... though bz and tired...
zzz......
hm... tmr earlier go work.. o well. .do stocks. haiz. .tocks arrived at a very unexpected time. .o well
so tired now me.
this morning thoguh.. really not in the mood for work. .haiz. like. .haiyo.. don feel like working. .just wanna continue resting. .but yea. so glad get through this night liao..
oh morning, felt as htough i was in the car with sammy on the way out. like i was with him all the way.. it was so nice. =)
warm and comfy. .like so near.
haiyo.. me just ate. .quite alot. .but yea. .think better slp alreyd..
=.= tired..
slpy..
tmr another madness.
oh dear xmas. .wount u be over...
mata
only a couplke of mins in between which is quiet. .but yea. good. tiem flies. .good2... though bz and tired...
zzz......
hm... tmr earlier go work.. o well. .do stocks. haiz. .tocks arrived at a very unexpected time. .o well
so tired now me.
this morning thoguh.. really not in the mood for work. .haiz. like. .haiyo.. don feel like working. .just wanna continue resting. .but yea. so glad get through this night liao..
oh morning, felt as htough i was in the car with sammy on the way out. like i was with him all the way.. it was so nice. =)
warm and comfy. .like so near.
haiyo.. me just ate. .quite alot. .but yea. .think better slp alreyd..
=.= tired..
slpy..
tmr another madness.
oh dear xmas. .wount u be over...
mata
19 November 2010
Cook For Family
haiyo headache...
hmm.. today me cooked jap curry.. redz asked if me wanna go with bro to esplanade after their work and have supper.. then yea.. they end up coming back to have dinenr. cos i cook mah. hm.. i kidna feel like going.. but then again.. its better to savce up the money for nightout. ha. so yea.
but curry taste great. cheerx=)
yea.. that night after watching the show. .then decided to cook up curry. hahaha.
its such a hassle long work. and to boil it for hours.. wow. sorry i mean simmer. ha
hm.. oh ! been wanting to say this. .that day theres this angmoh lady.. i saw her ring so huge the ..erm i duno.. diamond or whatever stone. its very beautiful .very pretty ring. wedding ring. i commented on it, and say it must be very expensive.. then she say yea.. she did not buy it. her husband is the one who spend money and bought it she said. lol.
what a great answer! XD
hm....
really2... so shoick to have these 2 dasy off... omg.
ytd was out getting curry ingredietns..
then got back.. yea.. nap alot. today also nap. yea.. im really titred. very tired body.
wow.
even now .. yea.. still tired and slpy.. i can feel it.
then home.. nap or what.. cnat reemebr.. but yea. .then waited for samy to online..
but yea.. goodness.. these 2 days though it great to rest, but its seriously freaking bored!!!!
just online, watch tv.. omg.. its very so so boring =/
but anyway.. yea.. like i said.. rest alot. .i wish tmr as well.. .but o well..
hm.... yea... well.. tmr sure gonna be a super busy day.. hm.. keep my fingers crossed, and get through with these days ba.
hmmm....
haiz....
off days kinda wasted liek that..
nayway.. oh ytd.. saw some unique white onions. then ask mum to buy. we saw some black,purple, and light yellow colur.. very light colour.. of the capsicums. when we are choosing it, a auntie walk passed us and lament that she bought htem before,, and it didnt taste good. its bitter she said. so yea..
we didnt buy. i took pics already though.. pic colours aint that great.. but yea.
hmm.. yawnn... still slpy..
haiz. .i wonde rif communications time is ever enough....
now im waiting again. for bro and redz.
come back eat. so bored now =( haiz.
last night also.. waited for bro to come back home watch dvd with.. was so sianzzzz...
oh yay. just got the blood tiny clot outta my skin. phew. .luckily not pain.
haiz.. mabe i should go tke a rest now or sumtin.. hm.. or dol something.. sianz. .so boring . but nonetheless.. realy appreciate the rest i got.. really need more rest..
at the shop.. been so busy and.. well, just tons of work there for me to do.
so yea..
hm.. with ppl quitting. .i wonder if my leave would be fine.. but if i insists .. .it should be fine eh? wish me luck. anyway not like im going for one month wat.
o well.
hm... busy .. till.. was wondeirng.. how come my break (one hour) seems so long and slow. then realised. .oh wow.. no wonder i feel this way. cs usually would feel.. why so fast break is over. now i know why.. cos hte shop been so busy.. hours moving kinda fast.. thaZts why when i slow down during breaktime, i feel totally different.
O.o my colleagues was like. .ha. .don let it affect u , then become a workaholic.
nah.. im not. my manager is. i think. ha.
o well.
anwyay.. if sammy is here.. my life wouldnt be just work and wait at home.. o well
ok. gotta keep track on what im spendin gnow.. ah.. .
tight budget desu.
goodness.. cant wait for everything..
hhm.. not been checking ht etix.. but. ... it shoudl still be available ba.. ...
yawn again.. omg.. =.=
goodness.. tmr must gambate again.. haiz..
oh. .duno what to buy for redz pressy.. seems liek bro saying to give him terat. .but yea. .i duno man...
hmm....
u know.. i have alreayd forgotten how i celebrate my birthday fo this year.. .....
i know aftnoon bought a cake.. not so nice.. hten.. duno .. oh yea.. my bro.. he wanted to go company dinner .then end up never go.. then join us.. fo rdinner outside..
yea. .kinda remeber liao.. my birthdya alwyas so simple and same. .o well>
at elast i get to celebrate it ..kinda. unlike some poor kids out there right.. didnt even have any cakes.. so yea..
o well
oh.. i hope they home soon. im so bored!!!!!!
nothig to online.. argh..
mata
hmm.. today me cooked jap curry.. redz asked if me wanna go with bro to esplanade after their work and have supper.. then yea.. they end up coming back to have dinenr. cos i cook mah. hm.. i kidna feel like going.. but then again.. its better to savce up the money for nightout. ha. so yea.
but curry taste great. cheerx=)
yea.. that night after watching the show. .then decided to cook up curry. hahaha.
its such a hassle long work. and to boil it for hours.. wow. sorry i mean simmer. ha
hm.. oh ! been wanting to say this. .that day theres this angmoh lady.. i saw her ring so huge the ..erm i duno.. diamond or whatever stone. its very beautiful .very pretty ring. wedding ring. i commented on it, and say it must be very expensive.. then she say yea.. she did not buy it. her husband is the one who spend money and bought it she said. lol.
what a great answer! XD
hm....
really2... so shoick to have these 2 dasy off... omg.
ytd was out getting curry ingredietns..
then got back.. yea.. nap alot. today also nap. yea.. im really titred. very tired body.
wow.
even now .. yea.. still tired and slpy.. i can feel it.
then home.. nap or what.. cnat reemebr.. but yea. .then waited for samy to online..
but yea.. goodness.. these 2 days though it great to rest, but its seriously freaking bored!!!!
just online, watch tv.. omg.. its very so so boring =/
but anyway.. yea.. like i said.. rest alot. .i wish tmr as well.. .but o well..
hm.... yea... well.. tmr sure gonna be a super busy day.. hm.. keep my fingers crossed, and get through with these days ba.
hmmm....
haiz....
off days kinda wasted liek that..
nayway.. oh ytd.. saw some unique white onions. then ask mum to buy. we saw some black,purple, and light yellow colur.. very light colour.. of the capsicums. when we are choosing it, a auntie walk passed us and lament that she bought htem before,, and it didnt taste good. its bitter she said. so yea..
we didnt buy. i took pics already though.. pic colours aint that great.. but yea.
hmm.. yawnn... still slpy..
haiz. .i wonde rif communications time is ever enough....
now im waiting again. for bro and redz.
come back eat. so bored now =( haiz.
last night also.. waited for bro to come back home watch dvd with.. was so sianzzzz...
oh yay. just got the blood tiny clot outta my skin. phew. .luckily not pain.
haiz.. mabe i should go tke a rest now or sumtin.. hm.. or dol something.. sianz. .so boring . but nonetheless.. realy appreciate the rest i got.. really need more rest..
at the shop.. been so busy and.. well, just tons of work there for me to do.
so yea..
hm.. with ppl quitting. .i wonder if my leave would be fine.. but if i insists .. .it should be fine eh? wish me luck. anyway not like im going for one month wat.
o well.
hm... busy .. till.. was wondeirng.. how come my break (one hour) seems so long and slow. then realised. .oh wow.. no wonder i feel this way. cs usually would feel.. why so fast break is over. now i know why.. cos hte shop been so busy.. hours moving kinda fast.. thaZts why when i slow down during breaktime, i feel totally different.
O.o my colleagues was like. .ha. .don let it affect u , then become a workaholic.
nah.. im not. my manager is. i think. ha.
o well.
anwyay.. if sammy is here.. my life wouldnt be just work and wait at home.. o well
ok. gotta keep track on what im spendin gnow.. ah.. .
tight budget desu.
goodness.. cant wait for everything..
hhm.. not been checking ht etix.. but. ... it shoudl still be available ba.. ...
yawn again.. omg.. =.=
goodness.. tmr must gambate again.. haiz..
oh. .duno what to buy for redz pressy.. seems liek bro saying to give him terat. .but yea. .i duno man...
hmm....
u know.. i have alreayd forgotten how i celebrate my birthday fo this year.. .....
i know aftnoon bought a cake.. not so nice.. hten.. duno .. oh yea.. my bro.. he wanted to go company dinner .then end up never go.. then join us.. fo rdinner outside..
yea. .kinda remeber liao.. my birthdya alwyas so simple and same. .o well>
at elast i get to celebrate it ..kinda. unlike some poor kids out there right.. didnt even have any cakes.. so yea..
o well
oh.. i hope they home soon. im so bored!!!!!!
nothig to online.. argh..
mata
17 November 2010
Close To Bleeding!
Last night.. OMG>. i cant belieev this!!! i was THIS CLOSE to getting hurt!!!!
was about to slp. .took off my glaasses. jhead to my bedroom.. then wanna apply lotion. .then stepped onto something wet and gluey. then look down.. my lotion bottle dropped and broke. into half. the other half, shattered around the floor with bits n ppieces.. so yea. they are glaasses. omg.
cos it was all dark.. and i couldnt see clearly.. so i on light. .walk in straight.. and yea. was like.. if i took another step, or had the item dropped nearer to me, my feet would've been bleeding now! a step, or an inch. whatever. but yea. it was like. just right in front of my toes. ha.
sooo scary.
anyway, shockign as it might be, im fine. and boy am i glad i am. phew...
today.. let me chcek... hm... yay!! i think i didnt have any cuts on me. wow... amazing. finally!
mm.. tmr. .duno what to do. but for now,. all i knwo is i need SLEEP. gd long slp. or just a deep one. slppppppppppppppppppppp i need rest!!!!
these 3 days been long and super duper busy and kinda stress.. plus with the shifts liek that.. no time to rest in between. .then meeting.. blah3..
hm..
i really hate the dark... if alone i guess... that time tried.. accidentally offlights. but ba ckroom door..alreayd close.. then forgot.. was like panicking.. weird. .when did i have this.. when i was a lil girl no have ba...
today my 22yrs old collegae ask me how old.. lol. then she say i look like 20 very young.XD. now finally.. at leats 20 souds good. when those time they say i look like 17,18,/// .. lol.. i was like.. what the..
but yea. .anyway... ha. she say i look very young. however, over 20 is indeed young wat. where got old. i like that it's the perfect age for being a young lady^^. swt.
a blossoming flower... ahh.. how nice =)
sighs.. heard somethign abou tmy fren.. then get to knw the truth.. of what despicable maanger did...
