water theme park tmr!

so super tired. i dunno why either. cos of work ba
but yea. its like body aching n super tired=(

tmr head ing out to water theme park. something like jamberoo. but.. well. we shall see. =) mm.. but definitely gonna rain i think o well. se ehow ba. hope wont be a waste of money if raining

so tired like mad. cant wait to slp

everybody been stress and tense up abt the mm. .retail m shopper thing. so yea

anyway
long story

kk gtg

will blog soon abt how the day goes. hope its funnnnn =)

mata

see through me

sm from other outlet was asking stuffs.. .iwas like. u know. couldnt control my sadness. not even to my colleague. i needde to talk badly. so i did.. and. the more i say the more sad the more anger and confusiosn steps in.
sighs.
dunno la.
tired of asking . waht kind of a open communication is this
anyhow assume
and all

im so tired of these nonsense.

she said can tell i looked angry. and i was putting up a brave front by taking pics and joke2 laugh2... i don know if thats true. and i dunn ohow she could tell .i asked my colleague. she say she couldnt tell if i was sad that dya. but actually tat sm was right. as always. i smile because i didnt wan anyone to see that side of me. during breakfast i was thinking ..trying to process hsi words. but.. yea. maybe thast how she could tell eh
cos i guess i was thinkign of what he'd said earlier on
but i didnt knw it would be possible fr anyone to see through that

guess. my patience and string just snapped. couldnt hopld on any longer. too much hits and cuts jus tmakes it more vurnerable
it will snap oen day. and. .ytd was the day.
today didnt feel any better. .tmr... id unno how.

sighs

mata

disappointments

been busy and tired. forgot to blog. watching youtube online late. slpt late. gosh. anwyay, was rrly upset today. cryid alittle. =/
...haiz

cos of work. yea.
so disappointing.

anyway.
and my colleague. i feel her pain n problems with her bf. the insenstiveness of guys probs.. etc.
and now seems like he admitted his feelnigs for her fasde right after he know this girl who always hang out late with his group of frens. b****. yup.
argh. my fren so nice. so sad for her. wonde rhows she sgonna handle when shes back at work. haiz. hope she'll be fine
=/

,..haiz,.
anyway

i hope i'll cheer up soon. and ... know waht i wanna do.

happy for sammy finally get his citizenship.
all new beginning for him i guess

haiz...

oh. suddenly dawned on me my birthdya comin soon. ha.
omg cos of bro my interest in opandora is back. lol
if i do get to voerseas, it wouldv ebeen great to get one there which sg cant get. ha. dunno la... must save.

where is the cheapest hotel. shoot. too far also not good. later walk3 kena kidnap and rape n mmurdered liek that jill megher lady in melb. sorry think spelled her last name wrong.
brr.. .still scary la...
anytiem ppl can pull u aside.

anyway....

ah. nowadasy i noticed i do have dimples. when i smile. not those like boa's deep obvious type ba. but yea. i think so ne .ha.
weird huh. now then notice.

mata

frightful men

and so.... theres this creep. always turned halfway his head and look at me. keep walking n walking. .then turn abit abit.. omg. wth. i purposely look at him. then he turn back. bad luck. he lived in my area. T_T we on same bus to work too. no wonder tonight i find him so familiar. shit. its the same person. T_T huuuuuuuuuuuuuu sooo ocreppy!!!!!!!!! wth look for what?????
basketball.
....grrr ..rrky hate it u know!!!
im not victoria secret. im not fann wong. im not superstar. look at someone else la.
omg. im just so pissed off by him .
luckily today i m not in super bad mood. if not i see him dare look at me again, i'll give hinm a straight instant death look. >:(((
grrrrrrrrrr
stupid man. i hope wont bump into him when i head out .omg. please.
nono cannot sia. wil ldie

and that day (did i blog this?)
stupid indian man with wife n teenager child alrdy .still dare to talk to me like.. such an asshole. touchy2... wth
im teling u. nowadays i get alot of weirdos.. .its dang scary
=/
haiz

oh and today bz... and again. same thign as always. what im taught, in the end will get denied. =.=
haiz
say no la.. not right. hello?? u taught me remmeber>?? not taught. but i learned it from them. they are supposed to be my example isnt it . whatever la.