=/
haiz... i should say something. ...but. .yea.. i'll wait till dec or sumtin then see how.>.. tch.. tricky..
ouch. ytd tiny c ut turn out to be so painful =.= cos of hte skin peeled. dang.
gd thing today no new ones. phew
mm.. finally get away from work.. wonder.. ..what should i do next.. need to relax myself... yea..
oh dear.. was watching japanese curry tc show just now.. then .. goodness.. make me so wanna try cooking curry again. but this time. i wanna do it my wya.. try making my own jap curry. and not from those cubes.
heh.
hm. .maybe i should try> ? argh.. tch.. but meaning must spend money =.=
but suddenly feellike cooking again.. hm...
see hwo ba.
mm///
oh.. happy that sammy's exam went good todya. thats gd news.. hopefully his 2nd exam will do fine.. .yea. really wish he can make it.. ..=/ sighs. .miss him. =(
..o well
k ba. i better go rest.. tiem is precious... ...
..mata
was about to slp. .took off my glaasses. jhead to my bedroom.. then wanna apply lotion. .then stepped onto something wet and gluey. then look down.. my lotion bottle dropped and broke. into half. the other half, shattered around the floor with bits n ppieces.. so yea. they are glaasses. omg.
cos it was all dark.. and i couldnt see clearly.. so i on light. .walk in straight.. and yea. was like.. if i took another step, or had the item dropped nearer to me, my feet would've been bleeding now! a step, or an inch. whatever. but yea. it was like. just right in front of my toes. ha.
sooo scary.
anyway, shockign as it might be, im fine. and boy am i glad i am. phew...
today.. let me chcek... hm... yay!! i think i didnt have any cuts on me. wow... amazing. finally!
mm.. tmr. .duno what to do. but for now,. all i knwo is i need SLEEP. gd long slp. or just a deep one. slppppppppppppppppppppp i need rest!!!!
these 3 days been long and super duper busy and kinda stress.. plus with the shifts liek that.. no time to rest in between. .then meeting.. blah3..
hm..
i really hate the dark... if alone i guess... that time tried.. accidentally offlights. but ba ckroom door..alreayd close.. then forgot.. was like panicking.. weird. .when did i have this.. when i was a lil girl no have ba...
today my 22yrs old collegae ask me how old.. lol. then she say i look like 20 very young.XD. now finally.. at leats 20 souds good. when those time they say i look like 17,18,/// .. lol.. i was like.. what the..
but yea. .anyway... ha. she say i look very young. however, over 20 is indeed young wat. where got old. i like that it's the perfect age for being a young lady^^. swt.
a blossoming flower... ahh.. how nice =)
sighs.. heard somethign abou tmy fren.. then get to knw the truth.. of what despicable maanger did...
=/
haiz... i should say something. ...but. .yea.. i'll wait till dec or sumtin then see how.>.. tch.. tricky..
ouch. ytd tiny c ut turn out to be so painful =.= cos of hte skin peeled. dang.
gd thing today no new ones. phew
mm.. finally get away from work.. wonder.. ..what should i do next.. need to relax myself... yea..
oh dear.. was watching japanese curry tc show just now.. then .. goodness.. make me so wanna try cooking curry again. but this time. i wanna do it my wya.. try making my own jap curry. and not from those cubes.
heh.
hm. .maybe i should try> ? argh.. tch.. but meaning must spend money =.=
but suddenly feellike cooking again.. hm...
see hwo ba.
mm///
oh.. happy that sammy's exam went good todya. thats gd news.. hopefully his 2nd exam will do fine.. .yea. really wish he can make it.. ..=/ sighs. .miss him. =(
..o well
k ba. i better go rest.. tiem is precious... ...
..mata
16 November 2010
Precious Time
tch.. haiz..
ytd bruise arm..then drop thing on feet again.. same spot somemore.. =.= veinsn haasnt heal, then drop on ssame spot again. .so suey deus..
today another tiny bit peeled off skjin. bit only. but yea. pain of course. hopefully tmr will break the record of curse.
sales been really awesome.. hm.. im so tired though..
mrg wakey.. and.. well tmr mrg again.. o well.need to slp liao
tv show coming to an end..
so touching the scene..
long story..
so wife dying..
husband finally become gd..
he plait for her by the seaside..
she shave for him..
he asked regretfully why did they waste so much precious time on quarrelling since marriage..
such touching scene indeed. .she look so pale.. so poor thing..
yea.. i never try shaving on him before..yet. would be lovely if i could..
ah..
then they take pics.. by the seaside..
...mata... ..
always put on your best smile no matter what. in front of colleagues, family and customers. thats, a must.
ytd bruise arm..then drop thing on feet again.. same spot somemore.. =.= veinsn haasnt heal, then drop on ssame spot again. .so suey deus..
today another tiny bit peeled off skjin. bit only. but yea. pain of course. hopefully tmr will break the record of curse.
sales been really awesome.. hm.. im so tired though..
mrg wakey.. and.. well tmr mrg again.. o well.need to slp liao
tv show coming to an end..
so touching the scene..
long story..
so wife dying..
husband finally become gd..
he plait for her by the seaside..
she shave for him..
he asked regretfully why did they waste so much precious time on quarrelling since marriage..
such touching scene indeed. .she look so pale.. so poor thing..
yea.. i never try shaving on him before..yet. would be lovely if i could..
ah..
then they take pics.. by the seaside..
...mata... ..
always put on your best smile no matter what. in front of colleagues, family and customers. thats, a must.
14 November 2010
A Liar? And Lies?
sighs...
its just like a glass.. u dropped it. .foundation breaks.. then the 2nd time.. u drop it again.. u see the cracks. .perhaps lil ones.. bu tits not perfect anymore. not as strong as it used to be a whole full healthy glass of cup.
then again and again.. u drop it.. u'll only see the cracks appearing more. but u cant see it healed back to where it used to be.
i wish i didnt know the truth.
like what most ppl said.. the truth hurts.
things shaken up.. questions lies beyond that point of trust..
ouch. it hurts to touch that broken cup.
ps.. i got a cut even on my off. outta noweher when i was on my bed.. i duno wherei got there.. but yea. .weird. ouch..
tmr. . would ther ebe yet another dot of cut? oh yea.. ytd. .got a tiny dot one..
mata
its just like a glass.. u dropped it. .foundation breaks.. then the 2nd time.. u drop it again.. u see the cracks. .perhaps lil ones.. bu tits not perfect anymore. not as strong as it used to be a whole full healthy glass of cup.
then again and again.. u drop it.. u'll only see the cracks appearing more. but u cant see it healed back to where it used to be.
i wish i didnt know the truth.
like what most ppl said.. the truth hurts.
things shaken up.. questions lies beyond that point of trust..
ouch. it hurts to touch that broken cup.
ps.. i got a cut even on my off. outta noweher when i was on my bed.. i duno wherei got there.. but yea. .weird. ouch..
tmr. . would ther ebe yet another dot of cut? oh yea.. ytd. .got a tiny dot one..
mata
12 November 2010
Cuts For Work
. last night no bloggy.. gotta rush for slp.. haiz. closing late.. with that colleague of mine.. then yea. .o well. anyway, today is over. yay.
while doing displays, somehow i got a deep cut on my knuckle. ouch. hten reliazed.. im having them everydya. goodness. ha.. o well..
rememebr used o have sammy kissy them for me after work. .o well
so yea. .todays' one.. pain. cos abit deep. andits on hand.. so pain.. when touch water.
total about 7 small ones ba.. i think. on both hands.
today saw another piece of clothing. i like. omg.. noo... i musnt. i have a fren and redz pressy haven yet to get. omg. but sooo glad its still about one week to go fefore my pay day =) as long as i continue to keep saving money, and not spending on anything else besides food, then yea. great. next month could be better le ba.
heh. .so proud . beeen a gd girl desu. bu tyea.. have to spend money ba.. duno. .wonder what to get for my collegue.. hm. i think i know. ...hm..
see how ba
ytd.. so scary.. i walked out of hte lift to give way.. then heard this scary loud thump.. like something heavy metal and big dropped on top of the lift. then i stil lwalk back oin. before door closes, i was thiking to myself. omg. if anythin ghappen, im so gonna blame myself for stupidluy stepping back in there,. XD haha.. but yea. im safe. but so scary.. so loud. duno what thing dropped or rop ebreak. never know
haiz.. ytd couldnt slp.. os yea. .didnt slpt much either =/ liek somethings on my mind i duno.
cant figured out.. could be sammy.. but i dunio. jsut htta couldnt slp.. hten yea. .wwakey here and there. hai.bad night
hm.. what else..
o well. .stil lworried about hte tickets. .hopefull yeverything will be well ba.. however tickets prices alreyad raise up.. too near to the date..
still, heart is yearning to see him soon. cant wait.
hm. .manager's fren gonna be visintg her in 5 weeks time. staying for 2 weeks. so nice! will be staying at her place. but i wonde rhwats gonna happen. cos she's gonna be working. he really poicked a wrong time to visit her. hm. .alil worried that.. she might hand me alot of nights shifts eh? O.o cos surely she'll wanna go back ealrier to spend time with her fren ba.
o well... just pull through dec ba.
suddenluy was like.. oh wow.. .today alreyad 12th. .alreayd about 2 weeks gone for nov.. awesome. i cant wait.
dec.. u'll be over soon eh.
..
just wanna do what a couple could do.. with him.. just the 2 of us..
haiz...
once a year i'll probably only get about 2 weeks to do that eh.. ..
hm. .tired and slpy.. plus bored.. it was nice to ge home early.. but yea.. then didn know what to do next after online.
k. .hopefully tonight will slp better ne.
hm.. what else.. k thas it ba.. hopefully after get pay, wil lgo check everything, and then yea. paln out what to spend.
save2
mata
-I always try my best to see his smiling face - =)
while doing displays, somehow i got a deep cut on my knuckle. ouch. hten reliazed.. im having them everydya. goodness. ha.. o well..
rememebr used o have sammy kissy them for me after work. .o well
so yea. .todays' one.. pain. cos abit deep. andits on hand.. so pain.. when touch water.
total about 7 small ones ba.. i think. on both hands.
today saw another piece of clothing. i like. omg.. noo... i musnt. i have a fren and redz pressy haven yet to get. omg. but sooo glad its still about one week to go fefore my pay day =) as long as i continue to keep saving money, and not spending on anything else besides food, then yea. great. next month could be better le ba.
heh. .so proud . beeen a gd girl desu. bu tyea.. have to spend money ba.. duno. .wonder what to get for my collegue.. hm. i think i know. ...hm..
see how ba
ytd.. so scary.. i walked out of hte lift to give way.. then heard this scary loud thump.. like something heavy metal and big dropped on top of the lift. then i stil lwalk back oin. before door closes, i was thiking to myself. omg. if anythin ghappen, im so gonna blame myself for stupidluy stepping back in there,. XD haha.. but yea. im safe. but so scary.. so loud. duno what thing dropped or rop ebreak. never know
haiz.. ytd couldnt slp.. os yea. .didnt slpt much either =/ liek somethings on my mind i duno.
cant figured out.. could be sammy.. but i dunio. jsut htta couldnt slp.. hten yea. .wwakey here and there. hai.bad night
hm.. what else..
o well. .stil lworried about hte tickets. .hopefull yeverything will be well ba.. however tickets prices alreyad raise up.. too near to the date..
still, heart is yearning to see him soon. cant wait.
hm. .manager's fren gonna be visintg her in 5 weeks time. staying for 2 weeks. so nice! will be staying at her place. but i wonde rhwats gonna happen. cos she's gonna be working. he really poicked a wrong time to visit her. hm. .alil worried that.. she might hand me alot of nights shifts eh? O.o cos surely she'll wanna go back ealrier to spend time with her fren ba.
o well... just pull through dec ba.
suddenluy was like.. oh wow.. .today alreyad 12th. .alreayd about 2 weeks gone for nov.. awesome. i cant wait.
dec.. u'll be over soon eh.
..
just wanna do what a couple could do.. with him.. just the 2 of us..
haiz...
once a year i'll probably only get about 2 weeks to do that eh.. ..
hm. .tired and slpy.. plus bored.. it was nice to ge home early.. but yea.. then didn know what to do next after online.
k. .hopefully tonight will slp better ne.
hm.. what else.. k thas it ba.. hopefully after get pay, wil lgo check everything, and then yea. paln out what to spend.
save2
mata
-I always try my best to see his smiling face - =)
10 November 2010
Ouch at work
colleague told me.. ytd theres a few volley guys came for interviews. quite goodlooking . i was like.. omg.. no way.. please don let them work at my outlet! im really too used to working with gals, and theres this hilarious guy. if they are what. .typical good looking hunks whatsoever, i;ll be so uncomfortable. rather work with ppl i like, and easy to handle.
yea.
pray man.. pray.. haiyo..
oh yea.. airport are having 2 stores. i have no idea why O.o like. .wow.. i hope thats a worthy risk to take. ..hm...
anwyay.. ...
hm...
oh.. ytd cooking.. broke a small dish. omg. one piece fell on to my feet! i was like.. omg. not again! O.o but good hting no blood. phew... no cuts i mena. so scary.. i didnt move at all for a couple of secsXD . was like. .wow.. dont tell me again.. smash directly on, and ouch. but yea. .close one. phew. im all safe. just abit pain
todya.. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many cartonas of stocks. 70.. then another 70.. omg.
at the end of day, reached home, saw that my whole hand full of red marks and lil cut again =.= sianz. o well
and my poor lil pinky.. again.. kena smashed by door again. heavy door =.,=
o well.
pain till almost cry ..well on the verge of crying.. i know.sucks. lol. red eyes liao.. so pain. huu
hm...
tmr. .gonna continue doing stocsk and be busy.. .yea.. do non stop for 8 hrs ne.
cant belieev it eh. ha
hm.. what else...
o well.. new store opening.. duno.. manpower enough anot. .i hope so.. otherwise how to leave.. shoud be fine eh.. pray for me ne..
eh.. wht else. .o well...
mata ne
yea.
pray man.. pray.. haiyo..
oh yea.. airport are having 2 stores. i have no idea why O.o like. .wow.. i hope thats a worthy risk to take. ..hm...
anwyay.. ...
hm...
oh.. ytd cooking.. broke a small dish. omg. one piece fell on to my feet! i was like.. omg. not again! O.o but good hting no blood. phew... no cuts i mena. so scary.. i didnt move at all for a couple of secsXD . was like. .wow.. dont tell me again.. smash directly on, and ouch. but yea. .close one. phew. im all safe. just abit pain
todya.. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many cartonas of stocks. 70.. then another 70.. omg.
at the end of day, reached home, saw that my whole hand full of red marks and lil cut again =.= sianz. o well
and my poor lil pinky.. again.. kena smashed by door again. heavy door =.,=
o well.
pain till almost cry ..well on the verge of crying.. i know.sucks. lol. red eyes liao.. so pain. huu
hm...
tmr. .gonna continue doing stocsk and be busy.. .yea.. do non stop for 8 hrs ne.
cant belieev it eh. ha
hm.. what else...
o well.. new store opening.. duno.. manpower enough anot. .i hope so.. otherwise how to leave.. shoud be fine eh.. pray for me ne..
eh.. wht else. .o well...
mata ne
09 November 2010
deja vu
haiz.. even after upgrades.. still the same.. online.. will stil lapppeas as offline.. hia.z. sianz .so tired of it.. =/..
wnonder hwo much time i wasted. ..o well.
i dno ba.
anyway.. intering. well, i sen a couple of ppl who look liek sammy.. but today, redz say he saw someon who looke like him! its his custoemr. he turned his head thrice. lol .funny redz.
then the looka like sam walk up to him and say yes? then redz say he lok failiar to someone he knows. hahahhaa... interintg. i wonde rhow he loks like.
but yea.. o well...
i think if im in redz pshoes.. hm.. maybe i'll feel sad ba.. ha. he was saying.. he kept staring at him throughout. even wondering when sam is back in sg wihtout him knowing. lol. thats funny.
even he makde payment, he stil lstarre.XD hahaha..>
i duno how much lok a like is he. but yea.. o well. interesting
come to think of it, i hvaent seen any person who looks like redz.
sighs. .suddenly fell sick.. =(((
adtnnoon after lucnh, suddenly runny nose.. nap cos nothing to do alreyad.. nap.. wakey.. then still the same. now gotten worse. haiz..=(
im so cold.. =(
had a nightmare whhile napping. so frightening.. trying to forget it now.. huu...
haiz.. so weak.. if only tmr i could rest for the day. but yes. cold be fine. if only tmr i get well.
praying ne
sad. .wouldnt be able to speak with sammy soon..
trying to get used to it. .=/ o well.. what to do.. haiz
hm.. oh. .he done somethng which impresses me. his work .ha. cool. duno how he done that. im curious. but yea. its nice. so ncie
could hardly smile =/
haiz.. i still wanna travel. u think the world end cold be coming? would all the ancients prophency come true> ?
i haven even have afamily of my own yet..
i wonde rhow i would die. not in a traffic acccident for sure. =.= would so hate that
and i defniitely don wan to get burn to death either. nor get killed without knowing the murderer.
haahhaa...
yawn.. slpy abit. todya been so slpy.. thats why nap.. ha. o well.
tch..
haiz.. what else.>
...
my nose is stukcked. i cant breathe =(
haiz..
breathing through my outh now =/
i just want lots of careness on me. simple.
mata
wnonder hwo much time i wasted. ..o well.
i dno ba.
anyway.. intering. well, i sen a couple of ppl who look liek sammy.. but today, redz say he saw someon who looke like him! its his custoemr. he turned his head thrice. lol .funny redz.
then the looka like sam walk up to him and say yes? then redz say he lok failiar to someone he knows. hahahhaa... interintg. i wonde rhow he loks like.
but yea.. o well...
i think if im in redz pshoes.. hm.. maybe i'll feel sad ba.. ha. he was saying.. he kept staring at him throughout. even wondering when sam is back in sg wihtout him knowing. lol. thats funny.
even he makde payment, he stil lstarre.XD hahaha..>
i duno how much lok a like is he. but yea.. o well. interesting
come to think of it, i hvaent seen any person who looks like redz.
sighs. .suddenly fell sick.. =(((
adtnnoon after lucnh, suddenly runny nose.. nap cos nothing to do alreyad.. nap.. wakey.. then still the same. now gotten worse. haiz..=(
im so cold.. =(
had a nightmare whhile napping. so frightening.. trying to forget it now.. huu...
haiz.. so weak.. if only tmr i could rest for the day. but yes. cold be fine. if only tmr i get well.
praying ne
sad. .wouldnt be able to speak with sammy soon..
trying to get used to it. .=/ o well.. what to do.. haiz
hm.. oh. .he done somethng which impresses me. his work .ha. cool. duno how he done that. im curious. but yea. its nice. so ncie
could hardly smile =/
haiz.. i still wanna travel. u think the world end cold be coming? would all the ancients prophency come true> ?
i haven even have afamily of my own yet..
i wonde rhow i would die. not in a traffic acccident for sure. =.= would so hate that
and i defniitely don wan to get burn to death either. nor get killed without knowing the murderer.
haahhaa...
yawn.. slpy abit. todya been so slpy.. thats why nap.. ha. o well.
tch..
haiz.. what else.>
...
my nose is stukcked. i cant breathe =(
haiz..
breathing through my outh now =/
i just want lots of careness on me. simple.
mata
08 November 2010
Chat Talk
actually didnt wanna blog.. but o well...
hm.. throat not so good. ha. just sang.. bro's game again. lol
o well
hm.. szo early mrg.. gosh.. do display.. do3 non stop till9.. then gotta do report. by then alreayd done. phew. which is great =) yay.
done it right on time.
then breaktime.. found that my hand.. so many cuts and redness.. i duno why. maybe while getting my stuffs for display or duno what. o well
i'll make it a short blog. cos yea. slpy.
then some stupid matter occured. argh. i wanna forget it. don takl about it.
there'll always be pl trying to put u down. o well
hm.. ya.. then got home.. so slpy.. nap.. abnit only. an hour?
then dont feel good. dinner .. o well.. then bathing time. .gosh. .water no strength and hot. duno whats wrong.
then slpy and tired. it was till when sammy completed his work, he talked to me, then i smiled. and eventually got better. my best med. love him.
so slpy...
hm. .wow. .las night knock out. ha. slpt early for work. .at work today not slpy..
weird huh.
oh then last night .. tried out fring. .yay!! its clear =) and can type faster with sam now. hearing him talk abou this day beats better htan msn. like short and cant feel it. like 'feel'.
voice always sounds so much better and interesting.
and easier to rememrb hwatever u missd out on typing.
yawn*
slpy. ha. .yawning
hm.. so yea.. o well. so gonna have a gd rest again. ha.
tmr. zzz...
hm... k ba. .thats all folks.
mata
hm.. throat not so good. ha. just sang.. bro's game again. lol
o well
hm.. szo early mrg.. gosh.. do display.. do3 non stop till9.. then gotta do report. by then alreayd done. phew. which is great =) yay.
done it right on time.
then breaktime.. found that my hand.. so many cuts and redness.. i duno why. maybe while getting my stuffs for display or duno what. o well
i'll make it a short blog. cos yea. slpy.
then some stupid matter occured. argh. i wanna forget it. don takl about it.
there'll always be pl trying to put u down. o well
hm.. ya.. then got home.. so slpy.. nap.. abnit only. an hour?
then dont feel good. dinner .. o well.. then bathing time. .gosh. .water no strength and hot. duno whats wrong.
then slpy and tired. it was till when sammy completed his work, he talked to me, then i smiled. and eventually got better. my best med. love him.
so slpy...
hm. .wow. .las night knock out. ha. slpt early for work. .at work today not slpy..
weird huh.
oh then last night .. tried out fring. .yay!! its clear =) and can type faster with sam now. hearing him talk abou this day beats better htan msn. like short and cant feel it. like 'feel'.
voice always sounds so much better and interesting.
and easier to rememrb hwatever u missd out on typing.
yawn*
slpy. ha. .yawning
hm.. so yea.. o well. so gonna have a gd rest again. ha.
tmr. zzz...
hm... k ba. .thats all folks.
mata
07 November 2010
Weirf awkward situation
my colleague once told me. .she tohought of taking leave in jan next year. then our melb manager was like saying no. then my collegaus say. but our contract staes its only dec and nov we may not take leave. it never says jan. then she’s like. .oh really> cos for australia, for them it is liek that.