mata

cooking day!!

gosh. been so tired out. rushing for work to be completed and stuff. ...anwyay,
it is like.. back to the old days when i was at tampines .. ..just realized though i am happy to be back at this outlet, yet. .playing two roles is .. very tough. stressful. but. .u know. someone gotta do it.

anyway.. .haiz. wish i could get sm and asm pay. that'll be fair eh=.=
cos two roles me playing mah

anyway
bought pan set for mum today. its like rrly non stick type without using oil. prett colour. then yea. i ordered it for her. but when i was doing cooking, i totally forgot. she alreyad has a good non stick no need oil pan. =.= *facepalm
so yea. =.=
was meant to be a surprise. but then i need to tell her and se ehwo she reacts n all.. cos yea. dunno she still need more anot. regreted buying. i bought cos thought she using hte old one still..

anyway, she sounded ok. abit excited and happy. not very. but abit more than neutral ba. as long as she don nag can liao ha. hope she like.

mm. .but she might be going for big operation. haiz. dunno how much will cost. and im worrued for her eyes too=/
so yea.. but glad at elast her blood test all gd. doc asked her keep it up =) yayyyy

mm.. wat else
oh i cooked pasta. v v v vspicy type. wow. cooked till the smell of spicyness chocked my nose. haha. runny nose.
anywa, been wantin to cook and eat that. so ayea. great that i did. haha.
so yummy =) its secret recipe ;)

been forgetting thigns. memory not gd liao. cos trying to remember and trying to do so mch work. haiz

kk. gtg rest soon.

pay gonna be late again=(
haiyo

oh yea. decided to resist buing this makeup and spend it on pans instead.
must budget. i must be strict( unless if too stress then i dunno ) XD
yea hope she'll like it and uses it often. though she alrdy had a good pan.
its ok. more the merrier

jaa mata

ahh. .5 years and on going liao.. wow..

stress and work takes over

suddenly it dawned on me how tough it is going to be

.. one role. taking on two roles.
combining into two roles.

as a matter of fact, im a human .and i am feelign the work stress alreayd
very heavy.
thousands of thigns going through my head. every seconds.
but this is not gonna be tow months. its gonna last for 5montsh.
though beats better than going to other places. yet still.. mm. .coem to think of it ..pay lesser than that role. .yet me taking on two roles... ha.
ironic

hopefully everything will turn out fine eh.
haiz.
work stress huh...
 well. this is the path
so.. .i need to get past it
not easy. but. .we shall see whats gonna happen eh

ha.
perhaps shouldve taken up that h n m job offer.

anyway

yea. wish me luck peeps. gonna be hard on me. but i'll hav to do my best everyday and give it my all.
how much more i can give,.. mm... i wodner

so tired. but i wish to have my tasks competed by tmr.
but seems busy today at store.. doubt i can do anythign tmr eh.. se ehow

oh gosh. gotta stop my brain n mind form thinking=/

sighs

mata...

boring boring day today=( i need soem excitement....

lucky singaporeans

cant wait to slp.

ahhh was rushing to read al my books. gd thing im on time

omg slpy

kk blog fast

my fren recnlty told me her frens went to australia for school attaachment or sumtin.
few months. she asked her friend how was the weather there. her friend replied.. singaporeans shld rrly appreciate more of sg.
ha. thats what i felt when i came back from australia.
sg ppl must stop all these unhappy nonsens and be satisfied with wat they have now. gosh.
too apmpered ar
watever ba. i don care abt all these nonsense wat foreigners alot blah3.. at least its ok with me. my fren also. we don get wats the big deal making such a big fuss abt it