=.= wweird. o well. however.. .
anyway good thing it wont crash with that date.. .. sammy say for 3rd or 4th week. good hting mamanger only disalloed on the first 2 weeks. so phew. was like. whoaO.o.. phew. haha
o well.
and yes. im very very dertermine ^^ besides spending the omnney on food,m and redz pressy, im not gonna ever spend another cent on other item. uh huh ^^ strong will ne.
oh today just top up my card though.. ..so yea. but its ok.
as for the uss ticket.. 5 bucks.. no choice. .cos bro bring us alnog mah.. well. .just treat it as dinner ba.
so yea.. 2 weeks to go. i cna do this!!!
=) going smooth.. so far so good.. 2 weeks to go.. uh huh…
then can re write whatever the thing si ned to spend on againb. carefully…. hee
oh . its soooo weird. i think he’s my regular customer. i duno. it slike.. i went to the ladies. then i came back, collegua say ppl looknig for me. girl asking questions. but the guy like.. looking around for me. hten he say maybe most likely the guy wanna get to know me.
then i was like.. puzzled. i thoguht could be my frens. but no ne.
then they really came back. and i was liek petrified. =.= omgggg…. i hate this type of situation. like. .don wanna hurt anyone’s feleings or what also..
then blah3… i try to keepmyself outta the shop floor. .so stayed behind counter. then act very busy. then he girl still cam eup to me say her fren wanna talk with me =.=”” then he did. omg. oh lord… then ask.. hi. .hows ur day going? then looking down at the jar. .i was like. .err… good. .busy. .=.= then so lucky. got cust0omer making payment. so phew. then after some time, cos i kept pretending busy. tlaking to my collegau about work..
then i say im headnig back alrayd. then she called her fren. he didnt come over. like so shy liek that. whatever. then i hurried to back room .take my bag.. wonder how to handle this.. omg. then i come out, my colleagus ask me hurry get out. she tol d them i was gone alryad. then i hurried out. but i felt weird. like. .as though they wasnt gone. and indeed, just as i was reaching the mrt, that girl tapped my on my shoulder again. then asked if im in a rush. i say yes. then blah3.. that guy came up to me. omg. soo.. .weird. how he look like?> well, my fren descried him as macho. =.= like muscular kind of body. but i don go for hunks!! or whoever. i just go for one man. my man. as for the others, im really3 not interested. =.= so yea. still he looked kinda pitiful enough whne i turned him down. i have to said it twice. then he slowly tucked away his phone. lie poor thng. but. well.. i cant say anyingn. just apologised, im attached, and excused myself. good thing also my collegaue next to me when i turned. omg.
i hate this kind of situation. goodness gracious. omg.
dread it! -_-
glad its over now. but duno if he’s gona be back again or what. this situation is diff.. cos usually guy will ask on the spot. while making payment or sumtin. but he’s liek with his frens. .and ask someone else to do it for him. .not do it for himn. but yea. u know hwat im trying to sya. so yea.. like the whole process is so long and awkward =.=
omg.
weird.
anyway…. yea. duno if he’s still gona be back or what. however. .weird. i tought i served him pretty long ago. then again, was it really the same person? im not so sure. rememerb that time i blog about this cusotmer name so unique? like relaly never heard of before? i think thats hinm. but yea.. .rally cant recall how he relaly look like. whatever.
just hope wont se ehim again. so paiseh. dots.
o well… haiz. what a day.
oh my. tmr.. 7am work. .an hour extra to work.. huu. .so hoping to leave at 4 instead. o well.. =/
hm. .supposed to be 4 mah. .haiz.
o well.. anyway, gona so hang on. cos im really super slpy. haiz. sure gonna be sleepier than today. all the best to me tmr!
raining again tonight. quite heavily . but good hting ht etraffic is fast. i just dashed through. so all good. hee. though, im wet of course! =.= o well
hm.. k ba.. hopefull yi’ll be able to fall aslp. sometimes think2 of someone u love, could prevent u from falling aslp no matter how tired u are.XD lol.
kk.. jaa mata ne
=.= wweird. o well. however.. .
anyway good thing it wont crash with that date.. .. sammy say for 3rd or 4th week. good hting mamanger only disalloed on the first 2 weeks. so phew. was like. whoaO.o.. phew. haha
o well.
and yes. im very very dertermine ^^ besides spending the omnney on food,m and redz pressy, im not gonna ever spend another cent on other item. uh huh ^^ strong will ne.
oh today just top up my card though.. ..so yea. but its ok.
as for the uss ticket.. 5 bucks.. no choice. .cos bro bring us alnog mah.. well. .just treat it as dinner ba.
so yea.. 2 weeks to go. i cna do this!!!
=) going smooth.. so far so good.. 2 weeks to go.. uh huh…
then can re write whatever the thing si ned to spend on againb. carefully…. hee
oh . its soooo weird. i think he’s my regular customer. i duno. it slike.. i went to the ladies. then i came back, collegua say ppl looknig for me. girl asking questions. but the guy like.. looking around for me. hten he say maybe most likely the guy wanna get to know me.
then i was like.. puzzled. i thoguht could be my frens. but no ne.
then they really came back. and i was liek petrified. =.= omgggg…. i hate this type of situation. like. .don wanna hurt anyone’s feleings or what also..
then blah3… i try to keepmyself outta the shop floor. .so stayed behind counter. then act very busy. then he girl still cam eup to me say her fren wanna talk with me =.=”” then he did. omg. oh lord… then ask.. hi. .hows ur day going? then looking down at the jar. .i was like. .err… good. .busy. .=.= then so lucky. got cust0omer making payment. so phew. then after some time, cos i kept pretending busy. tlaking to my collegau about work..
then i say im headnig back alrayd. then she called her fren. he didnt come over. like so shy liek that. whatever. then i hurried to back room .take my bag.. wonder how to handle this.. omg. then i come out, my colleagus ask me hurry get out. she tol d them i was gone alryad. then i hurried out. but i felt weird. like. .as though they wasnt gone. and indeed, just as i was reaching the mrt, that girl tapped my on my shoulder again. then asked if im in a rush. i say yes. then blah3.. that guy came up to me. omg. soo.. .weird. how he look like?> well, my fren descried him as macho. =.= like muscular kind of body. but i don go for hunks!! or whoever. i just go for one man. my man. as for the others, im really3 not interested. =.= so yea. still he looked kinda pitiful enough whne i turned him down. i have to said it twice. then he slowly tucked away his phone. lie poor thng. but. well.. i cant say anyingn. just apologised, im attached, and excused myself. good thing also my collegaue next to me when i turned. omg.
i hate this kind of situation. goodness gracious. omg.
dread it! -_-
glad its over now. but duno if he’s gona be back again or what. this situation is diff.. cos usually guy will ask on the spot. while making payment or sumtin. but he’s liek with his frens. .and ask someone else to do it for him. .not do it for himn. but yea. u know hwat im trying to sya. so yea.. like the whole process is so long and awkward =.=
omg.
weird.
anyway…. yea. duno if he’s still gona be back or what. however. .weird. i tought i served him pretty long ago. then again, was it really the same person? im not so sure. rememerb that time i blog about this cusotmer name so unique? like relaly never heard of before? i think thats hinm. but yea.. .rally cant recall how he relaly look like. whatever.
just hope wont se ehim again. so paiseh. dots.
o well… haiz. what a day.
oh my. tmr.. 7am work. .an hour extra to work.. huu. .so hoping to leave at 4 instead. o well.. =/
hm. .supposed to be 4 mah. .haiz.
o well.. anyway, gona so hang on. cos im really super slpy. haiz. sure gonna be sleepier than today. all the best to me tmr!
raining again tonight. quite heavily . but good hting ht etraffic is fast. i just dashed through. so all good. hee. though, im wet of course! =.= o well
hm.. k ba.. hopefull yi’ll be able to fall aslp. sometimes think2 of someone u love, could prevent u from falling aslp no matter how tired u are.XD lol.
kk.. jaa mata ne
06 November 2010
Touched By Kindness
omg. soo sleepy now. but so many there's nice shows going on till 3am!!! omg... T_T huu.. cant watch huh? i duno.. sighs..
huu...
so yea. as expected. phew. good thing i managed to last till 5.30pm. thats when i started to feel the sleepyness starts to kick in.
yawn.. im so slpy now. .perhpas gonna watch abit of tv then decides if i wanna slp. ha.
o well.. another slpy day tmr. might be. could be.
but its a .. omg. its a sat o.O ha. i thought its fri. keep thinking its a fri. weird. o well.
hm.. interesting happened with a chat with me and sammy today. ha. its cool. =) wow. .hwat a nice dream it must've been..
hm... slpy.. waht else. .o well.. just worked3... as usual. nothing special i think. yea. today's normal. o well.
hm......
what else.. ..
o well. just kept thinking about hows it gonna be like when i see sammy again. ha.
oh!! just now! i was in the rain.. everyone has a shelter of their own. only me. huu. poor girl. out in the rain alone. then suddenly theres this umbrealla shelter ove rmy head. no =.= not prince charming or anyting k. not movie hor. its juts an auntie. so nice of her! apparently we stayed at the same blocl. i duno. mayeb she knows me? i duno. but i've never met her. anyway, yea. she walked me across the lights. huu. .touched. its raining pretty heavily i must say at that time.
kk. i gotta stop blogging now. scary show on. huu.. slping alone tonight. omg. scary!!! huuu
wish sam is here right tnow!!! =(
mata
huu...
so yea. as expected. phew. good thing i managed to last till 5.30pm. thats when i started to feel the sleepyness starts to kick in.
yawn.. im so slpy now. .perhpas gonna watch abit of tv then decides if i wanna slp. ha.
o well.. another slpy day tmr. might be. could be.
but its a .. omg. its a sat o.O ha. i thought its fri. keep thinking its a fri. weird. o well.
hm.. interesting happened with a chat with me and sammy today. ha. its cool. =) wow. .hwat a nice dream it must've been..
hm... slpy.. waht else. .o well.. just worked3... as usual. nothing special i think. yea. today's normal. o well.
hm......
what else.. ..
o well. just kept thinking about hows it gonna be like when i see sammy again. ha.
oh!! just now! i was in the rain.. everyone has a shelter of their own. only me. huu. poor girl. out in the rain alone. then suddenly theres this umbrealla shelter ove rmy head. no =.= not prince charming or anyting k. not movie hor. its juts an auntie. so nice of her! apparently we stayed at the same blocl. i duno. mayeb she knows me? i duno. but i've never met her. anyway, yea. she walked me across the lights. huu. .touched. its raining pretty heavily i must say at that time.
kk. i gotta stop blogging now. scary show on. huu.. slping alone tonight. omg. scary!!! huuu
wish sam is here right tnow!!! =(
mata
05 November 2010
True Happiness =)
aw.. last night.. was looking through all the pics i took in sydney.. =) feels so nice.. so good.. ahhh.....
then like.. aw.. .. somehow just felt a lil different..
its like.. compare to about 10months ago.. i look so simple and happy. like a lil woman.. simple happy life.. i guess.. there're some stages we all have to go through huh>?
then now.. truly happy times are hard to come by..
ha.. i still feel so shy taking pics with sammy.. hm.. wait.. yea.. i think i would be XD when i see him again that is. lol.
think i;ll gushes or blush eh. lol.
o well...
but yea.. i guess those pics.. i never really realised i do look pretty.. its weird to say this.. but yea.. i think i do look kinda pretty when i lookey through pics taken with sammy together. like.. becos we;re together. .so the whole pic look nice and happy. happiness is what i'll called it. hahaha... .
uh huh... pics taken in the opening time.. shop not yet open.. in toy store.. sammy about to pluck his eyebrows off.. i mena trimmed.. then we took pic.. im sitting on his lap.. waslooking at it last night . like. .incredible feeling..
he was looking.. shy.. cam shy kinda. while i.. happy. pure joy... yet my face saying i am comfortable and safe with him next to me. i find i look abit like him. i duno.. smile perhaps? maybe thats what they called .. erm.. couple face look? hahaha...
o well...
i just.. find it a .. lil.. hm.. sad? that i couldnt seem to feel nor look thta way as i did with him. i wish to go back..
thats the girl i want to be. thats who i am.
being a man's woman.
erm.. sounds wrong=.= lol. anyway yea..
hhm.... just.. yea.. he brings out the best in me. hte true beauty within me.. haiz.. i duno. i just don think i look the same.. nah.. rather. .feel the same when my pics are out..
it slike. somethings missing.. u will truly look happy. .when u're really with someone u love.
cute eh. ha.. o well. a lil difficult t o explain.. but yea. thats about i t..
makes no effect to smile..when he's around.... =)
gosh.. i hope tmr wont be so tired.... bro tok me and mum out to the uss night. my first time there. so explored a lil.. .it was alrite. but the fire works are spectacular.. wow....!!
throughout whole journey.. i kept thinking. .of how it would be liek if sammy is in sg.. i would take 2 days at sentosa to spend it with him. watch fireworks together..
day time will go coaster rides.. night can enjoy nightviews...
ahh.. .so nice....
hm....
still kinda worried about the hotel.. hopefully there'll still be space left.. and tickets.. weird. .i din know.. so fast ..even the price breaker alreayd sold out if im not worng. O.O this is like. .huh?? so fast>??
oh.. had dinner at 11.30pm/ am soo tired . omg. mum also eat late with us. no space to eat at uss..
oh.. whil waiting for fireworks to start, theres this kid.. i duno if hes' nuts, or.. yea.. i duno. its as though either he's u know.. thos etype of erm.. yea.. somethigns wrong with him. or becos he lack of discipline. he kept kicking me!! but its weird.. usually only when im very tired or not feeling right, i'll be rude unknowingly. like. .he kicked me.. i went 'oi!', ppl turned to look. i was like.. omg. what had i done? but it puzzles me.. i was feelign ok.. not so tired.. but.. yea.. i duno... it slike another me or sumtin.. anywya, he kicked and kiced. even kicked my mum!!!! how dare he!!! then this time i came to my senses. i dont care what ppl are thinking. i just rais emy voice.. gib him a hey!! or sumtin like that. i dun even care if ppl are watching. wth. kick real hard u know! somemore so big alreyad. still sit on stroller.. howvever.. i keep having this feeling that he's a.. u know. .those woodbridge kind of kid.. erm. .yea.. but anwayy,.. i don like ppl kicking my mum!
arhg... so rude.
then mukm have to end up at the back.. let them go front. sighs. wth...
o well.... my mum also get angry and say how could he do that... i knwo my mum. like me. usually we are peaceful angels. if we get angry over something, that something usually is something big and wrongful.
and i mean very3 wrong. thats why.. no wonder mum get angry too. me don wan her to angry.. =/ haiz.. poor mum.
but yea.. evolved huh. .or changed for hte better.. i wouldn't used to .. hm.. fight for myself.. i think ..most likely.. ytea.. after i met sam.. he taught me alot.. adn yea..
haiz.. if only.. i could be with him always.. and.. i could be his number one in everything..
oh.. suddenly.. was wondering what to do when i see sam again.. gt some plans.. but yea.. its best if we need not spend money... but.. hm.. yea.. i don care. i hitnk hwats most important is he's by my side. and we can finally have some real dates liek other couples does. hehe. =) walk and wakl.. hold hands.. sit down.. look at the crowds..
..yea... wouldnt htat be the best alreayd?. . hee ^^
i believe.. simple pleasures is hte best. .a lnog as we have one another.
today.. read a news about this couple.. who are married for 35yrs.. and they .. they are glad to have each other. just each other. money doesnt matter to them. even when they striked lottery. that. is the type of love i yearn for.
nowadasy.. ppl are so busy with their own life.. carreers.. or even theyir own busines.. health.. or children.. they kidna. .forgot.. how dang important it is.. to have a good look at ur own patrtner.. and appreciates who he or she is(to u). this couple. .is what we called.. almost extint rare type of couples. haha... but i believen they exists. adn yea.. as long as both feel the same way of each other.. they do will be able to own such love as them. for money doesnt matter.. as long as they have each other. that is hwat true love is all about. erm.. part of. lol .true love. .mystery.. yet.. lots of amazing reasons behind it all..
ah.. my fren is saying they are offering more pay for htat job. i ended up forgetting all baout it.. and never reply! lool. so yea.. but now. .im starting too like my job better and better.. so.. .yea. i wont go to his side for now. not now. no way. i think.. higher pay doesnt mean u will get happier in life. no no.
u get more money. but everydya u'll rather be happier.
do something .. in lfie.. that'll get u to where u will be happy. not for the sake of money. or any other outside worldy things. find a job.. that will make u happy .let u feel where u are or needed. not for the sake of higher pay. well, if u cant feel happy, hten yea. head for pay. lol.
pursue happiness.. not something.. which u can buy or get..anyhow..
ouch.. m shoudler achign. oh no. i gtg. slp time!!!! hope tmr not tiredddd
ouch.. shoudler..
mata!
then like.. aw.. .. somehow just felt a lil different..
its like.. compare to about 10months ago.. i look so simple and happy. like a lil woman.. simple happy life.. i guess.. there're some stages we all have to go through huh>?
then now.. truly happy times are hard to come by..
ha.. i still feel so shy taking pics with sammy.. hm.. wait.. yea.. i think i would be XD when i see him again that is. lol.
think i;ll gushes or blush eh. lol.
o well...
but yea.. i guess those pics.. i never really realised i do look pretty.. its weird to say this.. but yea.. i think i do look kinda pretty when i lookey through pics taken with sammy together. like.. becos we;re together. .so the whole pic look nice and happy. happiness is what i'll called it. hahaha... .
uh huh... pics taken in the opening time.. shop not yet open.. in toy store.. sammy about to pluck his eyebrows off.. i mena trimmed.. then we took pic.. im sitting on his lap.. waslooking at it last night . like. .incredible feeling..
he was looking.. shy.. cam shy kinda. while i.. happy. pure joy... yet my face saying i am comfortable and safe with him next to me. i find i look abit like him. i duno.. smile perhaps? maybe thats what they called .. erm.. couple face look? hahaha...
o well...
i just.. find it a .. lil.. hm.. sad? that i couldnt seem to feel nor look thta way as i did with him. i wish to go back..
thats the girl i want to be. thats who i am.
being a man's woman.
erm.. sounds wrong=.= lol. anyway yea..
hhm.... just.. yea.. he brings out the best in me. hte true beauty within me.. haiz.. i duno. i just don think i look the same.. nah.. rather. .feel the same when my pics are out..
it slike. somethings missing.. u will truly look happy. .when u're really with someone u love.
cute eh. ha.. o well. a lil difficult t o explain.. but yea. thats about i t..
makes no effect to smile..when he's around.... =)
gosh.. i hope tmr wont be so tired.... bro tok me and mum out to the uss night. my first time there. so explored a lil.. .it was alrite. but the fire works are spectacular.. wow....!!
throughout whole journey.. i kept thinking. .of how it would be liek if sammy is in sg.. i would take 2 days at sentosa to spend it with him. watch fireworks together..
day time will go coaster rides.. night can enjoy nightviews...
ahh.. .so nice....
hm....
still kinda worried about the hotel.. hopefully there'll still be space left.. and tickets.. weird. .i din know.. so fast ..even the price breaker alreayd sold out if im not worng. O.O this is like. .huh?? so fast>??
oh.. had dinner at 11.30pm/ am soo tired . omg. mum also eat late with us. no space to eat at uss..
oh.. whil waiting for fireworks to start, theres this kid.. i duno if hes' nuts, or.. yea.. i duno. its as though either he's u know.. thos etype of erm.. yea.. somethigns wrong with him. or becos he lack of discipline. he kept kicking me!! but its weird.. usually only when im very tired or not feeling right, i'll be rude unknowingly. like. .he kicked me.. i went 'oi!', ppl turned to look. i was like.. omg. what had i done? but it puzzles me.. i was feelign ok.. not so tired.. but.. yea.. i duno... it slike another me or sumtin.. anywya, he kicked and kiced. even kicked my mum!!!! how dare he!!! then this time i came to my senses. i dont care what ppl are thinking. i just rais emy voice.. gib him a hey!! or sumtin like that. i dun even care if ppl are watching. wth. kick real hard u know! somemore so big alreyad. still sit on stroller.. howvever.. i keep having this feeling that he's a.. u know. .those woodbridge kind of kid.. erm. .yea.. but anwayy,.. i don like ppl kicking my mum!
arhg... so rude.
then mukm have to end up at the back.. let them go front. sighs. wth...
o well.... my mum also get angry and say how could he do that... i knwo my mum. like me. usually we are peaceful angels. if we get angry over something, that something usually is something big and wrongful.
and i mean very3 wrong. thats why.. no wonder mum get angry too. me don wan her to angry.. =/ haiz.. poor mum.
but yea.. evolved huh. .or changed for hte better.. i wouldn't used to .. hm.. fight for myself.. i think ..most likely.. ytea.. after i met sam.. he taught me alot.. adn yea..
haiz.. if only.. i could be with him always.. and.. i could be his number one in everything..
oh.. suddenly.. was wondering what to do when i see sam again.. gt some plans.. but yea.. its best if we need not spend money... but.. hm.. yea.. i don care. i hitnk hwats most important is he's by my side. and we can finally have some real dates liek other couples does. hehe. =) walk and wakl.. hold hands.. sit down.. look at the crowds..