anyway

doesnt matter

mm oh love the new nail polish me just bought. hee shiny desu

just read finish my book
kk gotta slp now i supposed

jaa mata

daring men =.= argh

this is ridiculous. can u imagien another guy came up to me and asked me out? omg. so awkward.... i was blusing with awkwardness... crap. to think he was here ytd. in my store. i sened something not righ twhen he talke dto me. then todya he came back. i was like this is not gd. so i stick with my male colleague.
my other colleague said that he causally picked up a pen without even looking at it . liek walking ard. pretending to looka t stuffs... i tot i was safe when he went off. then i was left alone .skali he appeared in front of me. make payment. then... asked me if i would like ot go out with luch with him. oMG
shocker.
=.=
crap. was like .someone helpppppppppppp
haiz. nobody did again=.=
so yea

he's asian with a thick accent. dunno wheres he's from .but he;d two yrd older than me cos of membership ui knwo
so yea
so awkward.. haiyo

but yea. im not interested la.
sianz these ppl .so daring. just come in ans ask. but i know he mustve been thinking hard to approach me ba. cos semes like he went out and came back again.
after walking ard. ha

watever don care. i wish not to see these ppl again. so awkward. omg. will airport hav more of such ppl???
=X crap

mata

and the cisco police. .*rolls eys. .haiz... oh man...

weird men =.=

so sleepy. need rest. thirsty too. huu.
runny nose is back. taboo... was mentioing it to sammy the otehr day. =./=
so yea. long story

anwyay, had this guy asking fo rmy number tonight. ommg. so weird and awkward. heard changi worse. alot of foreigner and cisco police .. they'll check bag.. they'll be cheeky. .tlak3.. .omg. i hate ppl liek that. sianz. can u imagine me gonna face them soon? =/
of course i wouldnt even wanna talk to them .
*rolls eyes

anyway
hoep will feel better tmr
whiole day stomach quite bloated ne. gosh so slpy. need to slp now

mm... yea.
rrly not lookign foreward to going other outlet=/ sighs
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
see how ba
... =/ how slife there and all.. haiz.

mm. waht else. nothing much le ba
O.o

ahh.. kk. gtg. slp time!!! tmr then think ba

mata

another swimming day

cant believeive been watchin online movies whole day. slpy desu.. didnt take nap. maybe thats why headache now n runny nose=/ huu

anwyay me didn wanna get tan any further. but fren wanna go swimming to lose weight. so company her lor. gosh. my bikini left me with some neck lines hope not so obvious now. at first it was. omg=/
the past few tiems dun hav ne. then now havb. huu. sun is getting back stronger i supposed. no more dec rainey season.
but me stayed in pool for about an hour and a half. i didn tget up to tan or wat. still, i get tan . and with neckline omg=/=
haiz. but seriously outdoor exercise is gd la.
i like.
nice to have someone go with
but. .haiz. still cant swim
 =/=

anyway will slp soon

huu not looking forward oto airpot life=( huuuu

anyway,

was checking htis phone case
sammy swt enough to let me know of.
didnt know such case exsits. but he's right.
it works best when ure out a long day outside. or like for my case. charger problem=.=
ha

anyway... gosh lazyy to type liao. with runny nose=/

mm. gotaa slp soon ba
haiz.
is this wat i want i wonder

mata

thinking..

thanks to steamboat=.= haiyo. now full.. gonna try slp. missing out on my slp. tmr sure slpy=.= huu

anyway been working my a** off. mm...  it cna be fun soemitmes at work. but .. not forever.
i try not to think too mcuh
mm..

these laughters coldb be gone soon
once transfer is done
but i dunno la
haizzzzzz

so much going through in head someitmes. just need to say stop
haiyo......

nvm. another new fday in hours itme.

better head ot bed soon

wonder if ic ould fall aslp easily

today so nono wanna wakey for work. ha. tired ba

kk .gtg

late liao.,
no time for much slop

jaa mata