..yea... wouldnt htat be the best alreayd?. . hee ^^
i believe.. simple pleasures is hte best. .a lnog as we have one another.
today.. read a news about this couple.. who are married for 35yrs.. and they .. they are glad to have each other. just each other. money doesnt matter to them. even when they striked lottery. that. is the type of love i yearn for.
nowadasy.. ppl are so busy with their own life.. carreers.. or even theyir own busines.. health.. or children.. they kidna. .forgot.. how dang important it is.. to have a good look at ur own patrtner.. and appreciates who he or she is(to u). this couple. .is what we called.. almost extint rare type of couples. haha... but i believen they exists. adn yea.. as long as both feel the same way of each other.. they do will be able to own such love as them. for money doesnt matter.. as long as they have each other. that is hwat true love is all about. erm.. part of. lol .true love. .mystery.. yet.. lots of amazing reasons behind it all..
ah.. my fren is saying they are offering more pay for htat job. i ended up forgetting all baout it.. and never reply! lool. so yea.. but now. .im starting too like my job better and better.. so.. .yea. i wont go to his side for now. not now. no way. i think.. higher pay doesnt mean u will get happier in life. no no.
u get more money. but everydya u'll rather be happier.
do something .. in lfie.. that'll get u to where u will be happy. not for the sake of money. or any other outside worldy things. find a job.. that will make u happy .let u feel where u are or needed. not for the sake of higher pay. well, if u cant feel happy, hten yea. head for pay. lol.
pursue happiness.. not something.. which u can buy or get..anyhow..
ouch.. m shoudler achign. oh no. i gtg. slp time!!!! hope tmr not tiredddd
ouch.. shoudler..
mata!
04 November 2010
Time Tight
hm...
today.. tired day.. duno why.. kept slping throughout.. restless..
hm.. think i had weird dreams..
this is weird.. feeling weird.>
unexpected..
duno why..
maybe tired.
unexpected reactions. .don get it.
haiz. boring day.
but o well.. just rest ba. what to do..
trying to find a nice hotel to settle in at sydney.. but the time could be a lil tricky.. not much rooms left.. alot of expemsive ones..
sighs. if only could stay for 2 weeks.. =/
thx to the hotels..
o well
so yea.. hopefully the tics and hotels wil lsettle breatifully.. leave. ..hm. .should be fine ba. jus say book already. ha. hm.. o well
hm.. not bro coming home tonight.. mum company me abit.. but.. i duno what to say to my parents.
oh.. good thing my throat seems fine now. phew.. ..
shouldn've sang right awya last night.
mata
today.. tired day.. duno why.. kept slping throughout.. restless..
hm.. think i had weird dreams..
this is weird.. feeling weird.>
unexpected..
duno why..
maybe tired.
unexpected reactions. .don get it.
haiz. boring day.
but o well.. just rest ba. what to do..
trying to find a nice hotel to settle in at sydney.. but the time could be a lil tricky.. not much rooms left.. alot of expemsive ones..
sighs. if only could stay for 2 weeks.. =/
thx to the hotels..
o well
so yea.. hopefully the tics and hotels wil lsettle breatifully.. leave. ..hm. .should be fine ba. jus say book already. ha. hm.. o well
hm.. not bro coming home tonight.. mum company me abit.. but.. i duno what to say to my parents.
oh.. good thing my throat seems fine now. phew.. ..
shouldn've sang right awya last night.
mata
03 November 2010
Throat =(
huu.. haiyo.. =( throat .. haiz.... =/
voice changed .. jsut now playing bro's new game.. singing one. .then yea. T_T... never warm up. .too excited.. then sing. hurt my throat liao. haiz.......
o well... poor me.. really poor me......................
...
bah...
oh today another customer asked for my name.cos like my service. yay.
yea.. its good..
hm.. feels kinda weird..
oh after about 4days, finally today have a chance to speak with sammy.
but seems like our days stil lthe same
hm... yea.. i like serving customers.. instead of working behind counter.. or do changing the display..
hope tmr wil lheal ba..
haiz.
hm.. hmmm... sianz. o well..
don wanna blog anymore.
mata
voice changed .. jsut now playing bro's new game.. singing one. .then yea. T_T... never warm up. .too excited.. then sing. hurt my throat liao. haiz.......
o well... poor me.. really poor me......................
...
bah...
oh today another customer asked for my name.cos like my service. yay.
yea.. its good..
hm.. feels kinda weird..
oh after about 4days, finally today have a chance to speak with sammy.
but seems like our days stil lthe same
hm... yea.. i like serving customers.. instead of working behind counter.. or do changing the display..
hope tmr wil lheal ba..
haiz.
hm.. hmmm... sianz. o well..
don wanna blog anymore.
mata
02 November 2010
Tanner? O.o
hm.. ok.. today abit.. not so busy. .however.. o well.. still okok ba.. .
tired.. abit. ha.
hm.... got a lil ciut on my thumb today.. the other day my lil pinky too.. T_T haiyo..
gotta be watchful ne.. nails not so good too.. dry i think..
then today.. omg. -_- so pain!!! toes cramped!!! cos took off shoes to push the heavy caton boxes!! about 4 piled ontop? then wanna find stocks, omg. =.= go puch using feet, then kena cramped. omg. -_- haizz... but now ok .but pain when cramped. omg..
as for my bruise.. no worries.. will heal in time. .just let it heal ba..
ouch
oh.. duno hwy.. when trying fo rmy lingerie, i saw that my skin tone. .like so much darker. i duno.. then i ask bro if im tan. .he say a lil ba. O.o
weird ne.. me no go out much.. neither do i head out in sun.. only at work place. .duno why like htat also tan. lol
but nvm. i like my skin tone colour. i dont like if me look so pale and white and weak.. like no energy..
yea.. met girls liek that before.. skinny like bones , so white and pale looking.. like so fragile. .i dun like. i wanna me to be fleshy, volumpous. ah. .thats the word. lolllll.
must have curves and plus at the righ t place. minus at the right place. XD lol.
nah.. but whats most important is to eat well.. don force oneself to eat too much.. or don eat. thats not good.
so far.. yea. .i m ok. i eat alot as always .lol. snacks.. drinks. .coffee, soda even at late night.. basically if night shift come home.. yea..eat.. o well.
hm.. o well. .abit slpy now .shall head tobed liao..
hm....
weird. .wonde rif im missnig out on anything.. ..hm..
yea thats about it..
i think.
o well. i think anyway.. yea.. i almost forgot. .lol. since young im always darker than my frens. i guess. .thast cos of my dad? no.. lol. mum once told me..
hm.. nah. its a personal thingy. i don wanna share it here. llol. nothing bnig nayway.
mata ne!
tired.. abit. ha.
hm.... got a lil ciut on my thumb today.. the other day my lil pinky too.. T_T haiyo..
gotta be watchful ne.. nails not so good too.. dry i think..
then today.. omg. -_- so pain!!! toes cramped!!! cos took off shoes to push the heavy caton boxes!! about 4 piled ontop? then wanna find stocks, omg. =.= go puch using feet, then kena cramped. omg. -_- haizz... but now ok .but pain when cramped. omg..
as for my bruise.. no worries.. will heal in time. .just let it heal ba..
ouch
oh.. duno hwy.. when trying fo rmy lingerie, i saw that my skin tone. .like so much darker. i duno.. then i ask bro if im tan. .he say a lil ba. O.o
weird ne.. me no go out much.. neither do i head out in sun.. only at work place. .duno why like htat also tan. lol
but nvm. i like my skin tone colour. i dont like if me look so pale and white and weak.. like no energy..
yea.. met girls liek that before.. skinny like bones , so white and pale looking.. like so fragile. .i dun like. i wanna me to be fleshy, volumpous. ah. .thats the word. lolllll.
must have curves and plus at the righ t place. minus at the right place. XD lol.
nah.. but whats most important is to eat well.. don force oneself to eat too much.. or don eat. thats not good.
so far.. yea. .i m ok. i eat alot as always .lol. snacks.. drinks. .coffee, soda even at late night.. basically if night shift come home.. yea..eat.. o well.
hm.. o well. .abit slpy now .shall head tobed liao..
hm....
weird. .wonde rif im missnig out on anything.. ..hm..
yea thats about it..
i think.
o well. i think anyway.. yea.. i almost forgot. .lol. since young im always darker than my frens. i guess. .thast cos of my dad? no.. lol. mum once told me..
hm.. nah. its a personal thingy. i don wanna share it here. llol. nothing bnig nayway.
mata ne!
01 November 2010
Poor Foot
huu.. ouchie... my foot.. kena drop a big heavy box.. onto my foot.. thus hitting my veins.. and swollen..and black.. aw.... a bump now. huu.. =/
o well.. just abit more to go.. with the stocks.. hm.>
oh.. today ne. .manager had a tlak with one of the erm.. eya. not nice ppl who tlak about me. duno.. but. .hm.. i don htink its anything good. .but o well. who cares.
whatver.
haiz.
oh... i don think i ever mentioned this.. cos its like.. such a happy things to say.. but then shortly after, that matter happened. yea.. that bitc*ing matter. .thats why totally no mood to blog about happy stufs...
the last day i met my manager, before she went off, well, she gib me hugs cos i gib her nice pressy.. then when she's leaving.. i truly felt sad, maybe my face expression or what.. then she's like aw.. then hug again.. she say ' you're such a lovely person..'
i was like. .awww... thats such a swt thing t to say to someone. and im happy that she said that.
cos i turly treat ppl with real heart. innocent pure thoughts. unlie ppl.. some ppl trying to get something outta ppl. haiz.. i do like this innocent part of me.. but. .haiz.... sometimes still gets very hurt..
hm... aw.. time to slp again.. soon. o well..
hm.. wow.. imagine . if i head to ssydeny.. oen night. .then next mrg gotta go back.. O.o.. hahaha... its like.. wow? like will have the feeling of.. dd that just happened? its magic! ah.. if only we could use time travel.. its true ya know thta. its proven. its true.
hm.. k ba.. time to rest again. .times up. .aww....
need to slp liao..
hm.. o well..
todya.. alot of thigns to do. .almost couldnt get em all done.. but yea.. rush them off.. and tada.. tmr continue the bits and poieces ba..
huu.. bruise.. *pouts.. i think my arms not strong enough to carry those boxes huh.. always drop on me =.=
kk.. gtg..
theres good news form sam today. yay.
jaa mata ne^^
o well.. just abit more to go.. with the stocks.. hm.>
oh.. today ne. .manager had a tlak with one of the erm.. eya. not nice ppl who tlak about me. duno.. but. .hm.. i don htink its anything good. .but o well. who cares.
whatver.
haiz.
oh... i don think i ever mentioned this.. cos its like.. such a happy things to say.. but then shortly after, that matter happened. yea.. that bitc*ing matter. .thats why totally no mood to blog about happy stufs...
the last day i met my manager, before she went off, well, she gib me hugs cos i gib her nice pressy.. then when she's leaving.. i truly felt sad, maybe my face expression or what.. then she's like aw.. then hug again.. she say ' you're such a lovely person..'
i was like. .awww... thats such a swt thing t to say to someone. and im happy that she said that.
cos i turly treat ppl with real heart. innocent pure thoughts. unlie ppl.. some ppl trying to get something outta ppl. haiz.. i do like this innocent part of me.. but. .haiz.... sometimes still gets very hurt..
hm... aw.. time to slp again.. soon. o well..
hm.. wow.. imagine . if i head to ssydeny.. oen night. .then next mrg gotta go back.. O.o.. hahaha... its like.. wow? like will have the feeling of.. dd that just happened? its magic! ah.. if only we could use time travel.. its true ya know thta. its proven. its true.
hm.. k ba.. time to rest again. .times up. .aww....
need to slp liao..
hm.. o well..
todya.. alot of thigns to do. .almost couldnt get em all done.. but yea.. rush them off.. and tada.. tmr continue the bits and poieces ba..
huu.. bruise.. *pouts.. i think my arms not strong enough to carry those boxes huh.. always drop on me =.=
kk.. gtg..
theres good news form sam today. yay.
jaa mata ne^^
31 October 2010
Number One Service
hmm... ok.. so.. did i blog ytd? o.O i duno. .got a feeling i din eh.. too lazy to check anyway.net so slow =/
so yea.. wow.. come to thin kof it.. last night. .i just walked around for abit with bro out at town.. but its lie. .wow.! come to thin kiof it, i relaly never been out window shopping ofr sooo long on a sat night!! omggg. hahaha... the most is just afterwork, go watch movie. but never reallky say.. go out. .walk ard town.. shooping centres.. hahaha...
htats so arare.. feel so erm. .refreshing? i duno. ha.
but yea.. it fels kinda nice. .ha. o well.. .then walked past the shops.. tch. .=/ yea .those that i';ve been with. wih sammy.. somerset 313.. when it just opened.. =/ the founatin. we sat on the sofas.. he play psp.. i watch fountains.. then he took pics of pretty fountain... ='/
...hhaiz.. .o well...
so yea.. but ytd was sooooo busy in store. omg. not enough manpower. after im gone, im prety sure htat they're wiped out man . what to do. not enough ppl. o well..
so slpy still. .slpt so late ytd. at hte striked of 4am.. sammy not up, plus me relaly liek. .gonna knoced out alreayd. .so just head to bed..
theres a halloween movei marathon. so yea slpy sia.. o well
boring to wach alone anyway =/
haiz
oh.. rememerb that red dress i was tlking about? nahhh forget it. took a 2nd look , and dedcidced that it doesnt suit me after all. lol .thank goodness never buy. its ok. will find anotherdress or sumtin for new yeat ba. uh huh. would be fine
hm.. november is here peeps.. 2 montsh to go through. .then yea... =/
i hope everyhing will be alrite..
trying to keep myself balance now.. =/ so yea.
keeping my fingers crossed.
questions i dare not to ask.. i hoppe someday in the future i will have a chance to openly talk abou tit..
hmm,....
watched a movie with mum todya. omg. i have no idea wth we are watching =.,=.......... omg... this is nuts. =.,= dotsssss
whatever. nothing to tlak about htat movie about. sukckxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
XD
hm.... i wonde rif i asked a wrong questions.. =/ this i sreally weird.. i don get it.
sighsssssssss... o well... what to do.. sometims its difficutlt to keep oneself on the sane level when one is too tire dhuh.
ah.. i cant wait to hit the sace. alreyad slpy now.. took a nap just now.. but yea.. hm. .nto enough as usual ha.
what place am i in
i wonder..
hm. .os yea.. =. again. this year.. halloween i din paly a part. haizzz...
hope nexct year i get to eh..>
haiyo. stomach so full.. hm.. but should be able to slp ba..
ha. .duno sicne when.. started to have this.. slping time. .hm.. . o well..
maybe sammys words helped me eh. ha. hm..
but even slping at this time me stil lslpy if mrg shift.
oh ,.that man was back int eh shop!!! i kept forgetting to blog this out! the man who gave me this 'love letter'. not love leter. duno what to called it .so used this term by \from my manager. but yea. omg. .. i was like. .duno how to face him.. then just oh hi, found ur item? ha.
omg! just recalled something again!! sorry.. myu memeory sucks sometimes.. =/
i was sooo touched. by a customers comment. she evev n tell my manager about my serviece! she was saying how good i am, my service.. blah3.. i din know a thing. but when she made payment , she told me about it, as well as saying she's the type of persno who pays attention to customer service. and so far, even my manager she thinks is good. but by far, she think im the best. omggggggggggggggg the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
wow... this is such an honour. i mena.. i keep having customers asked for my names. not all males k =.,= its truly cos of my good service ., omg. i am so touch. i just said tahnk you to her. i duno what else to say. i saiod i was touched by her words. wow. that is so wow. makes everything pays off. my job is worth it. suddenly. lol>
so yea... at first i thought i was mere concidence that custoomer skeep asking for my names before they left. then turns out.. it happens more frequesnt every.. almost every day. wow... i would love to keep this up.
hm.. though... my sg manager wont appreciate for sure..
but at least the melb could tell.. i htink. lol. so yea.. its good enough..
plus my previcous manager sabrina told my melb regional manager that i am very good.
hmm.. i duno. future is future.. ofr now.. i relaly need to work hard.. pay attention to destails..
yea.. come to htin of it.. lol. i had nooooo idea how big a character my rg manager was... htat time when she first met me.. then shewas saying. .oh heard sabrina told me u were a big seller. very good..(or something like that) i would expect to see mroe form u in the future then. bthen she laugh.. but no pressure on me she said.
i was like.. o..k.. im alreayd blushing... then sabrina just stand aside and smile. dotsss... sudeenly recaleld all these... wow. i didnt know shes such a big character back then.. and to have sabrina said that to her, wow. .its relaly something. =)
uh huh...... ...
..so yea.. wow.
i really.. yea. .sometimes it took me lomng enough to . .u knwo. find out the truth..' sometimes i mightv;e neglet whats the thruth lying before me. .but... usually. I WILL find out. it will sudenly occurred to me, and i'll realised something is wrong. and i find out the truth. somtiems.. .. no.. most of hte times are bad =( sadly.. yea...
cos i couldnt realised it earlier. .thought it was hte truth. .then realised. .ppl been lying to me baou tit...
no matter how small the matter is..
yea.. o well.. sometimes.. all the answees just come to me like.. sovling a long itme mizzing piece of puzzle..
it'll appeared outta nowhere. but i Will find it. i wil llearned abou tit. and i will know the truth which i did not previously. no matter how long it was ago.
hm... ok.. time to stop here...
back hurts.abit. .so yea..
throat. .dry.. need water now..
bah.. tmr cold be better huh>? ..
o well....
mata ........
so yea.. wow.. come to thin kof it.. last night. .i just walked around for abit with bro out at town.. but its lie. .wow.! come to thin kiof it, i relaly never been out window shopping ofr sooo long on a sat night!! omggg. hahaha... the most is just afterwork, go watch movie. but never reallky say.. go out. .walk ard town.. shooping centres.. hahaha...
htats so arare.. feel so erm. .refreshing? i duno. ha.
but yea.. it fels kinda nice. .ha. o well.. .then walked past the shops.. tch. .=/ yea .those that i';ve been with. wih sammy.. somerset 313.. when it just opened.. =/ the founatin. we sat on the sofas.. he play psp.. i watch fountains.. then he took pics of pretty fountain... ='/
...hhaiz.. .o well...
so yea.. but ytd was sooooo busy in store. omg. not enough manpower. after im gone, im prety sure htat they're wiped out man . what to do. not enough ppl. o well..
so slpy still. .slpt so late ytd. at hte striked of 4am.. sammy not up, plus me relaly liek. .gonna knoced out alreayd. .so just head to bed..
theres a halloween movei marathon. so yea slpy sia.. o well
boring to wach alone anyway =/
haiz
oh.. rememerb that red dress i was tlking about? nahhh forget it. took a 2nd look , and dedcidced that it doesnt suit me after all. lol .thank goodness never buy. its ok. will find anotherdress or sumtin for new yeat ba. uh huh. would be fine
hm.. november is here peeps.. 2 montsh to go through. .then yea... =/
i hope everyhing will be alrite..
trying to keep myself balance now.. =/ so yea.
keeping my fingers crossed.
questions i dare not to ask.. i hoppe someday in the future i will have a chance to openly talk abou tit..
hmm,....
watched a movie with mum todya. omg. i have no idea wth we are watching =.,=.......... omg... this is nuts. =.,= dotsssss
whatever. nothing to tlak about htat movie about. sukckxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
XD
hm.... i wonde rif i asked a wrong questions.. =/ this i sreally weird.. i don get it.
sighsssssssss... o well... what to do.. sometims its difficutlt to keep oneself on the sane level when one is too tire dhuh.
ah.. i cant wait to hit the sace. alreyad slpy now.. took a nap just now.. but yea.. hm. .nto enough as usual ha.
what place am i in
i wonder..
hm. .os yea.. =. again. this year.. halloween i din paly a part. haizzz...
hope nexct year i get to eh..>
haiyo. stomach so full.. hm.. but should be able to slp ba..
ha. .duno sicne when.. started to have this.. slping time. .hm.. . o well..
maybe sammys words helped me eh. ha. hm..
but even slping at this time me stil lslpy if mrg shift.
oh ,.that man was back int eh shop!!! i kept forgetting to blog this out! the man who gave me this 'love letter'. not love leter. duno what to called it .so used this term by \from my manager. but yea. omg. .. i was like. .duno how to face him.. then just oh hi, found ur item? ha.
omg! just recalled something again!! sorry.. myu memeory sucks sometimes.. =/
i was sooo touched. by a customers comment. she evev n tell my manager about my serviece! she was saying how good i am, my service.. blah3.. i din know a thing. but when she made payment , she told me about it, as well as saying she's the type of persno who pays attention to customer service. and so far, even my manager she thinks is good. but by far, she think im the best. omggggggggggggggg the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
wow... this is such an honour. i mena.. i keep having customers asked for my names. not all males k =.,= its truly cos of my good service ., omg. i am so touch. i just said tahnk you to her. i duno what else to say. i saiod i was touched by her words. wow. that is so wow. makes everything pays off. my job is worth it. suddenly. lol>
so yea... at first i thought i was mere concidence that custoomer skeep asking for my names before they left. then turns out.. it happens more frequesnt every.. almost every day. wow... i would love to keep this up.
hm.. though... my sg manager wont appreciate for sure..
but at least the melb could tell.. i htink. lol. so yea.. its good enough..
plus my previcous manager sabrina told my melb regional manager that i am very good.
hmm.. i duno. future is future.. ofr now.. i relaly need to work hard.. pay attention to destails..
yea.. come to htin of it.. lol. i had nooooo idea how big a character my rg manager was... htat time when she first met me.. then shewas saying. .oh heard sabrina told me u were a big seller. very good..(or something like that) i would expect to see mroe form u in the future then. bthen she laugh.. but no pressure on me she said.
i was like.. o..k.. im alreayd blushing... then sabrina just stand aside and smile. dotsss... sudeenly recaleld all these... wow. i didnt know shes such a big character back then.. and to have sabrina said that to her, wow. .its relaly something. =)
uh huh...... ...
..so yea.. wow.
i really.. yea. .sometimes it took me lomng enough to . .u knwo. find out the truth..' sometimes i mightv;e neglet whats the thruth lying before me. .but... usually. I WILL find out. it will sudenly occurred to me, and i'll realised something is wrong. and i find out the truth. somtiems.. .. no.. most of hte times are bad =( sadly.. yea...
cos i couldnt realised it earlier. .thought it was hte truth. .then realised. .ppl been lying to me baou tit...
no matter how small the matter is..
yea.. o well.. sometimes.. all the answees just come to me like.. sovling a long itme mizzing piece of puzzle..
it'll appeared outta nowhere. but i Will find it. i wil llearned abou tit. and i will know the truth which i did not previously. no matter how long it was ago.
hm... ok.. time to stop here...
back hurts.abit. .so yea..
throat. .dry.. need water now..
bah.. tmr cold be better huh>? ..
o well....
mata ........
29 October 2010
Be Happy
ah.. finally.. these 2 nights i rememberd to take my med. .though. .thoraot still coughing here and there.. .o well
omg... =.= todya.. cos no one to lock the door. .then redz say wanna wait for him 5mins. then ended up he came outta toilet, still wnana go bath. i was .. yea.. angry. i don like. if gonna be more than 5mins, why ask me to wait????
thats is very wrong . i don like. but yea.. haiz. in the end i missed my bus, and i reched just on time. perhaps a couple of secs late. but my manager say i just mafe it. so yea. phewwwwwwwwwwwww omg. i hate this 12.30 aftnoon shifts=/
sianz
anyway... hm.. yea. haiz.. hate it.
hm...
well.. seems to me that.. our rm.. relaly not good ne.. =/ haiz. long story.. but yea.. i duno what to say...
haiz.. he's not cut out for htis com[pany. seriously. he's good at tlaking. but tats it. the way he handle stuffs, isnt what this company expects. i know. i could tell. haiz.. so wasted.. why sabrina picked him? =/
cos he;s so good with tlaking to ppl laugh2.. joke.2... then behinfs ppl bakc. .duno do what.
anyway. .enough of him.
hm.... yea. .hungry.. only had breads.. oh. .saw this dress... huuuuuu... yea. know me right. .fallen in 'love' at first sight.. then yea.. huu... i want!!!! but its abit expensive.. im trying to convince my bro. lol. get that for me as xmas present .lol. cos he owe me abit of money. lol.
huu... i really like it alot! but i think its the kind of dress i will only wear during chy, and to club. but if club. i don even dare to step outta the road!!! dots. anyway,, i rarely hardly ever have any night out. so nah. but even if for cny.. omg. wothr it i hope? ha. me no buy.. so never try that out.. .haiz.
i like thta alot ne.. .huu... wanna buy.. but yea.. cannot.. see how my bro's side first. .anywya still must get my money back. lol
so yea.
anwya.. yea.. see how ba. ah.. suitable to wear for xmas too eh. ha. .o well
hm. .seems liek tehre could be a delay.. ... maybe.. yea.. i might be workling with those ppl for another more weekssss to go. anwyay. im not afraid of them. i work as usual. talk only about work now. nothign else. whatever.
let them suffer coming to work like that too. i have a feeling. they alreayd knew. no. its confirmed. im sure they alreayd knew i know about htis fb thingy. but i got this feeling they know manager from melb who just returned to shop, alreyad heard about it from me.
ha. one of them even seems to wanna quit. whatever!!
what age alreayd. stil dare to do such evil thing to me. should it be my turn to say serves them right>? nope. i don wanan be part of them. argh.
anwayy, yea. whatever they wanna do. i don care.
me just work my own.busy is good liek i said. time pass, day flies. .soon.. please. .nov.. then dec.. let dec be over. .then i'll be yay..
wow.. really ne.. thexe couple of days been so happy. like. .so long never really felt this way. O.o duno ba..
anyway, just glad this stone been lifted off my chest.
hm.. and hopefully i'll stay this way for as long as possible. ...
hm. .yea....
cos its always difficult. .trying to be happy when the most important person isnt next to u everydya.....
ok. time to rest down!
ohhh. .i just recaleld something. =( huu... the other time, i think .. i duno... was it last year .. end of year before me go sydney? or what.. butim pretty sure it was a xmas season i saw.there was this black beautiful looking erm.. kinda like corset thing? i duno.. its pretty long. .looks like a corset. i forgot wjhat happen.. i think i mentioned to my female frne.. so pretty.. really so wanna buy it. .but wasted mnoey.. cos bf not around.. wear so nice. .no one can see also..
i think i said somethig liek that. so never buy...
but i recently just saw the pic on internet (i think) . omg. i relaly want it!! dots. it was gorgeous! and me no buy it. huu... i shouldve think this way.. nvm.. next time he can still see.. and i can wear good, feel good too.
XD ha/ but yea... aw.. so wasted..... =/ so nice sia..
o well...... what to do. ranges are like that one.. once gone, wont come back = / haiz. nvm ba..
hm. .slpy liao.. k..
hopefully sammy's side will go well. he must be playing hard. .and looking all dash andhot. ;) thats my man! lol
miss him.. =/ he'll think of me ne? uh huh.. going to dreamland.. perhaps could see him there. ok, well then.
final off for htis week...month i mena.. i gotta cherish it this weekend.
k, gambat!!!!
mata
omg... =.= todya.. cos no one to lock the door. .then redz say wanna wait for him 5mins. then ended up he came outta toilet, still wnana go bath. i was .. yea.. angry. i don like. if gonna be more than 5mins, why ask me to wait????
thats is very wrong . i don like. but yea.. haiz. in the end i missed my bus, and i reched just on time. perhaps a couple of secs late. but my manager say i just mafe it. so yea. phewwwwwwwwwwwww omg. i hate this 12.30 aftnoon shifts=/
sianz
anyway... hm.. yea. haiz.. hate it.
hm...
well.. seems to me that.. our rm.. relaly not good ne.. =/ haiz. long story.. but yea.. i duno what to say...
haiz.. he's not cut out for htis com[pany. seriously. he's good at tlaking. but tats it. the way he handle stuffs, isnt what this company expects. i know. i could tell. haiz.. so wasted.. why sabrina picked him? =/
cos he;s so good with tlaking to ppl laugh2.. joke.2... then behinfs ppl bakc. .duno do what.
anyway. .enough of him.
hm.... yea. .hungry.. only had breads.. oh. .saw this dress... huuuuuu... yea. know me right. .fallen in 'love' at first sight.. then yea.. huu... i want!!!! but its abit expensive.. im trying to convince my bro. lol. get that for me as xmas present .lol. cos he owe me abit of money. lol.
huu... i really like it alot! but i think its the kind of dress i will only wear during chy, and to club. but if club. i don even dare to step outta the road!!! dots. anyway,, i rarely hardly ever have any night out. so nah. but even if for cny.. omg. wothr it i hope? ha. me no buy.. so never try that out.. .haiz.
i like thta alot ne.. .huu... wanna buy.. but yea.. cannot.. see how my bro's side first. .anywya still must get my money back. lol
so yea.
anwya.. yea.. see how ba. ah.. suitable to wear for xmas too eh. ha. .o well
hm. .seems liek tehre could be a delay.. ... maybe.. yea.. i might be workling with those ppl for another more weekssss to go. anwyay. im not afraid of them. i work as usual. talk only about work now. nothign else. whatever.
let them suffer coming to work like that too. i have a feeling. they alreayd knew. no. its confirmed. im sure they alreayd knew i know about htis fb thingy. but i got this feeling they know manager from melb who just returned to shop, alreyad heard about it from me.
ha. one of them even seems to wanna quit. whatever!!
what age alreayd. stil dare to do such evil thing to me. should it be my turn to say serves them right>? nope. i don wanan be part of them. argh.
anwayy, yea. whatever they wanna do. i don care.
me just work my own.busy is good liek i said. time pass, day flies. .soon.. please. .nov.. then dec.. let dec be over. .then i'll be yay..
wow.. really ne.. thexe couple of days been so happy. like. .so long never really felt this way. O.o duno ba..
anyway, just glad this stone been lifted off my chest.
hm.. and hopefully i'll stay this way for as long as possible. ...
hm. .yea....
cos its always difficult. .trying to be happy when the most important person isnt next to u everydya.....
ok. time to rest down!
ohhh. .i just recaleld something. =( huu... the other time, i think .. i duno... was it last year .. end of year before me go sydney? or what.. butim pretty sure it was a xmas season i saw.there was this black beautiful looking erm.. kinda like corset thing? i duno.. its pretty long. .looks like a corset. i forgot wjhat happen.. i think i mentioned to my female frne.. so pretty.. really so wanna buy it. .but wasted mnoey.. cos bf not around.. wear so nice. .no one can see also..
i think i said somethig liek that. so never buy...
but i recently just saw the pic on internet (i think) . omg. i relaly want it!! dots. it was gorgeous! and me no buy it. huu... i shouldve think this way.. nvm.. next time he can still see.. and i can wear good, feel good too.
XD ha/ but yea... aw.. so wasted..... =/ so nice sia..
o well...... what to do. ranges are like that one.. once gone, wont come back = / haiz. nvm ba..
hm. .slpy liao.. k..
hopefully sammy's side will go well. he must be playing hard. .and looking all dash andhot. ;) thats my man! lol
miss him.. =/ he'll think of me ne? uh huh.. going to dreamland.. perhaps could see him there. ok, well then.
final off for htis week...month i mena.. i gotta cherish it this weekend.
k, gambat!!!!
mata
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